108 Do it yourself



She can't wash off this dirty water. Appreciating everyone's gaze at Xiaoyin, my cuckolded evil spirit only disappeared a little bit.

There is an unwritten rule in the school that whenever the collective honor is damaged, a scapegoat must be caught and the blame must be taken out. Everyone understands that this surprise inspection must have been overshadowed, some people guessed that it was the brothers competing for the school, some people guessed that the principal had offended someone, anyway, it was impossible to guess me, I had no pressure.

At the staff meeting, the principal criticized the director of the primary school by name for leaving his post, obviously he had to bear the black pot this time, so that the competition qualification of the director was gone.

"There are also some teachers, I don't care about your private life, but as a teacher, you must be rigorous in your style, set a good example for students, and unscrupulous means for personal grievances and petty profits, and the school will never support this kind of behavior!

After the headmaster finished speaking, he glared at the small voice in the distance and left.

Xiaoyin quit her job the next day, she couldn't do it anymore, she was white-eyed wherever she went, in the past two months, she was reported for earning student money, fighting with me and getting rid of my child, and having an improper relationship with the director, no one still treats her as a good bird.

On the day he left, he came to the dance studio to look for me, and I was still taking students to class.

I looked at her with a smile, and she looked unconvinced and nodded, "You won." ”

"What do you mean? "I pretended to be ignorant.

Xiaoyin smiled disdainfully, "Yan Xiaochang, I really didn't see that you are such a person, you are better than me, I can't get you, I am too tender compared to you." ”

"You can't say that, your resignation is your own business, I'm a dancer, and I don't have a conflict with you. "I can't admit anything, if I admit it, Xiaoyin will run to fight somewhere, saying that I poked out all these things, then I myself will be covered in dirty water.

She still smiled reluctantly, "Okay, don't ink with me, where are you better than me?" I fell in love with Chen Feiyang, but I didn't like Director Gao, and you forced this step. ”

I lowered my eyes, "That's your own problem." ”

"You're not much better than me, you dare to say that you do this, and no one behind you will help you? Let's stop laughing at 50 steps and 100 steps, you're not much better. ”

I gave her a sneer, and I couldn't listen to what she told me now, yes, I just won, and she was so quick to talk to me before she left, so I let her be generous.

Throwing the bracelet I gave her to the ground, Xiaoyin looked at me resentfully and left.

Looking at her back, I remembered what she said that she didn't take a fancy to Director Gao, which I believe, how could she fall in love with such a womanizer. Come to think of it, I was indeed forced by me, and in order to keep my job, I bowed my head to the director.

But this is her own choice, she doesn't care about herself, put it on me, and it won't become like that.

Why should the so-called women be embarrassed by women, when is the so-called retribution, looking at the bracelet on the ground, did I win? Is it interesting? I just won again, and then drove her away, she slept with Chen Feiyang is slept, Chen Feiyang and I can't go back, nothing can be changed.

The students were dancing inside, and I picked up the bracelet and was about to throw it in the trash, but after walking two steps, I saw Wang Zhaoyang coming towards me.

I didn't plan to say hello to him, threw away the bracelet, turned around and walked to the dance studio, I have now accepted more than 20 students, every day is a little tired, my throat hurts, but the monthly income is almost tens of thousands.

Wang Zhaoyang blocked my way, "Have you made enough trouble?"

"What do you mean?" I'm used to playing stupid.

He was stern, "Can you tell me the truth!"

"I don't know what you're talking about. "I want to go, Wang Zhaoyang pulled me, the public, I can't let him pull me, I just used this method to get rid of Xiaoyin, I can't leave such a handle here with me.

I shook Wang Zhaoyang's arm very unceremoniously, and he said: "Yan Xiaochang, don't think you're smart, really smart people can see what's going on, do you think the principal is talking about the music teacher? Why don't you want to think that it's actually for you?"

"What does it have to do with me!" I glared at him.

Wang Zhaoyang's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, "You have an opinion about her personally, do you need to put the reputation of the whole school into it, have you considered other people when you do things!"

"Why didn't I think about other people," when I met Wang Zhaoyang, my brain straightened, and the defense line collapsed, I said: "Didn't I help you, then he opened your students before, and when he wanted to yin you, he didn't think about students." Did I teach them what they did on their own?"

Wang Zhaoyang pursed his lips, looking at my aggressive appearance, showing a disappointed expression, "Look at you now, selfish, narrow-minded, and self-inflicted, how did you become like this?"

It is difficult for people to rationally face other people's accusations against themselves, especially one whom you value more. When being blamed, often the first instant reaction is to reject the accusation, which is unacceptable.

I feel very blocked now, and I put my face away, "You can't watch it, you can't watch it, it has nothing to do with you what I become." ”

Sneered, "I'm so disappointed in you." ”

I looked at him with an indifferent gaze, didn't you say that you don't blame me for what I have become, in the end you still blame me, right?

Bow my head, I don't want to say I'm sorry, I know that now I, who is selfish and narrow-minded in his eyes, is not worthy of him.

I always let him down, and he gets angry when he is disappointed, but today on his face, I can't see any angry expression at all, as if he is the most completely disappointed, and he can't even get angry.

He looked at me like that, his eyes were pale and cold, as if he were looking at a stranger, with a hint of pity.

I don't need his mercy, today I am the winner, I don't need mercy, but subconsciously I have actually begun to realize that I am pitiful in some places. It's just that I don't have that much wisdom, and I can't figure it out for a while.

"Speak, why did you become like this!" he reprimanded harshly, and the same teacher's attitude.

I suddenly showed the same energy as when I was in school, didn't I just confront the teacher, I was the best. Looking at him, I said, "You have to know the reason, okay, I'll tell you," he stretched out his hand and pointed in the direction where Xiaoyin left, "That woman, she slept Chen Feiyang, she seduced my husband, just because you gave me a place in the making, she was so jealous of me, was it wrong for me to clean her up!"

His brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and then he sneered, "Just because of this? I originally thought that in this kind of thing, Keru's handling would be stupid enough, but I didn't expect you to be even more stupid." Ke Keru is nothing more than dragging on, delaying everyone's time a little, what about you? Now that she's gone, are you satisfied?

I couldn't listen, "Don't say it again." "Don't mention Keruru to me again, now you are fine, now you can see clearly, Keru is much better than me, you go and live your life well, what to say in front of me.

If you don't dare, you should know that narrow-mindedness is not a good thing. ”

I still evaded, "Don't tell me this, I won't listen to anything." ”

He sighed tiredly, was silent for a long time, and asked me, "Yan Xiaochang, do you love him?"

He should be talking about Chen Feiyang, I don't know, why did I marry him if I didn't love him, why I endured this marriage with him, and why I was so angry after Xiaoyin's incident. Is it just because of domineering, but if you talk about love, what kind of love is it?

I didn't answer, and he asked, "Do you love yourself?"

I still didn't answer.

He shook his head, "No, you don't love anyone." He frowned, "I originally thought that you just loved yourself too much, so you were selfish, and it wasn't your fault. But you don't even love yourself, you are like a hedgehog, your heart is very soft, as long as it warms a little, it will open, but as long as you encounter the slightest danger, you will not give others any chance to give yourself, you will immediately shrink up and be full of vigilance. After so many years, from the first time I met you to now, you haven't changed at all, you don't believe anyone, you don't even believe in yourself. What are you living?"

His analysis made me feel like I was standing in front of him with my clothes stripped off, as if I had seen through everything, even what I didn't see.

Then I started shedding tears, big big ones. But I don't think I have a way, I'm used to this, I have been cared for and loved since I was a child, and then people treat me a little better, and I am so moved that I can't wait to dig out my heart and lungs, and I will write off all the good money in the past.

Actually, I'm just a person who is too pessimistic at heart.

"That's how you make your life good. Torture yourself with other people's mistakes, make yourself more and more vulgar, and that's all you want?" he asked.

I looked away, he didn't tell me this, I don't know, I really don't know anything, if I knew, if I stopped and thought about it, I wouldn't be like this.

Thinking of the Fang Keru he mentioned earlier, I still breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, "Yes, I just pursue it like this, I know that I am not worthy of you, and you don't have to change me and become what you like." Didn't you say that I've always been like this? ”

Wang Zhaoyang pursed his lips and nodded, not in recognition, but in a kind of abandonment, "Okay, if you only have this little wisdom left, then I really misjudged you." Pursing his lips again, he said, "I'm wishful thinking, you can do it yourself." ”

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