During the break, I saw Li Hua's missed call, it was almost eight o'clock at this time, I called back, Li Hua said that they were still drinking, I said that I still have two sets of clothes to change, and I will rush back when I am done, Li Hua said: "Well, wait for you." ”

Li Hua drank too much that day, Li Hua didn't wait for me that day, and we had a hard fight that day.

Even if I've tried on makeup, I'm not sure if the character is mine, and there's another girl who came to try it on. And after we tried on makeup, the assistant director asked us to go to supper with us.

I didn't want to go, so I called Li Baitian to consult, Li Baitian said that I had better cooperate, if I came to try on makeup today, I would be the only one, isn't there a competitor, if I don't go, it will be tantamount to giving up the role.

Even if it's just coping, the assistant director's face is still rewarded.

It was half past nine, I called Li Hua, and I heard that he was already a little drunk, and complained to me unceremoniously, "I've been waiting for you for two hours." ”

I said, "The assistant director, please have a supper, anyway, you have finished eating, and I will go back after I explain it." ”

Li Hua quit and said, "I'll leave tomorrow." ”

He's leaving tomorrow, and he doesn't have much time to wait, but what I think to myself is, no matter where he is, I can go straight to where he is when I'm done. I still have something to tell him.

I said, "I know, you've finished eating there, or you can go back first." ”

"I'll be leaving tomorrow!" he repeated.

The food has been put on the table, and I always don't want to talk to him so much when I'm out on the phone, and I'm starting to get a little impatient, "What are you doing so fiercely!"

He was not happy, "What kind of food is so important?

"Oh, there are so many things, I can't explain them to you. ”

Why should I eat this meal, Li Hua didn't understand, he continued, "You still have to shoot that broken TV series, how can you be popular?"

"If you can't be popular, you should shoot it, and I have to shoot it." ”

We had an argument, mainly that I was saying that Li Hua was listening, and my argument was that I was now a sophomore, and seeing that I had graduated from my junior year, the school could not tolerate me, so I should roll into the society and look for a job. I'm going to be twenty-one years old soon, and if I'm famous, I have to understand it as soon as possible, and it's all experience.

Li Hua has always had opinions about my dedication to being an actor, he thinks that the entertainment industry is too dirty, and he thinks that it is just a matter of self-care after all.

I said, "What do you think I am, after graduation, like you, find a theater troupe to be a drama actor? Li Hua is not like everyone like you, you just lie at home and eat and wait for death all day, and you will not be hungry in this life." ”

Li Hua probably felt that I was looking down on him, and his tone was stiff, "What do you mean by you?"

"It's not interesting, can you leave these things alone, it's not that I don't count it in my heart. ”

"You've got a few farts! I'll ask you again, are you coming?"

"Half an hour. I replied firmly.

But Li Hua was still insisting, he said: "Eat less than this meal can starve you to death!"

"If you don't eat one less meal, you won't die of hunger, if this scene can't go up, there will be no chance, and I can vomit to death in the future." "I'm talking from the heart, does he know how many girls like us there are in the country, but how many scenes can be filmed in a year, and how many girls have consumed their youth, they haven't used up this opportunity.

I don't want to lose the opportunity and I want to cherish it.

Li Hua was a little yelling, I knew it was because he drank too much, "I can't raise you?"

This sentence is the most beautiful sentence he has ever said to me since I met Li Hua. But I'm really a strong character, no matter who I talk to, I don't quarrel if I don't quarrel, and I never admit defeat when I quarrel.

I said, "Why do I want you to raise it, and besides, what do you get, take the salary of 1,500 yuan a month from your art troupe? Or do you want to use the family foundation that your mother has saved for half her life? I am a good person, and I don't need anyone to support me." Don't mess around if you drink too much, I hate it when others drink too much and mess with me. ”

I especially dislike men who drink too much and mess around, my dad is a model of this, my dad often scolds me inexplicably when he drinks too much, and gives me trouble to find things to do. Li Hua: I'm also annoyed by this.

In the end, I said, "No matter how much I like you, I can't mess around with you with my future." ”

Li Hua's side didn't move for a few seconds, I only felt that I had persuaded him, but I didn't have time to realize that some of these words might hurt him, a person who drank too much and had a mushy brain.

"Okay, you said it. Li Hua hung up the phone.

I went back and continued to eat with the crew, trying not to show my emotions, but I couldn't help but wonder if I had just taken my words seriously.

But I really didn't count it in my heart, and after being pulled by Li Hua a few times, I really thought that I was an inseparable part of him. I don't think that this quarrel will have much impact, I still follow the original plan, hurry up and finish eating, and then go back to find Li Hua, coax him to apologize and explain clearly, and it will be fine.

Half an hour later, I stood at the door of the hotel and called Li Hua, who turned off the phone.

I started to panic a little, took a taxi to their place to eat, and called Xue Jiazheng on the way, Xue Jiazheng asked me not to go, saying that he and Lan Tian had just sent Li Hua home, and people were probably asleep at home at this time.

When I asked him about the situation after that, Xue Jiazheng didn't tell me, but said, "Wait until you get back and ask him yourself." ”

I went back to the dormitory, but I never got through to Li Hua's mobile phone, and I guess I really fell asleep. I can only wait until tomorrow, but when it comes to this, I don't even think about the idea of going to perform with him, and I have to be ready to join the group at any time.

When Lan Tian came back, the dormitory had already turned off the lights, and tomorrow was the May Day holiday, and the lights were turned off at the same time.

I hurriedly went to ask Lan Tian about Li Hua's situation, Lan Tian didn't seem to be in the mood to speak, so he said that Li Hua had drunk too much and didn't make much trouble, so he sent it back.

I silently told Lan Tian about my quarrel with Li Hua, and seeing that she was not interested in listening, I rolled into bed with interest.

The sweatshirt Lan Tian was wearing had a big pocket on his stomach, and when he took off his clothes, something fell out of his pocket. I lay on the top bunk and glanced at the ground, Lan Tian lowered his head to pick it up, and seemed to be stunned for a moment.

I asked, "What is it?"

It looked like a bracelet, but there was no light on in the dormitory, so I couldn't see it clearly.

"Nothing, a little gadget. She said.

Li Hua also has a bracelet and a string of hand beads, which he always wears on his hands and neck when he has nothing to do. I had only paid attention to his hand beads before, and it was only when I had a room with him last time that I took a serious look at the bracelet under the hand beads.

It was a red rope with two golden circles the size of a fingernail. The day before, when he was taking a shower, he put the bracelet on the table, and I had a problem rubbing other people's things, so I jokingly picked it up and put it on my wrist.

Li Hua didn't give me a set, he said that the two golden beans were his mother's dowry back then, and after his father ran away, his mother dissolved the two gold beads into a bracelet and gave it to Li Hua.

Family heirloom, then I can't ask for it, maybe this son will be kept for my daughter-in-law in the future.

Early the next morning, I continued to call Li Hua, but I still didn't get through. I think he must have been on his way out of the city by now, and the distance that was getting away made me miss him very much.

I called Xue Jiazheng and asked him if Li Hua had contacted him, and asked why Li Hua's phone couldn't get through.

Xue Jiazheng said, "His mobile phone is estimated to have been soaked in water." ”

"What's the water? He drank too much and threw his phone into the cup?" I asked, of course it was a joke, I think Li Hua doesn't just do these two things if he treats money like dung.

Xue Jiazheng hadn't slept enough yet, and said impatiently: "Cong You, why do you always ask me about your relationship with Huazi, what can I know?

What is the relationship between me and Li Hua, even Xue Jiazheng can't understand it after a long time. It seems to be the kind of state where the lovers above the friend are not satisfied, say that the two of us are in love, but when we get along, it is clear that there is no lover's posture of being a lover, saying no, it seems to be getting too close.

How do I explain it, and to whom.

It's really disturbing.

During the May Day holiday, Lan Tian's home was not far away, and he packed his things and went home. I had nothing to do at school, and I packed up my things and left.

My dad still dared to drink, he only had a cerebral hemorrhage last year, and he forgot the pain after the scar, but he didn't forget his drinking brother. Basically no one in our family wants to care about him anymore, and his wife doesn't even bother to look at him.

Alone, you are not responsible for yourself, and when the price comes, no one can help you.

The next day, I went to my mother's house for the night, my mother made dumplings, and I sat on the sofa and watched the news broadcast. Although I can't contact Li Hua, I know which city he should be in now, and the purpose of watching the news broadcast is to end the weather forecast in the future.

Looking at the weather there and hearing the name of that city, I get slightly excited.

My mother was very annoyed, babbling while making dumplings, saying something in dialect, "Don't listen to outsiders, those people are not well-intentioned, they just sow discord and want you and your sister to kill each other." ”

In addition to my dad having a younger brother for me, my mom also gave me a younger sister in elementary school. As soon as I heard this, I was annoyed and said, "Who is sowing discord again, Mom, you have watched too many TV series." ”

My mother continued to chatter, that is, she repeatedly said that people here have bad hearts and eyes, so I must not marry in the city, and go to a distant place, the farther away the better.

I forgot to explain, my mother has a mental problem, since I was in junior high school, she has been taking medicine, not a big problem, but she loves to think crankily and thinks badly.