109 bugs
Wang Zhaoyang didn't want to say anything to me anymore, and rubbed shoulders with me and he left school.
I was still standing still, not looking back at his back, and he said, "Let me do it myself." His disappointment with me has really reached its limit.
I didn't do anything for him, I didn't do anything to him, and I can still him off, hehe.
Recently I've noticed that he often doesn't sleep at school, and when he gets married, he goes home when it's time to go home.
So what do you care about me?
Look at the children who practice the dance, look at their simple and serious faces. I remember that when I first got into dance, I was just bored, so I envied the children who had something to do, and the teacher asked me to dance along, and I was very happy because there was something to do.
At that time, I just wanted to dance well and meet every requirement of the teacher, so as not to be brushed off, and learning dance at that time didn't really bring me happiness, but just passed the loneliness.
Today's children are different, and perhaps after a certain amount of material security, it is easier to stimulate people's spiritual pursuits. This truth can even be shown in children, children with poor family conditions, few want to contact art, they just want good grades, go to university, and change their fate.
I asked my children what their dreams would be when they grew up.
One student told me, "When I grow up, I want to be a dance teacher, like Teacher Yan, teaching people to dance." ”
I laughed, feeling like she was complimenting me. But do you know, child, the dance teacher who is concentrating on teaching you in your eyes hides a sinister heart in reality, the dance teacher is not so easy to be, it is not enough to teach people to dance, you have to fight and fight, you have to be a bad person.
In front of the innocent child, I felt a trace of shame and helplessness.
But just in front of the children, after all, we can't go back to those simple years, I think.
After class, Chen Feiyang called me and drove Xiaoyin away, so I was willing to be a little more tolerant of him. Chen Feiyang became a little silent, and he said, "I, I miss you." ”
"Me too. "Didn't think much of it, I said.
How can you not want to, you have a dog, and you will miss it if you don't see it for a few days. Even though I clearly feel that I don't love Chen Feiyang, I still miss him. In a person's heart, there are many kinds of feelings, and it is not that there is no love or no feelings.
Chen Feiyang used to love me very much, once gave me so many touches, and once vowed to give me a home, I remember all these things.
Standing on the playground, the students passed by me like dark shadows, and I finally stopped, once again confused about life. I fought away Xiaoyin, and then what?
Next, maybe it's time to deal with Chen Feiyang. Maybe I should make it clear to Chen Feiyang, our marriage must continue?
Mr. Wu said Mr. Chen rarely went home now. I called Chen Feiyang, he gave me an address, I went to find him, and then I was almost scared to pee.
Today, Chen Feiyang was in a good state of mind, and when he saw me, he was a little excited and reached out to hold my back. I don't know whether to avoid it or not, but I didn't react much with a strong smile, so I listened to what he wanted to say first.
He took me to a private house, which belonged to an urban village, and went into the courtyard, which was quiet. I glanced at Chen Feiyang blankly, "You've been here all these days?"
He nodded, and then pushed open the room, the light inside was very poor, the windows were sealed with paper and curtains, the house was not used for people, there were rows of wooden shelves in it, there were wooden pallets on the shelves, and the plates were messy, I didn't see it clearly, and when I saw it clearly......
"Ahh
Chen Feiyang chased me out and hugged me, I was still screaming, "Ah............h
Chen Feiyang smiled and said, "Don't be afraid, wife, don't be afraid, I'm not trying to scare you." ”
I was so scared that my brain couldn't turn around, I covered my face with my hands, Chen Feiyang hugged it if he loved it, anyway, I felt that I saw the most terrifying thing in the world.
He said, "It's all money, and it can be sold for a lot of money." ”
"What the hell is it?" I frowned and asked him, what I saw in it was a lot of insects, wriggling there, oh my mother, the number was so large that I wanted to vomit, "What are you raising these things for?" ”
"It's called a golden bug, and it's been developed to sell for a lot of money. Chen Feiyang explained.
Oh, he hasn't moved for so many days, it's just that the insects are coming. Nima is a pervert, he's a big bug in my eyes right now.
I'm a normal woman, and I'm afraid of everything that a basic woman would be afraid of, especially when so many bugs come together.
Later, Chen Feiyang explained to me clearly, saying that this is a project he joined, taking larvae from franchisees, and then raising them himself, and then selling them back after raising them as adults, which can get a high profit in the middle.
A little curious, I mustered up the courage to push the door and take a look, no, no, I really can't stand it, I don't know how powerful Chen Feiyang is walking among these insects every day, how strong this psychological quality is, I can't do it, I can't stand how much money I make.
Away from the bug house, I asked him how much money these bugs could make, and he said, "When they are raised in two months, they can be sold for 100,000 yuan." ”
100,000? These broken worms are worth 100,000? Sure enough, it takes courage to make money.
Chen Feiyang looked very proud, probably thinking that he could finally make money. Ahem, let's put aside everything else, to be honest, I'm a bit high-minded, and if my man makes a fortune raising insects, I have to feel a little out of my hands.
I asked him how much it cost to join.
He said, "More than forty thousand." ”
"What?" I widened my eyes, "where did you get the money?"
"Borrowed it from a friend. Chen Feiyang replied more carefully, afraid that I would be angry, so he hurriedly coaxed, "Just two months, two months to raise, it is to double the profit." ”
I glanced at Chen Feiyang, feeling a little uneasy, and had some bad premonitions.
Chen Feiyang took me further, knowing that I was really scared, so he said something nice to me, he said: "I raise four periods a year, 100,000 yuan a period, 400,000 yuan a year, and then we can change houses, and you don't have to work so hard in the future." ”
"No, fly me ......"
I came to him today to talk about the divorce, I originally thought that Chen Feiyang had snubbed me recently, maybe the two of us should talk about this issue publicly, but obviously he is not in such a state now.
Chen Feiyang didn't allow me to continue, holding my hand, his eyes shining, "Xiao Chang, I will let you live a good life, live better than many people, eat well and dress well, buy you famous brands, I want you to become a broad wife, let our children enjoy the life of the rich second generation for me." ”
I blinked, some words choked in my throat, let's beat around the bush, preferably he can understand. I said, "Feiyang, I think you should think about yourself first when you do anything now, don't think about it for me, you will really have money or something in the future, these accumulations are also good for yourself." ”
Chen Feiyang touched my face, his smile was affectionate and firm, "But you are my motivation, Xiao Chang, I want to take you to a happy new life, believe me." ”
Barely smiling, I lowered my head.
Forget it, outside this big bug room, it's probably not a place to talk about things, and I can't bear to hit him. I still need to be calm and composed.
Glancing at the bug room, I said, "Aren't you afraid?"
He pursed his lips and looked sincerely, "I'm afraid, I was scared at first, but then I gritted my teeth and slept here all night, thinking that it was all money, so I wasn't so afraid." ”
He smiled, smiling so brightly. I found that I was really not angry, the matter between him and Xiaoyin really couldn't make me feel angry, I looked at his gaze now, how to say, changed, and sober.
Chen Feiyang is of course a very important person in my life, I once thought that the person who would live with him for the rest of his life would hurt him ruthlessly, how could it be?
However, Wang Zhaoyang said that he should continue to harm others and himself. I have realized that the relationship should be broken, or given a whole new model, not as a couple. It's just that the time and place are right, and I want to minimize the damage, and I don't think there's anything wrong with that.
Although Chen Feiyang often advocates that he is a tough guy, in fact, in his bones, I think he is a particularly fragile person.
He wants to feed the bugs here, I really can't accompany him, the appearance of those bugs, I can't sleep if I think about it. After returning home, Wu Yuqing was washing the sheets.
Chen Feiyang is actually a lazy person, but he is more diligent when I am there, and Wu Yuqing may be thinking that I will sleep at home at night, so he is helping me wash the sheets that I have just changed.
I hate washing sheets, it's too big and too hard. When I remembered that year, Wang Zhaoyang asked me who washed the sheets when they were clean, and that was the first time I realized that Wu Yuqing took care of my life.
Actually, there are still a lot of warmth in my life, but I didn't like to pay attention to it before.
Wu Yuqing ages quickly, and now he is not yet forty years old, and he always suffers from back pain. The older generation of them always don't trust the washing machine very much, and before putting it in the washing machine, they still have to rub the dirty parts with their hands.
I don't like to correct Wu Yuqing's living habits, and let her do it. Move a horse to sit next to her, two big basins in the toilet, I help Wu Yuqing rub the sheets, how can the hands and feet have the old generation's malice, people rub up and snort.
Wu Yuqing couldn't stand it, but he didn't refuse my help, and touched two pillowcases from under the basin to give them to me and asked me to rub this. I rubbed it, and Wu Yuqing asked me, "Did you two quarrel?"
I laughed, "No, school has been busy lately, so I haven't come back." ”
But she should still feel it, she said, "I'm never married, and I can't talk about things between husband and wife." His hand paused, as if he was a little melancholy, and then said, "It's not like before, when we got married relatively early, and men got married at the age of twenty-one or twelve, and they flew so big. ”
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