157. Freedom
The atmosphere in the ward was obviously a lot more embarrassing because of my words, after all, my aunt is an old Jianghu, hearing me say this, she smiled without changing her face, and went out under the excuse of saying a few words to Xiao Shaofeng.
The two of us were left facing each other, and the atmosphere was still stiff.
Xiao Shaofeng sighed helplessly, took my hand, pulled me to his side, and said with a smile: "What's wrong? ”
I looked at Xiao Shaofeng, who was pale, and then thought of the scene between my aunt and Zhang Xue not long ago, hesitated for a few seconds, and said with a smile: "Maybe I'm a little tired." ”
When Xiao Shaofeng heard me say this, he suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, his hand gently brushed the bangs in front of my forehead, and dropped a kiss on my forehead, saying, "I'm sorry, I didn't take care of you." ”
It has a relationship with you, and it's your old lady with a strong magnetic field, which makes me feel uneasy.
As the saying goes, it is difficult for a Qing official to cut off family affairs, not to mention that Xiao Daxia's wound has not healed, I thought about it, forget it, don't mention it for the time being.
After drinking the crucian carp soup and comforting Xiao Daxia to rest, I carried the thermos out of the ward, but what I didn't expect was that at the elevator entrance, I actually ran into my aunt.
Looking at the way she looks, she is obviously waiting for me.
"Xiaofei, I heard that there is a good teahouse nearby, why don't you accompany your aunt to sit there?"
She's got it all on the line, and I'm sure I'm going to get there. To be honest, it's not that I don't want to see her, but because from the bottom of my heart, I'm a little afraid of her.
Not to mention what happened at the airport back then, let's just say that the calm appearance of the slap she gave Zhang Xue today is enough to choke.
Lao Yang said, if the enemy does not move, I will not move. I followed her to tea, I still don't believe it, I haven't done anything, what can she do to me.
With this feeling of seeing death as home, my aunt and I went to a famous teahouse nearby, asked for a side hall, ordered a pot of Tieguanyin, and sat facing each other.
The antique ceramic tea ware was placed in front of us, probably not wanting outsiders to disturb, after entering the door, the aunt showed her attitude to the waiter, more than a dozen square meters of the hall, only the two of us.
My aunt looked at me calmly, stretched out her hand, and began to fiddle with the tea set in front of her. I know, she's making tea. Lao Yang also likes to fiddle with this set in front of his friends.
"You must know that a good pot of tea is closely related to the amount of tea leaves, the temperature of the water used to make the tea, and the water used. Just like people, whether a person can become a talent or not is also closely related to many objective conditions. Xiaofei, did you say that what Auntie said was right?"
I knew that today was not as simple as drinking tea, so I smiled and said, "Yes, Auntie is right." For example, this Tieguanyin, fragrant and elegant, fragrant and long-lasting, has seven bubbles of residual fragrance reputation, presumably with the environment in which it grows has a close connection. ”
When my aunt heard me say this, she smiled and said: "That's right, Tieguanyin is one of the top ten famous teas, which originated in Xiping Town, Anxi County, Quanzhou City, Fujian Province, and has a unique history of 'Guanyin rhyme'. ”
I glanced at my aunt quietly and snickered to myself. What's going on with the Xiao family, it's just a chat, as for quoting scriptures, is it a twist?
"Auntie is knowledgeable, Xiaofei has been taught. However, I thought, since Auntie came to me, it must not be as simple as drinking tea, right?" I looked at Auntie with a smile and said, "Auntie has something to say, I will listen to it." ”
My aunt's face was startled when she saw me so straightforward, but the look of surprise only lasted a few seconds before disappearing, and then she had a smile on her face.
"Xiaofei, Auntie used to think that you were a smart child. Auntie looked at me calmly and said, "Auntie also understands that you have been working silently for the past two years, and your hard work is in Auntie's eyes, and Auntie now agrees with you." ”
To be honest, I'm very happy to be recognized by others, but this form makes me feel that the other party is giving me a disadvantage.
"Shaofeng, this kid, has been rebellious since he was a child, and I have a lot of worries with his father. I can also see the changes in him in the past two years, and I know that it is all thanks to you," Auntie took a sip of Tieguanyin and said without being salty: "With your current ability, Auntie believes that you will be fine if you assist him." ”
Sure enough, being a mother is in the same mood, and at all times, she is centered on her son.
Could it be that Xiao Shaofeng wants to manage the government?
"Auntie, I don't understand what you're saying. I looked at my aunt suspiciously, and asked shamelessly.
The aunt, who was originally bowing her head to taste tea, suddenly raised her eyes and said calmly: "Xiaofei, I have already discussed the marriage between you and Shaofeng, and his father. After getting married, you will go back to Beijing with Shaofeng, as for the job, it doesn't matter if you don't do it, the family does not lack that little money. Shaofeng followed his father to study, and you, how about being a full-time wife?"
I looked at my aunt in surprise, and for a long time, I didn't say a word.
What age is this, she actually asked me to be a full-time wife? What about the career I have worked so hard for? Also, is it possible to go back to the imperial capital with Xiao Shaofeng that has to be blocked for an hour or two every day and has serious air pollution all year round?
Not to mention whether Lao Yang Lan Meiling agrees or not, as far as I personally sound, I feel awkward.
How good he Xiao Shaofeng is, I have to say that I seem to be selling myself into slavery. It's really, ridiculous.
But I don't want to say these things in front of my aunt, at least, Lao Yang has not allowed me to say such things to an elder in my education for so many years.
So I squeezed out a smile and said, "Auntie, I have your heart first." I can't promise you right now, though. ”
Auntie looked at me in surprise, and then showed a calm smile and said, "It's okay, Shaofeng's injury needs a period of time to recuperate, I think, this time is enough for you to consider." ”
In fact, I should understand that when I met Xiao Shaofeng, those conditions on him had been fixed, and I was satisfied because I could change some of them, but his family would not, what I had to do was to adapt.
It's just that right now, I can't get used to it.
Not being able to adapt to this arrogant attitude made me think that it was an honor to marry into a wealthy family, and I couldn't immediately give up my hard-working career and become a full-time wife. In fact, the life I want is very simple, like Lao Yang and Lan Meiling, who have lived most of their lives and still love each other.
It's just that I understand that this is difficult to achieve here in Xiao Shaofeng.
I need a little time to think about it.
After sending my aunt away, my heart was very blocked, and I knew that at this time, I couldn't talk to Xiao Shaofeng. After all, my opponents are his family, and I don't have any qualifications to make him give up on them, and I don't have the ability to do so.
I originally wanted to go to the hospital to see Lu Mochuan, but Lao Yang called me. As soon as I heard what he said, I rushed home.
"Girl, come back soon, your Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang are here. ”
I didn't dare to disclose what happened last night to the second elder in the family, because I was afraid that they would worry. I didn't expect Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang to come to the door, thinking of the last time they were at home, I immediately took a taxi and ran home.
Twenty minutes later, I finally got home. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang looking at me anxiously, I glanced at Lao Yang, and when I saw him making a look at me, I politely responded.
Sure enough, after Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang saw me sitting down, they immediately explained their intentions and wanted me to help Zhang Xue.
To be honest, emotionally, I sympathize with her. But rationally, I know that Zhang Xue is going to eat in prison is inseparable from Xiao Shaofeng's mother, and I am undoubtedly asking for trouble when I go to this troubled water at this time.
It's just that looking at Aunt Zhang's crying, I don't feel good in my heart, so I can only comfort them and say, "I can't help a lot in this matter, but I can find a friend to give it a try." ”
As soon as Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang heard me say this, they sent me to kneel. I looked at the expressions on their faces, and once again thought about what they had done the last time they came home, and I felt a sense of loss in my heart.
Humans are actually the most fickle animals.
Finally sent away Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang, and I was lying on the sofa alone in a daze. I just feel powerless and irritable.
Lao Yang learned that Xiao Shaofeng was stabbed because of me, and he didn't say anything, but he personally stewed the old hen soup.
I looked at his back, and then thought of Xiao Shaofeng's mother's face, after all, there was still a feeling of unease.
I just wanted a simple life, but I didn't expect it to become so complicated because of one person.
Yang Xiaofei, in the years to come, will you be able to endure this status quo? The answer is no.
To love someone, you can sacrifice everything for him. But there is only one thing I don't want to throw away. That's freedom.
ps: After some readers saw their father-in-law and mother-in-law, they thought that there was going to be a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law war. Actually, no, the purpose of writing this is mainly to illustrate a point. When we were young, we gave up everything for love, but when we were a little older, we would understand that love is very important, relatives are more important, and the most important thing is that no matter when and where, self-esteem and self-love are the first prerequisite for a girl to win respect. Because of limited experience, I don't know if I'll write that feeling, but do your best, and I hope my sisters will give me guidance if there are shortcomings. I'll make more corrections. Good night.