I had already started to have bad premonitions, and then the premonitions came true.

Slightly hesitating, Lan Tian said, "I'm going to find Huazi." ”

I didn't squeak, my heart was empty, I just wanted to wait for death, I was so nervous, and I didn't know if I was really going to die.

She continued: "I confessed to him...... We, I'm with Hanako. ”

Listening to her feel like a dream, as if I didn't hear clearly, as if it was an illusion, but I really didn't have the courage to open my mouth and let Lan Tian say it to me clearly.

My greatest performance was inaction, just sitting here, not turning to look at her, except blinking, motionless.

The dormitory was quiet, and there was the sound of girls fighting outside the door, and I didn't deliberately control it, but I was careful to breathe. Lan Tian hesitated again, and said apologetically: "Youyou, I'm sorry, I know you also like Li Hua, you should have been together." ”

She knows that I like Li Hua, and the whole world should know that I like Li Hua, but I don't know, Lan Tian also likes Li Hua. Why don't I know, why didn't I feel it at all, Lan Tian and the Xue family were together at the beginning, maybe it was Li Hua who rushed to the front, Li Hua broke up in front, and Lan Tian dumped the Xue family in the back.

She knew that I liked Li Hua, so she deliberately rarely mentioned Li Hua in front of me, she carefully hid it, and didn't intend to let me know.

I remember in the past, when I was very close to Lan Tian, we assumed that we liked the same boy in the future, and then discussed what to do.

Lan Tian said that whoever likes it first will belong to whoever he likes, and the one who likes it later can't be grabbed. I don't think that's right, even though we're good friends, we should still play fair.

See, we're good friends, and our tastes are exactly the same.

I think Lan Tian will start to fight with her good friends, probably because she really likes it to a certain extent, she likes it, her feelings, it's not her fault.

I finally knew, why did Li Hua so resolutely not let me find him, he got along with my best friend, he did such an inauthentic thing, where did he get the face to see me?

I'm a close-knit person, I don't blame Lan Tian for this, but I hate Li Hua.

Lan Tian is apologizing to me, very sincere and careful to apologize, she may be afraid of hurting me, but no matter how tactful she says it and how sincere she is, this matter is hurtful to me.

I didn't want to hear her apologize, I was empathetic, and I comforted her: "No, I'm not doing well with Huazi." ”

A "Huazi" is a raw point, not a familiarity. I rarely call Li Hua like that, that's his friend's name, and I like to call him by his first name.

"You think too much, you can be together together, you don't have to report to me. "I said it in the most calm posture, but I knew that I couldn't hold it anymore and I was about to cry.

I don't want to cry in front of Lan Tian, I don't want to see Lan Tian at all, I want to forget about it. It's as if I've never heard anything about Li Hua.

I said I was going to eat, and then walked out of the dormitory, and Lan Tian was not embarrassed to come out and chase me.

I clearly know that I fell out of love, and before I officially started, I fell out of love. But I'm definitely not the kind of girl who will torture myself with a broken love, I have to eat, drink, and be strong to show myself.

didn't cry, resolutely didn't cry, tried to think of something else, thought that I would get paid for filming this time, just distract myself.

At this time, the cafeteria had begun to clean up, and there were few students who were eating, so I asked for a bowl of spicy rice noodles that I used to eat often, and added two large spoonfuls of chili peppers to the front window. Seek to have fun.

I eat, gulp, how I usually eat, how I eat now, and then I choke on myself with a little panic in my head. Choking coughing, choking tears, I endure it.

At this time, even if it is choked tears, I will not allow them to flow. I don't think I need to cry, crying means that I care, I care, then I lose.

My life is to constantly play games with myself, to compete with myself, and I never admit defeat.

Then Yan Xiaochang called me, this person is really well-informed, and she knew about it as soon as I came back. She was furious on the other side of the phone, "What are you doing!"

It's like I've done something sorry for her. I said, "No, let's eat." ”

"Do you know that Li Hua and Lan Tian's bitch are getting better!"

Ouch sister, why are you scolding people when you have something to say?

I replied lightly: "I know, Tian Tian told me." ”

"Then you still eat!"

"What is the matter with me eating when they get better?" I continued to pretend that nothing happened, my strength has always been more and more frustrated, the more irritated, the more horizontal I am.

Yan Xiaochang was puzzled, her tone was a little more normal, and she said, "Aren't you on good terms with Li Hua?"

I was upset, "No, we didn't have a good time. "We're really not doing any better.

Yan Xiaochang was anxious for me, "I can't stand it if I fuck me, what's going on with you one by one, you are all fucking shit, one you, one Xue Jiazheng, and those two dead men." ”

I persuaded in a good voice, "Ouch sister, don't scold." I haven't even dropped much. ”

Obviously, Yan Xiaochang should have known about Li Hua and Lan Tian for a long time, but I was filming outside before, so I didn't tell me for fear of affecting my emotions. Yan Xiaochang couldn't swallow this breath, so she had to ask me to find her outside the school, I thought that people were not convinced for me, I had to show her my beautiful mental state now, so as to dissipate her anger.

Obviously, Yan Xiaochang has always been a master who is not afraid of big things.

Greet me out here, and greet Li Hualan Tian and Xue Jiazheng over there, come, everyone come out, let's talk clearly together, and understand the relationship.

KTV box, everything that should have arrived has arrived, and the actor Li Hua is missing. I continued to pretend to be okay, sat in front of the caller and ordered songs, then took the microphone and sang on the caller.

Yan Xiaochang was drinking with the Xue family, and Lan Tian was nesting in the corner like a pitiful little girl.

When the door was pushed open, I was still sitting in front of the song machine and singing, singing that faint love song, turned my head and glanced at the door, and saw Li Hua.

But I didn't look at him much, just glanced at him, made sure it was that man, and turned my head to continue singing.

I didn't know how to face Li Hua, so I could only ignore it.

Yan Xiaochang's enthusiasm seemed to have cooled down after Li Hua appeared. She, the boss of the voice when she didn't see anyone, really saw Li Hua, you pointed at his nose and asked for a try, but you couldn't ask at all.

I don't know how many songs I've sung in one sitting, and the other McBars haven't come to grab me, and I don't care what they're doing.

Until Lan Tian cried.

Lan Tian cried, but no one provoked her, did she cry inexplicably, probably did she feel guilty, or did she feel embarrassed?

I glanced at Li Hua comforting Lan Tian, but they didn't seem to say anything, just sat there. Later, Lan Tian didn't cry much, Li Hua went out to the toilet, I was tired of singing, and I put down the microphone and went to drink with the Xue family.

Xue Jiazheng and his last girlfriend broke up again, do you fall in love at school, it's often like this.

Yan Xiaochang sat for half a minute, then got up and patted her ass and left. Then for a long time, Yan Xiaochang and Li Hua didn't come back, and I thought it must be a corner to talk about something.

I wondered, how could I not be curious at all. So I went to the toilet too, and sure enough, I ran into them at the toilet door.

And the first shot I saw was Yan Xiaochang throwing Li Hua with a big mouth, Li Hua frowned tightly and didn't say a word.

As far as Li Hua's little steel cannon temper is concerned, the only one who dares to slap him without kissing or reason may be Yan Xiaochang.

Then Li Hua saw me, his eyes flickered for a moment, but I deliberately looked at him lightly, and even deliberately wrote a trace of contempt in my eyes.

I blame him, how can I not blame him, did I tell him, I can not be with anyone. I still despise him, and I drank too much and yelled at me to support me, and I changed my mind when I went out to perform?

At this moment, Li Hua is not a male god at all in my eyes, he is just a scumbag, a scum who deserves to be dumped.

Yan Xiaochang didn't want to chatter anymore after smoking Li Hua, turned around and left, and then saw me too, and subconsciously made a gesture of reaching out to me, so I didn't go to the toilet, took Yan Xiaochang's hand, and walked back to the box with her.

However, Yan Xiaochang didn't want to stay in this place, took her bag, glanced at Lan Tian with disdain, turned around and left, and I simply followed her.

The two of us went to find a place to drink, and it was the first time I saw Yan Xiaochang smoking. What the hell do I think, the lovelorn is like Yan Xiaochang, and I am with a grandson who made a mistake Yes, the whole world runs with her.

Yan Xiaochang was too angry today, which shocked me.

The place where we drink is a barbecue stall, and I don't plan to drink much, although I can drink some, but I don't like to drink, not to mention that I think I have to watch Yan Xiaochang.

Yan Xiaochang is a fierce pour, she has a lot of things in her heart recently, she doesn't know what the specifics are, one of them is that she is leaving, leaving the city to go to Beijing, and she feels uncomfortable when she wants to leave.

Facts have once again verified that when people are unlucky, they will stuff their teeth when they drink cold water. While we were drinking, we ran into Fei Fei, who was also drinking with her current boyfriend at the stall.

Her boyfriends are all ruffians and hooligans, and today they saw me and Yan Xiaochang alone, so they came over to talk to each other and asked us to come over and drink together.

Another disagreement, Yan Xiaochang's quick temper, when Fei Fei was talking to us, she easily pushed Fei Fei's boyfriend who was following her next to her, and said: "Women talk, men don't intervene." ”

Catching up with Fei Fei is a person who likes to find trouble, it is estimated that he wants to beat us for a day or two, so he reached out and pushed Yan Xiaochang twice, "Who the are you pushing?"