All the way to Fengyu a lifetime of love

Writing this title, somehow tears came out. The pen "Fun" Pavilion couldn't calm down in www.biquge.info heart, so he had to get up and leave the study.

Curled himself up in the rocking chair, let the afternoon sun caress him, and after a while he felt warm, the warmth started from the beginning, and soon the whole body was hot, and the heart was also warm, but the tears from the bottom of his heart were still turning back and forth in his eyes, back and forth. I slowly raised my face, squinted my eyes, and looked ahead at the sun, which quickly wiped away my tears......

It's been an hour back at my desk.

I still can't calm down when I see the title, but after taking a few deep breaths, I still can't calm down, and my heart is full of emotion.

In Fengyukou, three years ago, I often went to the river to take a rest, and I liked the mountains in the east very much, and wrote a short essay "Drunk in Fengyukou".

I didn't expect that three years ago, love led me to this mountain, and then it was because of this love that I left me on this mountain, and I didn't expect that in the end, love made me unable to leave this mountain. If the world is big, there is no place that is so closely connected to me.

The first time I came here to climb the mountain, we didn't know where to go up the mountain, and we followed the people in front of us from the Pure Industry Temple to the mountain, and on the way we knew that there was a Reclining Buddha Temple on the mountain ahead. We decided to climb the mountain there.

When I arrived at Wat Pho, the boiling Coke from cooking burned my feet, and a large piece of the scalded egg was left on the flat ground below the temple......

It's fine after a month. If I continue to climb the mountain, I don't want to go to the Reclining Buddha Temple in Fengyukou. Although I am not superstitious, I shudder at the thought of such a strange thing as climbing a mountain that can burn my feet.

However, my character of not giving up easily decided that I should try it again, otherwise the mountain would have left a deep shadow on me. My companion also told me, "Go ahead, if something goes wrong again, we'll never go." ”

For more than a year after that, I spent more than a year on this mountain, from the Pure Industry Temple to the Reclining Buddha and then out of the Fengde Temple. From entering the mountain we laughed to going out of the mountain, here to welcome the four seasons, watching the clouds roll up, this is the happiest time of my life.

The only time I had an argument was when he asked Tianchang to get to know me, and I lost my temper and he was laughing. Later, we met Master Sky.

After seeing the sky, we never came to this mountain together......

For the sake of love, I chose to stay on this mountain.

When I first came to this mountain after separation, I felt like I was flying. I'm not alone here, we're all on this mountain, and climbing here every week is like returning to a common home.

Although we know that separation is inevitable, we naïve never imagined that one day, what will be the consequences of parting from now on? We have never thought of what an angel will look like when he loses a wing? Let alone how the unforgettable mark will disappear? Only we know the pain of wanting to erase our hearts.

My heart was trapped here, and the pain came at me, I had never been so lonely, I had never thought that this place was so important to me. Because as long as you get here, you will be sober, and you will understand that today's choice is not wrong, no matter how painful it is, you must endure it, and no matter how difficult it is, you will have to go on.

However, soon that sanity was gone. If this is our home, and I am used to being together, I will not be able to find my way home and get lost in this mountain......

You came while I was standing on the edge of a cliff.

"Come, I'll help you ......"

You pulled me up a little forcefully, and I passively followed you. Later, I thought about it, if it weren't for your tough style, I wouldn't have accepted your rescue, and then how terrible my current situation would be.

You are like my relative, and I heal with you. You are like a brother, take care of me. You are like my teacher, teaching me. More often than not, you're more like my parent, giving me a docked arm and chest.

For half a year, we were on this mountain almost every week. Follow you, and you let me get rid of my sorrow little by little. Following behind you, you made me let go of what I had to let go of little by little. Following you, you have made me learn to trample the pain under my feet little by little. With you behind me, you make me stronger day by day. Behind you, one by one, you reattached another wing to me. Following you, you have taken me out of the biggest 'swamp' of my life......

In order to get me back on my feet, I will never forget how much energy you put into the process, and I understand better how much you tolerate. I have always been aware of the distance we should have, because only in this way will we treat your love.

One day, you notice that I've come to my senses.

Just like I didn't think about the outcome of the separation, we hurt just as much when you let me go. For you, it's a 'child' who leaves home, although reluctant, but with a clear attitude. However, I must not be your child, and when I grow up, I will leave home, and that is the way that children must go, because they will find a lifelong home, a lifetime of love.

Not so for me.

I was deeply uneasy. Because, when my children leave home, there is a reward, and I leave you, which makes me feel ungrateful. Because, your help and love for me will never be forgotten. Don't agree that 'time can change everything.' These are the words that only those who have not experienced it can believe.

I don't understand what it is for you when we met, but it is unforgettable for me. Because, you saved me, changed me, fixed my wandering heart, as long as I think of you, I stand firmly.

In the same way, I also understand that you will also be uneasy when I step out of your sight, which is your kindness.

I can't leave this mountain, where I go to climb the mountain without here, my heart stays here, just like I am a flying kite, the line that leads me is here, not in your hands, but the feelings of a lifetime left on this mountain.

During this period, I understood that in the final analysis, we are all laymen, and laypeople are disturbed by laypeople. When I knew that only respect was the greatest reward, I let go of my heart and treasured everything in the bottom of my heart, and I returned to this mountain, if nothing else, to let my heart settle down and enjoy life. I have no reason to grieve for too long, let alone to worry about myself. In this life, God has doted on me and allowed me to meet the right people when I needed them most. Thanks again!

One love allowed me to build a small building on this mountain, and another love allowed me to live in peace.

In my life, I never thought that there would be a place that would be so important to me......

2011－11－13

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