076 I didn't have a good heart
When he said this, Li Baitian's expression was very serious, and it was night again, he was sitting in the rest chair of the hospital, holding the envelope in his hand, and from time to time he looked left and right to see if there was anyone who came to look for lost property.
I can't help but be impressed by this look. This is a very responsible performance, and when I say that he is good at collecting money, he may say that he doesn't value this little money at all. I don't necessarily see this money, but I mainly keep it by myself, and I feel uneasy.
But if it were for me, I wasn't sure I could wait that long, I might hand it over to the security guard or the police officer, and then what would happen to me after that, I wasn't sure, but at least I was reassured.
And Li Baitian is really not thinking about himself, he is thinking about the feeling of losing his master, and in this regard, he is more virtuous than me.
Li Baitian's noble character infected me, and made me think about it, and I asked him, "Isn't there something wrong with you?"
Li Baitian seemed to remember and said, "Yes, I'm going to pick up my grandmother and go home, and she burned incense." This old lady ran to burn incense and worship Buddha. ”
What time is it, Li Baitian has probably been delayed for a long time, his parents and sister are also running around, and the whole family has not stopped, it seems that it is an attribute inherited three lifetimes ago.
I took the envelope and said, "Then you go, I'll wait here." ”
Li Baitian called me over, isn't that what he wants? He's also in a hurry to leave, so there's no nonsense, this is a hospital anyway, although the lights are blind, but the security should be good, don't worry much.
Just as I was about to leave, Li Baitian saw the pancake fruit in my hand, "Who is this for?"
"I was going to find Wang Meili. I replied.
Li Baitian was not polite, took the pancake fruit in my hand, opened the plastic bag and took a bite, "Let's go." ”
It seems that I didn't eat dinner either.
He just walked away, looking a little funny as he walked with his head down and biting on the pancake fruit. Who would have thought that this man would have a net worth of more than 100 million, a wealthy and noble son, and live such a simple and unpretentious life.
Looking at the back of him leaving, I suddenly felt very warm, and the early spring night didn't feel so cold.
The tip of the nose is small, breathing fresh air, there is a feeling of being close to the air, the night is very good today, the moon in the sky is big round, and a row of peaceful and stable feelings.
But every room in the hospital was brightly lit, and while I was alone and enjoying the peace here, I didn't know how many people were suffering from the pain.
So I suddenly felt very happy and lucky, at least I didn't lose money.
From time to time, people would pass by on the path, and I always looked at them with my eyes open, hoping that the next one would be the owner who came to look for the money, but after passing through one after another, I gradually became disappointed.
I think when I was a child, Li Baitian was also in this mood, he couldn't send money, he would be in such a mood.
Really, if it weren't for Li Baitian's influence, I might have casually found someone who thought he was reliable to explain, and I didn't have the determination to die here.
Yuan Ze called me and said that his mother's condition seemed to be a bit serious, liver cirrhosis, and the medical level at that time was not as good as now, and when it came to liver cirrhosis, it was enough to make people discolored.
Yuan Ze said that it was not too late to find out, and he could control it for the time being, so I don't have to worry, but I could hear it, and there was inevitably a trace of sadness in his tone. Because of this thing, if it worsens, it means that his mother may not have a few years left.
I tried to comfort him, but it felt like a cool thing to say, so in order not to worry him, he asked me where I was, and I said I was at home.
I hung up the phone like this and lied to Yuan Ze again, I feel guilty, but there is really no malice.
From seven o'clock to almost ten o'clock, nearly three hours passed, and still no one came to look for the money, and I suspect that the person who lost the money does not know where he left it, or has not found it at all?
After Li Baitian sent off his grandmother, he called me and knew that I was still waiting in this place, so he came back with hot milk tea.
We continued to sit in the chair and wait, and I waited with him.
"Go back. When he spoke, there was still a faint smell of pancake fruit in his mouth, and I shook my head with the pearl in my mouth.
"Why are you reluctant to let me go?" Li Baitian put on a mocking gesture.
I said, "No, you're bored, I've been waiting here for hours, and I know what it's like." ”
Li Baitian smiled and said, "Anyway, I'll be fine tomorrow." ”
"Neither did I. ”
He suddenly turned to look at me, "Then you will wait with me for the night?"
One night...... It's quite torturous to think about, but I'm not afraid of anything else, I just feel a little cold, and it will be even colder when the wind blows at night, and I'm afraid of catching a cold.
I said, "Then if I have something to do here, will you accompany me?"
"Accompany, must accompany. ”
"Why?"
"You are a woman here, how can I rest assured. Li Baitian replied casually.
I didn't think about anything, and complained, "Now treat me as a woman." ”
Li Baitian suddenly glanced at me again and smiled a little bitterly, "It's always been." ”
I was stunned, I always felt that this smile was a little intriguing, but I couldn't answer anything. So he crossed his legs in his chair and looked around.
Li Baitian cleared his throat and asked, "Are you cold?"
I honestly replied, "Sort of." ”
In general movies or in the world, isn't it time to change a man to take off his coat and give it to a woman, but who is this, this is Li Baitian, hey.
He nodded, zipping up his clothes, "Me too." ”
I looked at him with disgust, and couldn't help but say, "Rely on Li Baitian, you deserve to have no girlfriend!"
Li Baitian hugged his arms and the old peasant seemed to tremble twice, and he looked very disdainful, "As far as you said, taking off your clothes is what your boyfriend does, and I'm not your boyfriend." ”
I said, "yes, I've been waiting with you for so long, and your future girlfriend will have to thank me for helping her do such a big thing." Alas, what kind of girlfriend are you going to have to find in the future?"
Li Baitian was still trembling, "I don't know, what do you think?"
I thought about it, I don't know, as simple as Xiaoqing, I think she can't suppress Li Baitian, she is as charming as Gu Lan, and I feel that the experience is too complicated for a woman, not suitable for Li Baitian.
I said, "You can only find Wang Meili like that, do it, the two of you do it together, how lively it will be that day." ”
Li Baitian sighed and said, "Actually, there is nothing wrong with Wang Meimei, she is just a little girl with no bad heart and no brains. ”
Although Li Baitian usually has a very bad attitude towards Wang Meili, it is because Wang Meili has a bad attitude towards him, and he himself actually has no prejudice against Wang Meili. He is a person who treats others as he treats, even if he doesn't care in his heart, he has to pretend to be careful on the surface, this is his habit of being a man.
He continued, "Actually, I've seen such a woman, and I think everything else is the same except for the skin on the surface, and the more I get to know it, the more I understand it, the more the same, aren't they all human, with seven emotions and six desires," and turned his head to look at me, looking very melancholy, "I don't think I'm interested in women anymore." ”
Although, although I despised this kind of behavior when Li Baitian was promiscuous, and hoped that he would change it, I definitely did not want him to change the Dharma like this, this was the rhythm of taking refuge in my Buddha.
I said, "The same is the same, but the feelings are getting along, you see the people who have passed on this road, except for the difference in appearance, there is no difference for us." But for some people, there is a difference, because there is a relationship that gets along, you don't get along with people, you don't have feelings, of course everyone is the same. ”
Li Baitian asked me, "How many years have we known each other?"
I didn't think much of it, and replied, "Eleven years, from the first time I saw you to now, eleven years." ”
"The first time you saw me?" Li Baitian was obviously not impressed.
I said, "Well, on that basketball court, you were wearing a red outfit and playing basketball by yourself and you were gone. ”
Li Baitian thought for a while and shook his head, "I don't remember." ”
Sure enough, I remembered him at first sight, but he had no impression of me at all. Getting along can get along with each other, but for some people, it's actually enough to get along at a glance.
"Eleven years," Li Baitian read this number with emotion, "It's almost half my life, except for my parents, grandmothers and sisters, you are the one who has known me for the longest time, it's not easy." ”
Yes, so do I.
Li Baitian continued, "Fortunately, Yuan Ze is my brother, otherwise if you marry someone in the future, I will be embarrassed to contact you again." ”
I was stunned for a moment, how did I feel a little awkward when I heard the word marriage.
I didn't reply, Li Baitian said, "Hey, what has Yuan Ze been busy with lately?"
"He's sick, cirrhosis. I replied.
Li Baitian sat upright and asked me, "Why didn't you go back to have a look?"
I said, "Do I have to go?"
Li Baitian said, "Of course, isn't that your mother?"
I licked my lips, "Gee, we're not there yet. ”
Li Baitian questioned, "Didn't you go in that direction?"
"yes. I replied.
Even Li Baitian knows that falling in love without the purpose of marriage is a hooligan, and Yuan Ze and I are definitely not playing hooligan with each other, but there is indeed a long way to go before we talk about marriage, at least I think so.
Li Baitian said again, "That's not over, isn't it a matter of time." ”
I said frankly, "The main reason is that I don't know what to do when I go, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to help and cause chaos in people's homes." ”
Li Baitian shook his head, "Then you still don't love him enough." ”
"How does this have anything to do with love or not. ”
Li Baitian: "You don't have anything to do, if you don't accompany him at this time, you just don't love him." ”
"Alas, I said Li Baitian, you did it on purpose, you always say in my ear that I don't love him, you want us to blow it, don't you? Why do I think you don't have a good heart?"