"What's wrong with you, why are you crying?" Bai Xiaoyu was already anxious, hugged me tightly and shook twice, I knew that he didn't know why I was tired like this, what I have experienced in the past five years, he doesn't know.

"You, do you want to hear it?" I said in a trembling voice, with a hint of resentment.

"Say it, I know you, Yiyi, I know that you are never willing to confide your grievances to anyone, except for Sister Xiaoxiao, you know, no one knows you better than me, you say. ”

I swallowed a mouthful of salty saliva and looked at the merciless sky with trembling lips and resentment.

The deep blue sky was getting darker, the sun was hiding in the clouds, and the breeze was blowing around me from time to time, which signaled that a storm was coming, but I had no intention of leaving.

"Ah Liang is gone, my two children, I haven't seen their father since I was born, why, God just treated me like this, I have done it for my children and Mr. Yuwen and Mrs. Yuwen, how much have I done in the past five years, my children are still being bullied, why do you torture me so much, am I Liu Yiyi so damned?"

Bai Xiaoyu didn't speak, but I knew he was listening, and I could feel that he was holding my hand behind my back and slowly grabbing my clothes.

The rain is dripping on my face, and on my hands, God, is it also teasing me with the weather reflecting my mood at this time?

"Do you think that you are worthy of Ruliang and Ruyi for torturing yourself like this?"

I closed my eyes and let the rain wash my face and long hair, I thought Bai Xiaoyu would comfort me, but I heard his serious voice.

I didn't understand what he meant, and slowly raised my head and looked at his handsome face suspiciously.

"You always think so pessimistic, it's not just your body that you're sorry for, but also Ruliang and Ruyi, do you think they will want to see a pessimistic mother, do you understand if you want to be optimistic?" Bai Xiaoyu looked at me with a low roar and said, completely devoid of the previous tenderness, and now standing in front of me is a Bai Xiaoyu I have never seen before.

Optimism...... Hehe, how can I be optimistic, but, when he said this, I really want to slap myself twice, I still don't know how I want to live, who I live for, for myself, a little selfish, for my family, is the reason why I want to live.

Perhaps, Yu Wenliang's death was arranged by God a long time ago, if Yu Wenliang didn't die, would my life be carefree, if I think about it in another way, if Yu Wenliang didn't die, would I have what I have now, and would I still vomit blood tiredly?

"You have to be optimistic, optimistic do you understand?" Bai Xiaoyu saw that I was stunned and didn't speak, he grabbed my arm and shook it anxiously, and said with a pleading face.

"You must not fall, you have a family, you have children, it is true, you have experienced a lot, and you have suffered a lot, but you think about what Sister Xiaoxiao will do if you fall down one day, what will happen to Sister Xiaoxiao, what will happen to Ruliang and Ruyi, have you thought about this!"

The torrential rain poured down with gusts of thunder, and the mist blurred Bai Xiaoyu's glasses, and at the same time blurred my vision a little, I looked at him, he looked at me, and I stood in the wind and rain, listening to his accusations against me.

"Let's go!", he sighed, hugged me at once, and ran out of the construction site.