At the moment when I heard Lu Jingzhong's voice, I suddenly felt like crying, and I pursed my lips. He lifted his chin and poured the tears back into his stomach.

I said, "It's okay, I just want to hear your voice, and I won't be able to stand in front of you when you concert." ”

Lu Jingzhong chuckled: "Didn't you say that I was your idol?"

I said stiffly, "When did I say that?"

Actually, except for not saying it to Lu Jingzhong in person, whether it is Weiwei or Gao Ming, or even to a good friend, I am saying that Lu Jingzhong is my idol and I am a die-hard fan.

Lu Jingzhong seems to be in a good mood, just like this. I didn't get tired of repeating it a few times, and finally I started to talk about love.

I laughed and laughed and tears fell, but there was still a smile on the corner of my mouth: "Lu Maomao, did you take the wrong medicine today?"

Lu Jingzhong said: "I didn't take medicine at all. ”

On the phone. I heard Gao Ming's voice, as if urging him to change his clothes and go out, so I said, "I'm waiting for you here at the stadium, you be careful on the road." ”

Hanging up Lu Jingzhong's phone, I squatted down and hugged myself and started crying.

It's been a long time since I've cried. I don't remember exactly, but I remember that this was the worst cry I had since Lu Jingzhong left late at night three years ago, and that time, I was crying on the snow. Now, I'm sitting on the curb and crying.

I cried like a fool. Passers-by looked sideways.

I don't care about their gazes, since I was a child, I have practiced this kind of steel bar, I care about whoever cares about me, and I don't know you if I don't know me.

My mind is now full of Lu Maomao, Lu Maomao's laughter, Lu Maomao's forbearance, and Lu Maomao's determination.

After crying for a while, I glanced at the time, and estimated that Lu Jingzhong's traffic jam was almost there, so I got up, patted the dust on my buttocks, went to the bathroom in the backstage of the stadium to wash my feet, put on light makeup, and took care of my swollen eyes that were crying, and I couldn't tell that I had cried.

However, when I went out to see Kitty, she still saw that I had red circles in my eyes, and asked in surprise, "Jiayin, have you cried?"

I pursed my lips, "Can you still see this?"

Kitty casually pulled a staff member next to him and pointed at me: "Come on, little brother, look at this sister's eyes." ”

Halfway through the sentence, the little brother continued: "Crying, obvious." ”

Kitty gave the guy a thumbs up and let him go.

I was a little panicked in my heart, since this kind of irrelevant person can see it, let alone Lu Jingzhong, it would be bad if it was seen out.

It just so happened that Kitty received a call from Gao Ming, saying that he had arrived at the gate of the stadium, and the fans were simply crazy and asked for support.

I just told Kitty directly, I went to the bathroom, and told Lu Jingzhong that I had a stomachache.

Let's hide for a while, I'd rather let Lu Jingzhong ask me why my stomach hurts than let him ask me why I'm crying.

Anyway, both of them are going to lie, and it's better to tell one better.

It's just that I didn't expect to meet Geng Yufei in the bathroom backstage.

She was talking on the phone in the bathroom, her emotions sounded a little excited, and everything that was not clean came out of her mouth, and someone next to her was still talking about the little girl's family, why was her mouth so unclean.

Geng Yufei heard it, turned around directly, and said viciously: "What are you looking at?!"

However, she was stunned the second she saw me, she had no idea that I would be here.

She turned her head, said two more words into the microphone, hung up the phone and turned the card to look at me: "Miss Du, can you talk." ”

I asked, "What are you talking about?"

Geng Yufei said: "Talk about us. ”

This sentence is really strange, how do we talk about it?

I smiled, "I don't have anything to talk to you about." ”

As I spoke, I bypassed Geng Yufei and walked out of the bathroom, and Geng Yufei stretched out his hand to stop me: "Miss Du, what if you are talking about Lu Jingzhong's mother?"

I paused and glanced back at Geng Yufei.

She narrowed her eyes, "Let's go out and talk." ”

Geng Yufei and I walked around the back door to the outside of the stadium, at this time, even if the concert had not yet started, the venue had already begun to be deafening, and the churning waves were higher and higher.

Geng Yufei said: "Lu Jingzhong and I have known each other since we were children, in elementary school, and then in the year of junior high school, the two of us were together. ”

As soon as I heard Geng Yufei say this, I turned around and left, Geng Yufei took my arm: "You wait." ”

I stared at her and said in a cold tone: "Get straight to the point." ”

Seeing that I was not leaving, Geng Yufei let go of my arm and asked me: "Have you seen Lu Jingzhong's mother? ”

I nodded.

When I think of Lu Jingzhong's mother, I think of that noon, because of hysteria, with his hair scattered, he insisted on treating the enemy as his own son, and I felt hard in my heart when I thought of this, if I thought about it like this, my heart hurt and felt uncomfortable, what about Lu Jingzhong?

I asked, "When did his mother become like that?"

Geng Yufei said: " Probably when I was in the third year of high school, or before the college entrance examination, Lu Jingzhong went to take the early independent enrollment exam of X University, not in City C, he asked me to take care of his mother more, so I bought some things, but after entering, it was gloomy, there was no light in the house, I thought it was no one at home, and when I was about to turn around, a person rushed out from behind, and choked my neck at once, her strength was not too great, I shook it off, and when I saw that it was Lu Jingzhong's mother, her face was pale as if she was a female ghost, and she kept saying what to say about returning her son to me……”

Speaking of this, Geng Yufei suddenly paused, paused for a moment, suddenly turned to me, and asked, "Did Lu Zhengyu also show you?"

"See what?" I asked knowingly.

“…… Watch that video. ”

I deliberately asked, "What video?"

"That's ......" Geng Yufei turned his eyes to look at me, and finally saw that I was asking on purpose, so he said, "You know it, don't you?"

"How can you be calm?" I smiled and stood still looking at Geng Yufei, "Do you vomit after looking at it like you do?!You are not qualified to say these things to me here at all!"

Geng Yufei said: "I'm not qualified? Are you qualified? If you had been replaced by me at that time, you would never have said such a thing! Lu Zhengyu is a madman, you don't say break up, he has a way to make you say break up!"

"Miss Geng, Geng Yufei, you heard clearly, the first point, it was you at that time, not me, in this world, there has never been any if," I straightened my back and pointed to the stadium, "Second, now I am holding a concert inside, that is my man! You say I am not qualified who is qualified?! Besides, it is my own business to break up or not to break up, my mouth is on me, my heart is on Lu Jingzhong, what does it have to do with him Lu Zhengyu?!"

With that, I turned around and strode forward.

"Du Jiayin!"

Geng Yufei suddenly called me, I didn't plan to stop, she shouted at my back: "Du Jiayin, you will regret it!"

I didn't look back to answer Geng Yufei again, I just silently added from the bottom of my heart: I won't regret it, never.

…………

I originally wanted to enter from the stadium, but helplessly, thousands of girl fans were simply too enthusiastic, so I went around in a circle, or from the backstage, but the current staff in the backstage didn't know me, no matter what I said, I was not allowed to enter, I was really very conscientious, I still called Gao Ming in a hurry, Gao Ming said very speechlessly: "Give the mobile phone to the security guard." ”

I handed the phone to the security guard, and Gao Ming didn't know what to say on the other side of the phone, but the two security guards asked very uncooperatively: "Who is Gao Ming?"

Me: "......"

I pursed my lips and held back to keep from laughing.

In the end, it was Kitty who came to pick me up with the staff's ID, and I casually asked: "What about Gao Ming?" I regretted it after asking, why do you have to say this more, because Kitty is so passionate that one person plays two roles, and tells the story of Gao Ming's madness.

Now, though, for me, Gao Ming's rare frenzy didn't attract me, and I was looking for the dazzling man standing in the spotlight, so I patted the back of Kitty's hand: "I'll get closer and take a look." ”

Kitty didn't seem to worry about me, so she followed me and explained to me over and over again that there was no need to step on the wires, which side was the dancer and which side was the voice artist, as if she was already a little teacher, and I couldn't help but laugh dumbly.

I suddenly remembered a sentence - young people, don't always be a good teacher.

Who told me this?

When I was still in high school, Mr. Lu told me, and I remember that I wrote down this sentence and wrote it in my notebook.

But now, it's really long gone.

Thinking of Mr. Lu, I can't help but think of Lu Zhengyu, logically speaking, Lu Zhengyu and Mr. Lu should be brothers of the same father and mother, but I don't know, Lu Zhengyu and Mr. Lu's personalities are very different, when I met Mr. Lu, I absolutely didn't believe that he would have such a perverted brother as Lu Zhengyu.

Lu Zhengyu is not worthy of being anyone's brother at all, he is a demon.

"What are you thinking?"

A sudden sentence interrupted my thoughts, I turned my head and looked at Lu Jingzhong, who had just come off the stage, probably because he had just sung a fast song, so he had a thin layer of fine sweat on his forehead, and the makeup artist next to him hurried over to touch up his makeup, so I silently stepped aside.

When the makeup artist finished touching up the makeup, I saw that Lu Jingzhong had no intention of returning to the stage, so I couldn't help but ask him, "Are you not in a hurry?"

"This song is for the invited guests. ”

Listening to Lu Jingzhong say this, I also understand that a concert always has to invite a few famous and very popular people in the circle to help, and if there are conditions, it will also praise one or two newcomers in the company.

There was a song in the middle of the break, so I pulled Lu Jingzhong to sit aside, lowered my head and asked him with a smile: "Husband, are you tired?"

When Lu Jingzhong heard this title, he seemed to pause, then raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth curled: "I'm tired to death." ”

I walked around behind Lu Jingzhong, put my hands on his shoulders, pinched his shoulders, and asked, "I'll go back and make you supper in a while, what do you want to eat?"

Lu Jingzhong hummed, but did not answer my question, and asked: "Do you remember the song "Migratory Birds"?"

I was stunned for a moment, obviously not keeping up with Lu Jingzhong's thinking jump, and nodded sneeringly: "Remember." ”

"That's going to be easy. ”

I just wanted to ask Lu Jingzhong what was easy to do, Kitty came over in a hurry, pulled Lu Jingzhong and said, "It's time for the next song." ”

As soon as I heard this, I forgot about the question just now, and gave Lu Jingzhong a particularly childish cheering gesture, he turned around and walked forward, I don't know if he saw it clearly. Chastity pounces on the bar.

When Lu Jingzhong walked to the middle of the stage, but there was no music, I couldn't help but feel a little strange, so I asked Kitty next to me: "Why didn't you play music?"

Kitty said, "Playing and singing. ”

I saw that in the middle of the stage, there was indeed a black piano, Lu Jingzhong was standing in front, and the spotlight was on him.

The audience was full of screams, and when the audience was completely quiet, Lu Jingzhong said, "Now, I have invited my pianist." ”

Lu Jingzhong's eyes looked in my direction, and he stretched out his hand to make a gesture of invitation.