I stared at him with wide eyes, but bit my lip and didn't speak.

I felt like I had a word in my throat that was about to come out. But because of choking, I didn't say it.

The expression on Gu Zhenyu's face looked sad, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if what he said just now was just a joke, I didn't respond to him, he just said it by himself, and said it gently, but when he spoke again, he was a little disappointed.

"I'll see you next week...... There's still some things to take care of, so you have a good rest......"

Until the hotel door clicked and locked, I kept the same position. Motionless, biting his lip, exerting all his strength, even his shoulders twitching violently.

Lu Jingzhong walked over and clasped my chin, and then I let go of my lips, which had gradually become numb, and his gloomy gaze looked into my eyes: "If you want to cry, cry." ”

I threw myself into Lu Jingzhong's arms and cried: "I want to call him dad, I really want to call him dad......"

Because I haven't experienced family affection since I was a child, I am very eager for family affection now, and I am eager to have a day when the family can be reunited.

Lu Jing stroked my back again: "I know." ”

………………

During this time, a lot of things happened one after another, and I didn't have time to take care of them. I slept in the hotel all night, I was dizzy and dizzy, and I didn't have the strength to get up from the bed at all, and my whole body seemed to be crispy.

When I was in a daze, I heard Lu Jingzhong telling me to get up and eat. I waved my hand and said, "If you don't want to eat, you can eat first." ”

Lu Jing helped me tuck the corner of the quilt before leaving, and I could see him holding his mobile phone between his shoulders and talking to someone with his eyes half-open.

Before leaving, Lu Jingzhong said, "I bought breakfast, you wake up and put it in the microwave to heat it up." ”

I could vaguely hear Lu Jingzhong's voice, I just snorted twice, and I didn't know when Lu Jingzhong went out. There was silence in the room throughout.

When I woke up from sleep again, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and I glanced at my phone, and several missed calls on it were from Lu Jingzhong.

I pressed my elbow on my forehead and gave Lu Jingzhong a phone call.

"Maomao, I just woke up. ”

The voice of the exit was hoarse and low, and even I was startled, and I still felt a splitting headache, and I felt a little nauseous and wanted to vomit.

On the other end of the phone, I heard Lu Jingzhong say, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

I said, "I have a headache and I feel nauseous and want to throw up...... By the way, you didn't take my birth control pill last time, you can't be pregnant, right?"

"No, don't think about it," Lu Jing paused. He said, "Are you still at the hotel?"

"No ......"

Before I could say the words, I sat up directly, but when I stood up, I was dizzy, and I fell down all of a sudden, and my forehead hit the bedside table, and the bang made me cry.

Otherwise, Lu Jingzhong has never worried about me, and it is the same now, but after ten minutes, when he came, I walked from the side of the bed to the door to open the door, every step seemed to be stepping on the clouds, dizzy, and the strength of my body seemed to be drained, when I opened the door to see Lu Jingzhong, it was a ghost, and when I let go of the door frame, it was a little shaky.

Lu Jingzhong directly picked me up horizontally, and touched my forehead when I put it on the bed: "I have a fever." ”

I touched my head suspiciously: "I touched it just now, but I didn't feel it." ”

Lu Jingzhong directly took my coat and put it on, and squatted down to put on my shoes: "Of course you can't touch it yourself, let's go, go to the hospital first, the temperature on your body is hot." ”

I smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm still alive." ”

But in fact, it was really not as optimistic as I thought, and when I went to the hospital to measure the temperature, it was already 39 degrees Celsius, which was the highest temperature I can remember.

So, I obediently went to the lounge to get a drip.

At this time, there was no one in the lounge, and the light of the sunset outside the window was scattered on the rows of seats through the dense foliage and branches, and the light and shadow were intertwined.

Lu Jingzhong's silhouette backlight is very beautiful, but the edges and corners are more distinct, as if they were carved with a carving knife in the hand of a sculptor, and at this moment, it seems that the whole person is bathed in the halo of the setting sun.

I remembered the incident I talked about with Gao Ming yesterday, and by the way, I wanted to take advantage of the good spirit to probe his tone, "Maomao, do you plan to return to the circle?"

"Nope. ”

Lu Jingzhong refused bluntly, and didn't give me the slightest room to turn around, I couldn't help but pinch his arm, "I can't be tactful, I'm also a lobbyist, I can't just start and be cut off." ”

For a while, Lu Jingzhong didn't speak, I leaned on his shoulder, listened to the ticking clock in my ear, and counted silently in my heart.

After a while, when this bottle of drip was about to be lost, Lu Jingzhong suddenly said: "Since I have decided to quit, I will not choose to enter that circle again......"

"But it would be a pity, after all, you ......"

Lu Jingzhong interrupted me: "What do you think is a pity?"

I said, "You sing beautifully......"

"I just withdrew from the public eye, not that I won't sing in the future," Lu Jingzhong said, "I will go to KTV with you to sing in the future." ”

A picture suddenly appeared in my mind, under the dim light in the KTV box, Lu Jingzhong held the microphone in his hand and didn't let go, and suddenly felt that he was also very happy to be a Maiba, so he smiled and said, "Then no one will dare to grab the microphone with you." ”

So, my lobbying was inexplicably interrupted by this topic.

The nurse in the hospital hung up a bottle of water for me again, Lu Jingzhong's mobile phone rang, he walked to the window and answered a call, it was Lu's mother calling, it was originally two words of greeting calmly, but Lu Jingzhong's voice suddenly increased: "When?! ”

I felt that something was wrong and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lu Jing glanced at me again, his expression was a little solemn, "You infusion first, I'll go home." "See my brother.

I grabbed Lu Jingzhong's arm: "What the hell is the matter? ”

It can be seen that something big has definitely happened, otherwise Lu Jingzhong, who has always been calm, would not be so flustered, I pulled his sleeve and refused to let go, I think that if something happens, I, as a wife, must also bear it with Lu Jingzhong, whether it is good or bad.

Lu Jingzhong looked at me deeply: "Mom just went to the kindergarten to pick up ice cream...... Didn't receive ice cream. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and a white light suddenly appeared in front of me, and I muttered, "I didn't receive ice cream...... What does that mean?"

Lu Jingzhong pressed my shoulder, as if he was afraid that I would fall suddenly: "It wasn't clear on the phone, I'll go to the kindergarten to have a look now, don't worry, the ice cream is so smart, it definitely can't be lost." ”

After a while, I directly removed the infusion needle in my left hand at once, ignoring the stinging pain on the back of my hand and the blood coming out of the needle hole, and said, "I'll go with you!"

Seeing Lu Jingzhong frowning, I rushed in front of him and said, "I don't burn it now, I don't believe you touch it...... Lu Maomao, do you want to leave me alone here? Find the ice cream, and I'll come back to continue the infusion. ”

I said it very strongly, but I was afraid that Lu Jingzhong would not let me go with me.

On the way to the kindergarten, Lu Jingzhong drove very fast. In the past, he drove very steadily, but this time, he couldn't help but mention the fastest speed, often overtaking dangerously, and every time he rushed to the junction of the yellow light and the red light in the few seconds, the uneasiness in my heart became stronger and stronger, I felt as if something really happened, and my heart became more and more restless with Lu Jingzhong's faster and faster speed.

When I arrived at the kindergarten, it was already close to six o'clock in the evening, and the sky was a little dark, so Lu Jingzhong rushed out without stopping and dragged me all the way into the kindergarten.

At this point in time, except for the children in the kindergarten, the other children have been taken away, and in the kindergarten teacher's office, I saw Lu's mother and the ice cream teacher at a glance.

Mother Lu was very anxious, she was already an ant on the hot pot, "It was fine when I sent him here in the morning, and it wasn't that I met you on the road Aunt Jiang talked a little more...... I didn't ...... since I came just now."

Lu's mother was very anxious to speak, and the preface did not match the afterword, but the kindergarten teacher came up and said, "Let me tell you." ”

The rules of the kindergarten are that you must see the parents who usually come to pick up the children to hand over the children with peace of mind, this time it is also after seeing Lu's mother to hand over the ice cream to the parents, because the ice cream has been hurting in the afternoon, Lu's mother let the ice cream go to the toilet, because she didn't take toilet paper, she went to the supermarket next to her to buy a pack of handkerchiefs, and waited outside the bathroom for more than ten minutes and didn't see the ice cream calling, and there was no answer after a few calls, Lu's mother panicked all of a sudden, and hurried in to go in and there was no one.

Lu Jingzhong listened to the kindergarten teacher's narration very calmly, and only said three words - "Adjust the monitoring." ”

Then, while comforting Lu's mother, Lu Jingzhong called his second brother Zhu Qihong, and asked the dean to call out the monitoring around the kindergarten, and things were done in an orderly manner.

"Mom, it's definitely fine, the ice cream may be just trying to play, I don't know where to go. "I comforted my landing mom.

However, I feel that my sentence is not convincing at all, Ice Cream is only more than three years old, where can I run to play, and Ice Cream is such a well-behaved child, without the permission of adults, I will not run around, usually instilled in him the idea that you can't go with strangers, and you must call adults when you encounter something, but this time, around the bathroom, no one heard any sound from inside.

Actually, at this time, my heart is also in a mess, but I must not panic, I can't help anything, but I can't add chaos to Lu Jingzhong.

Lu's mother looked very bad, she kept saying that it was her own fault and asked if there was anything wrong with the ice cream.

I took a taxi to send Lu's mother to the house and comforted her: "Mom, I'll call you if there's something, it's definitely okay, you can rest at home." ”

Because I'm afraid that Lu's mother is thinking crankily at home alone, I don't feel at ease. I wasn't too familiar with the circle in City C, and I thought of Li Zhengke's mother almost instantly, so I asked Lu's mother: "Mom, are you familiar with Li Zhengke's mother?"

Mother Lu didn't react a little, and nodded after a long time, "Oh, Li Zhengke's mother?"

"Manjou?"

The name was so familiar, as if I had heard it somewhere, but in a flash, I seemed to be able to grasp something, but it slipped away from my fingertips.

If this name does not appear at the critical juncture when the ice cream is lost, but is a topic of conversation after dinner, then this name will coincide with the name of the other day.

It's just that now my mind is full of ice cream, so naturally I don't have the extra energy to think about it for an extra second.

I immediately called Li Zhengke's mother.

Originally, I wanted to call Li Zhengke, but after thinking about it, Li Zhengke was still going to take the college entrance examination in two or three days, and now was the time not to be distracted.

"Aunt Li, I'm Jiayin. ”

After getting Li's mother's response, I asked for the address of her home, and sent Lu's mother to the outside of Li's apartment building, and then I hurriedly got into the car, and when I left, I also specially explained to Lu's mother: "Mom, don't think too much, sleep well at night, and as soon as you wake up tomorrow morning, the ice cream will be back." ”

Lu's mother may indeed be in a trance, and when the taxi drove out for dozens of meters, I saw Lu's mother chasing the car in the rearview mirror, and quickly called a stop.

Lu's mother said: "There is still Yan Yan...... she spoke a little panting, "Yan Yan is still at home, and Aunt Liu is at home." ”

Aunt Liu is the nanny of the family, and she is the one who has followed Lu's mother from the Lu family, so she is more at ease.

I called the landline at home, and it was indeed Aunt Liu who answered the phone.

I said, "I guess I'll go back later tonight, and if Yanyan is hungry, I'll feed her some milk powder first." ”

However, I was vaguely uneasy, probably because the ice cream had just disappeared, so I took a taxi back to Huayuan, and when I opened the door and went in, Aunt Liu was surprised to see me: "Madam, aren't you coming back?"

Aunt Liu was holding a milk bottle in her hand to test the temperature, and I said, "I can't put my mind at ease, so I'll take a look." ”

Because I had an infusion today, I was afraid that there would be some medicine in my breast milk, so I still took a bottle to feed Yanyan, and when I coaxed Yanyan to sleep, I repeatedly told Aunt Liu before taking a taxi back to the police station.

By the time I turned around and returned to the kindergarten, there were already several police cars parked outside the kindergarten, which was enough to see how important it was to handle Zhu Qihong's strength.

The moment I walked into the monitoring room and saw Lu Jingzhong, I felt that the string that had been tense in my brain was finally loosened, and the temples on both sides still hurt from jump to beat, maybe I had a little fever again, and my physical strength was a little overdrawn.

Because Lu Jingzhong and the few policemen in front of him were watching the surveillance intently, I asked the policeman guarding the door about the specific situation now.

In fact, at this point in time when children are picked up from school in the afternoon, if you just look at the vehicles that go out, you can't start at all, after all, many children in this kindergarten are either rich or expensive, and the vehicles come and go.

Isn't there a breakthrough?

The police looked for clues around the bathroom that Lu's mother said, but unfortunately, a three-year-old child would leave any clues.

"Isn't there a camera outside the bathroom?" I asked.

The policeman replied, "The camera also has a dead end," he took out a cardboard and drew a simple schematic diagram on it with a marker, "In this direction, it is a dead end, and it is estimated that the person who took the child was also calculated, knowing that this is a dead end and will not be photographed." ”

It seems that he really came prepared.

That night, Lu Jingzhong and I went out of kindergarten and went directly to the police station, where we stayed for a whole night, but all the news focused on two words, that is, no, it really seemed to be a stone sinking into the sea.

Although there was a glass of water in front of me, I didn't even have the strength to reach out and hold the glass, so I nestled on the sofa, Lu Jingzhong found me a blanket to cover my body, touched my forehead, and frowned: "When did you start to have a fever?"

I waved my hand, "It's fine." ”

Lu Jingzhong immediately called his family doctor and asked him to come directly to the police station.

The doctor he found was Fang Yuandong, who was transferred to the People's Hospital of X City by Li Yu, and he can be regarded as a decathlon doctor.

After measuring the temperature, it was thirty-eight degrees five, and he prescribed me a few prescriptions and put them on the coffee table.

However, Lu Jingzhong and I both sat still and didn't move.

Fang Yuandong: "Okay, I'll go to the pharmacy to buy medicine." ”

As he spoke, he took his prescription and walked out of the lounge, muttering as he went, "It's really a busy life." ”

This night is destined to be sleepless.

However, because I took fever-reducing medicine and was a little groggy, Lu Jingzhong turned off the headlights in this lounge, leaving only a table lamp on the table, which sometimes clicked and clicked. The phone was also turned to vibrate, and in order to avoid disturbing me, he always went to the balcony to answer the phone, but every time I came back, I would ask him if he had any news.

But no.

The anxiety of losing a child, all night, seemed to dig my heart out of my chest, and then put it on the fire, slowly roasted it over a low fire, and shrunk down on the sofa in a groggy state, but like a frightened bird, as long as there was the slightest wind and grass, I could jump up from the sofa at once.

When you close your eyes, you can see the cute little face of ice cream.

Until now, I don't know who I'm most sorry for is ice cream.

Since Ice Cream was born, I have hardly ever held him, leaving her to someone else.

Who am I qualified to accuse Gu Zhenyu and my biological mother, I have also been a sinner for three years.

I clasped my hands together.

Heaven, if you can really hear my voice, then let my children be well, I am willing to subtract ten years of my life, and protect them in peace and joy for a lifetime.

Watching the sky outside the window light up little by little, my nerves, which had been tense, finally relaxed, and tears began to overflow my eyes, dripping on the fabric sofa one by one, and smearing a large mark on the white fabric.

Lu Jingzhong walked over, squatted down and squatted in front of me.

His eyes were bloodshot, and there was a thick black shadow under his eyes, and tears were faintly flashing in his eyes.

A man who has always forbearance, the tears left behind are more distressing than a woman crying pear blossoms with rain.

Since seeing the ice cream this year, Lu Jingzhong has never said anything to me about ice cream, he has not blamed me, but he loves ice cream even more, I think that if it were me, suddenly a three-year-old son appeared, I would definitely be completely petrified, instead of calming down after a while, in the tense situation of the Spring Festival, I called and booked air tickets, and everything was done in an orderly manner.

It's like just now, obviously knowing that the ice cream is missing, but he has been holding on, being the backbone of the whole family, and only when he is by my side, I will feel, oh, yes, I can't fall, I can't let Lu Maomao stand alone, I want to stand with him.

I leaned forward, hugged his waist, and buried my head in his neck: "Maomao, don't cry, there is no news yet, it's good news." ”

In fact, after this night, the worst can be predicted.

The first is kidnapping, using ice cream for extortion.

Well, now it's just a matter of waiting for the kidnappers' extortion calls.

Second, it is the abduction and trafficking of human traffickers, so in the near future, as long as all kinds of idle people in and out of the bus station and train station are checked, Zhu Qihong has already dispatched manpower to start strict investigation at various railway stations, bus stations and highway intersections, but after all, City C is a big city, and there will always be fish that slip through the net.

Neither of these situations was the worst, because in such a moment, I thought of Zheng Rao.

However, Zheng Rao should be abroad now, and it is impossible to be at home, besides, the last time in X City, didn't he already wipe out the remaining people of Zheng Rao's drug trafficking gang, and Zheng Rao would not have other subordinates.

Could it be that this matter will have something to do with Rong Ling?

After a moment of silence, I said to Lu Jingzhong, "I want to go to find Rong Ling." ”

Originally, last year, after Rong Ling rescued me from danger for the first time in the blue sea and blue sky, later, he told me about his marriage with Zheng Rao, and I have been wanting to talk to Rong Ling, telling him all the things I have known about Zheng Rao, and some recent changes in Zheng Rao.

However, there were so many things that happened in the middle, and I couldn't take care of myself, and I didn't have the time to take care of other people's affairs.

It's just that what really made me let down my guard was in the restaurant, after Zheng Rao told me that she and Rong Ling were actually in true love, I would rather believe that these two friends of mine would become a pair of people who really love each other and go through this life hand in hand.

But is this really still the case?

The side I saw with Rong Ling was nearly half a year late, but I hope it's not too late.