How many things have you said in your life? And then you said it, and it was over.

Who can guarantee that everything you say has been carefully considered, how many angry words have you said in your life, how many words have you said just for the sake of temporary pleasure? How much have you thought about it, how much have you considered the feelings of others?

I'm just tired, I'm thinking about it, what's not to understand!

I'm just tired!

Shedding tears, I don't even know what I said just now, only the scenery along the way, one trip after another, Wang Zhaoyang was silent on the phone, silently listening to my sobbing voice.

After crying for five minutes, I hung up the phone, and he didn't come back to pester, didn't ask a word, what happened.

Looking at Chen Feiyang in a blink of an eye, he was still sitting like that, I didn't want him to see him crying, so he climbed to the top bunk and lay down crying. I don't know what to do, I can't get rid of Chen Feiyang, at this moment, I can't get rid of Chen Feiyang from my heart, I can't let go of him.

What you said is too open, Chen Feiyang is simple and ignorant, Chen Feiyang is to blame for going astray, that's not what he thinks. He doesn't want to be illiterate, he doesn't want to be deceived, the most helpless thing about him is that he is illiterate, and in this sinister society, he actually needs more protection.

I'm willing to protect him, if I can.

After returning home, Chen Feiyang was still in a slump, and after being in a daze for a long time, he went out in a hurry with the motorcycle key, and I ran out with him.

On his motorcycle, he didn't drive me down, and then went to the place where the bugs were kept, and I still didn't dare to go in.

Seeing Chen Feiyang take out the templates with dead insects one by one and throw them on the ground, and there were still some dying insects crawling on the ground, I timidly took a step back.

A lot of formwork was thrown on the ground, and the gold in his eyes a few days ago has now turned into garbage.

I don't know where to get the firewood and grass, a big fire, Chen Feiyang burned all of them, and in the process of doing this, his face has been expressionless.

The fire burned in front of us, and the yard was covered with black mist, and it was a good autumn season, and it was very hot and dry. Crackling, it was the sound of the full insect body bursting, and my heart was beating when I heard it one by one, Chen Feiyang ignored everything and was expressionless.

There were onlookers coming, and I wondered if it was not good to burn the fire like this, and the fire was too big. Chen Feiyang didn't pay attention, I had to pay attention, don't set the nearby houses on fire.

When he was about to leave, the police came, came and yelled at what was going on.

Chen Feiyang glanced at it, and there was a fierce light, so I hurriedly walked up, blocked in front of the police, and said, "Comrade policeman, it's okay, burn something at home, it's okay for a while." ”

"Is there such a burning thing, what should I do if I set it on fire!" The police are very fierce, don't blame the police, it is indeed a bit exaggerated that this fire burns.

I didn't know what to do, for fear that they would arrest Chen Feiyang, so I hurriedly pulled the police aside and stuffed 500 yuan.

These 500 yuan are actually the last belongings of me and Chen Feiyang, and I have all of them with me when we go out this time, which is not used up.

I guess the police didn't want money when they came, they really came to do something, so I just took precautions. I said, "We'll be optimistic, don't worry, I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you." ”

After sending the police, I looked at the fire, and I couldn't start to put out the fire.

Sigh, burn, this damn life.

The fire burned for more than two hours, and the yard was full of black charcoal, and we didn't plan to clean it up, so Chen Feiyang took me home on a motorcycle.

As soon as I got home, I met someone who came to collect debts.

The news of Chen Feiyang's business failure did not flow quickly, after all, we had been away from home for a few days, and some people suspected it at first, saying that this work might be a lie.

It was Lao Hei's wife who came to collect the debt, and Chen Feiyang borrowed 20,000 yuan from Lao Hei. Lao Hei took Chen Feiyang as a brother, of course he wouldn't come to ask for it, and he talked about it with his wife, and his wife couldn't sit still and killed him.

Wu Yuqing has been entertaining the two ladies who are collecting debts for a long time, and after Chen Feiyang entered the house, he didn't greet anyone and went directly to take a bath.

I also want to take a bath and let that fire roast.

After taking Wu Yuqing back into the house, I called my sister-in-law, and the old black wife glanced at me, "Yo, are you back?" I thought you wouldn't be back in the next two days. ”

I laughed, "Sister-in-law, what do you mean by that?"

The sister-in-law said bluntly, brought an IOU from Chen Feiyang, and said: "Our family is going to buy a car in the past few days, and the money has been withdrawn, and it is 20,000 yuan, so I will ask if you can take it out now." ”

I looked a little embarrassed and said, "Sister-in-law, look, I, the two of us are a little inconvenient now, wait for that ......"

"Aren't you going to refund the franchise fee, isn't it right?" the sister-in-law was a little aggressive.

I told him that the franchise fee hadn't been withdrawn, and it looked like we were going to rely on her, and I said, "Isn't it going to take some time?"

"Then we can't wait to buy a car, I should have bought it last month, but Lao Hei took the family's money behind my back and said that it could be repaid this month. ”

I forced a smile, "Maybe next month." ”

This woman has no face, her face is dark, "No, I have to ask for it today." ”

I took a deep breath and said something, "Sister-in-law, Lao Hei and Feiyang have been friends for so many years, and you don't know what Feiyang's character is, we won't owe you money, let's not bring such a force." ”

"Alas, why are you forced to repay your debts?"

I was looking for my mobile phone and wanted to call Lao Hei directly, but the woman didn't let me, "Anyway, I brought you the IOU, I have to take the money today, and if I can't take it, I won't leave." ”

"Hehe, our family didn't prepare dinner today. "I say so.

Your uncle, bullying my family has no money, isn't it, I don't let you go without money, isn't it just 20,000 yuan, my sister will earn it back in two months, what a big shit.

Ouch, I really don't like Lao Hei's daughter-in-law now.

The old black daughter-in-law glanced at me, Chen Feiyang came out of the shower, and he didn't know that he was here to collect debts, but he didn't want to say hello. The old black daughter-in-law glanced at him, "Chen Feiyang, I heard that your business has lost money, just tell you not to do that, how can the money be so easy to make, now it's okay, it's so easy to make money, no one has made a fortune, the money is still borrowed, don't forget that the money you owe your master hasn't been paid off, it's not that the sister-in-law said you, you two have a good life, what are you doing with those messes, plant it......"

I glared at her, and my attitude was terrible, "Have you said enough!"

Can Chen Feiyang be stimulated now, isn't her words a knife in someone's heart. Chen Feiyang is not a person who can talk, he looked at the old black daughter-in-law, just looked at it like that, and didn't reply.

I guess if she hadn't been a woman, she would have been beaten up today.

"Why don't you let me say it, I don't want to ask for money if I owe money. The one with the black face opened his mouth again, and stood up and yelled at me.

yelling at your grandma's legs, since you have stood up, then I will not keep you. I walked over and pushed her, "Okay, our family doesn't see any guests today, you should go back quickly, who owes your family money." ”

I pushed the two women from the sofa to a position close to the door, and the woman was still scolding, "Pay back, if you don't pay back, you won't leave today!"

I scolded, "What the hell are you, isn't it only 20,000 yuan, you can die if you lack 20,000, how can Lao Hei find such a daughter-in-law as you." You don't want to think about who carried you to the hospital when you gave birth to a baby, when Lao Hei drank outside until his stomach bleeds, wasn't it Feiyang's medical expenses, did you pay it back, did you pay it back? You two got married, you asked for 100,000 dowry, half of which Feiyang lent to Lao Hei, you touch your conscience and say, when did Feiyang owe your family something, did he owe your family a dime? Roll on, hurry up!"

Pushing open the door, I threw the two women out, slammed the door, and turned my head to see that Chen Feiyang was still there, the ups and downs of his chest were obvious, and he must have pressed this fire very hard.

I leaned against the door, as if it was blocked, and no more bad things would come to the door.

Actually, at this time, it seems that I am protecting him in turn, and I haven't thought about it, but I just feel that I should do it.

Clearing my throat, I said, "I'm tired of the day, go to sleep, I don't want to eat, you eat, I'll make it for you." ”

Chen Feiyang lowered his eyes, seemed to shake his head, and then went back to the bedroom.

I sat on the sofa, breathed a long sigh of relief, found a notebook and began to calculate the accounts, how much my income was, how much Chen Feiyang would spend, how much we would spend on our lives, and when we would be able to pay off the money.

Don't want to and don't want anymore. After that, put down the notebook, I know, Chen Feiyang is doing this for me, he always thinks that we may not have a contradiction when we have money, his head is so straight, what can I do, society is sinister, what can he do.

The next day, when I went back to school, I had to pretend to be fine, and I was still in the dance studio in the afternoon.

I also glanced at him, shook his head slightly, he seemed to suppress all the doubts in his heart, looked at me deeply, and turned away.

Compared to him, I think Chen Feiyang needs me more.

I called Shao Siwei, "Shao Shao, is there any way to make more money?"

"How much do you earn a month now?" Shao Siwei asked me.

"More than 10,000. ”

"Tired?"

I nodded to myself, "With more than 20 students, their voices are about to split, and they want to beat their tongues when they speak, and after letting the students go every day, their heads are twisted together." ”

I sighed, and Shao Siwei asked me, "Then how tired do you want to be and bring twenty more?"

Of course I can't stand it.

Shao Siwei said, "Don't think about it, you can do as much as you want, you don't have that luck, you don't have the physical strength, you don't have the brain, what do you want." ”