Extra: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (15)
Extra: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (15)
The answer to the words: It was already in my memory, and I thought about how to express it, but the end result was still a mess, knowing that the most needed and crucial answer was there, but lacking the ability to translate it into words. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
Knowing these things, the slightest sympathetic person will probably say something nice, encouraging, or gentle and comforting out of kindness. Such as "It's okay, it's not your fault" and "Life isn't all smooth sailing, so be strong". Simply saying these words can only achieve a minimum level of comfort in the heart, and may even inadvertently awaken the pain of others, which is counterproductive.
If you are a person who has really put yourself in their shoes, it is absolutely impossible to make such a mistake easily.
But now, can I name anything else?
After asking myself, I couldn't help but wonder if I could do what I thought I would.
[Actually.] It's not a consolation, is it? ]
I took a few deep breaths and kept encouraging myself that I could do it, but another voice kept asking—why are you so persistent?
Why?
Yes, she's my friend, and the first friend in some special sense, so when she's in trouble, there's a good reason not to ignore it.
[Just trying to make you a little happier, that's all.] ]
Liu Wei showed a stunned expression, maybe he was very confused by my words or something, and just looked at me with a frown for a while.
[... You said... What?]
After a short while, Liu Wei tilted his head and asked a little sluggishly.
This reaction is a matter of course... After all, I really can't find any better way to say that... Hawkers,Actually, that's probably the desired result.,If.. If you can do it.
[If you continue like this...] What is lost, there will be more. ]
[What else can a person with nothing to lose?]
[It's not for nothing.] ]
Saying that, I stood up, looked at Liu Wei, and showed a serious expression without reservation, in fact, I probably only rely on that excitement now.
[The existence of man is a thing that he owns, and no matter how much he denies it, it is impossible to change it, because-]
I took a deep breath and smiled
[You still have time, enough time to get out of the predicament.] ]
Maybe my speech was too straightforward and irresponsible, Liu Wei frowned, stared at me for a few seconds, and then slowly lowered his head, shook it gently, and said
[... It's not the same, I'm just because of my mom..]
[What about painting?]
Before she could finish speaking, I forcibly inserted the topic and asked seriously in an irrefutable manner
[Isn't it your choice to draw? Or is it also a lie to say that you just want to draw what you want to paint?]
In the face of my inquiry, Liu Wei's gaze was a little shaken, he pursed his lips vigorously, shook his head with a slightly uncomfortable expression, and said in an inaudible voice
[No.. I do not know. ]
[yes.] You don't know]
Such an answer is also expected... Obviously cherish the time to paint and still deny it so much.... The real situation should be a disguise that you have to choose because you are too afraid of losing, or it is just a simple self-suggestion, until one day you can lose this thing, and you can comfort yourself with a pale reason like "I never liked it".
But when it comes to the actual loss, what kind of reaction will it have?
Now, let me make sure.
Thinking so, I walked directly across from Liu Wei and looked down at her.
And she looked at me with some confusion.
Ahhhh Well, I'm sorry.
Pull the unfinished drawing from the drawing board - crumple it up - and put it in your pocket, although I thought about throwing it away... But sometimes you have to think about the degree.
... If there were other ways to do it, it wouldn't be like this.
But there is no way, so I can only bite the bullet.
After staring at each other for a few seconds, Liu Wei frowned, an angry expression appeared on his face, and his voice asked sharply
[What do you do?]
[If you don't know, it won't be a pity to lose it]
[... It's not about you. ]
[Maybe... However, before I say that, give me a while, and treat it as if I was deceived, together?]
[...]
I don't know if it was out of vigilance or anger at what happened just now, Liu Weizhi, who was looking at me diagonally up in the chair, did not respond, and after a while, the hands that had been clenched into fists slowly relaxed
[... Where to go?]
Looks like he's really angry... I'm sorry, but because it's necessary, I'm not going to regret it, because I can never paint, but there are some things that I can't have again, at least not now.
Although I'm really angry, can I still listen to others? That's amazing control, well... I'll have to apologize after that.
[Follow me to a place.]
[Why?]
[To judge..]
With that, I smiled at her and began to help her pack up her easel
[Do you really like to draw a place.] ]
[....]
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Ten minutes later, Liu and I got up and went back to the student council classroom.
I'm carrying a sketchpad on my back, and she's holding a tool box, standing in front of the door.
It's only eleven o'clock... There should still be people who are interested in...
After knocking on the door gently, I pushed the door open without waiting for a response from inside, and then a busy picture of walking out came into view, as if no one noticed my appearance, after all, they were busy.
Yishi's words sat firmly on the chairman's seat, and he was worried about a large number of documents, En, great, great, good, good.
I walked in with Liu Wei, and of course I was noticed by someone who cast strange eyes from all directions... Ha... It doesn't matter anymore.
Walk over to Isshiki's side, and... Why are you looking at me with a pout? and... What's going on with that aggrieved look? Let's talk about it first, I've just come back.
[Seniors... You're finally back... That.. Eh, Liu-senpai?]
Yishi, who was originally pitiful and ready to say something, instantly became clever after seeing Liu Wei behind me, and looked at her curiously.
And that's not all... Basically, the work in the hands of the people here has stopped, right?
[Isshiki, is the web design of this school sports day completed?]
[Hmm?ah.] Almost.]
[Background?]
[The background is still undecided.] But I'm going to insert a school photo in it... Any thoughts from the seniors?]
[Ah.] This time, I want to change the background.]
After saying that, I looked back at Liu Wei
[This time, let's use your drawings to compose the background.] ]