Rubbing his wound, I persuaded him again in a good voice, "I know you need time, who hasn't been deceived, you see that my aunt has been deceived all her life, don't you live well, there is nothing that can't be passed, if you abuse yourself like this again, I will hand you over to your master." ”

Chen Feiyang didn't listen to anyone, he just listened to his master, when he was brushed down by the team, he also abused himself, and his parents threw him directly to the master.

Chen Feiyang's heart moved, he reached out and picked me up, buried his head in my shoulder socket, very fragile look, "Wife, I love you, Xiaochang, I love you, don't leave me." ”

When a person relies on you in a way that you can't do, it's hard for you to decide to get rid of him unless he's heinous or annoying to the extreme. Chen Feiyang is like this to me, so I can't do it to hurt him, I can't bear it.

There was a slight movement in my heart, but I knew that I couldn't promise him anything, but now was never the best time to leave him.

Chen Feiyang went to bed, I sat on the sofa with the light off, thinking about what Fang Keru said to me today, it turned out that I had always misunderstood, Wang Zhaoyang did not leave a way out for himself, and did not remarry Fang Keru.

Fang Keru said that although Wang Zhaoyang looked good-tempered, he agreed to whatever people said, but he also had some principles of his own. For example, when it comes to the house, at first he really said that he didn't agree to anything, he was not afraid of living a poor life, he just didn't want the woman he loved to live an unhappy life.

This man's love is deep and forbearing, but he always knows what he should and should not do, and everything is carried out in a planned way.

He said he wanted me better if I was good, and if I was bad, he would make me good.

Looking at his name on the phone, Wang Zhaoyang, are you tired?

But I don't know if I should call him or not, since he scolded me that time, I tried to avoid ignoring him, the only time I ignored him, I cried on the phone, he listened silently, and then didn't.

I tortured two men, but I didn't know which one was more bitter.

But I know who I love, and I know that I have left Chen Feiyang and Wang Zhaoyang together, and this kind of ** is difficult to calm down. Just like at the beginning, when Wang Zhaoyang was trapped by marriage, he must have experienced the same entanglement as me, and his heart over the years is sour that I can't imagine.

Is it right to run away from someone you don't love and run to your loved one.

Wu Yuqing got up to go to the toilet, saw me sitting on the sofa, and asked me why I didn't sleep. I said I couldn't sleep.

She sat down next to her and asked, "Are you two going to be able to get by?"

Hey, Wu Yuqing, who should be able to see it, will see it sooner or later, I don't even want to sleep with Chen Feiyang in bed now, it's quite obvious.

I didn't speak, Wu Yuqing asked me, "Do you think he is incompetent?"

I don't think anyone has the ability, and I'm not a capable person. It's not disliked, first of all, I have some personality conflicts with Chen Feiyang, and secondly, I have someone else in my heart. I don't know which is the reason for the more, but it's just a lot of things that have accumulated to produce such a result.

"Do whatever you want, while you're still young. Wu Yuqing said that this is probably the most thoughtful sentence she has ever said to me over the years we have been together.

I still looked at her, and she said, "I have lived most of my life, and one of the truths I understand best is that there is really no regret medicine in the world." The biggest regret is that I didn't go home sooner to have a look, and if I had gone back earlier, I might have seen them again. ”

I remembered the deserted tomb, on which Wu Yuqing lay on his stomach and cried with a dusty face.

I asked her, "If they were still around, would you stay?"

She shook her head and didn't answer. She was illiterate, and she couldn't say anything about the Tao, but I understood what she was thinking. If it were me, I wouldn't stay, years of separation will cause a lot of estrangement, even if blood is thicker than water, but I still become an outsider in the end.

I went back because I missed it, and if I stayed, there would be more contradictions.

So since you will still leave, you will not see that side again, is it so important? If anyone leaves can still live, what is the meaning of having one or two more contacts?

Wu Yuqing said, "At least say what you want to say, it's too late, I don't have a chance to say it now, and they can't hear it." ”

What Wu Yuqing wanted to tell them was that she always remembered her surname Wu, and she always remembered that she still had these relatives directly, and she still missed them occasionally in her heart.

Saying what you want to say to the person you want him to hear is a kind of happiness for yourself and that person.

Wu Yuqing went back to the room to sleep, I took my mobile phone again to look at Wang Zhaoyang's name, I wanted to call him, I wanted to talk to him, I don't know what those words were, maybe I want to say, no matter when, Yan Xiaochang loves Wang Zhaoyang, but she can't do it.

She didn't really want to keep rejecting him, she was just afraid that the choices she made easily would make her regret and hurt more people like she had done at the beginning.

But I love you, no doubt,

The phone was connected, and I listened to Wang Zhaoyang's breathing, but I still didn't know where to speak, but my heart was calm, so calm that I wanted to cry.

After being silent for a long time, Wang Zhaoyang asked, "Are you coming to see me?"

I thought about it for two seconds, "Okay. ”

Wang Zhaoyang gave me an address, which is where he lives now, where he used to live with Fang Keru, I have not been there, but I have a certain curiosity about this place.

He didn't come to pick me up, let me find it myself, he kept walking towards me, walking and stopping, maybe tired, and some of the steps had to be walked by myself.

Found this place, knocked on his door, Wang Zhaoyang stood at the door, one hand still pulling the handle on the door, one arm tired on the door frame, looked at me for a few seconds, drunk.

Still not sure who took the initiative, we looked at each other for a few seconds and began to kiss, kissing all the way from the door to the living room, I had to indulge my feelings and give him a chance to relax.

Smelling it, he was drinking. No matter how good Wang Zhaoyang's mentality is, no matter how he knows how to resolve everything, he is still a person, my snubbing of him these days must have made him feel very bad, he has many reasons for his bad mood, but it should all be because of me.

How can I get his love, and his love is like an ocean, like the four seas with excessive salinity, vast and calm, let me wander.

There was no deliberate preparation, but I was his tonight, and from the moment I went out, I had already decided on it. We kissed the couch, the soft texture, and I fell into it, covered in his bosom.

He kissed my tears dry, as if he were a plea or a command, and his voice was low and deep, "Stay with me." ”

I hugged him and buried his face in my shoulder socket and enjoyed the feminine tenderness, "I love you." I said.

He hugged me tighter and rubbed my hair habitually, "I know," he said, "I love you too, Yan Xiaochang." ”

Changing into a comfortable position, we hugged on the sofa for a long time, I walked in his arms, calm and content, those troubles that have been bothered for a long time, all forgotten at this time, although this night will not be very long, but there is a moment is a moment.

Then he picked me up and took me into the bedroom, where I lay on the bed against the wall and lay myself outside. I just lay there obediently, he could do whatever he wanted.

Pulling back the covers to cover us, he put one arm under my neck and kissed me sideways, not bothering, just gently running his lips over his cheek. Swimming to the neck, he reached out and unbuttoned me.

I took a deep breath and it didn't matter, it didn't matter what he wanted to do.

But he didn't do it, he let out a heavy breath, suppressed his desire, and scooped me into his arms to sleep.

I thought that when we met him, we would have a lot of things to say, but in fact, there was no need to say anything, it was already good to know that each other was by our side, everything was in plain sight, and he understood what I wanted to say.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I naturally still had those things on my mind, and I was reluctant to sleep, and I was reluctant to waste such a long-lost night of embracing each other in my sleep.

I turned to look at him in the dark, and the movement of turning woke him up, "What's wrong?" he asked.

I had something to say, "I want to see you more." ”

He laughed, "Terminally ill?"

I laughed too, and I said, "If I really get terminally ill, I don't care about anything, and I must be with you every day in my last days." ”

He will also fulfill myself, even if he turns the whole world upside down and loses the world.

Kissing again, I opened my lips and allowed his tongue to reach in and tease slowly, from a shallow kiss of affection to aggression mixed with desire, and I let out a low moan in my throat under his fiddling, sheltered in the darkness.

I've been waiting, waiting for when Wang Zhaoyang plans to press me under his body, but he hasn't made the next move. He let go of me and looked me in the eye.

I think my gaze is firm, and it is at your disposal.

He took my hand and pulled it to the most sensitive part of his body, where I touched the hardness and felt a little flustered. Thinking of those days of hugging each other, and even shamefully remembering those fierce frictions and collisions, I looked into his eyes and suddenly felt a little shy.

He said, "I'm not a saint. ”

I thought he was asking for it, and it just so happened that I wanted to give it too. So I climbed on top of him and started tearing his clothes, but Wang Zhaoyang stopped me.

Grabbing my hand, he pressed me into his arms and pressed my chest tightly, he said, "You know, people are most impulsive at night, I don't want you to regret it at all, I'm not in a hurry, you deal with it slowly." ”

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