Text Body_Chapter 1013: I'm sober now

The director looked at me incomprehensibly: "There are no instructions, just just drink two glasses!" He lifted the cup, lit up in the air, and tilted his neck to dry.

Of course, I couldn't show weakness, so I drank the wine in the cup and quickly sandwiched two mouthfuls of food to keep the wine strong.

The director said: "For the sake of the country, for the sake of the Secret Service Bureau, you are in the tiger's den, for this, we have to deepen a drink!" He raised his glass again, and the air lit up.

I hesitated to lift the glass and smiled wryly, "You don't need to drink so quickly, do you?"

The director urged: "Are you from Shandong? Shandong people drink, how can they be so sticky!" After that, he tilted his neck and drained another glass.

Influenced by the director's boldness, I had no choice but to put on a heroic appearance and swore to fight to the death with the director. However, to be honest, Director You seems to be particularly wrong today, could it be that he also wants to use wine to drown his sorrows?

This is not his usual style!

A bottle of 53-proof liquor was quickly taken down by us, and the director shouted imposingly: "Waiter, serve the wine!"

He is no longer the commander of the Imperial Forest Army who commands thousands of troops, but has become a Liangshan hero who is drunk and returns to the camp of the Cooking Corner Company!

The waiter quickly served the wine and opened it.

I poured the wine and couldn't help but ask the director: "You director, your alcohol has risen sharply today, comparable to a wine saint!"

The director laughed at himself, "Wine saint, I'm the leftover straw bale in the wine field! Come, drink!" he picked up his glass again and lit up in front of him.

I was afraid that the director would drink too much, so I lost no time in persuading: "In this way, the director, I will do it, you are free!"

The director smiled and asked, "What, look down on me and let me?"

I hurriedly said, "Of course not. You have to deal with work in the afternoon, you are in charge of everything, and if you drink too much, you will make mistakes!"

The director was stunned, he held the wine in the air and said, "Xiao Zhao, I'm not blowing with you, when I was young, I could drink ten bowls of liquor without getting drunk, it was ten bowls, not ten cups!" He squirmed the cup slightly, as if to guide me to distinguish the difference between a cup and a big bowl.

I chimed in, "Of course, of course. Anyone who can be a general can drink it, and they are all masters of the drinking field!"

The director said: "This is not false at all!"

I lost no time in silently: "Aren't there a few words circulating in the army: If you can drink beer and liquor, this cadre can't leave, you can drink half a catty and drink eight taels, this cadre should be trained to be able to drink half a catty and drink a catty, this cadre is very serious and can drink one bottle and two bottles, this cadre has a level and can drink a pot and drink a pot, and this cadre has a future...... How much wine did you drink to get to the Admiral?"

The director smiled and said, "Why did you change your words?" I, I loved to drink when I was young, and my ability to stay in the army does have something to do with this wine!"

I was stunned for a moment: "What does it have to do with wine?"

The director said: "Don't mention it, don't mention it." Shame on me!"

I didn't ask any more questions, but I just felt that Director You was too bold today, and something was not normal.

Maybe he, like me, has been depressed for a long time, and wants to vent it through wine.

In this way, we touched wine and copied food, and talked about some things that didn't hurt or itch. There is still a third of the new bottle of wine left, and I and the director of the bureau have a glass of wine.

The director was finally no longer arrogant, but lifted the cup and said, "The last cup, you have to taste it carefully!"

I chimed in, "Yes, yes, yes." Savor it!"

The director took a small sip, and a smile appeared indifferently at the corner of his mouth: "If wine is not drunk, everyone will get drunk! Some words can only be said under its anesthesia!"

I was stunned for a moment, took a sip, looked at Director You, and revealed in my heart what he meant.

The director fiddled in the air a few times with the glass and asked me, "Look, is this wine transparent?"

I wondered, "Yes, it's transparent! It's not transparent, who would dare to drink it!"

The director put down the wine glass, looked at me and said, "Wine, it is as clear as water, but it contains alcohol, but it has different uses than water. If we want to distinguish between water and wine, we have to use our sense of smell and taste. Can you tell the difference between water and wine by sight alone?"

I suspected that the director had drunk too much, so I quickly shook my head: "I can't." But if it's beer, it's probably easy to tell. ”

The director frowned and said, "I'm talking about liquor! Take this glass of liquor as an example, if it's not in a wine glass or in a sprinkler bottle, if you don't distinguish its taste through smell and taste, can you be sure it's a glass of wine?"

I shook my head, "No." ”

Director Yu sighed lightly and said thoughtfully: "When the water is clear, there is no fish, and when the wine is clear, there is alcohol." Life is like this, life is like wine, many times, it is not the wine that anesthetizes oneself, but oneself!"

This is too profound for me to understand for a short time. These big people like to say some inexplicable things to make others puzzled.

I took the initiative to raise my glass and touch it with Director You, and said, "Director You, you have something to say, I have drunk a little too much, I can't understand, I can't understand!"

The director took another sip and said, "I didn't say what I want you to understand! You just need to remember that no matter what happens, don't judge simply with your eyes, people's eyes are the most deceptive to people!"

I said, "I understand." I know what you mean. I will tell right from wrong!" I thought to myself: Is this what I have done in such a big circle?

The director said: "You are now in Cao Ying"

I interrupted Director You's words and said with a smile: "I'm in Han! I can't wait to finish the task today and go home!"

The director's eyes fluttered slightly: "Which home to go back to?"

I said, "The Special Guard, this is my home!"

The director pinched his temples lightly: "I drank too much, drank too much! I thought you were in a hurry to go back to your hometown in Shandong! Don't worry, the Special Health Bureau will open the door for you at any time, don't be pressured, just do your best." No matter how well you accomplish this mission, you're still a member of our Secret Service!"

I quickly said, "That's not going to work! It's better not to come back than to come back as a loser." ”

The director said: "You are still so strong! Don't worry, as long as we strategize, success is a must! But now, you are still facing a new round of problems!"

I was stunned: "What's the problem?"

The director took a sip of the cup and said, "This problem is exactly what I am most worried about! But this day may come sooner or later, and no one can avoid it!"

I asked, "Which day?"

The director stroked the wine glass in his hand, looked at me, and said almost hesitantly: "What would you do if Chen Fusheng arranged for you to carry out an assassination mission?"

This sentence stopped me at once!

To be exact, I've thought about something similar before. I was ordered to lurk, although in order to adapt to the changes in the environment, I also made corresponding changes, more domineering in personality, more arrogant in handling things, but in the face of right and wrong, good and evil, I still secretly adhere to my own principles. I infiltrated the Tenryu Company and gradually came into contact with its core part, which is the organization. This is undoubtedly an important step. But in reality, I could feel the difficulties that followed. And these difficulties cannot be solved by IQ. For example, as the director of the bureau said, if Chen Fusheng arranges for me to carry out an assassination mission, how should I deal with it? If I do, I will inevitably kill innocent people indiscriminately and poison living beings, but if I do not carry out the execution, all my achievements will be wasted, and I will die and fail! Therefore, these things are not something I can decide, and they are also one of the worries that have always plagued me.

Seeing that I was silent, the director continued, "Do you have a choice?"

I shook my head: "Hardly! but, but I'm never really going to be involved in the action!"

The director of the bureau asked again: "Do you have a choice? You don't have a choice! This step is the only way to go! You must walk, even if it is every footprint, step on blood!"

I said, "By the Director, you mean that I can kill innocents indiscriminately?"

The director's lips squirmed slightly, and said: "For our plan, in order to let more people live well, in order to make our country more peaceful, this is not an indiscriminate killing of innocents!"

I argued, "But, but I can't! I really can't! Especially yesterday, last night, at the Golden Ring's house, I realized the severity of the situation." Fortunately, I persuaded him and he took back his life, but I kept thinking that if Chen Fusheng insisted on letting me kill Jin Ling, what would I do?"

Director You breathed a sigh of relief and answered my question in a very light tone: "Then, kill her!"

I looked at Director You in shock: "You, you drank too much, drank too much!"

The director's expression became extremely solemn, and he frowned, "I'm sober. I'm sober now. There has never been a more sober time than this time. ”

I scratched my scalp and asked, "Then what if Chen Fusheng asks me to kill three, five, or even ten or hundreds of people? I will kill them all? Then I will become a devil! A devil who kills innocents indiscriminately!"

The director shook his head lightly: "No." At least, not for the time being. Xiao Zhao, do you know what is lacking in you?"

I said, "What?"

The director said: "What you lack is a kind of ruthlessness! If you don't give up in order to achieve your goal, you should learn from Cao Cao, for the sake of your great cause, he can kill many loyal ministers with a wave of his sword! He never gives himself a trouble!"

The more I listened, the more murderous and depressing I felt. I really didn't expect the director to say this.

But I know that perhaps the Director's words are reasonable, but I disagree. I finally understood why the director asked me to come here, he was trying to change my mind and convince me!

I still shook my head: "I'm not Cao Cao." I won't be Cao Cao either!"

Director You's face was suddenly shrouded in a burst of righteous indignation: "Then what do you want to do?" Xiao Zhao, no one wants to kill innocents indiscriminately, no one wants to! Of course, we don't want bloody incidents to happen, and we don't want Chen Fusheng to assign you to carry out any bloody tasks. But in fact, this possibility cannot be ruled out!"