I went back to the depths of the parking lot, the bar called Midsummer Lightyear, changed into the same clothes as Zheng Rao, put on makeup, and stepped on high heels.

When the soft brush in Sister Xiao Xiao's hand swept over my face, poked my face, and made me open my eyes.

"You have a good foundation, you are beautiful with a little makeup," Sister Xiao Xiao threw the makeup pen into the makeup box, "It's just that your eyes are still a little timid, didn't you take a box yesterday? ”

followed by a man who said: "Sister Xiao Xiao, now some guests like this kind of pure thing, and they don't need to pretend." ”

I tugged at the corners of my mouth: "I can't remember anything about yesterday." ”

Sister Xiao Xiao smiled: "Your wine is good, it's quiet to drink too much without making a sound, and it doesn't pester, and the money you earned yesterday is enough for you to pay the rent." ”

I smiled and didn't speak.

I can't remember what happened after I was drunk, but I do remember that when I drank a glass of wine, the guest next to me pulled out a pink bill and stuffed it into my underwear through the collar of my jacket.

Before I came yesterday, I met Zheng Rao once, Zheng Rao still has long hair and a shawl, but her bangs are cut, her face is very small and clean, she smiled when she saw me coming, and said to me, Sister Xiao Xiao expected you to come.

I wondered, "Why?"

Zheng Rao said: "Do you remember the last time I brought you here? When you left, Sister Xiao Xiao said that looking at your clothes and shoes, it would definitely not last for three months. ”

Two men came to the box I was serving today, oh no, they were two teenagers, with red lips and white teeth, who looked like they were about my age.

One teenager said, "Which of you is more shy? My buddy is the first time I've come to this kind of place, and I can't let go." ”

Sister Xiao Xiao, the foreman, took me out: "Jiayin is just two days after we came here. "I was also paired with a more experienced one, I'm afraid that I can't handle this kind of scene by myself.

My colleague went directly to the song machine to order a song, gave me a look, and I sat directly next to the shy teenager.

As soon as I sat down, the soft sofa was still not sunken, and I moved my lips: "Do you want to sing a song?"

The boy lowered his head and shook his head vigorously, blushing.

I picked up a bottle of wine in front of me and filled it up: "Shall I accompany you to drink some wine, or eat a fruit plate?"

Before I could speak, the young man next to me jumped up directly, which scared me.

The young man who was singing with his peers directly shouted: "Yusen, you have some fun." ”

From the perspective of my side face, the red of the young man's neck suddenly burned to the root of his ears, and he jumped to his feet: "How did you come to this kind of place, I will go first......"

After saying that, he ran out, and the singing boy put down the microphone and chased him out.

This colleague of mine sighed: "At first glance, it was forcibly pulled, and there are really not many children who are so innocent now." ”

In the evening, this order did not make much, only the commission of the drink, and after more than ten minutes, the previous teenager came to settle the account, and the shy teenager did not come back.

Here, the piano I have learned before has never come in handy, and there has never been a guest who asks you if you can play the piano to play a song, where can anyone know how to appreciate the piano in this kind of gold cave.

In this way, two months passed, every night and day were reversed, I learned to flatter others, learned to say good things, learned to look at people's eyes, sometimes I looked at myself in the mirror, and suddenly I would think of the former one, always hiding in the corner, inferior and cowardly, not daring to look up at people's pale little girl, will be for a male teacher's appreciation, moths to the fire.

It's really like this, if you want to grow up, you have to live alone first.

In September, the new semester begins.

Because I still live in the rented yard, which is relatively close to the school, sometimes when I go out, I can meet a few students in school uniforms, and when I see them, my heart is not sour, I can only think of it as a young age.

Until October, one night, Sister Xiao Xiao called me over and asked me if I had any plans to make a lot of money.

I was stunned: "What do you mean?"

Sister Xiao Xiao shook out a cigarette from the cigarette case: "Do you smoke?"

I shook my head, since I entered here, I have smoked and drunk, but I have never been addicted, it is like playing on the spot.

Sister Xiao Xiao lit a cigarette by herself and put it between her fingers: "Recently, the crackdown is over, your conditions are good, there are old customers from the past, I saw you in the corridor last time, and asked if I could accompany them for a ......"

I'm listening to it a little foggy.

Sister Xiao Xiao continued: "One night, you can earn 20,000 yuan to say less, three people, one is Taiwanese, and two are from C City, and they are very generous." ”

This time I understood.

Sister Xiao Xiao looked at my eyes, sighed, and said, "Don't do it again?"

This tone is a bit harsh to my ears, just like the time in May, when I stood in this box for the first time, gritted my teeth with my neck and said, "I don't do it."

I asked, "Can you really make 20,000 yuan a night?"

Sister Xiao Xiao smiled, this smile looked really meaningful in my eyes, she took another puff of cigarette and stretched out two fingers: "At least." ”

"I'll think about it. ”

Now, I've learned not to be too full of words, and there's always room for a turnaround, so everything is negotiable.

In the afternoon of the next day, Uncle Du called me and said that I should go home for a meal, as if it was a survey of the household registration in the village, and there was one more person in the household registration book who always had to explain clearly, so I took a two-hour leave in the evening, and at six o'clock, I called a car to go back to the village.

The last time I visited this large cornfield was in early spring, and now it's early autumn.

However, it seems that I came at the wrong time, and the courtyard is surrounded by people on the inner and outer three floors, and the door is wide open.