075 You don't love him enough

I think Li Baitian is a bit naΓ―ve in this matter, is it possible to see that Yuan Ze and I are in pairs, he feels that he is alone and has no face?

I don't think Li Baitian should have done such a childish thing.

Li Baitian was born with a shallow stomach and couldn't see disgusting things. In the early years, these toilets were not up to par with technology, and they were particularly difficult to pass when they were blocked, and they made him sick for a while, and they always couldn't be opened.

He wanted to find a towel to wrap his face and plug his nose, like a thief. I said, "What's there, it's not all eaten in and pulled out, when it's in your stomach, why don't you feel nauseous." ”

Li Baitian's mouth was wrapped under the towel, and he whimpered, "I have to pull this myself, so I don't feel disgusting." ”

I looked at him sideways and asked, "You can't smell it when you're wrapped like this?"

"Hmm. He snorted.

I'm also very generous, "Oh, then I'll fart." ”

Li Baitian ignored me, I was really anxious to go to the toilet, I suffocated. Because I didn't want to pollute my room, I was going to leave this fart in the toilet and leave when I was done, but I didn't expect it to be a loud fart.

Li Baitian threw away the leather in his hand, turned his head and took off the towel on his face, glared at me and asked, "Why don't you have so much bad taste when you are with Yuan Ze!"

After saying that, he smelled the smell and hurriedly covered his nose and made a painful expression.

"Forehead......" I was stunned, "I'm sorry......"

Turned his head and walked out of the toilet.

Li Baitian stopped me, I Zhou Wenxue is also a person, I will eat, shit and fart, sleep and talk in my sleep, and occasionally grind my teeth. But I'm really not like this in front of Yuan Ze, I'm not like this in front of my mother, only in front of Li Baitian, I have nothing to say, I want to fart directly, and I don't have the idea of avoiding it at all.

Obviously, if you care about a person, you will be more concerned about the image in front of him, and I am so generous to Li Baitian, I shouldn't say that I don't care about him at all, but what is the reason?

When I was struggling with this problem, the phone came to the phone, and when I was saying goodbye to the phone, there was a flushing sound from the toilet, ah, this toilet is finally open!

Li Baitian came out of the toilet, looked down to see if he was splashed with filth, and listened to me speaking English on the phone, with a look of disdain.

"...... with that fake foreign devil"

I hurriedly put my finger between my lips to silence Li Baitian. After talking to the other end of the phone, he hung up the phone and walked to Li Baitian with a smile.

I took his arm. Rafa, a special girlfriend, is dragging his two hands, eager to shake up, I understand, it turns out that I take Li Baitian as a girlfriend.

Sure enough, when I was in front of Wang Meili, I didn't care about the image.

I was so excited, I said, "The school has made an appointment with me for an interview, and I have passed the materials, and I will have an interview soon!"

"What an interview. Li Baitian looked at me the same, and his tone was a little low.

I looked into his eyes with a twinkle, "Study abroad, a phone interview to study abroad." ”

Li Baitian frowned, looked at my hand holding him, and I also looked down, only to see Li Baitian's big shorts with a particularly conspicuous color. Well, he's not wearing clothes.

I hurriedly let go of my hand, and Li Baitian went to get his pajamas and said, "You still want to go abroad?"

"Hmm. ”

"Aren't you all right with Yuan Ze?"

"What does it matter if I go abroad?" I asked as a matter of course.

Li Baitian glanced at me, "You two are in a long-distance relationship?"

"What's the matter, I've been here for years anyway. I said.

Li Baitian pursed his lips and smiled reluctantly, and said, "It's different." ”

"It's different. ”

As a love expert, Li Baitian chatted with me, he said: "You used to be separated, there was no connection and no contradictions, that is because you are not together, there is no need to interfere in each other's affairs, and there is no opportunity to create contradictions." But now that you're together, a lot of contradictions follow. ”

"For example?"

"For example, at that time, if a good girl appeared next to Yuan Ze, you would bless him and encourage him, if one appeared now, how would you feel?"

Oh Mom, that's what happened, I sat down and asked, "Then what do you say?"

Li Baitian frowned and asked me, "You must go abroad?"

"I figured it out. "I was a little determined.

Li Baitian said, "Then you still don't love him enough." ”

I said, "What does this have to do with whether I love or not, when my dad worked on his own in Z City for four years, my mother took me there, isn't it okay?"

"What are you doing to survive, to let you live with your mother?" asked Li Baitian.

I was stunned again, what am I for, I am for personal development, I want to further my education in order to pursue the ideal of development, my dad is for my mother and me, and I want to leave, not for Yuan Ze.

I didn't speak, and Li Baitian said again, "So you still don't love him enough." ”

After Li Baitian finished speaking, he left, and I fell into a new deep thought. His point may be that if you love someone, you will be willing to stay by someone's side. I don't have to go abroad to survive, I can still look for a job, or go to graduate school or within the country, even though I have already missed my exams this year.

I carefully weighed it in my heart, between accompanying Yuan Ze and going abroad, I was obviously inclined to the latter. Does this really prove that I don't love him anymore, I have found some reasons for myself.

First, I've only been abroad for a year, second, I'm not the kind of person who sees love as the most important thing, and third...... There is no third, and the third is just because I want to.

I don't even have so much reluctance towards Yuan Ze, maybe it's because he reassures me too much, maybe it's because I went abroad in August, and it's still a long time before now, and it's not time to feel reluctant.

My love with Yuan Ze is still tepid, and we will basically meet as long as we have the opportunity. After the phone interview, no matter what the result is, I am relieved, I don't have to gnaw on books and do research so endlessly, and now I just need to deal with some materials in advance.

Yuan Ze still occasionally takes me out to play, anyway, our relationship is very relaxed, not grandiose, and no one is in the way of disturbing.

Walking by a small lake, I looked at Yuan Ze's back, thinking about Li Baitian's "I don't love him". I really can't figure out if I love him or not, or maybe I really don't know what love is.

I made a few analogies in my heart, if I encounter danger now, let me choose to die and Yuan Ze to die, I will choose to let him live. If Yuan Ze doesn't like me anymore and wants to break up with me, I will feel sad. If other girls get too close to him, I'll be jealous.

These analogies should be enough, so why bother to use love and non-love to characterize.

Yuan Ze looked back at me, smiled at me, came to hold my hand, and said, "My dad said that my mother's liver is not very good, she has been hospitalized in the past two days, and I may have to go back recently." ”

"Well, it's not serious, is it?" I asked.

Yuan Ze shook his head, "I can't say it, it's not very good all the time, I haven't paid attention to it for many years." ”

"That'...... Do you want me to go back with you?" I asked.

Yuan Ze thought for a while, "I thought about whether I didn't need to, after all, it was to see a doctor, and you might not be able to help much, if there was nothing wrong, I would be back in a few days." I'll call you again for the rest. ”

"Well, good. ”

I still have a good impression of Yuan Ze's parents, they belong to the same category as my parents, they are real ordinary boss surnames, unlike Li Baitian's family, where the personalities of my parents and sisters are all harder.

They fought in the business field, and we, the little people, were smoothed out in life, which was somewhat different.

Of course, I hope that Yuan Ze's mother is okay, and I hope that people all over the world are healthy and all the best. But the older we get, the more we should understand the impermanence of the world and always be prepared for some changes.

Yuan Ze is gone, it doesn't have much impact on me, I still have to live every day, it's nothing more than that at night, when I usually date Yuan Ze, I'm a little bored.

When I'm bored, I can go and chat with Wang Meili and bring her food.

That day, I was wandering on the road, carrying a pancake fruit in my hand, which I was going to send to Wang Meili, and received a call from Li Baitian.

He asked me, "Where are you?"

"Wandering around, what are you doing?"

"Can you come to the Second Courtyard?"

At this time, it was already dark, I was not very far from the second courtyard, I remember that Qiuqiu lived in the second courtyard, I asked, "What happened to that child?"

"No, no, it's me. Li Baitian said.

"What's wrong with you?" I was a little excited.

Li Baitian, "Oops, I picked up the money......"

"Huh?"

"Hey no, are you free, you can come over when you are free, forget if you are free!"

I'm free, there is still some time before Wang Meili gets off work, and I'm the most free one now. With a sense of curiosity, I still went to the second courtyard.

The situation is that Li Baitian came to the hospital to watch Qiuqiu, and picked up an envelope in the green area, there was money in the envelope, and he didn't know what to do, so he sat in place and waited, and after waiting for two hours, no one came to look for it. But he can't wait to die, he still has his own things to do, so he plans to wait for someone else.

I approached him and asked, "How much?"

Li Baitian took the envelope to me and said, "I didn't count it, five or six thousand." ”

"Why don't you hand it over to the doorman?"

Li Baitian said that he couldn't trust the doorman at all, and I said, "Then give Uncle 1 to the police?"

Li Baitian, "You really think that now is the time when I picked up a penny on the side of the road, so don't you ask the police to inspect Uncle 1 for a drink?"

This situation is not ruled out, the main denomination of five or six thousand is a bit embarrassing, and we don't know how the police will deal with it.

Li Baitian is a mixture of black and white, and of course he is a little distrustful of them.

I thought about it for a while and said, "Otherwise, you can take the money yourself, and then see if there is anything good to do, and then donate it to the owner." ”

Li Baitian shook his head, his face was very serious, he said: "Forget about other places, I picked it up in the hospital, I can't say what this money is for, maybe it's someone's life-saving money, you said you donated it if you helped people donate, why are you so kind." ”