I've said so much, Li Hua is really embarrassed to touch me again, reached out and touched the corner of my eye, the tears I tried to squeeze out, he hugged me from behind, and said very sincerely: "Youyou, I want to tell you clearly, okay?"

I know that Li Hua must be distracted at this moment, I have been waiting for so long, let him think about it again, okay, I'll wait.

"Hmm. I replied softly.

Then he rubbed my hair, pulled out strands of hair that were being held down by his body, and kissed me in the back where I was tattooed.

This night, I suffocated Li Hua, a young man in his early twenties, because he hugged him tightly, and when he woke up slightly, he could feel that he was always hard underneath.

I don't care, until you think about it, you just hold it, huh.

I drank and couldn't get up the next day. I had a dream in the morning, I dreamed of Lan Tian, saying that I was worried about Li Hua recently, and I really haven't taken care of this good girlfriend for a long time.

I dreamed that I was with Lan Tian, and then her hands were cold, so I pulled Lan Tian's hand into my hand to warm it, and said to her, "This world is so cold, let me help you warm up." ”

Dreams, conversations are imaginative.

Lan Tian said, "Then why are you so warm." ”

I replied proudly, "I have Li Hua to help me warm up." ”

In my dream, I looked left and right, but I didn't find Li Hua, and a hand outside the dream was groping where Li Hua was lying on the bed. I didn't touch anything, and I woke up.

When I woke up, Li Hua was gone, and my heart was empty for three seconds, and then I vaguely remembered that Li Hua woke me up once before and asked me what I wanted to eat, and he went to buy breakfast.

The curtains were very dark, the room was dark, not sure what time it was. I was lying alone in an empty room, unable to sleep.

I began to think back to what happened last night, and I was a little hesitant, did I use the strength of wine to play with Li Hua's temperament, will it cause any bad effects.

I also thought that if Li Hua came back later and planned to touch me, I should not refuse again. I've been here for a while.

I heard the sound of swiping the room card, my eyes swept to the direction of the door, and I was a little excited to see Li Hua coming back with two takeaway boxes.

Later, Li Hua said that he especially liked the look in my eyes when I saw him come back, that is, I was very excited and excited, but the conscience of heaven and earth, my excitement at that time, was to rush rice, not to rush people, I was hungry.

I didn't get out of bed, and the hotel quilt was very comfortable on my body. Li Hua put the disposable paper bowl on the table, opened the plastic bag outside, and then went to dispose of the other box in his hand.

I looked at the wontons in the bowl and hesitated, how could I eat without a spoon. Then Li Hua came over, took out a spoon from the pocket of his clothes, scalded it with boiling water, and put it in a bowl.

I didn't react for the first moment, but when I looked at it again, it was a porcelain spoon.

I said, "You even bought someone else's spoon." ”

Li Huatan said frankly, "I took it with my hand." ”

I just laughed, he, a rich second generation with a net worth of tens of millions, went to someone's stall early in the morning to steal spoons, hahaha. Li Hua held a bowl of ramen, sandwiched a pair of chopsticks, and glared at me, "What are you laughing at, eat yours." ”

I licked the porcelain spoon and said quietly, "I need to put this thing away, baby." ”

"How many days will the school be closed on May Day?" Li Hua hadn't been at school for a long time, so he didn't know, so he simply asked me.

I said, "It's not decided yet, it's still seven days." Remembering that Li Hua was going out to perform with the art troupe in May, he asked, "When are you leaving?"

"One. He said.

Then we all lowered our heads and ate, and my little idea of walking with him was not spoken yet.

Li Hua had something to do in the afternoon, and we didn't have much ink after eating, so we packed up and left. When I walked out of the room, I felt so reluctant. It seems like it's time to do something before leaving.

The spoon was cleaned and taken away by me, and Li Hua said to me: "That's a little bit of a breath." "Actually, what I thought to myself was that I would have to keep this thing and laugh at him in the future.

On the boring weekend, Lan Tian and I met to wash clothes, and by the sink, Lan Tian asked me, "Why didn't you come back last night?"

I said, "I drank too much and slept outside." ”

"With Huazi?" she asked.

I was slightly stunned, then smiled slightly, "Hmm." ”

"Are you together?" Lan Tian asked with a smile.

I smiled again and said, "Come on." ”

I didn't plan to lie to Lan Tian again this time, being together is being together, and not being there is yet, but I think it should be soon, and I will get mixed up with this part, I will wait for Li Hua to figure it out.

Since then, my heart is full of happiness, and this happiness will be written on my face and make the whole person look refreshed. When you are in spirit, good fortune usually comes.

Li Hua was busy rehearsing dance, so I didn't take the initiative to disturb him, and two days later, Li Baitian called me and asked me to audition at a certain location. I Shi Shiran agreed, and Li Baitian said, "Bring Lan Tian over and try it together." ”

I thought about it, two people go, and the face of success is bigger. As long as one of us auditioned successfully, I was very happy.

Lan Tian is also happy, everyone wants to seize the opportunity. We dressed up nicely, cheered each other on, and then took our arms to the agreed place.

Of course, it wasn't just the two of us who came to audition, we were inexperienced newcomers, and we were trying for small roles, and when I got the script, I was slightly frightened.

On the lines of the audition, the name of the character is written as "Youyou", excellent You, of course, this is not the name of this character in the play. The audition lines are improvised.

I also began to understand a little bit that Li Baitian's confident appearance on the phone, he told me not to think about anything, not to be nervous at all, and to use the little things I learned in school is enough.

If nothing else, this role has already been decided to be me, and this audition can be regarded as a formality, and then simply choose.

Later, I often felt that acting was a very bad profession, for example, among the girls who came to audition today, only me and Lan Tian were born in the arithmetic class. can't act, people can teach, the most important thing is your own image, whether it matches the feeling of the character.

I watched Lan Tian look at the lines very seriously to find a sense of drama, and I felt a little guilty inexplicably. Although I don't want to compare, but no matter how good a friend is, there will be times for comparison, Lan Tian's professional level and appearance are not below me, if I guess the things that are set in the house are good, then bring her, how can there be a feeling of playing with others.

Before going to audition, Lan Tian also instructed and communicated with me, how to grasp this role, and cheer me on. After the audition, everyone has to go back and wait for news. Lan Tian and I shared our feelings about this audition on the way back to school.

Lan Tian is not stupid, he can probably see something, and he looks confident in me, saying that this opportunity should be grasped well. Not everyone in the class can encounter this good thing, of course, we also have alumni who have played small roles, and not everyone who has played the first time has the opportunity to play a second time.

Lan Tian also said: "If it happens, no matter what, I have to thank Mr. Li, it's best to invite him to a meal." ”

I haven't thought about this question for the time being, Lan Tian said this, too, Li Baitian has really helped me a lot in the past six months, although I have also helped him. It's just that Li Baitian didn't miss my meal, I told Lan Tian like this, Lan Tian said that I don't go to the Tao, it doesn't matter what I eat, the key is the heart.

I'm not in a hurry to invite Li Baitian to dinner, Li Baitian is a busy person, and it is impossible to find time to eat my meal, he runs around the country all over the country all day long, and I feel sorry for him when I think about it.

At the end of the month, the producer called me and asked me to come back again. The location has been selected here and is preparing to start filming, and of course the actor's affairs must be decided in a hurry, this time I was asked to try on makeup, and a series of other things that I have no experience in.

When I ran to the school gate, I met Yan Xiaochang, everyone has been busy recently, and they haven't eaten together for a long time.

"Where are you going in such a hurry?" Yan Xiaochang asked as she pulled me.

I said something, and she said, "I just met Huazi." ”

I said, "Oh, what did you say?"

Yan Xiaochang said: "I didn't say a word. ”

Li Hua hasn't been at school much recently, and I probably know the most about him now, I said, "He's going to perform with the troupe tomorrow, I guess he'll come back and get something." ”

Yan Xiaochang said that she also contacted the work and was about to leave, but I don't have time to talk to her in detail now, and I don't want to be late for things on the crew's side.

After getting on the bus, Li Hua called me and asked me where I was.

Of course I had something to say, Li Hua seemed to have something to say, but he didn't say anything, he just said: "Then you call me when you're done, I'll have dinner with them at night." ”

I also have this plan, after all, he will leave tomorrow, and he will not come back for half a month, and some things seem to be clear before this.

The bay on this side of the city is beautiful, and many places still retain undeveloped natural beauty, and this time the crew is here, mainly to take the sea view. It's a costume magic drama that I'm going to film, and the character I took was a fisherman's daughter, who turned into a little kraken because of hatred, and was finally beaten to death by the protagonist with a stick.

The city is the first stop for the filming of the whole crew, and most of my scenes are here, because the role is not very important, and the film company does not have a lot of investment, so I will be an extra.

Today I came by myself, without Li Baitian or Lan Tian as a companion, watching the staff in and out of the busy, as a bleached newcomer, a little nervous, a little at a loss.

And the only thing I could do was wait.

I waited for a long time before I was arranged to try on makeup, and it was almost dark at this time, and the Xue family was making a phone call urging me to go to dinner, and I said that I couldn't leave for a while.

When I put on my makeup and went to take pictures, my phone kept vibrating on the side, and I didn't answer it.