As soon as this thought came out, my whole person stood in place like a lightning strike, and my heart was unprecedentedly flustered, if this is the case, then the people who have been hiding from me to see are not just laughing, and I have been wondering if she is cheating, and even maliciously stalking her, I suddenly understand why the personnel girl keeps mentioning divorce to me again, in fact, she doesn't want to divorce me, but Xiaoxiao, now like that, sooner or later I will know, I know that after that, according to my character, I will definitely take care of Xiaoxiao at all costs, and then what is between me and her, and Xiaoxiao also gave me a child, the relationship is complicated, even if the personnel girls don't want to be in it, they don't want to have it in itA lot of entanglements, so the personnel girls wrote this divorce agreement after countless thoughts, and made the best and worst plans, and during this time, she has been negotiating with Xiaoxiao, that QQ is the result of her special application, I found that QQ, after all kinds of suspicions, she made her completely determined to divorce me

Holding this heavy agreement in my hand, I couldn't help but look up at the wedding photos hanging in our room, on the photos, my expression was cramped, and the women were also a little nervous, her eyes were shy, it was so innocent, but I chose not to believe her after only finding a little clue, she even insulted her like that after getting drunk, she said those ugly words, if she didn't have good intentions, why bother with me, she had no relatives with Xiaoxiao, why bother to help Xiaoxiao, she sued me directly and sued me in court, everything was hers after the divorce, I went out of the house, but she not only didn't do that, but also secretly contacted Xiaoxiao, she must have wanted to help Xiaoxiao tide over the difficulties, and solve the previous suspicion between the two of us, and the intoxicating chapter is small.It's said that it's in the hey ~ smoke ~ grid

I raised my hand and slapped myself in the face, what a fucking bastard I have to be to be such a pussy

In the evening, the nanny who was taking care of the winter solstice in the hospital called and said that the winter solstice had a fever again, and the condition seemed to be aggravated, and the doctor asked me to hurry over

After arriving at the hospital, the jade girl was handed over to the nanny to take care of herself, and when she came to the attending doctor's office of the winter solstice, the attending doctor saw me coming, and told me with a serious face that the body temperature of the winter solstice had risen again this afternoon, and after doing several laboratory tests, I found that the symptoms of the winter solstice were in the lungs, and my heart was tight, and I immediately asked the doctor anxiously: "What do you mean?"

The doctor's tone was a little heavy, and after our preliminary judgment, it was pediatric pneumonia

As soon as I heard this, I was immediately frightened, but the doctor comforted me and said, don't worry, pediatric pneumonia is a common disease in infants and young children, although your child's condition was discovered relatively late, but it is not life-threatening, but you may need to be in an isolation room, I have a few documents here that you need to sign, and then we will transfer him to the ward

I signed my name on the several documents taken out by the doctor, and watched the winter solstice being transferred from the general ward to the isolation ward by the doctor, and the nanny on the side comforted me after hearing about it, and said that her child also had pediatric pneumonia when she was a child, and it would be fine in a week, and the jade girl in the nanny's arms opened her eyes wide and called the winter solstice in the ward: brother, brother

Listening to the voice of the jade girl, my fists clenched tightly in my heart, but I suddenly remembered what Radish had said, could it be that the name of the milk was changed to the golden wind of the winter solstice, is it really a demon like a demon, otherwise why would he have never been sick Why would he get sick after the personnel girls just left, looking at the little winter solstice who was put on a ventilator in the ward, the corners of my eyes were hot, and I quickly turned my back and sent a text message to the personnel girls with red eyes: You are there, come back quickly, Winter Solstice is sick

This message is naturally like the previous ones, I asked the nanny to take the jade girl home to rest, and I myself accompanied the winter solstice outside the hospital ward for a night after the nanny came over the next morning, I went back to the house and checked all the things that might find the clues of the girl, especially her computer, but unfortunately I didn't find what I was looking for

Just when I was at a loss, Lao Zeng suddenly called me, and he told me excitedly on the phone that he had found Hong Xihua

At that time, I didn't sleep for a few days and nights, I only felt dizzy in front of my eyes, almost fell, and after stabilizing my mind, I immediately drove to the place where Lao Zeng was, and after meeting, Lao Zeng told me that he didn't find Xiaoxiao through the official yesterday, and then tried to change the curve of thinking to save the country, he found the company that Xiaoxiao joined after leaving Shanghai, and then found Xiaoxiao's friends step by step, and then found her place of work, until finally contacted a girlfriend of Xiaoxiao, and then got the exact news of Xiaoxiao

The best friend told Lao Zeng that almost half a year ago, Xiaoxiao suddenly began to move uncertainly, and then borrowed money from her a few times, she knew that Xiaoxiao had just given birth to a child, life was more difficult, and she called tens of thousands of dollars before and after, three months ago, Xiaoxiao suddenly asked her to meet, and after meeting, she would return the tens of thousands of yuan owed to her, and then disappeared after saying a bunch of words

After listening to Lao Zeng's words, I hurriedly asked anxiously: Then do you know where Xiaoxiao is now?

Lao Zeng's eyes were a little hesitant, and he took a deep breath and said: I followed this clue and looked down, and found that when she disappeared three months ago, she may have contacted Hongling when she disappeared, and she was in Hangzhou at that time, and after contacting Hongling, she may have come to Shanghai, and the trace was completely cut off after arriving in Shanghai, but it is undeniable that Hongling has always known where she is, and has been helping her life

After saying this, Lao Zeng may be afraid that I hate personnel in my heart, so he persuaded me that personnel women are also good to me, I nodded and said that I know, I want to find them quickly, the two of them now, Lao Zeng nodded and said to me, the detective just contacted him, and the results will be available as soon as tomorrow morning

Looking at Lao Zeng's gaze, I could only nod silently, Lao Zeng smiled and comforted me, I said, don't be too anxious, you should eat, otherwise when you really find them, you will be busy, I nodded and left from Lao Zeng, I wanted to listen to Lao Zeng's words to eat something, but I found a restaurant to sit down, but I found that I had no appetite at all, I asked for a noodle, and I checked out and left without eating two bites

Driving aimlessly on the streets of Shanghai, looking at the neon skyscrapers on both sides of the car window, I don't know where my future is, Bai Lu passed away, leaving two children, I married the personnel lady, she gave me another child, and now disappeared for more than three years, Xiaoxiao suddenly came out, not only gave birth to a child for me, but also got seriously ill

I don't know how to face the two of them, and I don't know what to do after finding the two of them, to be honest, although the relationship between me and Xiaoxiao is the shortest, the relationship between us is probably the most sincere and unforgettable, after all, she is my first woman, but in the past few years, I really don't know what will happen to her when she appears in front of me again, especially now that I have a wife and more than one child

I suddenly took out my mobile phone and made a call to Lao Zeng as if I thought of something, and asked Lao Zeng on the phone: What cities have Xiaoxiao been to since leaving Shanghai

Lao Zeng thought about it on the phone for a while and said: Didn't I tell you that I went to Shenzhen first and then went to Hangzhou

I hurriedly asked: Hangzhou in the specific year

Lao Zeng hesitated for a moment and said, "Why are you asking this?"

I said anxiously: I am useful

Lao Zeng had no choice but to say, I'll help you check

After saying that, Lao Zeng hung up the phone for a few minutes, called me back, told me and laughed, after leaving Shanghai four years ago, he arrived in Hangzhou in Shenzhen, and then lived in the West Lake District of Hangzhou, and after listening to Lao Zeng's words, I asked in disbelief, so that is to say, when I accompanied Bai Lu to Hangzhou three years ago to give birth, she was also in Hangzhou at that time

Listening to me ask this, Lao Zeng suddenly came to his senses and immediately yelled I fuck, and then hurried to be sure that she must have been in Hangzhou at that time, and then Lao Zeng followed up and asked, will you not see her three years ago, my thoughts can't help but go back to the time when Bai Lu and I first arrived in Hangzhou three years ago, Bai Lu painted the portrait related to Xiaoxiao, I don't know how to answer Lao Zeng's question, I can only say that I will talk to you again after hanging up the phone, my heart is still full of doubts

Back then, Bai Lu inexplicably said that she dreamed of Xiaoxiao and described it so like, I always thought that Bai Lu had hit a ghost, but I didn't expect that Xiaoxiao was in Hangzhou at that time, but then again, Xiaoxiao in Hangzhou does not mean that Bai Lu has seen her, even if Bai Lu has seen her, it does not mean that Bai Lu knows her, and after such a causal relationship, how does Bai Lu know what Xiaoxiao looks like, I can't help but fall into deep fear

Moonlight never seemed to be able to penetrate this oppressive steel cage

The future is so extravagant in this reinforced concrete city

I drove as if I couldn't see the road ahead, and when I looked up, I could never see the blue sky

My memory seems to return to the desert of Nevada, USA, the scene when the rocket was launched, the white dew seemed to carry the rocket, left this world with all the secrets, and threw all the suffering and troubles in the world to me, and she turned into the moon to illuminate the night, and at the same time, I had nowhere to hide the darkness in my heart

I parked the car on the side of the road, took out my wallet, and there was a photo of Bai Lu behind the photo of the girls, I stared at this somewhat wrinkled photo, stroked her white face with my fingertips, opened my mouth and asked her, "Bai Lu, your spirit in the sky can really see me?"

I took a deep breath and a tear spilled down the corner of my eye