(I'll fix the typo when I'm done writing all three chapters, I'm sorry......)

I admit that I have had a little complaint these days, because I am not the kind of person who can stand still, and seeing Lan Tian treat Li Hua well, I feel a little uncomfortable. But it's just a small complaint, and it's definitely not to the point of being wronged.

Li Hua thinks that I think too much of my responsibility, and in this matter of Lan Tian, I haven't done anything wrong, so I can't talk about responsibility, just because I'm Li Hua's girlfriend. Taking care of Lan Tian and making Lan Tian as happy as possible, Li Hua is duty-bound, but he feels that if he puts my happiness into it in the process of taking this responsibility, he will feel that he owes another debt.

Moreover, Lan Tian's current state, the awkward relationship between the three of us, and I will take care of Lan Tian closely, which may not have a benign effect.

Let's not talk about this problem here, we still have to go to Lan Tian.

I didn't find it in the airport, from the time Lan Tian called Li Hua to the time I went home to find that Lan Tian was missing, there was only half an hour, and this half an hour should not be enough for Lan Tian to leave the city, but since she packed her luggage, it was likely that she was planning to leave, but where would she want to go.

Lan Tian's current mind can't be guessed with normal people's thinking, her entire psychological state is a patient. We still wanted to start with the station, and then we went to the coach station, where I got off early and went to the train station opposite the bus station. After sweeping the bus station, Li Hua will come here to meet me.

The train station was so big that it was full of people, and I didn't know what to do at all, and whether it would be a surprise or not, I went to the help desk and they sent a message to the radio station.

In the past, when I watched this method of finding people on TV, I thought it was quite romantic, but now I know the eagerness of looking for people. But today's luck is very good, the radio is still reading here, and I saw Lan Tian in the train waiting hall in the direction of Lan Tian's hometown.

She probably did hear the radio, and she didn't mean to hide, just sat in the waiting chair and buried her head and cried. The dress I had chosen for her was a bright goose yellow color that was easily recognizable in the crowd.

I saw her weeping figure, her body curled into a lonely arc, her long hair hanging down, her hair was already so long.

I walked over, there was no seat next to me, and I looked at her quietly in front of me, until Lan Tian raised his head and saw me, tears flashed and he called out aggrievedly: "Youyou......"

I leaned over and hugged her, but she didn't shy away from it, as if she needed my hug. She cried, crying so much that her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were about to be broken, and she said: "Youyou, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

I said, "Good." ”

She said: "I can't control myself, I don't know what to do. ”

The psychiatrist, although I think he is a quack, still listens to what he says. He said that Lan Tian's psychological state can almost be described by the word collapse, she does not have a good ability to control her mental behavior, all her psychological behaviors are incoherent, that is, she thinks of one out of one by one with special standards, but fortunately, she still has a strong spiritual support, that is, the man she likes, and she has always been careful and pious to this man, this state is like the moral bondage of gods and Buddhas to believers, the existence of this man can temporarily ensure that she will not make crazy and radical moves. Like running away from home.

Of course, these are all positive ideas, and there are also negative ones, so it will be a big trouble.

And it is difficult for her to control her behavior now, we have to help her adjust her self-control ability, first of all, don't give her new life stimulus, let her temporarily stabilize her emotions.

I said gently, "Well, then don't control it, you can do whatever you want." ”

Lan Tian shook his head and continued to cry, "But if I can't see him, I feel so uncomfortable, I'm sorry Youyou, I'm really uncomfortable......"

I couldn't comfort her anymore, so I could only hold her like this. Fortunately, the person has found it, so let her cry as much as she wants, crying may be the only most direct way for Lan Tian to vent her feelings now. Lan Tian is not me, if I want to leave, I always say to go, I think she has been hesitating, mainly she may not know where she should be.

Where else can Lan Tian go, as soon as she goes home and causes trouble to her family, with her current ability to behave, she may not be destroyed in society. She was no longer able to take care of herself, so she could only entrust herself to others temporarily.

Later, Li Hua also found the train station, and we took Lan Tian home together, on the way I sat in the back seat with Lan Tian, Li Hua didn't speak, and Lan Tian didn't dare to cry in front of him, as if he was afraid of Li Hua.

The next day, Li Hua flew back with enough luggage, which was the intention of staying permanently. I politely greeted my aunt, and my mother said something to me, and then I went to Li Hua's suite, and I didn't need my mother here.

Sometimes, the care of elders can make people feel more gentle.

Lying on the bed, when Li Hua packed up and went into the bed, I said to him, "Why do I think your mother doesn't like me so much?"

Li Hua: "Cranky. ”

I said: "No, your mother told me today, if Tian Tian is like this, she will have to be taken care of by your family for the rest of her life, and your mother also said that she is here now, if one day she is old and can't take care of her, this job will have to belong to us, she asked me to be mentally prepared." ”

Li Hua said: "My mother just likes to say ugly things in front. ”

I pondered the few contacts I had with my mother, and said, "When I met your mother that year, she wasn't like this, the last time we met, Tian Tian was like that, and it was normal for her to take care of me, but that year...... It's the year I beat the child, and she was obviously very warm and close......"

Li Hua was stunned, and reached out to pick me up, "You don't have to worry about my mother." ”

"I just can't figure it out, it was obviously fine at the time, am I mistaken?" "Before I had an abortion last time, my mother had a really good attitude towards me, and I had a noble and cold temperament on my mother's body, and after the last contact, I thought her mother was really easy to get along with.

But how come two years have passed, and it has become noble and cold again.

Li Hua seemed to think about something, and finally felt that it was good to tell me about the events of the year, and he asked, "Youyou, that kid...... Do you blame me?"

I was stunned, in fact, it has been two years since the incident, and I can't talk about it anymore if I don't blame it, regret or regret, and I won't even remember it if I don't think about it. When Li Hua mentioned this, I was a little sad, and I said, "It's nothing, it's normal that you didn't want it at the time, after all, ......"

Li Hua interrupted, "I didn't say I didn't want it, my mother always told me that she thought I was too used to you." Actually, I don't think I'm used to you, I'm always worried that I think differently from you, and I'm afraid that my thoughts will affect you and make you feel embarrassed. Later, I thought about it carefully, I want that kid, your career was going well at that time, I know you are reluctant, and I know that you are not ready. With a chuckle, he continued, "Actually, I'm just wishful thinking." ”

Yes, we both had a big problem at that time, which was that we didn't say anything. Especially him, who is very wishful thinking, always makes small calculations in his own heart, and does not take it out to discuss with me, and I am as stubborn as a donkey, and when I am stubborn, I can't listen to what others say.

I hugged him, "Okay, it's been so long." ”

"Hmm. He answered softly and kissed me. Then we let go of our burdens and rolled the sheets, and he reluctantly put on the condom at my command. Although at this time, we are all mentally prepared, it is nothing to really have a child, it must be born.

It's just that there is a Lan Tian over there who is more childlike than a child, and if I suddenly get pregnant here, wouldn't it be a mess.

I think Li Hua takes good care of Lan Tian very well, Li Hua is also a hipster, and the happy base camp people don't look at it for a while, all kinds of jokes and jokes can be understood, and there are many common topics with Lan Tian.

I was not very happy to contact Li Hua's mother, and I always felt that there was a bit of a separation between the two of us, but in fact, this kind of separation may be the normal separation between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. It's just that I haven't been married yet, and I haven't received training in this area, so I can't adapt to it.

Lan Tian probably didn't need me anymore, it was almost time, and told Li Hua that I was going to Beijing.

He asked me what I was going to do, I said I wanted to go out to work, and I was suffocated for half a year, Li Hua said, "Then you come to my company?"

I said, "No, how awkward it is for you to pay me, it's like stealing yourself." ”

Li Hua smiled, "Okay, if you really want to suffocate, go ahead, remember to call me more, I will go to see you every week." ”

"Okay. ”

I told Li Huazhi that I went to Beijing to find Li Baitian, and he had already given me a job in his own company, which was the magazine I had covered for him before, and the content of the work was still running business, but the business there was more high-end than when I was in the county, at least I didn't have to contact selling toilets.

I also explained that Li Baitian and I absolutely had a pure revolutionary friendship, and this time I went to Beijing to seek refuge with him, because I wanted to learn more.

Li Hua put forward three hard requirements for me, first, go to bed early and get up early to eat breakfast, second, eat more fruits, and third, not drink, at the same time he said that he would quit smoking, prepare for each other, pick a suitable time, and get married and have children.