Chapter 25 Perfection with Flaws Perhaps It Was the Beginning of His and Her Quest (15)

[So, this defeat is not absolute..Someday... No, maybe not that day, but I'll keep running until I see the results until I can get the guy far behind. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info]

Mike said so calmly, as if he was announcing the future to me, although he didn't use that serious attitude. Even the tone of his voice was extremely casual, but he could detect the firmness in the looming smile.

I was stunned for a few seconds, and after being stimulated by the cold temperature of the snowflakes sprinkled on my face, I suddenly felt the urge to laugh.

I don't know anything, but I can say something like this, maybe it's a misunderstanding... No, maybe it's just impulsive, and what you do when you're impulsive often regrets it after a while and becomes regretful or ashamed.

So, what about me? Not impulsively... If one thing can make me impulsive for more than ten years... Then I can gladly accept all this, and I can't help but sigh again.

So, I shook my head slowly

[No, it's not the same, it's already wrong from the beginning..]

[Is it wrong?] I don't think so. ]

Mike looked around and seemed to be in a good mood

[At least for now.] ]

[What?]

He pursed his lips and shrugged

[The guy doesn't seem to be nearby.] So, at least at this time, I didn't think it was right. ]

[...]

[Human memory is not there at the beginning, and self-consciousness only begins at the age of two or so, then, if I appear in front of your eyes for more and more time, then it will more or less remain in the memory, whether it is good or bad, remember, any association begins with memory... This was what my dad taught, the old man who made people feel sick and could only ask about women and the smell of dollars. ]

Speaking of this, Mike showed a look of disdain, as if he wanted to deny what he had just said, but in an instant, it turned into an unconvinced face, it should be... I have already admitted this truth from the heart.

Start with memory... That's right, everything I do starts with memories, and then breaks, and then I continue with memories.

[And.]

While I was still silent in my memory, Mike made a new move, took a step forward, slowly leaned down, smiled at me, and then gently lifted my arm from the chair and put it in front of me.

[Like this.] ]

The voice is soft, like a father telling a bedtime story.

[Don't touch me!]

In just a short moment, after seeing the hands that were held and placed in front of him, the feeling as if they were being burned instantly spread throughout his body, and he quickly pulled his hands back and held them tightly in his chest.

What does it feel like... Scared? I squeezed my trembling fist with my other hand.

No, no, that's more.. Disgusting stuff.

Anyone other than him... Neither, and never.

All I have, I've decided... Therefore, such a thing is absolutely not allowed.

For the first time, I had angry thoughts about this guy in front of me.

However, Mike still smiled indifferently without change, withdrew his hand, paused in front of him for a moment, and continued

[Is it very impressive about me now?, although it is a bad aspect...]

[....]

[Physically, though, I didn't run into you.]

As he spoke, he symbolically put his hand in front of his eyes and shook it

[As you can see, I'm wearing gloves.] ]

He did wear black leather gloves on his hands.

[... It makes no difference.]

[Oh, but I'm not going to apologize.] ]

After retracting his hand, he took a step back, shook his trench coat a little, and after removing the snow from it, he continued

[Although it is a bit rude to say this.] Sometimes, however, I will take necessary measures to achieve my goals within the scope of the law. ]

The mood gradually relaxed over time, slowly put down his hands, and finally raised a little attention and quietly looked at the person in front of him

[I hate you.]

[It doesn't matter.] ]

In addition to saying that it doesn't matter, his shrugging action also perfectly expresses the meaning of indifference.

[Also, your approach won't be of much use..]

[Really?]

As I spoke, I laughed at myself as I stood up and walked to the other side, turning my back to him, as if I had found what I should be doing at this point.

[I don't need any memories other than his.]

[Memory，isnotdependingontheindividual'schoice.]

[.... That's my thing. ]

At this point, I paused slightly, and then, a little unconvinced

[Are you here to talk about this today?]

[Seen by chance...] I'm going to do that tomorrow, but it seems to be a little bit earlier, and I think today is the best time because he's not here. Well, in terms of results, it's pretty much the same. ]

[... Is it.]

Accidental or not, since it's accidental, you don't have to guess too much.

[Then I can tell you something... I like him, not by accident or impulsively... It's all the memories and all of me.As you said, the present is not the result, then, the present.. I think I should go back to where I was supposed to be. ]

The reason why a strange place is unfamiliar, in addition to the environment, the most important thing is your own feelings.

If, I mean, if you just hold on to the place you once knew, even if it was just a faint bright spot, then you can find common ground?

Now that everyone but him has been rejected, what does it matter if it is an unfamiliar environment?

That's right, as long as there is a place for him, it is a place that I am familiar with.

[Good luck.] ]

After walking a few steps, he seemed to hear such a vague voice coming from behind him, and when he looked back, he only saw a mottled footprint left on the road, and the black figure gradually became blurred.

And I just paused and continued to walk.

There is only one thing I like, and there is only one and only one thing I want.

It's just that... Does he know? However, as in the previous conversation, if I speak out loud or tell him in a calm voice, I will also become braver, and that would be considered a kind of progress.

It may cause him to feel confused and unacceptable, but... How to say...

Sure enough, I still don't want to lose, and I don't want to admit defeat.

Since I don't know what he needs, then give him everything I can and leave it to him to make a choice, don't think about anything, even if it is completely cut off, don't care, as long as you can continue this memory.

From the beginning, I thought it was the world that rejected me, but in fact it was the opposite... It's me who rejects the world other than him, so that's my reason for being.