I began to prepare for the wedding between the two of us, and although I didn't know why I wanted to marry a human wive, her words to be a stepmother to my two children really touched a soft heart deep in my heart. Bai Lu has passed away, my two children are still young, and the child in her womb is about to give birth. If the two of us no longer form a family, my two children will have no mom and her children will not have a dad, and once the two of us get married. These problems will be solved. What's more, we all love each other, despite the estrangement in these loves.

I've also asked the ladies many times why she didn't want to marry me in the first place, and now she suddenly changed her mind. She joked that it was just a sudden change of attention, why do you care so much. Hearing her say this, I could only keep silent and ask no more questions.

I wanted to make up for the debt to the personnel ladies and wanted to make our wedding more grand, but the personnel ladies said that she only needed a simple wedding, invite a few close friends, and no one else should tell her. In short, she means to get married as soon as possible, without red tape and all kinds of verbosity, just like her fiery personality. I thought to myself that I couldn't listen to her, it wasn't grand but it couldn't be simple. Friends who should be invited should be invited, and banquets should also be held. But before I can do this, I have to go to the Public Security Bureau to cancel Bai Lu's hukou, otherwise I won't be able to get a legal certificate with the personnel girls.

It was raining that day. When I came out of the household registration center of the Public Security Bureau, I felt the cold breath of the winter rain falling on my body, and I let out a long breath, and I felt a sense of nowhere to put in my heart. I thought to myself, Bai Lu is really shrewd. If I hadn't sent her ashes to the moon and buried them in a cemetery in Shanghai, I would have gone to see her every now and then, but now I would have to wait for her to see the moon on a clear night. I drove to the deserted beach where I had been with Bailu several times. The car stopped there and looked out at the sea, and there seemed to be a white dew figure in front of me, and I asked her in my heart, would you like me to marry another woman? Intoxicated chapter, saving billions of stalks

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I sold the account for Bailu in Shanghai, but I got the certificate with the personnel girls in Hangzhou.

It was in a civil affairs bureau near West Lake, and it was a cloudless sunny day. We got up early and dressed up carefully before going to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Everything went very smoothly, but when the photo on the marriage certificate was taken, the photographer looked at the two of us sitting there without a smile on their faces through the lens, and was surprised to say Are you two married? Why do you all have the same face? Relax and smile. I forced a little smile, but the girls didn't know it, I touched her, leaned into her ear and said, laughing. Only then did the personnel girls smile, but when the marriage certificate came out, we found that the smiles of the two of us on the photo were more ugly than crying.

We came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau side by side, and I took her hand and walked down the street, both of us silent.

She asked me, "Is the wedding the day after tomorrow?"

"Hmm. ”

"How's the preparation. ”

"It's done. ”

"Friends and relatives have been notified?"

"Hmm. ”

"Good!"

I saw that it was too dull between the two of us, so I said to go to celebrate with her, after all, we got the certificate today, but the personnel lady said that she was a little tired and wanted to go home to rest. I saw that she was not in a good mood, so I had no choice but to give up.

We were both very depressed for the past two days, not like a newlywed couple at all, I wanted to make her happy, but she was always preoccupied, as if very depressed.

On the eve of the wedding, she said goodnight to me and went back to bed, but as soon as I was lying down in my room, she came in with her slippers and said that she couldn't sleep and wanted to talk to me. I said I'm going to pour you tea, and she said no. Then she came over and got into my bed, and I reached out and took her in my arms, and she lay on my chest.

There was a delicate atmosphere in the room, and she suddenly exhaled and said to me, "In those hundred days, I have traveled almost the whole world. Starting from Australia, I first took a boat to Indonesia, then passed through Singapore and Malaysia, followed several small countries in Southeast Asia, all the way to India, and crossed the entire Southeast Asia. I was not afraid of anything, I lived in a small hotel in the slums of Bangkok, under the eaves of a temple in India, I traveled to the Middle East, I went to Eastern Europe, and finally in Iceland, I looked at the glaciers and gazed at the earth. It's a really good feeling. It's as easy as someone pushing you behind and you can soar into the sky. ”

"After leaving Iceland, I went to Canada, to the United States, to Mexico and Brazil, and I didn't stop until I arrived in Africa, and I realized that a hundred days had passed in a flash. The moment I received Bai Lu's call, I was stunned as I looked at the endless grasslands in the interior of Africa. ”

"I don't know what I'm thinking along the way, but I just force myself not to stop, not to stop the journey. I haven't stayed in any place for a second night, and I don't know what awaits me tomorrow, I just want to keep walking, to go to the corners of this world that I haven't been, to places on this earth that I haven't been. At the end of the sky, at the corner of the sea, I am accompanied only by music and sunrise and sunset, I have seen many beautiful scenery, and I have seen many people of all kinds, I do not think about tomorrow, nor am I afraid of the future, in Iceland, in India, in Eastern Europe, in Africa, I think, the future, maybe it is nothing more than that. ”

"I've seen the horrors of the Middle East, I've seen the hustle and bustle of New York, I've looked down on the lands of Africa, and I've seen the statues of the gods of Brazil. It was as if there was nothing I couldn't let go, except for my bulging belly and the vomiting she had brought me. She was always reminding me that I still had concerns. I thought about leaving, and I thought about never coming back, but when the sunset and sunrise were another day, I always resolutely set out on the journey to the next unknown place. ”

She took a deep breath, spit it out again, sat up on the bed out of my arms, looked back into my eyes, shook her drowsy head, and said with a wry smile, "I didn't want to tell you this. ”

"It's better if you can say it. ”

The personnel lady didn't say anything more, but lifted the quilt and walked down from the bed, looked back at me and asked, "Then, let's get married tomorrow?"

I nodded: "Tomorrow to get married." ”

"Good night. ”

"Good night. ”

This night, I always thought about the kind of picture she described, and imagined the feeling that words could not describe, but I could not understand why she had traveled the world in those hundred days, and was in such a sad mood. I still don't know what happened to her in Australia and Bailu, but I know that there must be something buried in the hearts of the people. Tomorrow is the wedding of the two of us, but she told me all this tonight, I have mixed feelings, but I don't know what to say. I told myself that maybe it would take a long, long time to melt her frozen heart.

Time passed quietly at my fingertips, and when it was dawn outside the window, I got up, took out the prepared suit, put on the whole thing, came to the room of the personnel lady, knocked on her door gently, and looked at me in a very bad state after opening the door, saying that the makeup artist would arrive soon and take her to the hotel to make up. I nodded, watched the makeup artist take her away, and then I watched Lao Zeng and my friends come over in an unprecedented panic, they formed a small convoy to welcome relatives, but they were all good cars, in a panic and helpless preparation, we drove to take the makeup of the women to the wedding hotel, her parents, and relatives and friends were already waiting here, my parents have also arrived.

The parents of the ladies knew that I had died of my wife, and there were two children under the age of one, very opposed, her father was almost half dead of anger, but fortunately, there was Sister Hong from the coordination, they were reluctant to come over to attend the wedding, Sister Hong was dressed up today, she was very satisfied and proud that the two of us could be together, she single-handedly facilitated, so she acted as a matchmaker for the two of us.

When the wedding music sounded on the scene, when the petals were flying all over the sky, when the two of us stood in the middle of the stage, Sister Hong asked each other if we were willing to marry each other, I looked at the people in front of me who were dressed in white wedding dresses and delicate makeup, and usually judged two people, looking at her, looking at her, looking at her, slowly, I found that tears oozed from her eyes, and then squatted on the ground, crying silently.

Before everyone could react, she slammed up from the ground again, turned around and ran out of the crowd, the noisy wedding, just as I snatched Bai Lu from someone else's wedding, she also left, but by herself. The scene was chaotic, everyone went to chase the people, only I stood in place, looking down at the flowers in my hands, looking at the petals falling in the air, looking at everything around me, suddenly I felt like my ears were blocked, I couldn't hear everything around me, my eyes seemed to have more special functions, and everything was slow. The brain seems to be unresponsive, and there are only three words in my mind, I have run away from marriage!

Gradually, I regained my hearing, my eyesight, and my sharp mind, and I watched the crowd and chased it out desperately. As if I had gone mad, I listened to the instructions of the people around me, and ran in that so-called direction, until I stood in the middle of the endless stream of roads, dressed in fresh clothes and angry horses, with splendid flowers in my hands, and I did not see the figure of the personnel lady again.

I gasped and looked up at the sky, only to see that the sun was so dazzling that I couldn't help but raise my hand to cover my eyes. At that moment, I was thinking in my heart, Bai Lu, is it your spirit in the sky, who hates me? Don't you want me to marry her? I swallowed my saliva, felt that my throat was very dry, gasped for breath, and turned around in a circle in a daze. Suddenly, I felt that it was dark in front of me, and I fell to the ground without saying a word.