Even though I was mentally prepared, I was still scared.

I can think of it from the way Lu Jingzhong treated me at that time. Which way would he treat Lu Jingzhong......

But......

I bit my lower lip and it hurt so much that I didn't feel it at all, and the blood on my lips was dripping down my lips.

In the video, it was probably when Lu Jingzhong was a teenager, he looked like he was seventeen or eighteen years old, with a beautiful face, but he was stripped naked, his hands tied and curled up on the ground, and several tall men walked in, all shirtless, and Lu Jingzhong seemed to have been drugged. Struggling to stand up, he ran towards the wall, but several men ran directly and pressed Lu Jingzhong against the wall. Lu Jing raised his foot to kick it, but he was pulled by his ankle and pulled it to the side.

It was as if my heart was being torn apart, clutched hard, and crumpled.

A couple of men said very dirty things, and one of them unzipped his pants and inserted them without any lubrication. I couldn't help but open my eyes, Shengsheng forced back the tears accumulated in my eyes, and when I opened my eyes again, I saw that in the computer screen, Lu Jingzhong's head hit the wall directly, and directly turned off the computer power, and the computer screen was dark.

Lu Zhengyu's voice sounded above his head: "Can't you stand it anymore? This is one-tenth of the rhythm." ”

I stood up. He rounded his right hand and wanted to give Lu Zhengyu a slap, but was stopped by Lu Zhengyu. Knocked me down and knocked me down on the chair behind me.

"How do you feel about this?"

With red eyes, I asked, "Why are you doing this?!Isn't he your brother?!"

I was a little surprised as soon as I heard the voice, was this hoarse voice mine? It seemed like the rustle of sawing wood with a chainsaw on a construction site.

Lu Zhengyu smiled: "What kind of disciple is he, my brother? He is a wild seed, and he still wants to take away what belongs to me, what a delusion!"

In the past, I heard Zhou Yue say it, I heard Liang Yi say that the people of the Lu family, except for Lu Jingzhong, are all crazy, but now, I finally really saw it.

Lu Zhengyu suddenly squatted down and pinched my chin with my fingers, and I blocked his arm with my hand, let him shake it hard, and took a step back.

I can't be weak now, I must be strong.

Lu Zhengyu said: "Are you disgusted when you see Lu Jingzhong now?"

I spat in his face: "You're disgusting!

Lu Zhengyu raised his hand and gave me a slap, his strength was not small, and I felt that the corners of my mouth were cracked. watched Lu Zhengyu take out a tissue from the table and wipe his face.

He stood up: "Do you know? Just the night after filming this video, Lu Jingzhong woke up, woke up and saw me, just like you now, spit on me, I almost ruined half of his life, I told him that he could not be happy in his life, it was impossible for anyone to fall in love with him, he said he didn't believe it, he said, as long as I said it, he didn't believe it, hahaha, what do you think?"

"Maniac!"

"This video, do you know how his childhood sweetheart behaved after seeing it?"

Childhood?

I suddenly thought that two months ago, the ex-girlfriend who came to find Lu Jingzhong, named Geng Yufei, looked at me with a very unwilling look when she left.

Lu Zhengyu didn't care what was going on in my mind at this time, and said directly: "She vomited after looking at it twice, and then she didn't go to see Lu Jingzhong for a week." ”

Lu Jingzhong said ruthlessly: "This is the love of a childhood sweetheart for more than ten years, how loyal do you think your love can be?"

I stood up with my support on the table and glared back at Lu Zhengyu fiercely: "Look at it!"

When Lu Zhengyu heard this, his eyes flashed: "Okay, then I'll wait, wait to see you break up with Lu Jingzhong's wild species." ”

"You're dreaming!" I raised my hand and smashed an ashtray on the table, slamming it behind the door and blowing it to pieces.

After Lu Zhengyu left, I held on to my desk and gasped for breath, and the landline in the office suddenly rang.

This office is a small office assigned to me by Lu Jingzhong, and occasionally he comes back to rest, I hurriedly pressed the phone, and inside was Gao Ming's voice: "The concert starts at eight o'clock in the evening, and it has to be passed two hours in advance, vi There is a bit of a situation here, you and Kitty go to the gymnasium to see the venue first." ”

"yes, I see. ”

"You clean up, I'll have Kitty find you in ten minutes. ”

"Well, good. ”

Hung up Lu Zhengyu's phone, I propped up the chair, turned on the computer again, cleared the information of the video player, formatted the USB flash drive, and cleared all the information existing in the video, leaving no trace.

I thought about why when I was in the hospital room the night before, I came back from a trip outside, and Lu Jingzhong's hand was so cold and pale.

It turned out that for a while, I was still thinking about what would happen to him if those photos of me and Lu Jingzhong went out, but now, at this moment, I realized that my fears were nothing to Lu Jingzhong, and the torture he was enduring in his heart was even worse than mine.

However, why hasn't Lu Zhengyu put that video on the Internet for more than ten years? Just to show it to the people Lu Jingzhong loves?

I can't help but put such a question mark in my mind.

However, maybe Lu Jingzhong and Lu Zhengyu made some deals, not allowing Lu Zhengyu to stream the video.

There was a knock on the door, and I answered, put the USB stick in my pocket, and went out with my bag.

Kitty is a new assistant selected by Gao Ming in recent days.,A pure girl who just graduated from college.,She's handsome.,Not tall.,I'm very enthusiastic when I see everyone.,I like hellokitty so I gave myself an English name Kitty.。

I haven't gotten my driver's license yet, so Kitty drives the car.

There is a traffic jam on the road, although it is not the kind of long queue that does not move for half a day like dredging the sewer, and it is really drunk to stop and go, and a little dizzy, it is estimated that it is motion sickness.

Kitty could see that I was a little tired, so she said, "Why don't you sleep first, I guess it will be forty minutes to the stadium." ”

I nodded, rested my head against the window to the side, and closed my eyes.

Because I'm really tired, I close my eyes and want to sleep, the seat is a little bumpy, and I can't tell if it's a dream or reality, in short, this scene is very strange,

In the dark scene, after the black fog cleared, I saw a room, and after I carefully identified this room, I recognized it as the room in the video given by Lu Zhengyu.

The door in front of me pushed open a crack, which could reveal a glimmer of light inside, I covered the doorknob with both hands, and was about to push the door to enter, when I heard a voice, I didn't continue to push the door, as if even in a dream, my mind can dominate the mind of the person in the dream, my fear, my joy, anger and sorrow can affect the same.

I leaned against the wall and heard Lu Zhengyu's voice.

Lu Zhengyu said: "Do you think that if someone knows about you, and everyone likes you? Believe it or not, if you know your business, no one will ever be sincere to you." ”

I leaned over and looked at the line exposed in the crack of the door, just enough to illuminate a corner, Lu Jingzhong was sitting on the sofa, wearing a clean white shirt and black trousers.

His eyes were blood-red, staring at Lu Zhengyu, who was standing not far away, gritting his teeth and saying, "I don't believe it." ”

Lu Zhengyu laughed twice: "Accept your fate, you won't be able to turn over for the rest of your life, and you will be trapped here for the rest of your life." ”

Lu Jingzhong narrowed his eyes, his fingers were already clenched into fists, and he said, "I don't recognize it!"

This time, Lu Zhengyu shook his head: "People outside have always said that you are an eagle, but now, haha, even if you are an eagle, you have broken your wings and can't fly." ”

Lu Jing gritted his teeth, looked at him with red eyes, and stood up against the wall, but his legs were trembling at a scale that I could see with my naked eye, and his fingernails were buckled into the wall, "I don't believe it." As long as it's you, as long as you Lu Zhengyu says, I don't believe it. ”

He wants to take a look at the world and see if he Lu Jingzhong, whether there is a love that no matter whether he lives or dies, and whether he can fly.

…………

I woke up in shock, staring at the windshield in front of me, gasping for air.

Kitty seemed to be taken aback by my action, "What's wrong with Jiayin?"

I stroked my chest twice, and waited until the breath slowly eased before I said, "It's okay, I didn't come up in one breath just now, and I was a little suffocated......

Kitty began to analyze with great interest whether my behavior was a ghost press, saying that the older generation had talked a lot about balabala, which was really a chatter.

I automatically blocked Kitty's words into the background, took out my phone and glanced at the screen, and less than twenty minutes had passed, but it was as long as an hour had passed.

I can't help but think back to this dream, is this a dream?

Although my eyes were still very sore, I didn't dare to close my eyes anymore, I felt that if I closed my eyes and saw Lu Jingzhong in the dark, I would feel distressed for no reason. Zhenwei Zhuang brother.

When I arrived at the stadium, the preliminary work was ready, including some of the configurations on the stage, Kitty and I just checked the basic settings such as the stereo and microphones, and was obviously a little absent-minded when doing these checks, and when I went down the stairs, I walked an empty step, and Kitty hurriedly helped me up.

"Jiayin, are you tired?" asked Kitty.

I nodded, "I didn't sleep well last night." ”

Kitty glanced at the time and handed me the car keys, "You go to the car and rest for a while, and I'll call you when Vi comes." ”

"Good. ”

In fact, I didn't want to go to the cramped carriage of a private car at all, I felt too depressed, I felt uncomfortable, I wanted to cry, and there was a kind of tear duct blocked, and the tears all flowed back into the stomach, astringent, bitter.

When I walked to the side of the road, I didn't care if the ground was clean or not, I just sat down on the side of the road, picked up my mobile phone and wanted to call Lu Jingzhong.

I didn't flip through the address book, I entered the phone number one by one, and waited until the three words "Lu Maomao" jumped out, I took a deep breath before pressing the connect button.

After connecting, there was Lu Jingzhong's indifferent voice on the other side of the phone, which I had known since I was in my hometown three years ago, and even in Yangcheng.

However, even when I hear this voice now, I feel warm in my heart, and I feel that there is a trace of tenderness in such a cold voice.

My tone was particularly relaxed: "Lu Maomao, where have you been?"

On the other end of the phone, Lu Jingzhong hadn't spoken yet, but Gao Ming's voice shouted: "I just slept for five minutes! Du Jiayin, you really don't pick the time! vi just ...... just now."

Gao Ming's angry voice was suddenly cut off on the other side of the phone, and it was estimated that Lu Jingzhong swept Gao Ming out of the house.

"Then you can go and rest for a while, I'll ......"

"Didn't sleep, I'm waiting for your call. Lu Jingzhong's voice was very soft, and it fell lightly on the eardrum.