In order to repay the teacher's forgiveness to me, and to show my positive attitude of admitting my mistakes, I can only study more seriously and get rid of distracting thoughts.

And my distracting thoughts are only Li Baitian. I didn't even dare to think about him in my head, I didn't know what to think about him. I haven't seen him at school since that day, I don't know what happened to his nose, I don't know what he thinks.

After all, we're like that, and that's it......

When I accidentally thought about this, my heart hurt, and I really felt like crying, and I had that huge panic about my future. I'm not a virgin anymore, will I not be able to marry in the future, will I be disliked, and will my parents beat me if they find out.

When my classmates know about it, what kind of eyes will they look at me?

I don't have a better way to escape this than school.

When I came home that weekend, my parents had a family meeting and educated me. But the tone was very light, they were just worried that I would take a detour, and told me some right things.

I told them all the facts I could. My mother knows Li Baitian, I have a good relationship with my mother, I graduated from junior high school at that time, and I also showed my mother the graduation photos we took, and told her about everyone in it, and the intersection and story between me.

My mother's evaluation of Li Baitian is actually very pertinent, saying that this child is very clever at first glance, but he is not honest enough.

So I lied to celebrate Lee's birthday, and my mother didn't say much about me, just told me not to lie in the future, and it was important to study.

I'm really happy.

When we met Li Baitian, it was the school's summer sports meeting, which was also the last time we participated in the sports meeting, and by the third year of high school, the sports meeting had nothing to do with us. In fact, even now, the sports meeting will not have anything to do with us, like us, the top students, unless they are very talented in some sports and the teacher will allow them to participate, otherwise they are not allowed.

If you have that time to train, you might as well do a few more sets of exercises.

Because of my good voice, I was temporarily arrested to be a broadcaster, which was to broadcast the competition items and the congratulatory messages handed in by the students. The only good thing is that there is free mineral water to drink.

Participating in school activities, I am still relatively active and generous, and I don't mean to be pretentious.

"The men's sprint 400-meter preliminaries are about to begin, please participate in the competition to the starting line of Area A within five minutes, the second and third class XXX, the second and fourth class XXX, and the second and fifth classes...... Lee, Lee worships heaven ......"

My tongue suddenly knotted, paused, and continued to read the following, but my tongue did not straighten for a long time. Sometimes, I deliberately disguise myself that there is no such person as Li Baitian in my life, and there is no such thing as something that should not have happened.

It was at this time that his name appeared in my eyes, and I had to pronounce him out to really feel that he was beside me.

But what is it, it is not enough, what is it.

On the podium, looking at the position of the starting line, watching Li Baitian wearing a vest and shorts, how to do warm-up exercises, for the first time, there was a feeling of being very at a loss about life.

In the past, my life goal was very clear, and it was also told to me by my parents, teachers and classmates, when I was in junior high school, my goal was this key high school, and when I was in high school, my goal was to focus on university, and after college, my goal should be to go to graduate school, and then work, and then with a good education and work and a good family background, find a partner with comparable conditions, get married and have children.

Li Baitian is the only accident in my life, and this accident sometimes catches me off guard, and sometimes I don't think about it.

I can only see him from such a distance, I feel like I can't touch him, never will. We are not parallel lines, but we are not on the same plane at all, and I don't want to break free from the life trajectory that I have already planned, so I can only silently put him down in my heart.

Fortunately, at this time, no one knew yet.

This is only the preliminaries, Li Baitian had a very easy time, and I also took the time to meow a few times, but I was not relieved. There are still a lot of manuscripts to read here, why are there so many names of Li Baitian, many of them are written by girls, cheering for boys, ouch girls, you are really enough.

I just pick and choose, and it's good to read some writing.

The rostrum is convenient, there is an open space, which can be used as a rest area, and at this time, ordinary students cannot come, and occasionally some athletes will appear. These athletes can be described as eating and drinking in the open space, so comfortable.

Then I saw that Li Baitian was also in their ranks, a group of people were sharing ice cream and eating, and Li Baitian and I looked at each other, smiled slightly, and turned around and continued to sort out the manuscript.

They seemed to be doing something, and after a while, someone came over and brought me ice cream with a bib number on his chest. The person who delivered the ice cream, I have also seen, at Li Baitian's birthday party, it was his brother at school, the sixth in line, and Li Baitian asked me to call him the sixth brother.

The sixth brother's name is Yuan Ze, and the name is quite interesting.

I turned off the microphone in front of me and excused myself, "No need Sixth Brother, it's not convenient for me to eat here." ”

Yuan Ze glanced at the rest area, the people over there were still snickering, he had to give it to me, I thought about giving him face, and followed awkwardly.

It was the scorching sun, and the ice cream melted quickly, but I didn't want to eat it, so I gave it to the girl who was doing the radio with me. She wasn't too embarrassed to eat it, so in the end I had to pluck the skin and eat it in two bites.

Looking at the rest area again, whether it was Li Baitian or Yuan Ze, they were gone.

God is mysterious, what are you doing?

Li Baitian and their scumbags are good at sports, although they are not sports students. In the 400-meter final, the battle situation was a little more intense, and the remaining five people, except for the scumbags, were sports students, of course, the advantages of sports students were very obvious.

The 400-meter sprint was only a matter of one minute, and in this minute, I didn't do anything, and from the beginning of the gunshot, I stared very seriously at the run.

Li Baitian was wearing a dark blue sports vest, which was quite conspicuous. I was condescending, and I quickly remembered in my head that there was no shortage of him, every turn, every time he surpassed the previous athlete.

For a minute, I was also worried that he would suddenly fall and get injured or something.

Li Baitian won the first place that day, which was actually a first place, because the second sports student fell down thirty meters away from the key point.

Normally, after five minutes, we have to announce the results of the match, but this time it was delayed because the second place had an opinion. It was said that it was Li Baitian who pushed him down, because I could see it more clearly above, the two of them did have very close contact, the thug did not have a thug, it was too far away for me to see clearly, but there should be no suspicion of cheating.

The people on both sides kept arguing, and the referee didn't rush to express his position, and finally I couldn't help it, ran to the referee's side, and said, "Teacher, we all saw it above, and that classmate seems to have fallen down by himself." ”

Li Baitian glanced at the sports student proudly, and the sports student glared at him fiercely, turned around and left.

The dust settled. I went back to the podium, and Li Baitian returned to his class, and he didn't say thank you to me, and he shouldn't have said thank you.

But actually, there is still a little bit of a weak heart, because I really don't see it clearly......

The sports meeting is over, how to live the day or how to live. The final exam is coming soon, and then it's the third year of high school, and from now on, there is basically no good life left.

I'm still immersed in books, not thinking about anything else. I'm not a virgin anymore, if I don't have a chance in the future, how can I get married.

One day, a colorful envelope was found in the desk, and when it was opened, there were love letters inside. When I was in junior high school, I was never pretty, and I never received love letters, but in high school, I changed my eighteenth year in college and I grew long hair, and I felt that I looked a little better, but not to the point where someone wrote me love letters.

And I'm a top student, a student who is far away from the scumbags.

So I have no experience in receiving love letters, so I have never done less to help Li Baitian deliver love letters.

At the moment when I opened it, I actually thought about whether it was Li Baitian, but when I saw the words, I was disappointed. This word, although it is not very good-looking, can be read much more than Li Baitian's words.

Li Baitian's cursive handwriting, oops, don't mention it, it's ugly, and it can't describe the charm at all. It may be that I have a bad taste and can't appreciate it, and maybe I am a self-contained calligrapher in ancient times.

The content of the love letter reads, "Xue, if you do me a favor, just reply a few words, just reply a few words, otherwise those grandsons will laugh at me." Help, please, please, three grams of oil outside Ruima to eat. ”

Signed: Yuan Ze.

I didn't know what they were doing, and I wasn't interested in figuring it out, so I tore up the letter and threw it in the trash when nothing happened.

Yuan Ze wrote to me, I don't know who coaxed me, but I guess the person who started the coaxing, I didn't expect Yuan Ze to write like this. And when Yuan Ze wrote this, he didn't expect me to be so ignorant of fireworks in the world, and I didn't serve at all.

Two days later, I met Li Baitian at the door of the cafeteria, and I was about to come out for dinner, and he was about to go in to eat.

He grabbed me and asked, "Why don't you reply to Lao Yuan?"

I said, "What faith?"

"No, you didn't receive it?"

I didn't pretend to be stupid with him, and lowered my eyes, "Got it, what's wrong?"

"Then why don't you come back?"

"I don't want to go back. ”

I didn't bother to look at him, I wanted to leave. Li Baitian stopped me and said, "Why did people offend you?"

Alas, I was upset, I said, "I can't help but reply if I don't offend, why do I have to reply, what does it have to do with me when he writes about him." ”

He said, "He likes you." ”

I glared at Li Baitian again, this time I really ignored him and ran in a hurry.

"Hey, Zhou Wenxue, Zhou Wenxue?"