I paused, adjusted the expression on my face, and walked over. I also stood in front of him and waited for the elevator.

On the frosted mirror of the elevator door, the figures of me and Gu Qingcheng are reflected, maybe it is really that sentence, because the greater the hope in my heart, the greater the disappointment, so when I was in the office just now, hope and disappointment are completely equal.

However, after Lu Jingzhong told me some things, I felt more and more that in fact, men have a sullen side and what they do. will not ask you to reward you like an invitation, even if you misunderstand him, then misunderstand it, explain it, don't say a word.

So, when I meet this kind of person, I still have to start and say the first sentence.

I cleared my throat and said, "Well, Lu Jingzhong told me just now, I know what you mean, and I don't have anything else to say, just one sentence, thank you." ”

Gu Qingcheng looked at me sideways for a while. Only then did he burst out laughing: "I'm afraid you won't thank me tonight." ”

"Huh?"

"As soon as your affairs are reported, Gu Zhenyu will rush here overnight......"

Immediately I panicked, to be honest, I just thought about being taken advantage of, but I didn't think about it. Once Gu Qingcheng's father, Gu Zhenyu, knew about this matter, what kind of situation would it become, "That...... Can you find someone to bring this down?"

Gu Qingcheng asked me rhetorically: "Do you think it's okay?"

Naturally, it can't, and it's hard to recover the truth since ancient times.

Suddenly I had a little headache, and at the same time as the headache, my heart couldn't stop beating fast, if Gu Zhenyu was really my father...... It's been twenty-four years since we met, and now we'll see you again. I think...... I really can't treat it like a normal heart.

When the elevator arrived, I walked into the elevator first, and Gu Qingcheng asked me, "Don't you want to see me?"

I said, "I haven't thought about it, I'm in a mess right now." ”

It's really messy.

This is a kind of disturbance that no one else can resolve, and I feel that my mind has become a mess, and my heart is a mess, and I really can't cut it out and mess up.

All night, I stared at my phone, and as soon as the push message on my phone vibrate, I was a spirit, and I went to get my phone.

Lu Jingzhong said that I was too nervous, put hot water on me, and let me go in and soak well.

I sat in the bathtub, and the sound of water was rattling out, as if it were my clogged tear ducts. A steady stream of tears.

Because of the sound of water, I could cry uncontrollably.

I feel that my life is a failure, and I have failed until I am now twenty-four years old, and I don't know who my biological father is, and I don't know who my biological mother is.

I don't know when Lu Jingzhong came in, I just felt that a pair of hands rubbed my hair, gently pressed my scalp, rubbed my temples, he may not be very good at washing long hair, there was constantly foam flowing from his forehead, he wiped the foam that was about to flow into my eyes, and at the same time blocked the water from the shower to avoid flowing into my eyes.

I looked at him, his eyes were red, and he asked, "Did the foam flow into your eyes? like a rabbit." ”

I shook my head, turned around directly, hugged Lu Jingzhong's neck and kissed him, the kiss was particularly intense.

I just want to use this way to remind myself, oh, no matter what, I still have Lu Jingzhong.

So, I even forgot that I was sitting in the bathtub now, naked, Lu Jingzhong's shirt was quickly soaked, and after a moment's pause, he also began to respond to me fiercely, as if he had really been hungry for a long time. The regimental private line number.

I sat on the edge of the bathtub, a little slippery, almost replanted in the bathtub, Lu Jingzhong was caught off guard by me, the upper body was soaked, I was completely awake, and suddenly I was a little distracted: "Well, I didn't mean to, just now I just felt depressed in my heart......"

Lu Jingzhong's eyes were very dark, so he took down a wide bath towel and surrounded me, picked me up horizontally and walked towards the bedroom.

Lu Jingzhong's legs are basically all healed, and now even if it is a hundred and fifty pound princess hug, it is absolutely fine, fortunately, there are no regrets, otherwise I will really regret it for the rest of my life.

At the same time that my back touched the soft big bed, the bath towel on my body had been thrown to the ground, and Lu Jingzhong took off the ** shirt on his body and locked me directly under his arms.

The wound on his shoulder was all healed, just a hideous bullet hole wound, which was heart-wrenching to look at, as well as a scar on his forehead that was blocked by broken hair, and large and small scars on his chest.

Lu Jingzhong's eyes were dark, and he asked me, "What are you looking at?"

I said, "Look at you." ”

As I spoke, I pushed Lu Jingzhong on my body, he didn't think of it at all, he was afraid of pressing me, so he didn't use force at all, so I pushed it so gently, and he lay on the bed, I didn't let him have time to react, I leaned over and lay on his chest, and kissed the scar on Lu Jingzhong's forehead, and then went down thinly, little by little, kissing every scar on his body because of my injuries, and then untied his belt.

Lu Jingzhong didn't seem to expect it, and grabbed my hand, as if he was in a bit of a hurry for a moment, "No need." ”

I looked at him with a smile: "Husband, I want to please you." ”

Before, I saw it, I felt that it was very dirty, it was really unbearable, but, with the person I love the most**, it is really an ultimate enjoyment, I moved my mouth slightly, watching Lu Jingzhong grasp the sheets uncontrollably, the expression on his face was dreamy and exciting, and then finally I couldn't control it, I pressed the back of my head, and suddenly the whole root was submerged, and I felt a fishy sweetness in my throat.

Lu Jingzhong gasped for breath, and his voice was inexplicably hoarse, with a thick sense of sexiness: "Good, go and vomit." ”

However, it was already in my throat, and it was really up to me whether I could vomit or not, so I still went to the bathroom to rinse my mouth.

When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Lu Jingzhong with a thin blanket around his waist, holding a mobile phone in one hand, talking on the phone, but it seemed to be holding my mobile phone.

Lu Jingzhong still has the usual way of calling, basically except for "um", "yes" and "good", there is no other sentence of more than five words, I really don't know, how can Lu Jingzhong be able to talk so long when he calls me.

Lu Jingzhong hung up the phone, and I asked, "Who is it?"

"Gu Qingcheng," Lu Jingzhong said, "you ...... just now Gu Zhenyu called you, but you didn't answer. ”

My hands smacked.

Maybe it really shouldn't be my turn to answer the call, I waited like a nervous one night, and I missed it while I was in the bathroom.

Lu Jingzhong told me that Gu Zhenyu had arrived, stayed in the hotel, and made an appointment to have a meal together at noon tomorrow.

I asked, "You agree?"

Lu Jingzhong said: "No, Gu Qingcheng said that Gu Zhenyu will go when the time comes, and he will also go, you can go if you want, anyway, it is a meal for their father and son, and they also have things that have not yet been settled." ”

I lay on the bed and wrapped my arms around Lu Jingzhong's waist: "Maomao, do you think I should go?"

"What do you want?" Lu Jingzhong brought a towel to help me wipe my hair, wiped it carefully, and then brought a hair dryer, and the hot air was blowing on my face.

I said, "I don't know what I'm thinking now, I want to see him and I don't want to see him, I wonder if they had a hard time throwing me away, but what kind of pain can throw away my own child?" When I was a child, I played with the children in the village, and they bullied me for not having parents, and when I went to elementary school and held parent-teacher conferences, other people's children went to parent-teacher conferences, but my parents always used various reasons to shirk, because I lived in my aunt's house before high school, and my aunt and grandmother would go to hold parent-teacher meetings for me, and I felt very wronged in my heart...... I thought I just didn't want to be welcomed, because in the village, there is always a patriarchal meaning, so I don't blame my parents...... But now, I know that it's not that my parents don't like me, it's not that I'm patriarchal, it's that I'm not their biological daughter at all...... Those children bullied me for not having a father or mother, it turned out to be true......"

Maybe the hot wind in the hair dryer made me relax a little, so I chattered like an old woman, talking a lot about my childhood, when I was very wronged, when I wanted to cry, and occasionally when my parents came to pick me up and jumped three feet high.

Lu Jing changed the soft breeze to blow my hair, the sound was not too loud, and occasionally he said "um" twice to indicate that he did hear it.

When the hot wind blows, it's easy to think about what, and Lu Jingzhong put down the hair dryer and began to be dishonest again.

I pursed my lips: "Didn't I have it once just now, be careful of indulging in your body." ”

Lu Jing laughed heavily, "Is one time enough?"

I immediately stammered and flattered: "Well, you're seven times a night, but I can't." ”

However, now that I speak uselessly, Lu Jingzhong knows my sensitive points, he goes up and down, and a few clicks will arouse my interest, hooking his neck and almost shouting "I want, I want", but in this kind of thing in bed, I am generally more passive, even if I am active at the beginning, I will take the initiative to become passive in the back, and every time I am tossed by Lu Jingzhong, who is very physically strong, I have no other words except for my own gasp.

But this time, Lu Jingzhong had to listen to my ** voice, I felt like a shrimp taken out of the cage drawer, all over my body was hot red, already cooked, from Lu Jingzhong's eyes, I saw that my face was full of shyness, and I couldn't help but lean up and kiss him, humming pitifully.

Lu Jingzhong smiled and kissed the back of my ear: "Beg me yourself." ”

In front of Lu Jingzhong, the last thing I need is backbone, so before he finished speaking, I said, "Brother Maomao, give it to me." ”

Then, at once, he rushed in.

Lu Jingzhong was really rare and interested this time, and I had to pick out some words to praise him, if I didn't praise him, he wouldn't move, I only twisted my waist uncomfortably, and I had to say: "Husband, you are awesome?"

Then he smacked it hard: "Don't you know if I'm good or not?"

All right.

When he was on the rise, there were three knocks on the door.

It was the childlike voice of the ice cream child: "Mom, I want you to tell me a story!"

I pushed Lu Jingzhong on my body: "My son's name!"

Lu Jingzhong glared at me: "Then how can I pull it out halfway now that I'm still stubborn?"

"Then you hurry up, I'll have to breastfeed Yanyan in a while......"

The ice cream began to scratch the door again outside, I was afraid that the ice cream would be able to turn the doorknob to come in, and I anxiously looked at the door to see if the door was locked, Lu Jing pinched the soft flesh on my waist, I didn't control it, and shrank hard.

After a while, the sudden white smoke in front of me gradually dissipated, and I pushed Lu Jingzhong on my body before I thought, "Ah, I forgot to bring a condom again." ”

Lu Jingzhong was wearing pajama pants and said to me, "Next time I remember to wear them." ”

I thought about taking out the contraceptive pill from the drawer of the bedside table to eat it, Lu Jingzhong came over and took the bottle of the contraceptive pill from my hand: "Don't eat it." ”

I pouted: "But I really don't want children now, I already have ice cream and words, and when ice cream and words grow up, let's talk about having children, okay? Besides, didn't you agree last time, then didn't you say that you are very content with a son and a daughter?"

A flash of light flashed in Lu Jingzhong's eyes, and soon, I didn't have a chance to catch it.

He looked at the instructions on the contraceptive pill bottle, and then threw the pill bottle directly into the garbage bin: "The side effects of this medicine are too great, I will find Dr. Zhang to prescribe some medicine for you tomorrow." ”

I was suddenly a little puzzled: "There is a different medicine after the fact, so I will take this ......"

"You are not allowed to eat it once, it hurts your body. After Lu Jingzhong finished speaking, he directly opened the door with the garbage bag.

Ice cream pounced in all of a sudden, and a pair of big eyes squinted to look at it, looking sneaky: "What are you doing, I'm really anxious." ”

Me: "......"

Seeing that my whole body was shrunk in the quilt, Ice Cream asked Lu Jingzhong, "Is my mother asleep?"

"Mom is not feeling well today, she has to lie down. "Lu Jingzhong said something serious, I felt embarrassed, I really don't know why he is so calm.

Ice cream asked again, "Dad, what are you holding?"

"Things to throw away," Lu Jingzhong said, "come, Dad will tell you a story." ”

Whenever Lu Jingzhong uses this tone of voice to the child for ice cream, I feel inexplicably funny, and I feel that Lu Jingzhong is completely like a different person.

………………

That night, I couldn't sleep.

Not only because Yanyan cried twice, but also about whether he was going to see Gu Zhenyu the next day.

I slowly pushed the bassinet and hummed a song.

My singing is really not good, but barely in my ears, it can be regarded as five notes, Lu Jingzhong's singing is very good, even if it is an ordinary lullaby or a little star, I can sing a completely different taste.

It's just that Lu Jingzhong is also very tired today, so I didn't call him up.

I found a chair, sat next to the cradle, looked at Yanyan's quiet sleeping face, and asked softly: "Baby, you say, do I want to see your grandfather?" Oh, you ask your grandfather what kind of person he is, your grandfather is a very powerful person, my mother has seen it in magazines and TV, very majestic...... What do you say, you want to see your grandfather, okay, then you will have grandparents and grandparents, and grandparents and grandfathers......

At this point, I paused.

Grandparents......

Where did I get a grandmother for Yanyan?

It was at this moment that I decided that I was going to see Gu Zhenyu tomorrow.

People really can't live like this, I've been living in a mess for more than 20 years, and now, from now on, I want to live clearly, the first thing is to figure out who my mother is.

After rocking the cradle for a while, I turned around and saw a figure behind me, I was startled at first, but then I was relieved.

It's Lu Jingzhong.

I walked over and lowered my voice: "Did you wake you up when you got out of bed?"

Lu Jingzhong helped me pull the hair scattered in front of my eyes behind my ears: "You are not asleep, how can I sleep." ”

I looked up at him, and from his dark eyes, I seemed to be able to see the soul, and he could always say something numb to the bones in such a casual tone, which made people's hearts listen to a burst of sweetness.

Lu Jingzhong's words always tugged at my heartstrings from time to time, I hugged his waist and yawned exaggeratedly: "Let's go, go to sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow." ”

"What do you do in the morning?"

I glanced at Lu Jingzhong: "Knowingly, ask for some reason, draw a beautiful makeup, and raise your spirit to meet my biological father." ”

Lu Jing slapped my face again: "That's right, dear." ”

………………

The next morning, I woke up early, and when I woke up, it was not yet dawn, and when I saw that it was only five o'clock, I turned over and tried to continue sleeping, but I couldn't sleep anyway.

Because Lu Jingzhong and I both slept late at night, I was afraid that I would wake up Lu Jingzhong by turning over, so I stood motionless on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

However, Lu Jingzhong still woke up.

Looking at his open eyes, I grinned: "Maomao, I woke you up again." ”

Originally, I slept lightly, and others woke up as soon as they moved, but Lu Jingzhong was obviously worse than me, so the two of us had a better sound insulation effect, and then the curtains should be thick, so that when I slept at night, I could create a completely dark environment, suitable for sleeping.

In the early morning, Lu Jingzhong looked in good spirits, and when he turned over, he pressed me under him, "Don't sleep?"

I know that men are very powerful in the morning, in case the gun goes off, the consequences are unimaginable, so I didn't dare to move under him, and stared at him directly: "If you want to see someone for a while, you must be full of energy, but now if I come once, I will definitely wilt, and you don't want me to go to see the Gu family is a decrepit look that has been squeezed dry, right?"

Lu Jingzhong bit my lower lip maliciously: "If you want to squeeze it dry, you will squeeze me dry, you should say that I will feed you." ”

"Hooligans!"

I had breakfast, because I am now the acting chairman of the Lu family, and it is my first day in office, I always have to go around and put on a show.

So, after eating, I went back to the house first, milked the milk that needed to be fed that day, and when it was time to say that I wanted to drink milk, Lu's mother only needed to put it in the microwave and heat it up, and she could drink it directly.

Lu Jingzhong was very interested in the process of milking me, he had to come with me, in front of him I felt panicked, turned his face and didn't want to pay attention to him, turned his back to him and lifted his shirt, just revealed a little milky white breast milk, Lu Jingzhong stretched out his fingers to rub it, I looked back in shock, Lu Jingzhong was putting his index finger in his mouth, looking like a child who had not grown up, squinting his eyes, as if he had smashed his mouth and tasted it.

I pushed him directly: "Get out, get out quickly! I've never seen you be such a father, and you fight for milk for your little daughter." ”

…………

I went to Lu's Building, and Lu Jingzhong went to Jiage.

"I'll pick you up at half-past eleven. ”

"If you're busy, you won't have to pick me up," I said, "I'll take a taxi myself." ”

This time, when I came to Lu's, first of all, Li Na told me about some business processes, such as the company's high-level meetings, if I am interested, I can listen to them, but all the minutes of their meetings will be presented to me, so I can do it with or without me in various meetings, I am really an ornament.

Li Na said: "Don't say that, chairman, the company's highest decision-making power is still in your hands......"

Li Na is really a very competent secretary, she originally followed Lu Jingzhong, and now she is not impatient with me, the half-baked chairman.

However, when it was almost noon, I was packing up my things and preparing to leave, when Rina suddenly came in and handed me a contract for financing, which needed to be started.

I said, "Shouldn't this be handed over to the finance department? ”

Li Na from the computer, when Lu's profit and loss statement for this quarter showed me, and there were some bills of expenditure and income, densely packed with a large sheet, I was dizzy at all, but Li Na helped me point out a few numbers, and I basically understood, that is, the current finance is in a state of loss, and it is relatively serious, and it is completely using its own foundation to paste money into it.

Maybe she noticed that my face was not very good, Li Na added: "But after the news of your chairman last night, the shares on the market have begun to recover." ”

I said lukewarmly, "That's good news...... So what to do?"

Li Na said: "Gu's is ready to invest in the company, but the contract was signed this afternoon, and I heard Mr. Lu say that the amount should be more than 100,000 yuan." ”

...... this afternoon

So I really have to meet at noon today?

It turns out that even if I didn't bother with it last night, I still have to go to the appointment today.

I suddenly felt that no matter whether you have gained or lost something, many times in life, you can't help yourself.