At such a moment, my mind was full of Lu Jingzhong.

Smiled slyly, frowning and thinking deeply. A gentle whisper popped out in my head, as if it was about to explode, buzzing and buzzing, and the lower abdomen twitched for a while.

Maybe it was because I had been in the locker room for too long, Zheng Rao waited outside for a long time and didn't see me out, so she knocked on the door and asked, "Jiayin, haven't you changed yet?"

I moved my lips to speak, but I found that I didn't even have the strength to speak.

Zheng Rao pushed the door directly: "Why are you sitting on the ground?!

Obviously, he was still thinking about Lu Jingzhong in his mind one second, and he dreamed of him in his dream the next second.

Lu Jingzhong was smiling at me, no longer putting on a face for me, asking me to chase after his ass. Those deep and deep eyes could simply drown me gently.

He stretched out his arms, and I rushed over and hugged his waist, unconsciously feeling wet in my eyes: "Lu Maomao, don't go." ”

Lu Jing stroked my hair again: "I will come back, when I come back for the New Year." ”

Why can I dream of him now? What am I thinking about?! There was a pain in my lower abdomen, and I woke up suddenly, only to find that my head was sweating, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the white walls and white sheets around me, and a faint smell of disinfectant water.

This is the hospital.

My palms were on my belly, and the baby was still quietly in my belly, and I felt the heaviness of my lower abdomen, and my mind slowly eased.

This time. Zheng Rao walked in from outside the door, holding a thermos lunch box: "Are you awake?"

I nodded and asked, "Lu Jingzhong's flight, really...... Got an accident?"

Zheng Rao lowered her head and didn't look into my eyes. Open the insulated lunch box: "Hurry up and drink the soup while it's hot, but I specially chose the restaurant you like to buy it." ”

I grabbed Zheng Rao's wrist: "Tell me." ”

Zheng Rao still didn't look up, and put the soup in the thermos box in a small bowl.

I struggled to prop up my arms and wanted to get up, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and was about to search the Internet, Zheng Rao opened her mouth: "It's true, I just got the news, Lu Jingzhong's assistant is already dealing with it, you can just rest assured that you can raise the baby in the hospital." ”

I ignored Zheng Rao's words and searched on my phone. Sure enough, Zheng Rao was right, and the conversation between the two women I heard in the locker room was not bad.

The flight Lu Jingzhong took really, there was an accident.

After reading the last word of this report, my heart suddenly twitched violently, and when I raised my eyes, Zheng Rao had already handed me a tissue.

"I had tears all over my face," she said. ”

After hearing Zheng Rao's words, I couldn't help crying.

I really didn't think about what it would be like if one day, there was really no Lu Jingzhong by my side, until now, there is really no Lu Jingzhong by my side......

I still have a lot to say to him, and I still haven't told him about ice cream. I also want to go with him to that small town in Yunnan, and I have to wait for him to take me on a trip to the Maldives.

Covering his face with his hands, tears streaming from between his fingers.

I don't believe it, he said yes, he still owes me a big wedding, he said yes, he hasn't named the baby in the womb yet, he said yes, it's all he said yes, how can he talk without words......

I cried for a while, a pair of eyes cried like two walnuts, and then gradually calmed down, Zheng Rao has been sitting beside me, looking at my face is very deep, the moment I looked back at her, a similar emotion suddenly appeared in her eyes, I wondered if it was the deep hateful gaze just now, whether I was wrong.

I simply ate something, but I didn't have any appetite at all, just for the sake of the baby in my belly.

In the afternoon, Gao Ming came, and Zheng Rao left because she wanted to accompany her mother-in-law to go shopping. 、

As soon as Gao Ming came in, I stared at his face, wanting to see some different emotions from his face, his face was also very heavy, there were black shadows under his eyes, and the clothes on his body were crumpled.

I moved my lips and asked, "Yes...... Really?"

Gao Ming lowered his head, his face was very gloomy, and he nodded for a long time before he said, "The patrol ship has been salvaged in that sea area, and there is no ...... for life."

This is the third time I've heard the news of Lu Jingzhong's death.

The first time, in the locker room, was to hear from the two women.

The second time was two hours ago, Zheng Rao confirmed it.

The third time was from Gao Ming's mouth, and he got the news.

And this time, my heart seemed to be grabbed and breathless, and then it was torn so hard that I bit my lip to restrain myself from whimpering.

I told myself in my heart that I still had ice cream, I still had the baby in my belly, I couldn't fall down, I couldn't fall down.

I don't know how long it took, but I looked up and saw that he was still standing in place, moving his lips, but he didn't say a word.

I lifted the quilt and got out of bed: "Have you ever been to the beach?"

Gao Ming said: "The Lu clan has already sent someone, but ...... No, what do you want to do?"

I put on my thick snow boots and said, "I'm going to the beach, I'm going to the patrol boat." ”

Gao Ming frowned: "What are you going to do to make a fuss? It's been six months......"

I put on my down jacket, my hands were a little shaky when I closed the zipper, and I didn't button it for a long time, but Gao Ming came over to help me button it up, and I pulled it up.

I looked into Gao Ming's eyes: "I'm going, I'm not kidding, I'm serious." ”

I have known Gao Ming for so long, and he naturally knows that once my temperament comes up, it will definitely be stubborn.

There is a kind of paranoia, only for Lu Jingzhong.

When I was discharged from the hospital, Gao Ming called to book a plane ticket, but I saw Li Zhengke at the entrance of the hospital.

Li Zhengke hadn't seen him for several months, and now he should have just finished the final exam, so I tried my best to pull the corners of my mouth, showing a smile that could calm people's hearts, and greeted Li Zhengke with a smile: "Why did you come here?"

Li Zhengke ran two steps fast and hugged me: "Jiayin, are you okay?"

I shook my head, "Do you think there's something wrong with me?"

Li Zhengke glanced at me suspiciously: "Don't lie to me, you see that your eyes are red." ”

I patted the back of his hand: "Your own eye circles are also red, aren't you fine, don't underestimate your sister and me." Why are you here? Did you tell your sister?"

Li Zhengke said: "I'll come to see you." ”

Saying that, Gao Ming has already booked a ticket, and there are still two hours left on the latest flight.

When Li Zhengke heard this, he asked, "Where are you going?"

I was thinking about what excuse to prevaricate, and Gao Ming next to me had already answered for me: "Go to the patrol boat on the beach." ”

Li Zhengke turned his head to look at me and said, "I'll go too!"

I couldn't help frowning, but Gao Ming said: "Now because of VI's accident, the Lu family is in chaos, Lu Zhengyu is detained at the police station, and Chairman Lu is being monitored in the hospital, now I can't leave, I have to deal with the matter here, I have already called Lan Xuan, and she said that she can accompany you to go." ”

I said, "Don't bother Lan Xuan, don't bother you, just do your own thing, I'll go alone." ”

As I spoke, I shook off Li Zhengke's hand next to me and walked forward, maybe I was a little distracted for a while, and when I walked down the steps, because I didn't see the steps below clearly, I stepped on the air all of a sudden, if it weren't for Li Zhengke still holding my arm, I would have rolled down the stairs by now, and there were thirteen steps below, I was shocked when I looked at it.

Gao Ming seemed to be anxious because of my actions, and yelled at me: "Du Jiayin, can you have a snack now?!Now that there is no vi, why don't you even want the child in your belly?!What do you want to do? What do you want to do?!If vi knew what you look like now, how would he feel?!How would you let him do things in peace?!

Gao Ming now roared at me like a lion, and I was startled and speechless for a while.

Li Zhengke stood in front of me and yelled back at Gao Ming: "Why are you yelling at Jiayin, who are you? Aren't you just an assistant to Brother Chong? Now that Brother Chong is gone, you are useless! You haven't lost your love, of course you can't feel this feeling!"

Gao Ming said, "Do you think I want to?"

The roar of these two people back and forth was not small, and there were already many gathered eyes around.

I sighed, pulled Li Zhengke away, and said to Gao Ming: "I won't make trouble for you, I just want to go to the crash place to have a look...... I want to see where he ended up. ”

As a result, in the end, it was Lan Xuan and Li Zhengke who accompanied me.

Lan Xuan's eyes are also red, but he didn't follow Rin, she was the only one, disguised, with a hat and sunglasses.

She comforted me twice, and before I could say anything, she cried: "How can this be...... Why ......"

I just can't hear the cry now, and my heart is clogged when I hear the cry, but my eyes are dry and I can't cry a tear anymore, but Li Zhengke has been telling some jokes along the way to make me laugh, and I usually pull the corners of my mouth.

Now, my mind is very messy, when I close my eyes, I am all like Lu Jingzhong, and fortunately I have Lan Xuan and Li Zhengke by my side, otherwise I really don't know what kind of thing I will do.

Gao Ming asked me to call Zhu Qihong as soon as I got off the plane, saying that Zhu Qihong was on the patrol boat, otherwise I would not have been able to get on the patrol boat with an unrelated person.

At that time, Li Zhengke retorted: "It doesn't matter, Brother Chong's life and safety are on it." ”

I didn't care about Gao Ming's words, in my opinion, he is the person trusted by Lu Jingzhong, since Lu Jingzhong trusts him, then I also trust him.

But I didn't expect that when I got off the plane, I would see a large group of reporters holding microphones at the airport, and the eyes of the people with flashing magnesium lights hurt.

The reporter threw out one question after another.

"Lan Xuan, are you here for VI?"

There are a lot of Lan Xuan's fans in the back, all of whom came in the rain.

Although Ah Rin didn't come with Lan Xuan this time, he arranged bodyguards, and fortunately, there were bodyguards, plus the staff at the airport, but after a while, a road was dredged from the flow of people.

It was raining sleet in the city of D, and many people came with umbrellas, and the wind was very strong, and they were lost when it blew.

Li Zhengke, who was beside him, took out a coat from his backpack, propped it directly on top of my head, and blushed from the cold, and asked me: "Jiayin, are you cold?"

I shook my head.

When I called Zhu Qihong, he said that it was a black private car that had already driven to the tarmac and did not need to get on the shuttle bus.

It took a lot of work to come out this time, Lan Xuan was almost annoyed by a group of entertainment reporters, and when she came out of a large number of people, her hair was messy, and she couldn't help complaining: "Didn't you decide to come out temporarily this time, why do you feel like they are all ready to ambush ...... here?"

At this point, she seemed to think of something, and suddenly stopped.

My brain was slow to react at this time, and after waiting for a minute, the three of us got into the private car, I reacted, and turned my head to look at Lan Xuan: "It's the company's ......"

I saw the same message in Lan Xuan's eyes.

It's the company.

During the time when Lan Xuan was in a coma and hospitalized before, Lu Jingzhong went to the hospital every night as if he clocked in on time, although Lan Xuan was accompanied by Ah Rin all the time, but in order to show the effect of public opinion, it was necessary to do so.

And now, what kind of affection does this want to show?

Lan Xuan muttered to herself: "It's not the company, the company doesn't know that I came here with you, I'm on vacation now, but when I came, Ah Rin asked the bodyguard to follow me, he knew that it was the ...... he revealed to the media"

I held Lan Xuan's hand: "Arin is not this kind of person. ”

Lan Xuan's muttering stopped, and she turned around: "What kind of person is he? He's that kind of person! The closer I get to him, the farther he hides back!Do you know, Jiayin, I got drunk last week, and then I went to the bar, called him to pick me up, and then I broke off, and when I woke up the next day, I was lying on the hotel bed, and he was next to me, and I thought that after taking this step, I would be closer, but ...... He didn't take the initiative to contact me for a whole week, and he didn't say a word to me except to explain his daily work schedule......"

I interrupted her and coughed lightly, "There's someone else here." ”

Although the driver of the car is Zhu Qihong's person, I don't guarantee that I won't contact the entertainment reporters to reveal these exciting news.

Lan Xuan smiled: "Reveal it, I'm not afraid, I don't care about anything now, what face, what actress, what award, what fame, fuck it!"

Originally, I was just a sad person, but in the end, there was another Lan Xuan.

Lan Xuan laughed and cried, crying very sadly, and finally wiped a handful of tears: "Since he thinks so, as long as he is happy, it will be fine......"

As long as he's happy......

Lu Jingzhong also said this to me.

As long as I'm happy.

By the time we arrived at the pier, it was already dark, the fishing boats at sea were lit up, and several patrol boats were parked on the pier.

At this time, the wind and waves were raging outside, and the sleet was particularly cold on the face, mixed with ice ballast, and I noticed that there were magnesium lights flickering not far away, don't think about it, it was Yu Ji who came to take photos, I'm afraid that tomorrow's front page headline will be "Actress Lan Xuan braves the snow to explore the salvage scene at night" and other titles.

The wind on the beach was particularly strong, and Li Zhengke supported me, holding a big umbrella in one hand, to shield myself from the rain and snow.

At the pier, I saw Lu Jingzhong's second brother Zhu Qihong.

I still remember the last time I saw him, I waited for hours in the wilderness and finally waited for Lu Jingzhong, and then he took me to a house in the suburbs and met a few of his buddies, I still remember that Zhu Qihong wrapped me a red envelope of 10,000 yuan at that time, and Li Yu promised to design a wedding dress for me and Lu Jingzhong.

Now, in a flash, the people are gone.

Zhu Qihong didn't have any expression on his face, just patted me on the shoulder: "Don't get on the boat, wait for news on the dock." ”

I shook my head: "I'm going up." ”

Zhu Qihong frowned: "You are pregnant ...... now"

I interrupted him: "Second brother, don't let me regret it, okay? I don't feel any discomfort now, and the baby in my belly is also very good, he knows that I am going to find his father, so he is very well-behaved, second brother, no matter what you say, since I have come on such a trip, I must get on the boat." ”

Zhu Qihong looked at me twice, finally shook his head, found a doctor and a rescue team to get on the boat, and followed himself.

I knew that he was afraid that no one would know me after I went up, and I wouldn't get help at a critical moment, so he followed me up to ensure my safety, I turned my head and said to Zhu Qihong, "Thank you." ”

The wind and waves at sea were even stronger, and at first I had been standing outside, looking at the black, vast sea in front of me, the sea water was rolling in the hull of the ship, and I was sick to my stomach for a while, and finally I couldn't stand it anymore, and I started to retch, holding on to the railing.

"Jiayin!" Li Zhengke simply threw away his umbrella and asked two people to help me into the cabin.

I waved my hand: "It's okay, I'm just seasick." ”

Lan Xuan brought me a glass of water, and exclaimed when she touched my fingers: "Why is it so cold? Don't go out, wait outside, wait inside." ”

I rested for a while, and as the hull swayed, I felt dizzy and uncomfortable, so I had to lie on the bed and close my eyes for a while.

For a short while, I seemed to be asleep, and I didn't seem to be asleep, and my consciousness was like a duckweed floating on the water, wandering leisurely, and when I opened my eyes, I thought it had been hours, but when I looked at the time, it was only twenty minutes.

Waiting like this in the cabin, I was also anxious, so I went to Class A again, and in the face of Lan Xuan's desire to speak, I said, "It's okay, I know my own body, it won't collapse." ”

This time I came out of the cabin, the wind and rain outside had already lightened, and there were several search and rescue ships with lights on in the distance, and further away, I knew that there were still ships, but I couldn't see them anymore.

The cold wind was blowing, and it hurt to stab the face.

Li Zhengke has been guarding me, holding my shoulders, helping me with an umbrella with one hand, a big black umbrella is all blocking my head, he himself is half of his body in the rain and snow, his hair is all wet, and his clothes are also wet with half of his sleeves, I stared at him, he was embarrassed first: "Do you have words on my face?"

I shook my head and asked, "Are you cold?"

Li Zhengke patted his chest: "It's not cold! I'm covered in heat now." ”

I looked at the bright black in his eyes, my heart ached, but the corners of my mouth curved: "Do you have any girls you like at school?"

Li Zhengke didn't seem to react to my change in topic for a while, until Lan Xuan said on the side: "There must be a lot of girls chasing you, right?" I remember when I was in high school, I liked sunshine, handsome, and played basketball well. ”

I chimed in, "yes, it's popular, isn't it?"

Li Zhengke smiled: "Almost." ”

Lan Xuan seemed to have finally found something that could distract her, and she smiled and leaned over to Li Zhengke: "Say, do you have a girl you like?" ”

Li Zhengke said: "Yes, people who like it." ”

Lan Xuan quipped, "Then does she like you?"

Li Zhengke paused: "I like it, but it's not that kind of like." ”

Lan Xuan stretched out the tail "oh": "It turned out to be unrequited love, it's a pity." ”

I looked at Li Zhengke's dark eyes, and I would rather think about it myself.

When Lan Xuan went to the bathroom, Li Zhengke suddenly asked me: "If, I said if...... If Brother Chong is really gone, then you ......"

I interrupted Li Zhengke's words: "Even if he is gone, I will treat him as him." ”

Exactly the same as when he was there.

I looked at the black sky in the distance, the black waves crashing against the hull of the ship, and I suddenly remembered Lu Jingzhong's song "Migratory Birds".

Far away, with your distance, dreams bloom.

Maomao, do you hear me?

I always remember a night on the vast sea when I had a big belly for six months in order to find the person I loved the most.

I also remember that there were two friends around me who were always with me, oh, it was Sister Xuanxuan, and my brother.

The next morning, the sleet had stopped for a long time, and the sun was round at sea level.

It was the first time I had seen the sunrise on the sea, but it was in such a situation.

I didn't want to give up until the last second.

However, my body could not support it anymore, and when I got off the boat, I was unsteady in my steps, and I suddenly fell forward, Li Zhengke grabbed my arm, protected me in his arms, and raised my head, I saw the blue stubble on his chin.

I don't know when Li Zhengke has grown from a boy to a man.

…………

By the time I woke up, it was already a day later.

I thought I would wake up in the hospital, and the standard suite of the hotel was the bed next to it, lying crookedly with Li Zhengke and Lan Xuan.

I was really thirsty, so I got up and wanted to go to the table to take a sip of water, but my hand was a little shaky, and I broke the water glass on the floor, and with a crisp sound, Li Zhengke and Lan Xuan were woken up.

I smiled, "I'm sorry to wake you up." ”

Li Zhengke rubbed his eyes and jumped off the bed all of a sudden: "Are you awake?!"

I nodded.

Li Zhengke hurriedly helped me to sit on the edge of the bed and wanted to pour me water to drink, listening to Lan Xuan, I was just overworked, and the rest was nothing serious, even she was blown cold, and I, a pregnant woman, had nothing to do, just because I needed to rest because of too much pressure in my heart.

I smiled and didn't speak.

As I said, if I don't collapse, I won't collapse.

I waited in the hotel for two days until the search and rescue operation was over, because the plane exploded in mid-air and then crashed, so the body was not not recovered, but it was all fragments of the body, and it was torn apart.

When I heard the news, I was standing in the sun after the storm, watching the deceased family members lying on the ground and crying, and I didn't speak for a long time.

Li Zhengke suddenly hugged me and patted me on the back.

Li Zhengke seems to have grown taller again, now a head and a half taller than me, and his chest helps me block the sun above my head, casting a black shadow under my eyes.

"Let's go, go back to City C. ”

"Hmm. ”

I turned around, a tear running down the corner of my eye.

…………

When we bought the ticket to go back, we saw Arin at the airport.

Lan Xuan stood still, waiting for Ah Rin to approach step by step, I was just about to pull Li Zhengke away and give the two of them a space to be alone, when I heard Ah Rin say the first thing to Lan Xuan: "Regarding the matter of VI, a press conference has been arranged for tonight." ”

Then I heard a crisp and loud pop.

Looking back, Lan Xuan raised her hand again and gave Ah Rin a slap, looking at her movements, she rounded her arm and slapped it, and she staggered back two steps, her shoulders shaking violently.

She said, "What do you want at this time?!, as you wish!"

On the plane, Lan Xuan and Ah Rin's seats were next to each other, but Lan Xuan switched places with Li Zhengke, and then leaned on the seat to close her eyes to recuperate, I thought she was asleep, just about to ask the flight attendant for a thin blanket to cover her, I saw that she was looking out of the window with her eyes open, a pair of big eyes empty and no look, and then turned her head, she closed her eyes again.

When I returned to City C, I sent Li Zhengke home first, because after all, he followed me out for a run, whether Li Zhengke insisted on it or not, it was all for me, so I still had to explain it to Li Zhengke's parents.

Li Zhengke's mother and Huang Jingya were at home, and Huang Jingya sneered at me, but Li's mother didn't blame me at all, and said that I had to protect myself and not go out with a big belly.

Because I hadn't changed my clothes for two or three days, she took me to her bedroom and found a set of maternity clothes for me to wear: "Let's change it, this is what I wore when I was pregnant with Zhengke, five or six months, it's about this time for you, can you try it out?"

I couldn't refuse, and now I don't have time to go home, so I simply changed into Li's mother's clothes, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, I saw Li's mother standing behind me with sparkling eyes, and couldn't help asking: "Auntie, what's wrong with you?"

Mother Li seemed to have come back to her senses suddenly, wiping the corners of her eyes: "It's okay, I looked at you and suddenly thought of the time when I was pregnant with Zhengke, I had severe morning sickness at the beginning, and then I began to swell all over my body in the later stage, and at that time I was thinking, I don't want children in this life." ”

Maybe I was stunned for a while, but Mother Li felt that what she said was too much, and it would affect me, a pregnant woman, so she said: "But only when I am pregnant in October can I know the hard work of being a mother, and I can feel the growth of my child...... Watch your child grow up little by little...... It's really blissful. ”

It was really me, a pregnant woman, who stimulated Mother Li and made her think of the hard work of pregnancy, and I turned around and saw Mother Li shed tears again.

Before leaving, Li's mother also deliberately left my phone number, saying: "It's not easy for you to be alone now, just call me if you have anything." ”

Li Zhengke also agreed: "Yes, yes, or you can move to my house!"

Huang Jingya was a little dissatisfied: "Is she your sister or am I your sister?"

…………

That night, I went to Lan Xuan's press conference.

She was wearing a black dress, her hair was draped down, she did not wear any hair accessories, and she did not wear makeup on her face.

She said: "The wedding with VI was originally scheduled for the end of this year, but now it can only be canceled, I am really sorry for all the media friends and fans who support me, I remember that last year, during the period when I was in a coma and hospitalized, he accompanied me for half a year, and he accompanied me in the hospital every day, even without sleep......"

I knew who Lan Xuan was talking about, and the person she was talking about was standing next to me.

Rin pursed her lips, looking a little pale from the force.

In the past two days, as long as I am on the Internet, it is all about Lu Jingzhong and Lan Xuan, there are photos of Lan Xuan going to the search and rescue ship in the rain, and there are also corpse wreckage salvaged from the bottom of the sea, at this time, I should hate, when Lu Jingzhong was reborn, I was standing in a dark corner, and when Lu Jingzhong died, it was not me who stood in front of the media for him.

I asked Rin, "Do you hate?"

Rin said, "I don't hate, I don't have the strength to hate." ”

On the stage, facing countless microphones, Lan Xuan continued: "He stayed with me for six months, and I will compensate him for the rest of my life." Right here, I also ask you to be a witness, I, Lan Xuan, will not marry in this life. ”

As she spoke, Lan Xuan raised her right hand as if she had sworn and looked in my direction.

I knew that she wasn't looking at me, but at the person standing next to me.

However, Rin had already turned around and walked out the door, without looking back.

…………

I rested at home for the night, and the next day I found Gao Ming and asked about the situation.

In the past few days, I have been tormented on the sea, and he looks very haggard, I don't know if it has all been done now, but when I watched the financial news, I already knew that Lu Zhengyu was wronged, and the real behind-the-scenes instructor was Lu Jingzhong.

However, Lu Jingzhong is already dead.

I said, "Even if he is dead, will these basins be put on his head?"

Gao Ming said: "This is not for vi alone, but for the Lu family, let him know that all this he sacrificed is worth it." ”

"Even my life is gone, what is worth it or not?!" I smiled helplessly and let out a long exhale.

I still live in Lu Jingzhong's house, which is very empty, and now I am the only one, but there is his smell and traces everywhere.

Seeing the two toothbrushes placed side by side on the washstand, it suddenly occurred to me that in the first month I came here, I had been using the left toothbrush, until one day I found out that Lu Jingzhong also used the left toothbrush when he brushed his teeth.

It turned out that for a whole month, we both used the same toothbrush, and I immediately frowned: "Didn't you say that this pink is mine?"

Lu Jingzhong looked at it in a tone of denial: "Is it pink? I don't remember." ”

Seeing the two sets of couples' loungewear in the bedroom, I suddenly thought that for a while, I had a whim to switch the couple's loungewear, I wore his men's loungewear, he wore my women's loungewear, I put on a wide and wide sleeve to roll up the sleeves, but Lu Jingzhong put it on but tightly tied it on his body, I smiled and bent over at the time, and rolled over on the bed.

Lu Jingzhong said: "Still laughing?"

As he spoke, he pounced, pressed me directly under him, and kissed me fiercely.

Seeing the clothes on the balcony, I suddenly thought that once after Lu Jingzhong stuffed all my clothes into the washing machine, the wire loop of my bra was distorted by the washing machine, so I took my underwear and said to Lu Jingzhong: "My underwear must be washed by hand, wash it by hand." ”

Lu Jingzhong was rummaging through the newspaper in his hand at the time, and he didn't say anything when he heard my words.

I asked again: "Did you hear that, Lu Maomao?"

Lu Jingzhong said "um" at this time.

Until one night, I saw Lu Jingzhong's tall body, standing on the washstand, washing my underwear with laundry soap.

These memories are like wines hidden in the cracks of memory, and the longer they pass, the more fermented they become.

I looked out the window at the bright sunshine, and tears slowly flowed.

It turns out that there is a feeling that is really unforgettable. has gone deep into the bone marrow, and I can't forget it if I want to, and this kind of forgetting of mine is Lu Jingzhong.

I felt like it was torture for me to be alone in this big house.

Fortunately, in the evening, Li Zhengke came.

"Why are you here?!" I asked, surprised, opening the door.

Li Zhengke shook his head: "My mother asked me to accompany you." ”

If there is one more person in the family, it will not be so deserted, and Li Zhengke is a nagging image who has nothing to say, and the whole house immediately comes alive.

There was a piano in the living room, Li Zhengke sat down, played a song "Little Star", and after playing the piano, he turned around and asked me with a smile: "Sister, do you think I can play well?"

I nodded.

Li Zhengke turned around and began to play the piano again, his fingers were slender and his phalanges were clear, and he was indeed a good material for playing the piano.

Maybe it's because I haven't touched the piano recently, or maybe it's because my brain is slow now, and it took me a long time to hear that Li Zhengke played "Moonlight Sonata", but I didn't remember to teach him to play this piece.

In the past, when I taught Li Zhengke to play the piano, he always looked like a hanger, and he didn't care at all, but now, he seems to be very focused, and he doesn't have a hippie smile, this song "Moonlight Sonata", Li Zhengke played it three times, and finally turned around: "Sister, let's go to sleep." ”

"Hmm. ”