Chapter 191: Doom is inevitable

"It's just hard for yourself and embarrassing for others, right?" Huo Jingyan sensitively took her unfinished words, and her tone became more and more self-deprecating, "It turns out that my only friend has really left me...... I'm still where I am...... Am I ridiculous? Am I like a madman? You didn't promise me anything...... But I ran to say something that embarrassed you before you got married, and I had to hear you confirm the fact that my friend was no longer there. ”

He was not surprised at all that the eldest brother would set up this game, every time the eldest brother made a move, even if the opponent had great ability, he was powerless to return to the sky, and there was no exception.

Born in a prominent nest of wealth, his family pampered and admired outsiders, everyone thought that he was the happiest person in the second young master of the Huo family, only he knew that he was the most lonely and ruthless person, after meeting Yuncanghai, he found that he had lived in vain before, he vowed to be her home, and offered his soul to wait for her to ferry, but it turned out that those wishful thinking was just a joke.

Yun Canghai was silent for a long time, she saw that kind of expression on Huo Jingyan's face for the first time, and Huo Jingyan in her memory was not like this. "I'm sorry. ”

It's okay if she doesn't say I'm sorry, but when she says it, Huo Jingyan only feels like her internal organs are misplaced, "Don't say I'm sorry, I'm ...... You may never understand that only when you are like me, love someone to the point of heartache, pain to the point of madness, pain to the point of despair, and you can only understand how deeply I am willing to love you......"

His heartfelt words made the tears she had been holding back fall again, she also had grievances, the feeling of loving Chu Anxun back then is still unforgettable, but she couldn't empathize with him, and she didn't know how to comfort him, so she had to be silent.

"Canghai, what I want to say is actually very short, it's a pity that you can't even give me such a short time, it's me who should say I'm sorry, because my heart hurts too much, so I can't find your embarrassment......"

It's okay to work hard, but it's really not what he wants to embarrass her!

Whatever the circumstances, he didn't want to see her embarrassed. Huo Jingyan tried to show a comforting smile, but unexpectedly failed, just grinned the corners of his mouth, and found that there was only much left to say.

"The sea...... I wish you happiness!It seems that all I can say is this, hehe, I wish I could erase this memory, and erase the memory of me embarrassing you!"

Yun Canghai couldn't make a sound, the sourness in her chest and abdomen blocked her heart and mouth and could hardly breathe, out of instinct she held his hand, wanting to make him not so painful, her head lowered, and a drop of cold and transparent water dripped from her long eyelashes on the back of his hand.

Seeing her crying, Huo Jingyan's heart hurt even more, and he touched her face with his other hand that was not held, and his tone was bleak, "Even if it is a thousand needles, it can't compare to the pain in my heart at the moment...... Canghai, I really didn't expect that the first time I touched your face, I touched a hand of tears...... The first time I saw you, I sat in the car and cried silently...... Don't cry, it's all my fault, I'll send you back...... Rest assured, if my love makes you feel like you just want to cry, then I ...... Don't talk about love again. ”

Yun Canghai raised his head, his tear-stained face was gloomy, "Huo Jingyan, don't be so nice to me, don't let me hate myself, don't hide so that I can't see, if I can only have one wish for God in this life, my wish is that you are happier than me." ”

How can I be happy without you?

Since then, if I die, my heart has been given to you, perhaps willingly you are happy and I am happy!

If I live, what people without heart will do, even I can't predict!

Huo Jingyan became extremely silent, no longer spoke, his expression slowly calmed down, everything has passed, everything has passed, everything has survived, in the background of life, there are more injuries and pains, and at this time, the life that has fallen silent has been so fragile that the wind blows away.

The car drove slowly, the clouds looked back, in the soft sunset, Huo Jingyan's dark eyes seemed faint and unpredictable, her teary eyes looked into his dark eyes, she choked, "I didn't know it would become like this...... Huo Jingyan, I'm sorry, I didn't expect to hurt you so deeply......"

Huo Jingyan put the steering wheel with one hand, reached over with the other hand to hold her hand, for a long time, his palm was both reluctant and resolute, gently slid between her fingers, only the voice was still soft, "Fool, you didn't feel sorry for me, if you can, forget me, only then do I know that I didn't make you feel sorry." ”

"Huo Jingyan, I ......" Yun Canghai didn't finish speaking, and he heard a strange "squeak" sound in the silent night, and the sound of the ground rubbing against the tires of the car was so sharp that she was frightened, and with her exclamation, the car braked sharply, and she looked up in shock.

A black sports car pressed on the opposite zebra crossing motionless, and with Huo Jingyan's sudden braking, the door of the black sports car opened quickly, and someone walked out of the car with long legs.

Under Yun Canghai's stunned gaze, Huo Jingchen walked over to the two people who walked out of the car step by step, his face was calm, he didn't seem to see anything wrong, his eyes were deep, he looked at her fixedly, and said gently, "Canghai, why didn't you wait for me at home?"

Yun Canghai's nose was sour, and tears suddenly flowed down, "I left you a message." ”

Huo Jingchen pursed his lips. It was precisely because he saw her message that he left his parents' house in a hurry, but he didn't expect to meet her on the way home...... What's even more surprising is that there is Ah Yan by her side.

Thinking of this, Huo Jingchen's eyes became a little darker, he looked at Yun Canghai standing there with his head down, it was four o'clock in the afternoon, the spring sun sprinkled on her body, as if covered with a thin veil, it actually gave people a charming feeling, he knew that this feeling was the most irresistible, and he felt uneasy for some reason, and couldn't help but stretch out his hand to her, and said word by word, "Canghai, come here." ”

Hearing Huo Jingchen say this, Yun Canghai wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and glanced back at Huo Jingyan, the sadness in Huo Jingyan's eyes made her unable to lift her feet, but reason urged her to be ruthless and decided to walk over, long pain is better than short pain, since you don't love him, you can't give him the slightest hope...... Who knows, as soon as she lifted her foot, her right hand was held from behind, but it was not the touch she was familiar with, so her heartstrings were tense and her fingers were stiff, and then, she heard Huo Jingyan's hoarse voice, "Don't go over." ”

"I can't pass, but my heart has passed. Her heart didn't belong to him, she couldn't have the slightest hesitation, and although Huo Jingchen, who was five steps away, remained calm on his face, the anger in his eyes had already burned, and she was afraid that if she continued to stalemate, the situation would be out of control.

"I don't care, I just need your people by my side now!" Huo Jingyan lowered his head slightly, his tone was firm, and he didn't care.

Yun Canghai only felt the man's burning breath spraying on the back of her neck and ears, and at the same time, she felt that her hand was clenched very tightly by him, which made her feel a little painful, and she subconsciously exhaled in pain.

Huo Jingyan's heart tightened, and just as he was about to let go, he felt a force pressing on his shoulder.

I don't know when, Huo Jingchen was already standing behind him, looking at him with a gaze as sharp as a knife, and said in a deep voice, "Ah Yan, if your attachment makes the other party suffer, it is not your original intention, but the selfishness that has changed the taste." ”

"Am I selfish?" Huo Jingyan suddenly had no intention of backing down, raised his eyebrows and sneered, "Isn't the eldest brother selfish? If the eldest brother is not selfish, then give me the person I have always loved, can the eldest brother?"

"I can't!" Huo Jingchen's thin lips have been pursed into a line at some point, and his eyes are like cold waves, "In the boxing club, I have made it very clear that there are some things that I can retreat without a bottom line, but I can't." ”

"What a coincidence," Huo Jingyan laughed cynically, "I'm the same as my eldest brother, even if I have been defeated by you since I was a child, but I can't do it alone!"

"Mine can't because she and I love each other deeply, and yours can't do whatever it takes to be unacceptable. The corners of Huo Jingchen's mouth hooked a smile of extreme disappointment, "You first brought He Rongrong here, and then invited Su Ya and Aunt Ye to me, what is it for, for the sake of you being my brother, I don't want to care, but this unscrupulous approach really makes me disappointed in you." ”

"Disappointed?" Huo Jingyan let out a disdainful sneer, "Canghai has always loved Chu Anxun, but it's not you, big brother, I can't watch Canghai being forced to marry, so even if I do whatever it takes, I will not hesitate to do it!"

Even Chu Anxun was pulled out, Yun Canghai didn't know what to say for a while, she wanted to turn around and leave, but she couldn't break away from Huo Jingyan's hand, she had to bite her lower lip and turn her face away.

Huo Jingchen saw his younger brother like this, so he had to whisper something in his ear.

This sentence made Huo Jingyan, who had fallen into madness, like being struck by lightning, and he was ignorant for a while before he woke up, yes, Chu Anxun is his eldest brother Huo Jingchen...... How sad and ridiculous is that he can't accept self-amnesia, how sad and ridiculous is that he slowly let go of his hand, and tried to move his steps back to his car, his fingers mechanically twisted the car key, and as soon as he stepped on the accelerator, his car almost grazed Huo Jingchen's toes and shot out like an arrow......

This scene made Yun Canghai's heart reach the top of her throat, and she shouted in panic, "Huo Jingchen!"

Out of instinct, Huo Jingchen flashed back, but when he saw a familiar figure flying in front of him, holding his arms tightly, Yun Canghai's voice trembled to incoherentness, "Fortunately, Huo Jingchen, how can this be? Are you okay? Did you hit anything?"

Huo Jingchen immediately hugged her into his arms and hugged her very tightly, "Don't be afraid, baby, I'm fine, Ah Yan doesn't have a heart, okay, it's time for us to go to your house." ”

In the dead of night, writing here, I suddenly received a call from an important friend after drinking, but I was single when I became famous, and I introduced a lot of good girls but none of them succeeded, so I didn't ask anymore, I was really ruthless, I just listened to a song, it's good, I recommend it to everyone-

Who is not pitiful

The old travel season is a good day

Who is not pitiful

Broken intestines go from menstruation

It was a faint red before it rained

A few hints of soft green and smoke

Before the sunset

At that time, it was just ordinary

……

Remnant snow condenses the cold painting screen

The plum flute has been changed three times

No one is anywhere

I am a melancholy guest in the world

Knowing what is going on, tears are in the crosshairs

(Tianjin)