Extra six: At this moment, I finally took the first step for the ideal (I)

People say... Marriage is the grave of life, and I used to think so and believe in it. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

But at the moment I completely deny this sentence. The previous conclusion was overturned.

It's true that I'm dying... Since it is a grave, how can anyone who has been in the grave for three months feel cold... I'm about to die of cold...

The change of seasons always brings a rapid change in temperature, yesterday it was a sunny day, but now this afternoon it began to blow a bitter cold wind. I walked alone on the street leading to the supermarket, slowly walking forward against this cold air current.

As for why I'm not here in a warm bed now? If I dare to resist the order to "go out and buy some curry and come back", I guess I would have really gone to the grave by now... A real grave. Sorry, I really don't want to die yet.

The shop was not far from the apartment, but because of the cold, my speed on the road was also seriously affected. So after coming to the store, it's been more than twenty minutes. It only takes about 10 minutes.

I quickly got the curry that I was ordered to buy, and after bringing myself a few cans of coffee and some daily necessities, I paid the money and was about to go back, just when the automatic door was opened, I saw a familiar figure coming over-

He wears a white woolen hat on top of his head, his black hair is scattered on his shoulders and back, and his small features and white face are like ceramic dolls. He wears a white cotton shirt with thick jeans and gray boots underneath.

With his head down, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he slowly walked towards the store.

I unconsciously stopped in front of the open automatic door and waited for her arrival.

What a coincidence... Say hello before you go. Thinking so, when she walked to the door of the store, she took the initiative to say hello

[... Long time no see. ]

[...]

First paused, then slowly raised his head... After seeing that it was me, he nodded lightly and responded softly

[Hmm.] Long time no see. ]

After a small smile from the corner of my mouth, I responded similarly, and the two of us stood by the wall near the door in the store. It opened the topic like an old friend meeting by chance

She was the first to speak, and the only difference from the past was that she couldn't see the inseparable headphones around her neck

[Recently.] How? ]

[Not bad, right.] If you judge it from a variety of aspects..]

[Is there a difference or a good...]

She tilted her head slightly and tilted her head upwards at me, smiling sweetly, as if she was genuinely happy about something.

[She.] Will definitely make a good wife. ]、

[M.] Perhaps..]

How to say it.. I feel that under the snow I think it is more appropriate to use a husband than a wife. This person is the one who is in charge of all the power in the family.From a general point of view, it can indeed be said that this is true.But I don't know what she herself thinks..

[Your side.. So what?]

As early as half a year ago, Liu Wei said.I'm ready to go back to China to start a business.After attending my wedding with the snow.,Then it suddenly disappeared.,I thought it was gone.. But it seems that I'm still here today, and I don't know how I'm ready, if I need help if there's anything...

[Need help?]

Liu Wei shook his head and said softly

[Thanks..]

[No, that.] If you need help... It's not so hard to speak... As far as friends are concerned.]

[Not really..]

Liu Wei still responded softly, and then smiled, not lying and polite words, and then, looking at me with some curiosity, asked

[.. Ready to start preparing dinner?]

[Hmm?ahh ]

The hand carrying the pocket moved slightly, and there were indeed some vegetables and meat in it, although there was no request under the snow. But I always feel that as a human being, I really have to supplement the meat appropriately...

[If you can..]

Halfway through the conversation, it slowly stopped... Liu Wei continued to shake his head

[Then it's not necessary.] Today, I was going to go to your side to disturb a little.]

[Eh, isn't that just together?] ]

[Now meet your words.] I just don't need it.]

[Huh?]

.... So it's going on.. This subtle feeling... It's a little hard to understand.. Why don't you have to go when you meet me?

Looking at her suspiciously, I saw that she was also looking at me with a faint smile, and spoke slowly

[... It's just that.. Just a little bother, but in a place like this... It's a coincidence. ]

I still looked at her for some reason, completely unable to understand the meaning of these words, and a strange atmosphere slowly began to arise, not heavy, but elusive, incomprehensible and yet very much wanted to see through.

So、It's.。 Something should be going on, right?

Suddenly said "Excuse me a little", in fact, in the past few years, there has been nothing at all.For her, Liu Wei, except for a few simple intersections with a few people, most of the others are just a person.. That's what I know about her. It is not easy to go into the topic, and the people you come into contact with in life are only moderate, and there are only a handful of people who step into other people's residences. However, I was pulled by Yono and Sasaki to go to a girls' party once or twice.. It was really hard at that time.

[Happened... What's going on?]

I asked in a calm voice, worried, but I don't know if it showed it on my face. It must have exposed the wavering mood.

[Not counted.]

After a brief reply, she turned her gaze to look at me, and after meeting my eyes for a moment, she reached into the pocket on the inside of the cotton coat near her chest, and slowly took out a white envelope and handed it over.

[For you.] ]

[Oh...]

After taking the white envelope, which still had residual warmth, with apprehension, the next thing was a simple goodbye

[Goodbye.] ]

[Huh?]

[... Things to bother about today.. It's done..]

[.. Letters?]

I looked at her blankly

[Hmm.] ]

[... Why?]

[The answer is also inside..]

As if relieved, Liu Wei exhaled lightly and then took a deep breath

[If you can、This letter... Can you watch it alone?]

[... It's a very important thing, isn't it?]

I didn't get an accurate response, Liu Wei just looked at me with a smile, shook his head vaguely and then nodded.

[.. It's time for me to go back, goodbye]

[That...]

Before the words could be properly spoken, Liu Wei had only left his back.

I walked slowly to the door, only waited for the time when the door opened, and walked out without stopping.