That night, I still didn't answer the question of the personnel girl.

I don't know if I love her now, but I know I can't live without her now.

The personnel girls are still the same as before, crazy and crazy, she is not worried about the child in her womb, she is pregnant as if she is not pregnant. I still stay up all night, and I continue to be lazy when I should be lazy. In addition to eating and sleeping every day, I learned business management and personnel management as usual.

in her life. It's as if there is no such belly that is getting bigger and bigger.

I wanted to take her for a pregnancy test, but she said that my mother would not go, and she also said that she had never taken a pregnancy test except when I took her to the hospital to confirm her pregnancy. She said that the old lady is in such good health, and the child must be healthy. I don't know how to answer her, but I can't help her.

I sometimes even wonder if I shouldn't have brought her to Hangzhou, because she is almost indistinguishable from her own home and here. I didn't drink the tonic soup that I carefully boiled for her, and went to eat the greasy and spicy hot pot, saying that the nourishing soup was too light and not to her taste. Don't do the prenatal education course prepared for her, saying that this is useless, what the child is born is what it is, this little bastard is really capable, and he will be a big official, your prenatal education does not mean much to him.

In a word. She is still the same nervous and informal personnel girl as before, and she has not changed. However, I am no longer the Qi Tian who went crazy with her before. I became anxious and depressed, especially in the villa where I had spent the happiest days with Bai Lu. ёǐ.сОМ

I've always wondered if it would be nice if Bai Lu's body was like a human girl.

One day, I sat in front of the window and looked out at the pond in the distance. Suddenly I heard a sound of Qi Tian behind me, I turned my head to look, but found that there was nothing behind me, not even a ghost. These auditory hallucinations began to appear in my ears more and more frequently. I could hear Bai Lu calling me, but when I turned around, I was always faced with an empty room.

Once, I heard someone behind me call me Qi Tian again, and I turned my head to see a woman in a bohemian dress standing there with her back to me, and the woman asked me, this dress looks good...... Before she finished speaking, I rushed up excitedly to hold her in my arms, I opened my mouth to call her Bailu, but suddenly realized that the person in my arms was a human being.

I let go of her in embarrassment, and she spun around in front of me and asked me if the dress was pretty? Ask her where you turned it out. She said that in the wardrobe in the bedroom, no one should want it, so she used it to wear it. I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that this dress was probably left by Bai Lu. I looked at her strangely, thinking that no wonder I had mistaken her for Bai Lu just now, it was because of this dress.

When the women saw that I was looking at me strangely, they asked me what I was thinking! I said no, nothing. She was a little stupid, and wanted to take off this dress, I said no, it's really good-looking, you can wear it! The personnel girl came over and sat in my arms, and asked me what I was thinking with a deceitful smile on her face! I smiled awkwardly and didn't dare to say it.

When a snowfall arrives as scheduled, when the snowflakes infect the earth, and the surrounding places are decorated with ice and jade, we realize that winter has come. When the whole of Hangzhou was accompanied by the snowfall and swept through the cold wind, this villa seemed to be as warm as summer, and the personnel ladies always liked to wear that long skirt at home and dangle in front of my eyes, but I always regarded her as Bai Lu, and I was restless.

My mind always comes back to the scene of Bai Lu walking around the room in this long dress, and the details of me holding her from behind and biting her earlobe. What's more, I think back to the shiver I felt when I kissed her all over her body. I know it's wrong for me to do this, and it's unfair to the people, but I can't help but be like this, I can't help but treat her as a white dew, and fantasize about her as a white dew.

Personnel girls seem to be deliberate, rein in their temper, began to become less capricious, no longer so dirty, the voice began to become smaller, the whole person's temper began to become gentle, I always feel that she is learning Bailu's temperament intentionally or unintentionally, but I don't know how to be good.

Even though we stayed in the same villa, we slept separately at night. So she used to say goodnight to me when she went to bed at night, and then went back to her bedroom without waiting for me to answer, while I sat there in a daze, not knowing what I was thinking.

Sometimes I ask myself in my heart, do I love her, do I love this woman I hurt, but still be there for me. One day, I suddenly realized that I loved her from the bottom of my heart, but I was afraid that Bai Lu's heavenly spirit would be sad when he heard me say that, so I always avoided talking about it. The women seemed to know all this, and since that Chinese New Year's Eve, they have never asked me questions such as whether I love her or not.

There seems to be a gap between us.

We live under the same roof, but we only sit at the same table when we eat, and we eat deliciously but we don't say anything to each other. The more she is like this, the more frequent the figure of Bai Lu appears in my heart, especially when she wears Bai Lu's long dress, I always look at her in a daze, and I almost blurt out Bai Lu.

One night, when she said goodnight to me, as usual, I took her arm, and she looked back at me in amazement, and I forced myself to say sorry to her, to tell her that we don't want to do this, to explain to her, to get us back to the pleasant atmosphere we had when we first arrived. But when the words came to my mouth, my face was red and I couldn't speak. Instead, the personnel girl asked me with a smile on her face, "Do you want to talk to me?"

I nodded, and the ladies turned to sit down, and I hurried to make tea and get oranges.

When I put the tea in her hand and peeled the orange and filled it into her mouth, she suddenly asked me with a mysterious smile: "Do you remember that Bai Lu once said that you owe her a life, and later said that it was a secret?" ”

I nodded and said, "Remember, I thought she was joking to make me happy!"

The personnel wives shook their heads mysteriously and said, "No, you really owe her a life." ”

I froze in place, not knowing why.

The personnel girls looked at me and said, "Do you remember that when you were studying, you had a fight with someone, and you were beaten unconscious and fell in the back street of your school?"

I was stunned, but after thinking about it, I remembered that there seemed to be such a thing. At that time, I was given by Cao Jiaming to the back street of the school, he beat me violently, and then I appeared in the hospital for no reason, is it ......

I raised my head and looked at the personnel ladies in surprise, but the personnel ladies smiled and said, "Bai Lu told me that when she met you who fell unconscious on the road, she called an ambulance and put her coat on you. ”

I swallowed, and my memories came to my heart like a thousand threads of silk. At that time, I was beaten by Cao Jiaming and fell unconscious, and no one cared about me on the street, no one asked, and passers-by avoided it. When I woke up, I showed up in the hospital, and I had an extra coat by my side, which I later washed and now kept at home, thinking about when I would meet the person who saved me, and return the clothes to her and thank her.

But I never thought that that person would be Bai Lu, my wife who has always been by my side.

I couldn't help but be a little suspicious of the personnel girls, but the personnel girls continued to smile and said: "You have a relationship with Bai Lu, and she also told me that you met on the subway, she handed you a tissue, and you folded thousands of paper cranes." ”

I was stunned, and I no longer doubted the words of the personnel girl, but the personnel girl took out a crumpled paper crane from her body like a trick, handed it to me and said, "Oh, this is what you folded at the beginning." ”

I looked at her dumbfounded, excitedly at the crumpled paper crane in her hand, and couldn't believe it was real. The personnel lady told me that all this was when she and Bai Lu were in Australia, Bai Lu told her personally, she thought that Bai Lu would write on the suicide note, but she didn't expect Bai Lu to write it, so she didn't want to tell me, and she was hesitating about it recently, but in the end I still felt that I should know.

I was silent listening to the words of the personnel girl, but the personnel girl suddenly turned crimson, she hesitated as if she had something to say to me, but I only cared about the excitement in my heart and didn't notice her expression.

"Qi Tian. She called out to me, and I looked up at her. She said to me, "Would it be good for you to marry me?" ”

When we returned to Shanghai from my hometown, I asked her if she wanted to get married, and she refused at that time, saying that she would not marry me until she died, why did she suddenly say that she wanted to marry me for so long, what was she thinking? Moreover, why did she suddenly tell me about Bai Lu tonight, and said so many details that I didn't know.

I looked at her suspiciously, but she asked me again, "Would you like to marry me?" ”

I didn't know how to answer her for a while, but she reluctantly smiled and said to me, "I'll be a stepmother to your two children." ”

In an instant, my heart was both moved and broken, and all kinds of emotions welled up in my chest, and I really didn't know how to answer her, but she asked me again: "Is it good for you to marry me?" ”

Despite the inexplicability of her question, and despite her unusual behavior, I still firmly said the word: "Good!"

"Then let's worship heaven and earth?" said the personnel lady as she put down her teacup and dragged my hand.

I was stunned and asked her if we shouldn't have a wedding?

The personnel ladies hesitated at this time, saying that that's okay, you go to prepare for the wedding, just invite a few fewer people.

We slept separately that night, and I stayed up all night, thinking about the strange behavior of the all night.

What I don't know is that the personnel girls also stay up all night.

When I woke up the next day, both of us had panda eyes when we met, and I asked her, "Are you still married?"

I thought that her actions last night were not well thought out, and after a night of hesitation, she might change her mind at this time, or get married not so hastily, but I didn't expect her to grit her teeth, look at me with a firm gaze, and say, "Knot." ”