I slept like this all night. For a long time, I didn't sleep very well, I dreamed a lot when I slept, and I woke up groggy in my head.

It was here, in his arms, that he could sleep so sweetly, and this sense of security could not be given by Chen Feiyang's tough body.

When I woke up, he looked at me with a smile and realized that I had slept with him all night, and although I didn't do anything, I still felt a little guilty, guilty about Chen Feiyang.

After all, we're not divorced yet.

Kissing me lightly on the forehead, he said, "I'm going to work." ”

I nodded.

He still smiled faintly, "Get up, let's go have breakfast." ”

I smiled and continued to nod.

He lifted the quilt and got up, we didn't take off our clothes that night, Wang Zhaoyang found a new toothbrush, squeezed the toothpaste for me, and stood at the door of the toilet looking at me with a smile.

I was looking around at this place where he had lived for a long time, and he came in last night and kissed him, but I didn't look closely.

Although it was renovated a few years ago, it doesn't look old-fashioned now, and the furniture is very concise, from every small lamp to the soft furnishings, it is very well matched.

It's not comparable to me and Chen Feiyang's broken family, it's not comparable, there's nothing to compare.

Once, when I still had a lot of romantic fantasies, I wanted to have such a home, but then I actually thought that it would be nice to have a place to live anyway, and I didn't have much of a requirement for that.

Wang Zhaoyang looked at me with my gaze, and he said, "This place has not been inhabited for a long time, and I will come back when I have time these days, and clean up a little bit every day, and I am almost finished." ”

I nodded.

He said: "I also thought about it, this is where she lived, would you mind, but think about it, it should be nothing, you won't care too much." ”

It's as if he doesn't care, Yan Xiaochang, who used to belong only to him, has also been a wife to others, and his feelings have reached a certain level, so he doesn't have to mind anything too much.

I was thinking about what was going on when he wiped the dust off the corners of the house when he cleaned up the house himself. It's full of love, with the happy hope that I will live together here, under his care, why are those pictures full of love, so sad when I think about it.

"I just want to leave you a way out, and if you decide, you can move in at any time. He said.

I looked at him, and I was a little moved to cry, and I was moved to laugh, and my expression was very tangled. Wang Zhaoyang pushed on my back and handed me the toothbrush, "Go brush your teeth, it stinks." ”

I rolled his eyes, and finally showed some playful looks, he liked to see me like this, and he was fooling around without pressure or mind. In his eyes, he always loved me as a little girl, and he said that when he remembered that I was his student, he would have an inexplicable sense of guilt.

But teachers and students are just the way we get to know each other.

After that, there was no excessive behavior, we had breakfast together and took a taxi back to school. I thought that I was still a married woman, and I didn't want to walk into the school gate at the same time as him, and it was never good to be seen.

Although maybe one day, we will be generously holding hands and going in and out, that will be justified later.

My primary goal now is to help Chen Feiyang repay the money, and after paying off the money, I can simply leave.

I quarreled with Chen Feiyang again, it was a weekend, I was taking students in the dance studio, now the temperature is getting lower and lower, the children wear less dancing clothes, two of them have caught a cold, I went to the principal's office, I want to ask about the heating.

When can I start heating at the earliest, if it takes too long, I'll have to figure it out myself. I can't make my children suffer just to earn money.

In the office, the principal and Wang Zhaoyang were holding a teacup and talking nonsense.

When I saw Wang Zhaoyang, I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, because I hadn't taken care of him seriously for several days since I came back. He looked at me and smiled faintly.

I had just sat down, my butt was still warm, and I received a credit card spending alert on my phone. I asked a friend for this card, and the overdraft limit was 10,000, but I rarely used a credit card, I was afraid that I couldn't pay it back.

Consumption tips, I spent more than 3,000 at once, and I was instantly dumbfounded.

Money, the biggest problem in my eyes now, I didn't even tell the principal, smiled and walked outside the office, and called Chen Feiyang.

"What did you just buy?"

Chen Feiyang, "It's nothing. ”

"Where's the card? It's not going to be stolen, is it?"

Chen Feiyang: "No. ”

"So what the hell did you buy?"

He said he had something going on over there, and he would tell me when he got home. These days, the two of us don't have much conversation.

I didn't feel at ease, so I called my credit card to check my consumption records and found that Chen Feiyang had booked a plane ticket to Thailand.

Wang Zhaoyang stood up and asked me what was wrong, I looked at the message in the text message, and thought for a moment, it's broken!

Chen Feiyang told me about Thailand, which is a place that has a great preference for black boxing. I called Chen Feiyang's master and asked them if they were going to Thailand for exchange, and the master said that there was no such thing, he said that Chen Feiyang had just arrived at the gym and was fighting Lao Hei.

I ran away after throwing Wang Zhaoyang away, and went to the gym to take Chen Feiyang away.

In the room where his master was resting, I pursed my lips and glared at Chen Feiyang, he was silent for a long time, and finally spoke, "Don't tell Master about them." ”

"Why can't you say it? You know you can't say it, and you know that they won't let you go if you say it. Chen Feiyang, you want to play with your life, do you really think that you are the invincible opponent in the world?"

Chen Feiyang lowered his head, thought for a while, and asked me seriously, "Then what else can I do, what else can I do besides boxing! Don't you want to get a divorce, if I don't get off the ring, you don't have to bother." ”

I shook him in the mouth and nodded, "Okay, you have a kind, Chen Feiyang beat me wrong about you from the beginning, you go, you'd better die on it and don't come down, if you die outside, I won't even give you a corpse." ”

Running out of the room, Chen Feiyang didn't refute me anything. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't really care if he lived or died, so I went to Chen Feiyang's master and told him that Chen Feiyang had booked a ticket for 8 o'clock in the evening and was going to Thailand to fight black boxing, and asked them to drag him down.

Master has a way to clean up Chen Feiyang, I'm not worried.

I still have to go back to school to teach, and the students are still there.

Fortunately, Wang Zhaoyang has been watching me outside the dance studio, I ran back out of breath, saw him at the door, and smashed my forehead a few times with my palm, paralyzed, and worried about my mother.

I didn't eat dinner, I went out to buy a pack of cigarettes, and sat in the dance studio to smoke one cigarette after another.

I don't think it's a big deal, isn't it just money, it's all over when you earn it, why Chen Feiyang doesn't understand, obviously he has suffered a loss, why do you have to be stupid, what is he trying to do in his head.

This is Chen Feiyang's don't know yet, if I were Chen Feiyang's, I'd be so sad, I'm not now, I'm going to die of worry.

I felt like he was hopeless.

Wang Zhaoyang still walked over in the end, took away the cigarette in my hand and crushed it, I was in a bad mood, I didn't want to tell him anything, I just found a point, Wang Zhaoyang directly snatched the lighter, and looked at me sternly.

I lowered my eyes, "Can you leave me alone for now?"

"What the hell is going on?" Wang Zhaoyang asked, and I replied simply, "He was going to fight black boxing, and I stopped him." ”

"You're short of money?"

I lowered my eyes, I still felt that it was not a matter of money, anyway, there was no one to collect debts, just pay it off slowly, I was not in a hurry.

Wang Zhaoyang sat down next to me, "I can help you if you lack money." ”

I shook my head.

He said, "Do you know the psychology of gamblers?"

I looked at him, and he said: "For example, the probability of opening red and opening black is 50%, and in the eyes of gamblers, if several consecutive hands are black, then the probability of opening red in the next game is very large, if the next game is still black, the next game is more likely to be red, in fact, opening red and opening black, always 50% of the chance." ”

"What do you want to say?"

He said, "We always say that people should be more and more courageous, so there are always some people who swim against the current, and it is like falling in love, talking about an inappropriate one, breaking up, maybe the next one is happiness, the next one is not, and the next one is." But the pursuit is not just persistence, blind pursuit will only make you into a deeper dead end, so the ancients said, take a step back and open the sky. ”

Sighing, "What does this have to do with me." ”

"I don't know what kind of trouble you're in right now, but I want to tell you that many things just take time, you have to learn to wait, learn to really calm yourself, and once your heart is calm, unless the end of the world comes, then nothing can defeat you. ”

"Are you calm, then?" I asked.

He smiled and nodded, "So I'm willing to wait for you, until you finish these things, even if it's dark in the end." You can treat life as an experience, only a fool can be happy every day, pain and sorrow will always accompany us, and there is no need to take it too seriously. ”

It's too philosophical, I can't do it with this head, and I glanced at him, "Thank you for comforting me, although I didn't understand much." ”

He laughed, "Are you feeling better now?"

I nodded.

He said: "If you don't understand it, it's good if it's useful, and I'm talking nonsense." ”

This sentence really made me laugh, and he stood up and stretched out a hand to pull me, "Let's go, I'll take you to dinner." ”

I was stunned, didn't give him my hand, stood up with the rest stool behind me, took my things, locked the door of the dance studio and left.

You still have to eat, and only when you are full will you have the strength to fight tomorrow.

As soon as he walked out of the school gate, Wang Zhaoyang was about to take a taxi, and Chen Feiyang had already walked over step by step. It's already past eight o'clock in the evening, Chen Feiyang can't board the plane, and the ticket has been refunded by me, so his master has released him.

I watched Chen Feiyang's approaching footsteps, and suddenly felt a little scared, Wang Zhaoyang was taking a taxi and didn't know anything. Left or right, I'm in a dilemma, forget it, I'll take care of Chen Feiyang first.

I ran towards Chen Feiyang, opened my mouth and didn't know what to say to him, but Chen Feiyang didn't seem to see me, his eyes were staring at Wang Zhaoyang, his steps were getting faster and faster, Wang Zhaoyang was about to call me when he got into a car, he looked back at the young man who was approaching him, smiled and said sorry to the taxi driver, standing there, the evening breeze blowing the corners of his clothes, that moment was like a knight with a big sword in the game.

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