After washing, he went to accompany Lin Yansheng as usual, waited until she fell asleep, and then went back to the room to rest. These days, Lin Yansheng has lost too much weight, his originally full cheeks have sunken, and his eyes have become bigger and bigger. The whole face can no longer see the vitality and beauty of the past, but it is full of emptiness and misanthropy. She looked at her brother sitting in the chair helplessly with wide eyes, Lin Yanhuan also looked at her speechlessly, a pair of sisters and brothers were originally confident and elegant, but now they looked a little embarrassed like a pair of rabbits that were injured and rolled in the ashes.

"Sleep. Lin Yanhuan saw that her eyes were still open, without a trace of sleep, and couldn't help but say. He was tired and wished he could lie in bed right now.

Lin Yansheng looked at him blankly, in her perspective, her younger brother was carrying the soft light of the lamp, and she could only see the outline, but she couldn't see the expression on his face. After looking at him for a long time, Lin Yansheng suddenly felt that his younger brother had changed a little, but she couldn't say exactly what had changed. Hearing her brother's words, she closed her eyes and tried to put herself to sleep, but she couldn't. During this time, she has been like this, sleeping only three or four hours a day, although she feels sleepy, but she can't sleep when she closes her eyes. The little devil in her heart kept screaming every day, it was so noisy that she couldn't sleep.

Lin Yanhuan sat and waited for a while, and estimated that Lin Yansheng was asleep, so he stood up and prepared to go back to the room. A voice came from behind him, and Lin Yansheng said in a low voice, "Don't stay up late, go to sleep quickly." ”

Lin Yanhuan turned his head to look at her, and saw that her eyes were still closed, and he didn't know if that sentence was for herself or for him. He closed the door and spent a moment in the dark before returning to his room. While lying in bed, he remembered the meeting with Mu Yi at night, and felt a depression in his heart, and began to regret it. He shouldn't have shown his emotions in front of Mu Yi, he was so confused. After blaming himself for a while, Lin Yanhuan turned over irritably, but he couldn't sleep. Tossing and turning until the early hours of the morning, he barely squinted for a while, and after the alarm clock went off, he turned over and sat up, violently pressed it off, and walked outside with heavy feet on his shoes.

Lin Yansheng hadn't woken up yet, and her bedroom was quiet and silent, without any sound. Lin Yanhuan opened the curtains and saw a faint layer of fog outside, the skylight was weakened by this fog, it was obviously seven o'clock, and it looked as if it was five o'clock in the morning. He walked into the kitchen, ready to make breakfast, and had just taken the food out of the fridge when he heard a knock on the door outside. The knock on the door was so soft that it was barely audible unless you listened carefully. Lin Yanhuan threw away the dishes in his hand, turned around and walked outside. He put his eyes on the cat's eye and looked out suspiciously, and when he saw Mu Yi's magnified face, he couldn't help but be stunned.

"Why are you here?" he asked, opening the door.

Mu Yi shrunk his neck and shoulders, squeezed his body and got into the door, looked in the direction of Lin Yansheng's room, and asked, "Your sister hasn't woken up yet, has she?"

"It's still early. Lin Yanhuan closed the door and said, "She can't sleep these nights, only from early morning to morning can sleep for a while." ”

Mu Yi's expression looked a little worried and a little lost, "I haven't been here these days, has she ever asked about me?"

"Nope. ”

Mu Yi's heart was stabbed by these two words, he followed Lin Yanhuan into the kitchen, and muttered, "Forget it." ”

"Is there anything wrong with you coming over so early?" Lin Yanhuan asked, picking up the dishes in his hand again and cleaning them.

"Something. Mu Yi said, leaning on the side of the dishwasher and looking at Lin Yanhuan, "You were not in the right mood last night, what are you going to say, now while I am sober, I will listen to it." ”

Lin Yanhuan turned his head to look at him, and after a long time, he sneered and said, "So you came here early in the morning to see my appearance?"

"I didn't say that. Mu Yi hurriedly denied, "I just think that maybe I'm wrong." ”

"What did you think wrong?" Lin Yanhuan asked him rhetorically, looking at him fixedly.

Mu Yi touched the back of his head, but he didn't know what to say. He hesitated for a long time before he snorted and said, "Forget it, you hurry up and wash the vegetables and cook, I'm very hungry." ”

"What the hell are you going to say?" Lin Yanhuan didn't wash it, he shook the water on his hand and frowned.

Mu Yi looked at him for a while, there was a look of hesitation in his eyes, as if he was not sure what he thought, he touched the back of his head again, and asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable in your heart? If you want to feel uncomfortable, you can tell me, let's drink it together and get drunk, and wake up from sleep!"

"Do you think everyone is like you, and they drink when they feel uncomfortable?"

"Then are you suffering from the discomfort in your heart?" Mu Yi grasped the key point and hurriedly asked.

Lin Yanhuan didn't admit or deny it, he continued to wash the vegetables, and the cold water rushed to his hands, making his chaotic brain a little clearer.

"You are awkward and awkward, just say what is on your mind, and I will help you analyze it. It's better than holding it in your heart by yourself. Mu Yi followed his ass around the kitchen like a buzzing fly. Lin Yanhuan really couldn't stand it, he felt as if he had returned to high school, when Mu Yi was so annoying. He snapped the lid of the rice cooker hard and said, "Where did I twist?"

"You still don't squirm?" Mu Yi looked at him incredulously, "You are like a girl losing her temper now, if you have something to say, you have to let me guess." ”

"You're very experienced. A mocking smile appeared at the corner of Lin Yanhuan's mouth, "What's the matter, have you seen other girls lose their temper?"

"What's the matter, it's not your sister who tossed me. Mu Yi said, "I've cultivated from a rookie to a great god. ”

"Don't be funny, my sister will lose her temper? I think you're too willful. ”

"Yes, yes, yes, I'm willful, I owe you two brothers and sisters!" Mu Yi said angrily, sitting on the small bench in the kitchen, biting a hard steamed bun in his hand.

Lin Yanhuan glanced at him, shook his head helplessly, and said, "If you don't leave now, my sister will wake up later, how will you tell her?"

Mu Yi glanced at him and muttered, "Can she still eat me?" besides, I'm here to find you, not her." But even so, his expression obviously betrayed his weak heart, he hadn't seen Lin Yansheng for a month, Lin Yansheng was avoiding him, and he was also avoiding Lin Yansheng. It's not that two people are in an emotional mood, but that they feel embarrassed when they see each other after they break up. Mu Yi no longer had the hope of reuniting in his heart, Lin Yansheng coldly broke his hope again and again, and he no longer had the strength to recombine it. So far, he didn't want to think about these annoying things, although the pain was really a drama in his heart every moment, but he instinctively struggled, not wanting to sink into it, that was not the reality he wanted.

"Really?" But for his words, Lin Yanhuan obviously didn't believe it.

"Otherwise?" Mu Yi looked at Lin Yanhuan's playful eyes, and couldn't help but be a little annoyed, "Why do you care so much? I'm still alone, but I worry about my affairs." ”

"You almost became my brother-in-law, I don't care who you care about?" Lin Yanhuan sneered and leaned back against the cupboard.

Mu Yihuo stood up suddenly, and said with annoyance: "Can you stop mentioning this matter? ”

"Then why are you still coming to my house?"

"I'm here because of you, and it has nothing to do with your sister. Mu Yi said, throwing aside the half-gnawed hard steamed bun in his hand, and muttered, "It's unpalatable." ”

Lin Yanhuan was stunned, he didn't expect Mu Yi to say such a thing. He hung his head, a little lost, but immediately said, "I don't have to worry about you. ”

"Can I leave you alone?" Mu Yi said, "Yan Sheng is like that now, can you survive alone?"

"Yes. Lin Yanhuan was still stiff-mouthed, but there was a trace of fragility in his eyes, and that fragility was prying at his copper wall, trying in vain to make it collapse.

"Don't talk nonsense, look at the way you look now, you were embarrassed to scold me last night. Mu Yi frowned and said, "Have you a good time to take a good look at yourself in the mirror and see what you have become now?"

Lin Yanhuan glanced up at him, and then lowered his head. He turned around and pretended to be busy, but there was nothing else to do.

"Listen to me, let's go out for a drink, and tell me what is stuffy in your heart, it's better than holding it in your heart. Mu Yi patted him on the shoulder, "It's going to be wrong." ”

"You're not me, how do you know you're going to have a problem. Lin Yanhuan said in a deep voice, he still refused to admit it, and he still refused to compromise with Mu Yi's proposal.

"Listen to me, I have experience. Mu Yi smiled, his smile was a little silly and a little bitter, "Although it is a bit useless to use wine to drown my sorrows, if I don't do this, I'm afraid I'll have something wrong now." ”

Lin Yanhuan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "Is it really impossible for you and my sister to reconcile?"

"Otherwise?" Mu Yi looked at the glass window, a little distracted, "Besides, it's not my business alone, even if I have that mind, I don't have that mental strength." And-" He glanced at Lin Yanhuan and hesitated, "I'm also tired, I've lived for her for so many years, and now, I want to live for myself once." ”

Lin Yanhuan turned his head to look at Mu Yi and said nothing. There was a brief silence in the kitchen, but it was not embarrassing. After a while, Lin Yanhuan patted Mu Yi's shoulder and smiled reluctantly: "Maybe it's a good thing for you to think like this." ”

"Yes. Mu Yi sighed and smiled reluctantly. I don't know when he began to wake up to how stupid it was to pin his hopes on others, from the moment he fell in love with Lin Yansheng, his joys, sorrows and sorrows were tied to her, completely involuntary. She is unhappy, he is unhappy, she is happy, he will feel happy, it seems that in ordinary life, he has never really felt happy and sad because of himself. When it was time for them to separate, he was sad day and night for days, and a big man, huddled in the room and weeping, what a shameful thing. But after the sad time passed, he seemed to be reborn, and from the pain he understood some truths that could not be said but could only be understood. This may be the only benefit that the breakup brought him, Mu Yi thought to himself, he still gained after all, and he didn't lose everything.

"You say-" Lin Yanhuan said slowly, "Isn't it stupid to insist on one thing even though you know that it is impossible to achieve it?"

"It depends on what's going on. Mu Yi said, "In this situation, if it is a good thing, then persistence is meaningful." If it's a bad thing, I advise you to stop it as soon as possible and turn back. ”

"It's a good thing for me. Lin Yanhuan's gaze was fixed on Mu Yi's face, "But for others, it's a bad thing." ”

"Isn't that a bad thing?" Mu Yi smiled, "You go to steal something, it's a good thing for you to steal something, but if someone else loses something, isn't it a bad thing for you to think about it from the perspective of the public?"

"You have a point. Lin Yanhuan smiled bitterly, "I didn't expect your IQ to become higher now." ”

"What a fart, I've always had a high IQ. Mu Yile said, he smelled the aroma of rice coming from the rice cooker, and called, "Stir-fry quickly, I'm really starving, I drank a night of wine last night, and I didn't eat a few bites of food." ”

"I advise you to quit drinking. ”

"Don't quit now, let's talk about it later. Mu Yi turned around and walked outside, "I'll go see if your sister has woken up." He walked to the door, stretched out his hand to pull the door, and suddenly heard Lin Yanhuan behind him ask: "What happened to that girl last night?" I said that if you drink, don't pull others along, it's so late, and the person who delays can't go home." ”

"What, you have a crush on her?" Mu Yi looked at Lin Yanhuan in surprise, "I said that you have a good eye, Wu Xingqi has a good personality, and you have earned it if you like her." ”

"I'm not that boring, I'm talking about you. Lin Yanhuan said, "You just separated from my sister not long ago, if you find a girlfriend so soon, I really can't help but beat you." ”

Mu Yi snorted indifferently and turned to open the door. His smile hadn't gone away before he could see the person in front of him, and the smile was like a halfway burp on his face.

"Yan Sheng?" Mu Yi looked at her stunned, the arrogance and ambition he had been chatting with Lin Yanhuan had completely disappeared, he became flustered, and his heart was suddenly surrounded by the fog of old things.

Lin Yansheng looked at him with mixed emotions, and for a long time, she barely squeezed out a smile and asked, "Are you here?"

This was the first time Lin Yansheng smiled at him since they separated, Mu Yi couldn't help but feel a little flustered, and said, "Yes, I came to find Yan Huan, there is something wrong." ”

Lin Yansheng looked at him sadly, but soon, she hid this emotion and said with a smile: "Okay, then you continue to talk, I'll go back to the room." ”

"Yan Sheng. Seeing her turn around to leave, Mu Yi hurriedly stopped her, "Are you okay these days?"

Lin Yanchang breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's good." After a moment's hesitation, she continued, "You're fine, have you found your own happiness?"

"I-" Before Mu Yi could explain, Lin Yansheng had already walked into the room briskly and slammed the door shut. Mu Yi looked at the door in distraction, and his whole person became depressed.

Lin Yanhuan looked at him funny and said, "What, no, no? I see that you said those things in vain, and when you saw my sister, it was just like that." ”

Mu Yi was stunned, and he didn't know if he had listened to him. It took a long time before he whispered: "I'll go back first, call me after you finish eating, and we'll go out to talk." ”

"You don't want to stay for dinner?" Lin Yanhuan hurriedly asked.

Mu Yi waved his hand with his back to him and walked out of the kitchen quickly. Lin Yanhuan heard the sound of the door closing from the entrance, and he stopped stirring the eggs, feeling both relieved and disappointed. He sighed, trying to cheer himself up, but the breath he was holding on to was too late to support him any longer.

He made breakfast and told Lin Yansheng through the door to let her remember to eat. Lin Yansheng's voice was muffled, but he just answered and didn't say anything. Lin Yanhuan knew that she might have heard the conversation she had just had with Mu Yi, and felt uncomfortable. Don't look at her pretending to be very good on the surface, as if she has forgotten the existence of Mu Yi, but no matter who it is, she will feel uncomfortable when she hears that her predecessor has a new one. Lin Yanhuan shook his head, he felt ridiculous, he didn't cherish it when he was together, and he regretted it after they were separated, if God could give him such a chance, then he would hold his hand tightly and not let this precious opportunity be lost. It's a pity that at present, it seems that he does not have this opportunity, and he will not have it in the future. But he got used to it, and turned to the door, where he took off a thin coat hanging from a hanger, draped it over his body, opened the door and walked out.

He knew the address by heart, and he could almost recite it backwards. It didn't take long to reach his destination, he opened the door and got out of the car, looking at the gate in front of him, feeling a little desolate. At this time, he can only rely on outsiders to relieve his inner pain, which is a funny thing.