The agreement about one hundred days is also about the agreement between the two of them. By the time I flew to Australia, their agreement had already come into effect, and the ladies had left and disappeared, and she was waiting for me at the airport. On the plane she told me about the agreement, but she didn't tell me about it. When the plane landed in Shanghai. She told herself that in these 100 days, she must forget all the past, and only the first love and touching remained. But how can it all be so easy? That's why she wrote that paragraph in the study about the fact that it is not easy to live, and only then did she write in the study again and again, so she was so worried that she finally fell into the hospital. So, when I asked to accompany her again, she agreed and accompanied me to Hangzhou. Sitting in the car from Hangzhou back to Shanghai, she carefully reminisced, but found that the time in Hangzhou was the happiest day for the two of us together. As soon as she left, she felt a little nostalgic, but she also understood that what she was about to face was the hundred-day agreement and the child in her womb.

Own golden wind and gyokuro.

In the past few days since she returned to Shanghai, she has been thinking about these things that have happened, and she is also looking forward to the moment when her child is born. However, she knew what she needed to prepare for her children when they were born. So when I was chatting with Lao Zeng. She came to the study again, opened the notebook, but her heart was no longer flustered and tangled, and she put pen to paper. But he didn't look around. Finally, at the top of the article, she wrote about whether the moonlight of Bailu can illuminate your night as a title. She then placed the notebook on the side of the table. There is no hiding or dodging, but facing it calmly. The ferryman was scared, Yan, and Brother Guan looked at Sister Zhang

One day, she seemed to feel something, so she took out her mobile phone to contact the women, and on the phone she told the women to come back to Shanghai. At that time, the personnel wives who were in the interior of the Congo in Africa put down their phones, said nothing, and immediately purchased the latest plane to Shanghai.

On this day, Bai Lu felt relaxed, and went for a walk outside with me in the morning and ate crab roe xiaolongbao breakfast together. After breakfast, the two of us went to the supermarket near our house to buy vegetables, cooked meals at home at noon, and asked me to kiss her and touch her during nap in the afternoon. She didn't want to eat in the evening, so I squeezed her a cup of hot juice. But she didn't drink much, but lay on the bed and looked at me with a big eye.

She asked me, "Why did you go to the marriage robbery in the first place?" ”

The smile on my face stopped abruptly and I said with some embarrassment, "Because I like you." ”

She asked me again, "Is it because Hongling asked you to go?"

I hesitated for a moment and said to her, "Not exactly!"

I wanted to explain that her attitude towards me was too harsh at that time, and I didn't know if she really liked me, so I was very entangled in my heart, it was the personnel women who persuaded me to encourage me, and I had the courage to pass, but Chen Bailu just smiled and didn't listen to my explanation, she said that knowing these things was enough.

I looked at her and said nothing to hold her in my arms. At about 11 o'clock in the evening, Bai Lu told me that she had an upset stomach and that we should go to the hospital. I was thrilled and said yes.

I took the maternity bag that I had prepared, and I wanted to carry Bai Lu downstairs, but Bai Lu asked me to help her, and the two of us took the elevator downstairs and got on the bus outside. When we drove to the nearby hospital, I called the doctor who had been agreed upon and said that we should go over now, and Bai Lu said that she had an unwell stomach and seemed to be about to give birth. By the time we arrived at the hospital, the doctor was already waiting in the emergency room, and Bai Lu got out of the car and was put on the bed and pushed into the examination room. I could accompany her in the examination room, and after the doctor examined her, he told us that there were signs of birth, and that the conditions for a caesarean section had been met, and the doctor asked us if we were going to give birth by ourselves or by caesarean section? I looked at Bai Lu and I looked at each other, and I wanted to persuade her to have a caesarean section, but Bai Lu was not happy, saying that she wanted to try it. I had no choice but to listen to her.

The wait was painful, we waited in the delivery room until dawn, but Bai Lu still did not respond, the doctor checked and said that everything was normal, and we may need to continue waiting. At twelve o'clock in the afternoon, Bai Lu began to have a slight labor pain, which lasted until eight o'clock in the evening, and I kept persuading Bai Lu to have a caesarean section, but Bai Lu was unwilling. At eight o'clock, the doctor gave her an induced labor injection, and then it was a heart-rending wait. Nine, ten, eleven, twelve. Then, our two children were born at twelve o'clock at midnight, just five minutes apart.

Jin Feng was the first to come out, and it was the elder brother.

Gyokuro is the second to come out, and it's the younger sister.

However, the child was taken out, but Bai Lu was not pushed out. Soon, the doctor came out and told me that I needed to sign the consent form for critical surgery and that Bai Lu was in danger. I froze in place, and after the doctor explained to me what was going on, I immediately signed the consent form. The child was born in the early morning, and at 20 a.m., several doctors urgently transferred Bai Lu from the delivery room to the operating room, and at 25 a.m., several doctors came out of the operating room. White dew, but never came out again.

I looked at the doctors with their heads bowed with tears in their eyes, and all the expressions on their faces froze together and asked them, "White ...... Where's Bailu?"

Then, I shouted, "Where's Bailu?"

I yelled at a few doctors in the hospital and threw a tantrum at everyone until the door to the operating room was pushed open and Bai Lu was pushed out of the hospital bed. However, her body was covered with a white cloth. I stood still and watched the man being pushed out, and the whole person couldn't stop taking two steps back, followed by a rush of anger and irrational rage. Until, a dusty figure appeared in front of me, she gasped, looked at Bai Lu lying there, gently walked up and lifted the white cloth covering Bai Lu's cheeks, and then looked back at me who was squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, walked up to me and told me: "This is Bai Lu's 100-day agreement." ”

Like a dog, I crouched in the corridor of the hospital, hugging the legs of the returning ladies and weeping bitterly after the initial frenzy and anger. She calmly told me everything, telling me that Bailu suffered from a rare special disease, which she had since she was a child, and it was impossible to cure it, so she could only try to save and prolong her life. So Bai Lu's body is always good for a while, and weak for a while. She couldn't have children with a disease like this, let alone give birth to twins. So when she was pregnant, Bai Lu was thinking about whether she wanted these two children. As it turned out, she wanted these two children. So, she kept it a secret from me and never told me about the rare disease she suffers from until now!

I raised my head and looked at the personnel lady and asked her what agreement you had with Bai Lu, didn't you have two plans, what was going on, and why did things happen this way. I wept and wept bitterly. The personnel lady just looked at me calmly, hesitated for a moment and said that this was her agreement with Bai Lu, she said that it was not, but she couldn't tell me what the agreement was, but she had long known Bai Lu's condition, but Bai Lu didn't let her tell me.

I pushed the girls away, rushed up like crazy and hugged Bai Lu who was lying on the hospital bed, hugged her body, called her name, called her, Bai Lu, Bai Lu! I cried and went crazy, but all this was to no avail. It wasn't until the personnel came up again, and she put her hand on my shoulder, that I lowered my head and choked silently.

It seems that it has become a foregone conclusion. It was as if I had been powerless to change. I could only hold Bai Lu's gradually cold body and cry bitterly. Eventually, when Bai Lu's body was pushed into the morgue, I fainted in place. When I woke up again, I found myself in a hospital bed with no one around. When I came out of bed, I saw that everything around me was unfamiliar, and I felt as if my ears were blocked by something, and I couldn't hear anything. Until, a loud cry reached my ears, and I looked back to see that the women were pushing two babies towards me.

I didn't ask about the agreement between them, I accompanied Bai Lu in the morgue, the children were taken care of by the women, and people kept coming to see me and sending wreaths. Lao Zeng came to discuss with me about holding a funeral for Bai Lu, but I drove Lao Zeng away and said no, Bai Lu was just asleep. Like a madman, I lay on the crystal coffin and looked at the white corpse inside, not allowing anyone to take her away. I didn't eat for a few days and nights, I didn't sleep for a few days and nights, sitting there looking at Bai Lu through the crystal coffin, looking at her lying inside. Until one day, the personnel lady came and handed me the notebook and said you can take a look!

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Dear husband, when you read this letter, I may have left this world.

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If you could, I would like you to send my ashes to the moon. That way, I can be there for you every late night.

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After reading the letter that Bai Lu explained to me, I couldn't help but cry again. In the letter, she explained to me that the reason why she was sick was because of her mother's genetic inheritance, and the reason why her mother believed so much all day was because of this genetic disease. She even comforted me and told me to live well after she left, because she would be on the moon, watching me. I choked up several times when I read these words, but I had nothing to say. As if her soul had been withdrawn, she sat at the table and wrote this desperate letter that night.

I sobbed and looked up and asked, "Is our baby healthy?"

"Health. ”

I held the notebook in my arms again and wept loudly.

The personnel ladies didn't comfort me, but I knew that I needed to accompany Bai Lu on this last journey. I stood up again, took a deep breath, and when I spit it out again, the tears in my eyes had dried up. Bai Lu's memorial service was held on the seventh day after her death, in a very simple chapel, I don't know how many people I faced that day, and I can't remember what the process was, I only remember that day Bai Lu's mother came over, and not a single tear fell, but that day Ye Linglong shed a few tears in front of Bai Lu's coffin. In the week between her death and the memorial service, I didn't know what I was going through or what I needed to do. Everything was as if it was far away from the illusory desolation of this world, and it didn't bring me any emotional turmoil. However, at the time of cremation, I collapsed in the funeral home, watching my wife, who had been united forever, slowly leaving this world. As I came out of the funeral home with the urn in my arms, I turned around and told the ladies that I would follow Bai Lu's words and send her ashes to the moon.

The personnel ladies said that I should go with confidence, and Lao Zeng also said that I should go. So, I took Bai Lu in my arms and crossed the ocean to the United States. There are commercial rocket launch companies here that can do such things.

One cold winter day at the end of December, a rocket was launched in the middle of a barren desert in Nevada. I stared at the rocket carrying my beloved wife, speechless. A few days later, she successfully landed on the moon, and the commercial rocket company returned picture information. At that time, I stood in the desert and stared at the moon in the sky, feeling the light it brings, and closed my eyes, and a line of cloudy tears oozed from the corners of my eyes.

I whispered to her, "Every night, you must be with me." ”

What responded to me was a silent and brighter moonlight.

I started to turn day and night upside down every day and night, I started to observe the sky all the time, I started to become an astronomy enthusiast, I started to buy astronomical telescopes, and I started collecting all kinds of pictures of the moon. I am not satisfied and I can't let go, sometimes I can sit under the moon for more than ten hours in a row and observe it with an astronomical telescope, observe it. But in the end, I got nothing.

I became drunk, I became raunchy, I became confused, I stayed at this rocket launch base, I didn't leave, I didn't leave here, I didn't go back to China, I didn't do anything, I just waited for the night to fall every day, and I stared at the moon every day. The bigger the astronomical telescopes became, the more poems and allusions about the moon were heard. However, I didn't feel a single breath from Bailu.

Whenever it was dark and I couldn't see the moon in the sky, I would be anxious, I would panic, my heart would beat faster all night long, and I felt like I was about to have a heart attack. The next day, I couldn't sleep during the day, and I felt very uncomfortable. I even want to be an astronaut, the kind that goes to the moon. I even started chasing the moon in my car, chasing the planet that was 380,000 kilometers away and had been with us to light up our nights.

Until, until, one day, as if I woke up suddenly, I was crawling in the bright moonlight, crying bitterly in the desert of the interior of Nevada. At that moment, the moon was exceptionally round and the light was exceptionally bright, but my cry was particularly heartbreaking.

I know that my white dew will never come back.

She left this world, but she became the moon and remained in my heart forever.