After a while, I sorted out my emotions, put the photos back in my wallet, and drove back on the road, but this time I went to the home of me and Bai Lu, I just moved with the personnel girls, and during the period after I moved with the personnel girls, I would often go back there to sit and sit, and after a long time, plus I had to take care of the children and busy with the company's affairs, I rarely went, and I almost never went in the past six months, and now I want to go back to see Bai Lu

After driving the car back downstairs and parking the car, I came upstairs, took out the key from my pocket, unlocked the door, and walked in, there was a smell of people living in the room, I was stunned, and found a half-eaten apple on the table in the living room, and there was a half-cut celery on the dining room board, I was startled, thinking that there was a burglar in the house, and quickly checked around, until I saw a painting of a child's graffiti on the terrace of the bedroom, I suddenly reacted, and the whole person couldn't help but be excited

I finally knew that Xiaoxiao lived there after coming to Shanghai, the personnel girls are really shrewd enough, she didn't give Xiaoxiao to rent a house, but arranged Xiaoxiao to the house where Bai Lu and I used to live, and if you rent a house, you need to provide identity proof, and you need to find out all kinds of procedures, and you don't need any procedures to live in our own house, and the location of this community is good, and there are many hospitals around you that can treat Xiaoxiao with chemotherapy, and kneel and beg for a hundred Du Du * songs

But I realized that I wasn't here once with the personnel lady a few days ago, when I opened the elevator door, I saw her head-on, and then we had a big fight, and I left, now I think of this, and suddenly understand why the personnel girl didn't care about anything at that time to drag me home, because Xiaoxiao was in this house at the time, if I came in, I would definitely be able to find Xiaoxiao, but at that time, I was just angry, and I didn't go inside, and then I left, and the personnel girl didn't go back all night, and it must be here to accompany Xiaoxiao

After sorting out the order of these, I reached out and picked up the painting on the terrace, the child's graffiti painting is very clumsy, but I can still see the content clearly, it is a woman lying on the hospital bed, it should be Xiaoxiao, looking at these, I suddenly realized that if the child Xiaoxiao gave birth to is me, then her child will be the oldest of my children, and now it should be almost four years old, I calculated it carefully, and I couldn't help but be startled in my heart, if it was right, I went to Hangzhou with Bai Lu to give birth during that time, Xiaoxiao may have just given birth to a child, and it is not yet a full moon

I jerked out the photo in my wallet, stared at Bai Lu's eyes on the photo, and always felt that she must have had a lot of secrets when she left, and I didn't tell me, and I was in a hurry, but there was nothing I could do

I turned the things in this house upside down, found many things, such as test sheets, dialysis sheets, and medical certificates, and even found a school certificate, I found that the personnel girls not only helped Xiaoxiao to treat her in Shanghai, but also helped her children enter kindergarten, and even gave her children a lot of stationery gifts, like a kind aunt

The more I watched, the more my heart was blocked, remembering that two days ago, I was so right, and the girl couldn't help but raise my hand and slap myself twice, and these two slaps went down and made me wonder, all kinds of signs in this room show that Xiaoxiao has not left for a long time, especially the apple on the table that has not been bitten twice, and the bite marks on it seem to be gnawed by Xiaoxiao's child, as well as the half-cut celery in the kitchen and the mobile phone charger in the bedroom that I didn't have time to take away

I suddenly realized that when the personnel girls left, they probably took Xiaoxiao away, thinking of this, I suddenly got up from the sofa, and immediately called Lao Zeng, and shouted on the phone, I know, I know

I was asked what you know

I said that from now on, we will investigate a group of three people, two women and a child, Hongling also took Xiaoxiao away when she left, Lao Zeng was stunned for a while, and I didn't understand, so I told him all the causes and consequences of the incident, and after listening to it, he yelled "Fuck, and then drove over, he checked it in this room, and found the ID card, bank card, and a photo of Xiaoxiao lying on the hospital bed

Lao Zeng handed me the photo, I looked at the photo, and smiled because of dialysis, my hair seemed to have fallen out, and I was wearing a cap on my head, and my face was sallow because of the long-term lesions, but her eyes were still bright, vivid and powerful, and my eyes were a little sour, Lao Zeng came over and patted me on the shoulder, and I said to him that it was okay, and my eyes were gray

Lao Zeng left without saying anything, I lay in this house, looking at the photo for a long time, I didn't sleep all night, at midnight, at twelve o'clock in the night, I sat on the terrace, through the wide window to see the moon in the sky, I stared at the bright moonlight, lowered my head, and was silent for a long time, all of a sudden, I felt unprecedentedly uncomfortable, the whole person seemed to be uncontrollable, feeling flustered, in a hurry, I quickly picked up the car keys, went downstairs and drove to the hospital, but after arriving at the hospital, the feeling of panic and shortness of breath disappeared

Just when I was standing in the emergency hall of the hospital at a loss, the ambulance suddenly pulled over several people who had been in the car accident, each of them was bloody, and I was uncomfortable to see, I turned around and went back to my car, I breathed a long sigh of relief, rubbed my chest, and felt not as painful as just now, at this time, Lao Zeng called me, and he said to me on the phone, you are there

I said I was just feeling sick and now what's wrong with being in front of the hospital

Lao Zeng said very solemnly on the phone, then you sit down, I have something to tell you

I had a bad omen, just when another ambulance came and a woman covered in blood came down from the car, and just as I noticed the woman who was being lifted out of the ambulance, she had been in a car accident on the phone

The news she just received was that Hong Ling encountered the scene of a serial car accident when she was on the elevated highway with a smile......

Before Lao Zeng finished speaking, I threw away the phone, pulled the car door, and rushed towards the ambulance, only to see the hospital's emergency personnel carry down from the car again, a bloody woman, the woman's arms held a little girl who was also covered in blood and crying, the woman's body was full of blood, and she couldn't see the appearance at all, but the cap next to her made me recognize her, it was Xiaoxiao, who disappeared for three years

At that moment, I suddenly understood why I was flustered and short of breath dozens of minutes ago, and why I was restless, it was because at that moment I felt telepathy from laughter and people

The first responders pushed the injured into the emergency room, I followed the door but was kicked out, I squatted there in despair, I didn't know what to do, more and more injured people were sent to the hospital, from time to time, the families of the injured rushed to the end, crying and wiping tears, and even reporters who rushed to the scene to interview the injured in this serial car accident, the scene was in chaos, only I was squatting in the corner alone, enduring the coldness of my body and the throbbing of my heart

I didn't cry like the aunt of the dead son, I didn't panic like the woman in the emergency room like my husband, my heart had already frozen, my tears had already dried up, I kept asking myself if I could suffer for them, if I died, could they be safe and happy for the rest of their lives, the answer was no, so no matter what became of them, I had to bear it, but my heart beat and the pain that re-permeated my whole body made me sweat profusely in the corner

At this moment, how I wish I could turn back the clock to a few days ago, I didn't go to read that QQ message, and I went back a few years ago, I didn't leave Xiaoxiao, time, fate, these tricking things, why let Bai Lu leave now, and now it is going to take away my Hongling and Xiaoxiao, I got up from the ground suddenly, regardless of the throbbing of my heart, the pain in my body, rushed to the emergency room, raised my head and looked at the sky, and looked at each other angrily, but I was dazed and found that the sky was exceptionally silent tonight, and the moon seemed to be several times bigger than usual, and my eyes couldn't be opened

I murmured white dew

And he fainted to the ground

When I woke up, half an hour later, I was stuck with glucose in my arm, Lao Zeng appeared in front of me and told me that the doctor said that I was too tired, and I hadn't eaten for a few days and nights, and my body was a little dehydrated, if he hadn't come over in time, I would have died outside the emergency room, and no one would have known

Lao Zeng sighed and didn't hide it, I said that this series of car accidents is very serious, there are dozens of injured, two have been confirmed to have died, and several nearby hospitals, medical systems have been paralyzed, I really don't know, but you can rest assured that there are no them in the two who died

After listening to Lao Zeng's words, I struggled to stand up, but Lao Zeng hurriedly came over, lifted the glucose bottle, and walked to the emergency room as I walked to the door, and as soon as I walked to the door, a nurse pushed open the door of the emergency room and the operating room, holding a little girl in her hand and coming out of it, the little girl's face and body were all covered with blood, and she couldn't see what she looked like, but her big black eyes were the same as a smile

The little girl turned her head to look at me as if she felt my gaze, my hair was greasy, dirty, and I still had hanging bottles in my hands, but my eyes were full of tears, and I knew that the little girl in front of me must be my child and Xiaoxiao

My lips trembled, and a tear slid down the corner of my eye, and I would never have imagined that the first time I met my own daughter, it would be like this