105 Heart-to-heart talk

So I helped him scratch it, remembering what he said about Qin Xi's coat, and couldn't help asking, "What are you doing while I'm not in my house?" ”

Li Baitian replied casually, "What's the matter, you can give the key to others, I can't go in." ”

"You know everything. ”

Li Baitian's arm trembled, "Don't you want people to help you walk the dog?" ”

Speaking of walking the dog, thinking of Qin Xi's thoughtful service, my heart warmed a little. Didn't Li Baitian say it, ability is not the most important thing, the most important thing is to be good to me, to see the big from the small, I think Qin Xi should be able to treat people very well, and in terms of ability, it is enough for me to appreciate.

I didn't say anything, Li Baitian said, "Besides, it's my house, and I can't enter it yet?" I warn you, you are not allowed to play with other men in my house. ”

I laughed, "Which one?"

"Okay, okay, don't pretend to be confused with me. He poked me away with his elbow and blew on the red spots on his body, his eyes downcast, not knowing what he was thinking.

"How's going on over there?" he asked.

I sat back down, "Everything needs to be done, but I have a feeling that they may have a new problem." ”

"What's the trouble?"

"I didn't ask, and you'd better not ask either. I said.

When I was in Zhejiang, in the few contacts I had with Li Hua, I could feel that he was occasionally a little out of state, just preoccupied. According to Youyou's enthusiasm, after I was in Zhejiang for a few days, after she sent me, I never showed up again, I cared, I didn't feel like I didn't want to care, but I was stumped by something. Of course, this is just my guess.

Li Baitian asked me why, and I said, "Because I see that the relationship between two people is very good, you should be less harmonious." ”

Li Baitian sighed faintly, "If the relationship is good, it can't be eaten, in the end, they are still too young, and there will be more things in the future, and the relationship is good today, maybe the relationship will not be good when it will be." ”

I soured him, "What's the matter, you still look at other people's bad feelings and snatch love?"

Li Baitian glanced at me, "It's not impossible." ”

I was a little impatient, "You just like her so much?"

Li Baitian thought about it seriously and said: "I like it, I really like it, I haven't liked a girl so clearly for so many years." She, since she graduated from college, when she didn't understand anything, she worked under me, this step by step to the present, to say a word of invitation, I did help her a lot, of course, I help others, you know, it's a convenient thing. But there's a lot of truth. ”

"Yes, you're all crooked. I said.

Li Baitian shook his fingers, "My evil sect is crooked, it's not useless, I dare to say, if it weren't for me, this girl wouldn't know how much she would have to suffer in society." Sometimes, taking someone is like taking your own children, the longer the time, the deeper the feelings, you see those who are adopted, many of them don't want to go back to their parents in the end. When I first started helping her, I just thought that the little girl was interesting, not bad, and became a habit after a long time. People still listen to me for everything, that sense of accomplishment. ”

"How do I hear her like you?"

Li Baitian glanced at me, "That's a little bit of a meaning." ”

"So you fell in love with your work?"

"Love is not enough, it is just to watch her come over like this step by step, and I am always reluctant to let people spoil it, watching her have a bad time, how can I feel a little distressed. Like you, if you're having a bad time, I'm going to have to panic. Li Baitian said.

Like me, I really don't like to compare people with people, because if you know who you are and who others are, you know that there is no need to compare at all, and each person's natural character and acquired experience determine what she will become in the end and what kind of result she will get.

Life doesn't matter about comparison, just be yourself.

But there was one thing I agreed with, and I said, "You did help me a lot." ”

I have had a smooth journey, and there is no lack of Li Baitian's credit, such as just graduating and looking for a job and a house, I haven't touched any nails, and Li Baitian easily did it for me. To my current million-dollar annual salary, the work treatment and quality of life of my peers are all thanks to Li Baitian's blessings.

I know all of that. So although I have a lot of opinions about his private life, I definitely don't deny him as a person in my heart, and I don't deny that he has been good to me.

As for mocking him all day long and hurting him with words, it's just a good relationship, and he won't care about me.

Li Baitian asked me, "Then what kind of person do you think I am?"

"Ordinary people, what people. I replied.

He said, "It's good, it's bad, it's bad, it's bad." ”

I replied simply, "Just worry about your girlfriend, you are not a gentleman, but you are not a villain." ”

Li Baitian thought for a while, and then asked, "Compared with Qin Xi?"

I remember that I seemed to have asked him this sentence just now, and he replied that it was 108,000 miles? Forget it, I answered him well, I said: "Actually, there is not much comparison, you are righteous and generous, as long as there is no contradiction, you are very comfortable to get along, he is not the same as you, he is past your age, he knows very well what he wants, he looks down on many things, he can be tolerant, patient, and do not force." It's the kind of person who can live. ”

"So you're ready to find a man to live a good life now?"

I didn't even think about it, "Yes, my mother is urging me every day, and if I don't look for it, I will have to be escorted on a blind date." Alas, no, you're in the rhythm of three provinces today, what's wrong?"

Li Baitian smiled, "No, it's just this person, the longer you get along, the easier it is to see each other clearly, and the same is true for yourself." In the past two days, I have nothing to do at home, and I have thought about life, and the more I think about it, the more confused I become. This is the same as you leftover women picking objects, the more you pick, the more picky, let's talk about this man and woman, if you are not familiar with it, once you know it, it is easy to spark, and after knowing for a long time, whether it is a spark or a smoke bomb, it is not very clear, I always want to see it clearly, anyway, it has taken so many years......"

"You stubble east and west, say ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, I heard a knock on the door outside, not on Li Baitian's door, but on mine. Take a look at the watch, oops, it's eight o'clock before I have eaten this meal, this is Qin Xi came down to walk the dog with me according to his habit.

Seeing Li Baitian's sick and crooked appearance, I was going to go and tell Qin Xi that it would be okay today, and as soon as I stood up, Li Baitian said: "What should I do, why go, I'm very sleepy after taking anti-inflammatory drugs, or you are talking nonsense here and going to bed early." ”

As he spoke, he turned off the TV and got up and walked to his bedroom, I glanced at his back in his pants, and wondered about the relationship between me and Li Baitian, after all, he is not a child, should he avoid this kind of scene with me. The two of us are open in our hearts, if this is seen by Qin Xi or anyone outside the door, how can we misunderstand.

Li Baitian washed up, and I won't say anything, mainly because I'm a little hungry, and I have to buy some dog food at home, so I really need to go out today.

I came out of Li Baitian's house, Qin Xi had some surprised eyes, I smiled, and asked him to wait for me.

I went back to the room and took the dog out, I then went to walk the dog with Qin Xi, went to the convenience store and bought some food for me and the dog, and then came back after a walk.

And so the day passed.

Lying on the bed, thinking about everything today, I always feel that Li Baitian seems to have said something to me. However, some words are unintentional by the speaker, and some words are intentional by the speaker, and unintentional by the listener, and more words are not remembered after hearing them, so it is impossible to analyze the deep meaning from every word.

What Li Baitian said to me today, because of the chaotic routine, I didn't remember much. I only remember that he expressed his opinion on Youyou, admitting that he likes it, admits that he cares, admits that he can't let it go, and admits that he doesn't want her to live a bad life, and he will feel that he is being ruined by others.

In fact, they are all normal emotions, but I am a woman, and it is easy to amplify these normal emotions in my imagination, and then make myself unhappy.

I just can't feel it.

At the end of the year, Qin Xi and I went on a trip to Guangming Zuo, just because of the name, I was very satisfied with this place, and I always felt that my future home would be here.

It's not that Qin Xi has to buy it, the money in my hand is definitely enough to pay a few percent of the down payment. Li Baitian has a saying that is right, what I live in now is still his house, and I should also have my own house.

When I came home for the Chinese New Year, I discussed with my mother about buying a house, and my mother didn't have any opinions, the only opinion was, man, man, hurry up and find a man.

In order to appease my mother's little heart, I mentioned Qin Xi to her, in fact, there was nothing else, just to let her know that I was working hard and had a direction, so she shouldn't worry too much.

When I came back after the Chinese New Year, a few days after the beginning of spring, my father had completely completed the retirement procedures and came to Beijing with my mother to play for a while.

The small house on my side is definitely not enough for our family of three to live in, so we can only arrange them in the hotel first.

I was supposed to get off work early to pick them up that day, but the company held an emergency meeting and delayed the time, so I had to call Qin Xi and ask him to help me go to the airport to settle my parents.

At the end of the meeting, I walked out of the conference room with Li Baitian, and saw Qin Xi, who had been waiting for me in the company's rest area for a long time, thinking about my parents, so I directly dumped Li Baitian and went to find him.

Qin Xi handed me a room card and said, "It's all arranged." ”