106 Mom's Words

My parents decided to come here on the impromptu basis, and Li Baitian was haunted all day long, so they wanted to come here, and I didn't have time to tell Li Baitian, and of course there was no need to deliberately tell him.

But with my relationship with Li Baitian, and I won't work for the next two days, it's nothing to say briefly. After putting away the room card that Qin Xi gave me, I turned around and glanced in the direction where I came out with Li Baitian just now, and the others were no longer there.

I don't know what I'm busy with again.

Because of today's temporary meeting, this class got off relatively late, Qin Xi said that he had already eaten with my parents, and I had to rush over right now.

Let Qin Xi pick up my parents, I don't mean anything else, I just accept the order in danger, after all, I have been closest to him recently. But this has to be said again, Qin Xi is indeed very good, it should be attributed to the same type of person as Yuan Ze, this is not a coincidence, maybe it is a woman of my type, and a man of their type, it is naturally easy to get close to each other, and it is easier to understand.

If I can't find Li Baitian, I won't look for him, and I walked out of the building with Qin Xi and drove away in their respective cars.

Qin Xi should have gone home directly, but I still plan to go to see my parents first, I came from afar, I just left it alone when I was tired from work, this is not what a girl should do.

Qin Xi arranged a suite for my parents, and the conditions were very good, which was also to my liking. My current income is not too much to support such expenses, and since the second elder is here, of course I should try to give them the best of everything.

In fact, not long after the New Year, my mother hadn't seen me for more than two months, and when she saw her, she was excited and pulled me to hug.

I think this is how people naturally react when they go to other places.

Of course, my mother had other thoughts, and before she could say a few words, she asked, "What does that surnamed Qin have to do with you?"

I said, "Friend, a nearby company." ”

My mom asked again, "Do you have a partner, you don't look young?" ”

I lowered my face and said directly, "What do you want to say?"

"Don't you know what I want to say, didn't you tell me before that you had a suitable partner, isn't that what this is? so polite, good-looking, how are you developing?"

My mom asked, and my dad rubbed his head and praised him again and again.

In fact, my parents are still worried about Yuan Ze's affairs, and now when they see someone similar to Yuan Ze's type, they don't want to let go, they are too anxious, afraid that I won't be able to get married. I'm afraid that if I study back then, I will miss Qin Xi as soon as my head is hot.

And the development of me and Qin Xi is called a tepid, how long have we known each other, we meet every day, and occasionally go on formal dates, but we have never mentioned the question of whether to date or not. It seems that everyone is enjoying this stage and is still waiting for a suitable time.

At this age, it may be like this, although everything is reliable, but there is no passion and impulsiveness.

After fooling my parents, it was more than ten o'clock in the evening, and I should have gone back to sleep, after all, there is a dog at home, and I can't see the owner for a day, so I guess I will be afraid.

But my mother was not happy, and said that she wanted me to accompany her, and said, "Our family has not slept in the same room for a long time, you can talk to your mother today." ”

Although it is a suite, there are only two beds in one room. My mom wants to enjoy the family fun, so I naturally want to accompany me.

Soon, my dad was snoring in the same bed, and my mom and I slept in the same bed and whispered between mother and daughter.

Mom said, "It's really not us urging you, I'm not worried about you, don't say that you have a good job and a good income now, you just don't earn a penny, and Mom and Dad are willing to raise you an old girl." Mother is distressed, the girl always has to marry when she is older, and she has to have a man who hurts. ”

I said, "I'm fine without a man." ”

Mom said, "Can it be the same, there is a toilet at home and a light bulb, these things should not be done by men." Then if you are sick, someone has to carry you to the hospital, like today, you have friends who can help you now, and when your friends are married, who can always help you?"

That's what my mom said. I just wanted to refute, but after thinking about it slightly, changing the light bulb through the toilet, these things have never stumped me, because there is a Li Baitian living next door, and he has done all these rough work.

But I can't always rely on Li Baitian, sooner or later, he will have a family and leave me completely.

I was suddenly a little depressed, my mother hugged me and said, "Girl, my mother has never known why you and Xiao Yuan were yellow at that time, but yellow is yellow, don't always worry about it." Man has to look forward, and the past should be passed, and he must be allowed to pass. ”

Sneaking a look at my dad, my mom said, "Your mom was in the village back then, and the conditions were very good, but I really didn't look down on your dad at first." Actually, before your dad, there was a good one who was a school teacher with me. But he doesn't have any money," he smiled, "your dad doesn't have any money, your dad is a worker, and he took out all the money to build a house for your grandfather, and his grandfather agreed." At least I was reluctant at the time, and I was reluctant to think of that teacher. ”

"You see, after so many years, your father and I have also had a good life. People want to be content, what they want is to be stable and steady, women, it is better to find a man who loves him and is willing to accompany him for a lifetime than anything else. Touching my hair, my mother continued, "Mom always taught you to be independent, not to envy others, not to covet others, so that today, you can put yourself in order, so that you can hand yourself over." ”

When my mother said this, my heart suddenly softened, and I felt the urge to cry. Between mother and daughter, how long has it been since I said these words, when my mother urged me to get married, I was really annoyed, thinking that she was in a hurry, and she couldn't stand the eyes of outsiders, but I forgot the most profound and sincere point, she was distressing me.

My mother took me into her arms and gently persuaded me like when I was a child, "If you find a suitable one, you can get married, and your father and I can rest assured." ”

"Mom......" I hugged my mom and cried uncontrollably, for no reason, I was too moved.

My mom didn't coax me, she made me cry, of course I didn't cry loudly, for fear of disturbing my dad to sleep.

Mom said that there is nothing that can't be passed, and what should be put down has to be put down, and Mom said that to live to the second half of her life, what she wants is to be stable and steady, and Mom said that no matter how stubborn you are when you are young, you will find that it is meaningless later.

Mom is all for my good, and I know that Mom is right.

That night, after my mother fell asleep, I wiped my tears with my back to her for a long time. When I think of the man I was in love with when my mother told me, I think of Li Baitian.

I know, I always know, that the person who made me so single, so unable to devote myself to other relationships, was Li Baitian.

I know that after so many years, I have never let go, and I am not willing to really let go. But I also know that Li Baitian is not the man who is suitable for me, and he may never be able to bring me the so-called stable and down-to-earth life.

That's why I'm sad, because I'm no longer young, I can't continue to spend time with him like this, maybe the real goodbye is just around the corner.

I also know that with my strong psychological quality, after leaving Li Baitian and living with others, I can also handle this lost relationship very well. It's just that at this time, I have to feel sorry for the future me, because I am reluctant.

After crying enough, I wiped my eyes and went to sleep, and I persuaded myself to let go, even if it was to keep my mother from feeling distressed any longer.

The next morning, the family of three got up and had to take them around the capital, but I had to go back home first, take the dog out of the house, and always keep it at home, I was reluctant.

When I met Li Baitian at the door of my house, he saw that my eyes were swollen and asked me, "Are you crying at night?"

I shook my head, "No. ”

Li Baitian obviously didn't believe it, "What happened?"

By this time I had opened the door of my house, and in order to hide the fact that I was crying, I still said no. Li Baitian looked at me as if he was nervous, and was about to go to the elevator to work.

While he was waiting for the elevator, I called his name, "Li Baitian." ”

He looked back at me indifferently.

I said, "If I get married, will we still be friends?"

Li Baitian's expression froze for a moment, smiled strangely, shook his head, and did not speak.

The elevator door had already opened, and I barely smiled and walked into my room. After closing the door, I was still sad.

Li Baitian also knew that after we each got married, we wouldn't be able to be friends. I also know that in order to be able to love another person with all my heart and be someone else's wife, I can't continue to be friends with Li Baitian, and his existence is an obstacle for me to love other people.

Picking up the dog and stroking the fluffy hair, I told myself in my heart, hey, Zhou Wenxue, don't make trouble, how to go down the road, you know.

I took my mom around Beijing for a day, and there are still many places I haven't visited. I couldn't walk at night, so the family of three went to eat. When I was on the road, I recruited my relationship with Qin Xi, and I said that I just couldn't go that far, and I couldn't take the initiative to open my mouth or anything.

My mother asked me to be generous, she said that giving others a chance is also giving herself a chance, she asked me to call Qin Xi out to have a meal together.

Okay, just call it.

We were waiting for Qin Xi in the hotel, my parents were sitting opposite, and there was an empty seat next to me. Qin Xi appeared in a suit and leather shoes, my parents were very satisfied with it, that greedy, I can't wait to put on red clothes and tie it home immediately.

It made me a little embarrassed.

After Qin Xi sat down, he had a brief chat with my parents, that is, to ask where they had gone, whether it was hard work, and so on. Anyway, the rhythm atmosphere is quite harmonious.

When the dish first came up, Qin Xi took out a box from his briefcase, smiled a little shyly, pushed it in front of my parents, and said, "I was in a hurry, and I didn't prepare any gifts, I don't know if it's appropriate to take it out now." ”