We froze, I leaned against the railing, and he simply sat on the stairs, looking defeated and puzzled. It wasn't until I felt that I had to go back, and I had to go back to see if Wu Yuqing needed anything, so I went upstairs slowly.

Chen Feiyang was still sitting downstairs, sitting for a long, long time.

Then we fell into a new round of cold war, and now that I've made it clear, it's impossible to say nothing. At home, the two of them just don't talk, he doesn't care about me and I don't care about him.

I didn't have a chance to speak, as long as I wanted to say something, Chen Feiyang would excuse himself and leave.

The person surnamed Zhang will still harass me, Chen Feiyang got angry and threw my mobile phone once, I squatted down and put it together slowly, looking at this crack on the mobile phone screen, looking at the person surnamed Zhang, who sent me a message after the phone was suddenly interrupted, "Xiaoyan, they are all smart people, don't play with me, don't forget what you asked me to do." ”

This is already threatening me.

If this was before, when Chen Feiyang and I were still fine, I might have told Chen Feiyang directly and asked Chen Feiyang to ambush and beat him. If this was before, when I was on good terms with Wang Zhaoyang, I would also tell Wang Zhaoyang and ask him to explain it to me.

But now, I can't say anything about this, and I don't think I'm qualified to ask any of them to support me.

Forget it, what's the love, anyway, life is already so messy, what else can it become.

It took another two days, Wu Yuqing's waist has just been healed here, and he has the ability to take care of himself, and Chen Feiyang's mess over there is really coming. He drank again, and someone called me to tell me the location, and I got him home.

Chen Feiyang didn't mess with me today, didn't say a word, lay on the bed, covered his eyes with his arms, and didn't know if he was crying or being sad.

After inquiring with his friends, his batch of bugs were basically dead, and in less than half a month, they were all dead. It's not just a matter of money, it's killing his dreams.

He was hit, and I was afraid that he would never recover.

While he was asleep, I undressed him. It's been a long time since we've had unnecessary physical contact, and Chen Feiyang has been covering up a lot lately, and in that dark bug room, his body is an unhealthy white.

stripped him naked of his wine-stained clothes, and looking at his proud figure, I didn't have any special feelings. Sometimes, looking at people is looking at people, and I really don't have any ideas in my heart. When you look at a person as a pure person, there is no difference between him wearing clothes and not wearing clothes, and I don't feel ashamed.

Wipe his hands, there is a crack in his fist, he must be in a bad mood and smash the wall and hit the tree. Sometimes I find that when I look at him, I look at my brother, and he is sad and frustrated, and I am also distressed, and I am willing to accompany him through it.

But it's not about love.

Chen Feiyang reached out and hugged me and asked me to lie on top of him, and he tied me with his arms, hugged me tightly, and did not speak. I know that he needs comfort, that he is afraid that I will leave, that he deceives himself.

I didn't speak, just hugged him, listening to his heartbeat, very strong and powerful, a good sunny young man, how could he be tortured like this by me.

I'll accompany him and get through with him, it's a must.

The next day, I got up early and bought breakfast for Chen Feiyang, and he came out with a straight face, sitting on the sofa without moving his chopsticks.

Hand the fritters and say, "Eat some." ”

He shook his head, honestly, I couldn't eat it either.

After a long silence, Chen Feiyang asked me, "Aren't you going to work?"

I said, "I'm taking a leave of absence." ”

Chen Feiyang looked at me again, and there was even gratitude in his eyes, which made me feel distressed. In fact, he doesn't want much, he just begs me to be by his side, maybe he doesn't even want to love or something.

I put up with it, and I said, "Did you call the company?"

He shook his head, "No one answered." ”

I comforted him, "It's okay, not this time, you will have experience in the future, and it is normal to have successes and failures in business." It's good to start all over again. ”

Chen Feiyang lowered his head, "I really can't do anything." ”

I finally stroked the back of his hand, and he needed comfort, albeit insignificant. Chen Feiyang hugged me, hugged me so tightly, it was not an exaggeration to describe that the bones were about to be pinched off.

I don't want to scold him anymore, I don't want to quarrel with him anymore, even though sometimes he's really so useless. How to say that sentence, beating is kissing and scolding is love, in fact, it is not false at all.

On the same day, Chen Feiyang and I bought tickets and went to the franchise company, where the phone was always busy. It's deceived, but it's hard to admit it, I always want to take a look and see it clearly.

The train goes for a day and a night. In the sleeper compartment, Chen Feiyang fell asleep in the lower bunk, and I got down from the top and sat on the rest bench to watch the whistling scenery outside the window.

What is travel, is to experience one missed after another in a hurry, and many landscapes that will have time to see clearly in the future are taken away by time like that. It seems to be a period of splendid, tangled, and moved and excited mental journey.

It's over, it's over. But the journey continues, life continues, and after a short period of observation, I realized a truth, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, there is really none.

In the southern city, I followed Chen Feiyang to find the place he had inspected, and the building was already empty, and even the people around me said that there was no such company at all.

Just disappeared, and after more than 40,000 of Chen Feiyang's speed, they disappeared like this.

Another punch hit the wall, and I could clearly see a few signs of depression on the wall, I don't know if the wall was too soft these years or what's going on.

Chen Feiyang punched several times, I was afraid that he would break his hand again, so I hurriedly stopped him and hugged him with a gentle attitude, "It's okay, let's go report the case." ”

Chen Feiyang was once abandoned by the state, and he did not trust the police department very much. In fact, it doesn't matter whether you trust or distrust anymore, if people have the courage to come out and deceive, there is a way for you to catch it.

From this day on, Chen Feiyang became a mute.

In the carriage, I looked at Chen Feiyang with a poker face opposite and thought of us in the past.

"Call my sister!"

"Sister Sister Sister Sister ...... You can listen to me now, right?"

"Don't mind what happened to me?"

"Just don't do it in the future, it's too immoral to steal kidneys. ”

My eyes were moist, I lowered my head, and my mobile phone rang, it was Wang Zhaoyang's call.

walked to the side to pick it up, looked back at Chen Feiyang, who was still expressionless, and didn't know what was gathered in his simple heart at this time.

It must be heavy, and the opening will be choking.

Wang Zhaoyang asked me why I had taken leave for the past few days.

I replied lightly, "Do something with Feiyang." ”

"Is it done?" he seemed to be able to tell, and I wasn't in a good mood.

I didn't answer, Wang Zhaoyang said, "I'm sorry, what I told you last time was too heavy, don't worry." ”

"Nothing, you're right. I replied lightly.

"Are you feeling better these days?" Wang Zhaoyang asked. Wang Zhaoyang is a person who knows how to retreat as advance, and knows that I was making trouble with him in my heart for the past two days, and he may have been a little unhappy himself, so he didn't rush to explain to me, but unfortunately, a lot of things have happened in the past two days.

I looked at everything I kept missing outside the window, listening to his gentle whispers in my ear, and suddenly a little hypocritical poetry moved in my heart, and tears that had been wrapped up for a long time fell, "Wang Zhaoyang, let's miss it like this, okay?"

How many things have you said in your life? And then you said it, and it was over.

Who can guarantee that everything you say has been carefully considered, how many angry words have you said in your life, how many words have you said just for the sake of temporary pleasure? How much have you thought about it, how much have you considered the feelings of others?

I'm just tired, I'm thinking about it, what's not to understand!

I'm just tired!

Shedding tears, I don't even know what I said just now, only the scenery along the way, one trip after another, Wang Zhaoyang was silent on the phone, silently listening to my sobbing voice.

After crying for five minutes, I hung up the phone, and he didn't come back to pester, didn't ask a word, what happened.

Looking at Chen Feiyang in a blink of an eye, he was still sitting like that, I didn't want him to see him crying, so he climbed to the top bunk and lay down crying. I don't know what to do, I can't get rid of Chen Feiyang, at this moment, I can't get rid of Chen Feiyang from my heart, I can't let go of him.

Speaking again, Chen Feiyang is simple and ignorant, Chen Feiyang is to blame for going astray, that's not what he thinks. He doesn't want to be illiterate, he doesn't want to be deceived, the most helpless thing about him is that he is illiterate, and in this sinister society, he actually needs more protection.

I'm willing to protect him, if I can.

After returning home, Chen Feiyang was still in a slump, and after being in a daze for a long time, he went out in a hurry with the motorcycle key, and I ran out with him.

On his motorcycle, he didn't drive me down, and then went to the place where the bugs were kept, and I still didn't dare to go in.

Seeing Chen Feiyang take out the wooden planks with dead insects one by one and throw them on the ground, and there were still some dying insects crawling on the ground, I timidly took a step back.

A lot of planks were thrown on the ground, and the gold in his eyes a few days ago has now turned into garbage.

I don't know where to get the firewood and grass, a big fire, Chen Feiyang burned all of them, and in the process of doing this, his face has been expressionless.

The fire burned in front of us, and the yard was covered with black mist, and it was a good autumn season, and it was very hot and dry. Crackling, it was the sound of the full insect body bursting, and my heart was beating when I heard it one by one, Chen Feiyang ignored everything and was expressionless.

There were onlookers coming, and I wondered if it was not good to burn the fire like this, and the fire was too big. Chen Feiyang didn't pay attention, I had to pay attention, don't set the nearby houses on fire.

When he was about to leave, the police came, came and yelled at what was going on.

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