I don't know why, but it makes me feel sick.

Although I'm a good student, it's not that I can't understand early love, how normal it is, don't I have a crush myself? I also don't hate students who openly fall in love, and sometimes I feel quite interesting and a little envious when I listen to my classmates talk about myself and my boyfriend.

But when Yuan Ze wrote to me, I was disgusted, and I was very irritable when I thought about it.

Some people feel happy as long as someone likes them, whether you like them or not. Of course, there are people like me, who like someone in their hearts, and anyone who likes them except him likes himself and hates them to death.

And I think how can Li Baitian be like this, he did such a thing with me, how can he still come and ask me such things. Could it really be that I was wrong, that in his eyes, it was nothing?

But it was my first time, the first time in my life.

I'm also starting to hate Li Baitian a little, I originally thought that if I didn't do it, it would be over, but now I resent him a little, I think he was like a thief, he stole my treasure, and he didn't admit it.

Wang Meili once said to me in a daze, "The best way to get rid of it is to transcend." ”

I know this very well.

For example, in study, if a classmate bites his score very tightly, he will treat you as an opponent, and even jealous of you and make trouble for you. When one day, your results reach a point where he thinks he will never be able to touch again, he will no longer use you as an opponent, but worship as a god.

I like Li Baitian, and he doesn't like me, and the fact that he helped Yuan Ze ask questions is enough to prove that he doesn't like me. So I want to get rid of Li Baitian, get rid of this bad mood, since we are not in the same world, then I have to occupy a very high position in my own world, let him know how good I am.

So I studied harder. Who said that early love is a bad influence and will delay learning, this is completely different from person to person. But it's probably because I've never really fallen in love with Li Baitian, and I haven't had the opportunity to waste my studies because of love.

In the final exam, I rushed from sixth to second in the class, and I ranked in the top ten in my grade. I am very satisfied with this result, the first in our class is a great god, I can only worship.

The school posted photos of the top 10 in the award column, and I wore a shirt that I thought was beautiful and went to the photo studio to take pictures.

I think Li Baitian might have seen it, and when he saw it, what would he think?

The summer vacation of the second year of high school is very short, only two weeks, and after two weeks, we have to go back to school for tutoring. I also know that after the start of the next semester, I may not be able to see Li Baitian, because their art students have to go out to study, and they will not be in school for a long time until the end of the art exam.

That's it, since junior high school, our road has gone farther and farther.

Then one day during the summer vacation, Li Baitian called my landline at home. I asked him where he got the phone number, and he said, "I found it in the classmate's directory." ”

My family has been on the phone relatively early, and my family conditions are not bad, anyway, my father is enough to support me and my mother, so that we don't have a worse life than others. Mom doesn't do anything at home, but she takes good care of the family and is a good housekeeper.

Two years ago, I wrote my phone number in my classmates' directory and hoped that he would come to me, and this wish has only now come true.

Li Baitian said, "Come out and eat with us." ”

"With whom?" I couldn't help but wonder.

He said: "Just a few of our brothers, and the sixth brother is also there. ”

He deliberately mentioned this sixth brother Yuan Ze, so I was even more reluctant to go, I said I wouldn't go, Li Baitian was inking on the phone. But I didn't really mean to hang up the phone, and the first time I called him, I was reluctant to feel this feeling, and I wanted to feel more and listen carefully to his voice.

Then I think Li Baitian's voice is also quite magnetic. It's a little low, but it's not the kind of middle-aged and elderly heavy lowness, anyway, in my heart, it's different from everyone else.

At that time, we had a public phone on our side, and it cost six cents a minute. Li Baitian gave me nine yuan for a full fifteen minutes.

Fifteen minutes was enough to pull us into a two-month cool-down relationship, and I still packed up and went out, casually dressed.

The first time I went out to eat with my classmates, I used to go shopping with Wang Meili, and it didn't count as eating at a small stall.

They want to drink, but Li Baitian doesn't drink, he doesn't drink, and he blushes when he takes a small sip. My buddy said that if you don't know how to drink, you have to drink, if you are a man, you have to practice, or how to mix in society in the future.

Then I gritted my teeth to help him stop the wine. I think I'll be fine drinking this, and the girls on our side can drink a little bit of alcohol.

I was sitting next to Li Baitian, and Yuan Ze was probably on the opposite side, and I still hated to see Yuan Ze. But Yuan Ze hasn't harassed me since the letter was fruitless, and it should have passed.

We ate at an open-air barbecue near the school, a large white plastic round table, a table of dishes. This season, after dark, their business is very good, because it is close to the school, and many students with conditions will occasionally come to eat and get together.

I watched the wine in the wine glass in front of Li Baitian, and little by little, everyone drank two or three bottles, and he hadn't finished half a glass yet, so he only took a sip every time, pretending.

When everyone was talking, Li Baitian bent his arms and whispered to me, "You see my arms are red." ”

He drank a little anyway, and his whole body looked red, and I said, "Sissy." ”

Li Baitian was not convinced, glared and said, "I am a real man!"

I repeat, "Sissy." ”

He looked anxious and said lightly, "Don't you know yet?"

My face flushed, and then the two of us tacitly stopped talking.

But I did see Li Bai's innocent side of a man today, which is fighting. People are not reckless teenagers, Li Baitian is a scumbag hooligan, if he hasn't fought, he would be embarrassed to pee in the men's toilet.

When we were eating, Li Baitian's enemies came, and it was those few sports who lost to Li Baitian last time because of their strength. What kind of characters are sports students, people pay attention to blood, pay attention to the knife to beg for life, and they must fight when they meet enemies.

And sports students are generally tall, big, long-armed, and long-legged.

The sports student came to our table and said, "Li Baitian, eat." ”

Li Baitian didn't stand up either, lowered his eyes, "Well, why don't you sit down and ...... together" glanced at it, and said in a contemptuous tone, "Ah, there are too many of us to stuff it." ”

That man was not happy, there were only three of them, and there were seven of us on our side, including my woman.

Li Baitian is choking, which means that there are many of us, so we should move away with interest.

He said, "What's the matter, don't you think we can't call someone, if it weren't for our eldest brother going out with Liu Shuyu, hehe......"

Liu Shuyu, isn't it the same table as Li Baitian before. Oh, Li Baitian's lesbian table, in my eyes, it seems that I have to be a little ambiguous with him. The main thing is that he likes to provoke people, unless he looks too ugly, or he will lead the left and right, and if you don't pull other people's pigtails, you don't look enthusiastic.

Li Baitian glanced at his enemy, his eyes were even more disdainful, and he didn't bother to say a word.

This person was even more unhappy by Li Baitian's arrogant attitude, and turned his head to look at me, "Ouch, who is this girl, isn't this a good student, yo, it wasn't you on the rostrum last time." ”

Hmph, that's right, it's really me on the rostrum, thanks to your old eyes, you can still remember this.

Li Baitian will be arrogant, I naturally want to follow the arrogance, and I ignore him.

The sports student was too rude and dishonest, so he pushed me on the shoulder a little, "Why don't you ignore people and talk to you?"

There was a hint of hatred in his tone.

I wrinkled my brows and glanced at him, Li Baitian turned around quickly, and his tone was heavy, "Where do you put your hand!"

This guy just wanted to fight, so he reached out and pushed Li Baitian's shoulder, "I'll just let it go, I'll let it go, what's wrong, I'll let it go." ”

Li Baitian glared.

I don't know what I think exactly, so silently and silently, I stuffed a beer bottle into Li Baitian's hand. Li Baitian didn't even lower his head, touched the wine bottle I stuffed, and knocked the bottle on the man's head.

Sports students, iron physique, you can't die if you knock it, and the bottle will burst. And then they fought.

From the side of the dining table to the side of the road, I still sat firmly at the dining table, looked at it for a while, and looked very calm. These young people fought, and they all had a trapeze-like formation, because Li Baitian and they were numerous, so they had no intention of suffering at all.

After beating the sports students away, Brother Li Baitian continued to come back to eat, and I was quietly eating a quick chicken at this time.

Li Baitian sat down and asked me in the tone of a special man: "I didn't scare you." ”

Every time they finished a fight, they felt that their father was dead.

I gnawed on the bones and shook my head, Li Baitian and his brothers began to brag at the wine table, mainly scolding those sports students, saying that they were looking for trouble, and they didn't know what to do.

After scolding enough, Li Baitian glanced left and right and said suspiciously, "Oh, where did that wine bottle come from?"

Then he turned his head to see me, I spit out the chicken bone in my mouth, and said calmly, "I gave it to you." ”

Li Baitian glared, speechless, and gave me a very solemn thumbs up.

"Cow! ”