Chapter 142: Unswerving

I nodded.

Pei Sicheng said: "Then I'll go in and book a ticket." ”

After Pei Sicheng entered, Pei Haoyu was still standing on the stool, lying on the balcony. I'm still practicing whistling, and I feel like I'm even using up my strength to breastfeed.

When I looked at Pei Haoyu's small appearance, I thought of ice cream.

Sometimes I haven't seen ice cream, and there are little words, when I go back this time, I must take them to have a good time, go to the playground, and go to the Ocean Park.

Thinking about the ice cream, the mobile phone rang, it was Lu Jingzhong's number.

I connected, and the voice of ice cream came from inside: "Mom!"

"Hey, Ice Cream. How did you come up with the idea of calling your mother?"

"Miss Mom, when will Mom come back?"

"Will the ice cream be counted? The ice cream will be counted, and in three days, my mother will go back. ”

Then, the mobile phone was handed to Lu Jingzhong, and he asked, "Have you found Zhou Yusen?"

I nodded: "Well, I found it, I will go back to Yunnan tomorrow, and when I see Thangka, I will go back to City C." ”

I paused, and then repeated what Zhou Yusen told me this afternoon to Lu Jing.

"You say, is homosexuality really a disease?" I remembered a quote I found on the Internet - "Homosexuality is a disease that is sure to die, just like cancer." ”

"Fool. Lu Jingzhong said, "Up to now, there is no disease that is certain to die, this is liking, liking someone." It just happens to be the same sex. ”

"Well......" I said after a moment of reflection, "what would you do if, I mean, if Ice Cream fell in love with a guy in the future?"

"Then will you agree?" Lu Jingzhong asked me rhetorically.

"I ......," I hesitated, "if I don't accept it, it's because they're so different, and it's going to be hard in society." I'm thinking about them. ”

"If their loved ones can't accept it, then they will have a harder time, and they will feel that there is only one person fighting against the whole world. ”

Then, Lu Jingzhong said something that I remembered for the rest of my life.

"So, as long as he wants, we should also be willing to stand by him and accompany him against the world," he said. ”

………………

Pei Sicheng was very efficient, and directly bought the high-speed train to Yunnan town the next morning, and it only took a few hours to arrive, just past the time for lunch.

Pei Haoyu's children were hungry and had already put their chests on their backs, shouting that they wanted to eat McDonald's.

Zhang Yi, who came to pick it up, was embarrassed for a moment and coughed twice: "There is no McDonald's in the town." ”

Pei Haoyu opened his mouth in shock: "What about KFC and what about Tex?"

Zhang Yi said: "...... There are country burgers. ”

Pointed to a storefront on the side of the road.

Pei Haoyu: "...... Well, it's also edible. Buy it for me!"

Pei Sicheng directly grabbed Pei Haoyu's collar and threw him on the side of the road, and grabbed a ten-yuan bill from his wallet: "Buy it yourself, just wait for you for five minutes." ”

As soon as Pei Haoyu heard this, he ran away.

I said, "Shall I go with him?"

Children over four years old are always at ease.

Pei Sicheng shook his finger: "Let him go by himself, eat what he buys, and don't eat if he can't buy it." ”

Anyway, he wasn't in a hurry, so after waiting for a while, Pei Haoyu bought a hamburger, holding a big glass of Coke, and smiled like a flower on his face.

Pei Haoyu is only one and a half years older than Ice Cream, and it seems that he will also exercise Ice Cream's independence in the future, and he can't be too sticky to Lu Jingzhong, otherwise I will be jealous.

In the car, Zhou Yusen didn't say a word, kept turning his head to look out the car window, his face was a little gloomy.

When the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Zhou Yusen went to the flower shop next to him to buy a bouquet of flowers.

The ward is in the intensive care room on the fifth floor, there are not many patients, and when you walk down from the elevator, you can only hear the echo of footsteps in the corridor.

At this moment, there was no one in the ward, only Thangka was sleeping peacefully.

I pushed open the door and asked Zhou Yusen to go first.

Zhou Yusen stood at the door and paused, then walked straight to the window, inserted the words into the vase, and said, "Aka, I came to see you, this time, I won't leave, no matter how you scold me, I won't leave." ”

Zhang Yi saw that he was about to come in, so I hurriedly pulled him out and closed the door of the ward.

"Don't go in and disturb them now, let them talk. ”

Zhang Yi shook his head, his brows wrinkled together: "There is a problem with the thangka......

I was shocked, I had already rushed through the crack in the half-open door, and listened to Zhang Yi say: "He doesn't even have his eyelids fluttering now, and he doesn't move at all......"

My eyes widened in surprise, but I quickly calmed down.

"You go find the doctor, I'll go in first. ”

At this time, Zhou Yusen was sitting next to Thangka, holding his hand, and when he saw me enter, the words in his mouth stopped, and he looked up at me.

I said, "I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

Zhou Yusen said: "I'm not thirsty. ”

I walked straight to the table, still pouring a glass of water, "Then give the thangka a drink." ”

Zhou Yusen said: "Aka, I didn't mean to quarrel with you at that time, I just wanted to be angry with you, why didn't you tell me......"

When Zhou Yusen said these words, the thangka lying on the bed did not move at all, and it didn't seem like he was in deep sleep, it really seemed like Zhang Yi said, and even Weiwei on his eyelids trembled.

I held the glass steadily, walked to Zhou Yusen's side, and while handing the glass to him, I reached out and quickly probed Thangka's nose for a breath, gasped, and staggered back two steps.

Zhou Yusen looked at me suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

My hands trembled a little, and I was about to speak, when several doctors pushed in from outside the door of the ward, and when they came in, they surrounded Thangka's bed, and one of the attending doctors at the head frowned: "Prepare a pacemaker, electric shock." ”

I pulled Zhou Yusen, who was completely frozen, to the back, and wanted to pull him out, but he was nailed to the spot like a wooden stake, motionless.

Lifting the thangka's quilt, I saw his wrapped severed hand, the doctors lifted the hospital gown, his ribs bulged out, and the pectoral muscles and abdominal muscles on the original chest were not visible at all, I felt my eyes sore when I looked at it, so I turned around and went out, leaned against the wall, pursed my lips, and silently shed tears.

I know that this is the last first aid, and if it doesn't work out this time, it will be a goodbye to Thangka for real and forever.

Zhang Yi was lying on the wall, one hand supporting his forehead, and his shoulders couldn't help twitching.

I patted him on the shoulder: "Don't be sad, maybe there will be ......"

…… Wish.

When I said this myself, I didn't think it was convincing at all, and it was like a slap in the face.

And at this moment, a cry erupted from the ward, "No!

I pushed open the door of the ward before Zhang Yi did, and saw Zhou Yusen holding Thangka's body deadly, "It's impossible to die! Don't you want to touch him! When I was talking to him just now, he opened his eyes and smiled at me! You are all blind, where did you see him dead! He is alive and well!"

When the attending doctor saw Zhang Yi and I coming in, he took off his mask and explained the situation.

The nurse wanted to cover Thangka with a white sheet, but Zhou Yusen kept holding him and refused to let go, "Get out! Get out! You dare to curse my Aka to death, you will die!"

I have never seen Zhou Yusen like this, as if he was possessed by a mad demon, with black flames flashing on his head.

I said sorry, and let the doctors and nurses go out first, leaving a space for Zhou Yusen to gradually calm down.

Thangka is really thin, and Zhou Yusen can hold him with only one arm.

His severed arm was very obvious on the white sheet, with a circle of gauze wrapped around it, and because of Zhou Yusen's touch, bright red blood also appeared.

Zhou Yusen was a little flustered when he saw it: "What should I do?" Jiayin, you go and call a doctor to help him bandage it!"

Zhang Yi took a step forward with red eyes: "Brother Tang is dead!"

Zhou Yusen shook his head: "Don't lie to me, it's impossible, you just don't want to bandage him, you want to watch him bleed, I don't want to!"

Zhou Yusen said, took out gauze from the medical cabinet next to him, and wrapped Thangka around the broken arm by himself.

I looked at Zhou Yusen's current movements, my eyes were very hot, and hot tears fell.

I stopped Zhang Yi who was about to walk over and shook my head slightly.

Zhang Yi, a big man, also had red eyes at this moment, turned around and walked out of the ward.

I moved a chair and sat in front of the hospital bed, and sat Zhou Yusen across from me, with the now skinny Thangka in between.

Zhou Yusen bandaged the thangka, and then looked up at me: "Jiayin, they all said that the thangka was dead, but I really saw it, and he smiled at me." ”

I nodded, "Well, he smiled at you." ”

Zhou Yusen said: "He's just too tired now, he needs to rest, we all said okay, when he retires after completing the task this time, there will be a large amount of pension, it turned out that the two thangkas didn't ask for it, but this time, he said that when he got the money, he was going to take me abroad, he was the first real man I had ever met, and what he said to me would never count!"

"Yes, Thangka is a real man, a man of iron bones. As I spoke, tears were already streaming down my cheeks and chin like beads of broken thread.

Zhou Yusen said: "Then why are you crying? Thangka is lying here well." ”

I wiped a handful of tears and said, "The sand is blind, I didn't cry." ”

Zhou Yusen suddenly raised a smile at the corner of his mouth, and at such an instant, his eyes were amazingly bright, and he looked at Thangka and said, as if he was saying to me.

"You know, in my junior year of high school, just before he followed his sister to City C, one night, he kissed me," Zhou Yusen said. It's just a kiss of dragonfly water, falling on my forehead, do you feel disgusting, but my heart was beating very fast at that time, as if there was a bird fluttering its wings and flying, I was very happy, I went directly to his lips and fell a little, now I think about it, there seems to be a layer of air in the middle, I didn't kiss, and then I was still pregnant for a long time, just for this kiss that didn't kiss. ”

I gritted my teeth to keep myself from making a sound.

Zhou Yusen raised his head and asked me, at this moment, his eyes were amazingly bright: "You say, I will kiss him secretly while he is asleep now, he won't find out, right?"

I shook my head: "No." ”

Zhou Yusen was like a child, leaned down and secretly dropped on Thangka's cheek, and when he raised his head, his eyes were crooked.

………………

After all, Thangka has passed away, and his body can't be kept in the ward all the time, but Zhou Yusen is in very good spirits, saying that he is not sleepy and has never slept .

Finally, after my coaxing to finally go to the bathroom to wash his face, I waved my hand and asked several doctors to hurry in and carry Thangka's body away.

I think I really can't forget that when Zhou Yusen came out of the bathroom after washing his face and saw the empty hospital bed, at that moment, the pathos that burst out of his eyes seemed to be the whole world was destroyed at this moment.

It's just that at this moment, Zhou Yusen was very calm, and he didn't shout anymore, but asked quietly: "Is Thangka really gone?"

Before I could answer, I heard Zhou Yusen ask himself: "Well, Thangka is really gone, and I am the only one left." ”

"You're not alone! you still have us!" I pulled Zhou Yusen's shoulder, because he was a head taller than me, I had to look up at him, I forced him to look into my eyes, "Zhou Yusen, listen, Thangka said, I want you to live well!"

"Yes, I know, why don't I live well," Zhou Yusen smiled as if he was laughing at himself, "I want to live with Thangka's, with his share." ”

I know that since Zhou Yusen said it, he will definitely do it.

Before leaving, I helped Zhou Yusen to clean up the thangka's things, in fact, there was nothing, except for a few clothes, mobile phones, the rest were daily necessities, but in a glove box full of papers, I found a photo album.

A thick photo album.

It's just that there is only one photo inside, which is a photo of Zhou Yusen and Thangka, both of them are still very young, they still look like they are still teenagers, Thangka is on Zhou Yusen's shoulder, and the smiling faces of the two people are shining in the sun.

I took out the photos of the two of them, and while Zhou Yusen was asleep, I put it in the inner layer of the wallet for him.

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Thangka's funeral was organized by the police force, and when he entered the crematorium, it was only three minutes, and then Thangka was put into a palm-sized urn.

Last time, I didn't go to Qiao Chu's funeral because I was afraid, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to support it, and I would let others bother me.

And this time, I knew I had to hold on, and I had to look at Zhou Yusen.

However, it was much better than I imagined, Zhou Yusen didn't say a word from beginning to end, and even when the urn was handed to him, he just checked it with his hand, and then handed it to Zhang Yi.

The tomb of the thangka is on the east side of the cemetery, there are only two words on the tombstone - thangka, and nothing is written on the rest.

Zhou Yusen only bowed three times to the tombstone on the day of his burial.

Back in the hotel, I asked Zhou Yusen, "Do you want to go back to City C?"

Zhou Yusen said: "Of course, I haven't graduated yet, I always have to go on vacation, and I still have to get my graduation certificate, after all, I worked hard at that time in the college entrance examination." ”

I laughed.

Although Zhou Yusen is not much different from usual, and he often laughs, his smile is only at the corner of his mouth, and he can never reach his heart or eyes.

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Back in City C, I first attended Lan Xuan's wedding.

The day before the wedding, Lan Xuan asked me to try on the bridesmaid dress, which was a small white dress, which was not very stealing the limelight from the bride.

However, when trying on the dress in the dress shop, it was not Ah Rin who followed Lan Xuan, but another tall woman who looked capable and arranged everything around Lan Xuan silently.

It wasn't that I deliberately poked Lan Xuan's sore spot, I still asked, "That woman was your assistant just now?"

Lan Xuan was bending over to sort out the long veil of the long skirt of the dress, and said "um".

"What about Rin?"

Lan Xuan's hand paused, "He went back." ”

"Where did you go back?"

"When I went back to the United States, I waited until the big villa lacked a housekeeper, and he went back again. ”

"Oh. ”

I deliberately lengthened the end note, Lan Xuan kept her head down, and I couldn't see the expression on her face.

Actually, Lan Xuan is a few years older than me, but everyone is like this, and there is always no bystander when it comes to meeting their own love.

I said, "Sister Xuanxuan, to be honest, you don't care about the fame and fortune in the circle at all, why did you come in? You originally said that you came here for Rin, but now that Rin's is gone, what are you still doing here? Waiting to get married? Then let me ask you, do you know about this Xue Miao you are going to marry? Why do you want to marry Xue Miao?"

Lan Xuan stopped what she was doing, "There is no reason for love, and marriage is the same." ”

I smiled, "Since there is no reason, why not find one you like? Anyway, there is no reason, this is a matter of the second half of my life, and it is not for children to play around." ”

Lan Xuan didn't say anything at this time, when she left the dress shop, a black Maybach came to pick her up, a man came down, opened the car door for Lan Xuan personally, and came over to me and asked, "Do you need me to give you a ride?"

This person is Xue Miao.

I smiled, "No need, my husband is coming to pick me up." ”

After Xue Miao's Maybach drove away, Lu Jingzhong drove an Audi A6 slowly, I know that Lu Jingzhong is deliberately keeping a low profile now, and I have seen him drive a Bentley Continental car before, but as soon as I got in the car, I deliberately pursed my lips and said: "You said, Xue Miao, who came to pick up Lan Xuan, drove a very small Maybach, and you drove an Audi, which directly lowered a notch." ”

Lu Jingzhong frowned slightly and asked, "What is Xiao Yan?"

I rubbed my nose and said in very approachable language, "Xiaoyan is ...... The hostess loves flowers when she sees them, and almost every man in the book likes them. The male protagonist is a domineering president, and then drives a Maybach-type car like Xue Miao, and then falls in love with the female protagonist of Cinderella, chasing and chasing along the way, and then misunderstanding and reconciliation, reconciliation and misunderstanding, and finally a happy ending. ”

Listening to my explanation, Lu Jingzhong also smiled: "Then do you think the two of us are Xiaoyan?"

I shook my head: "You can't, you didn't drive a Maybach." And I don't like it to everyone. ”

In fact, the story of me and Lu Jingzhong is really not a small talk, he has never been a domineering president, he has experienced a lot, and all the glory of the past is not at his fingertips, but after ten years or even more of hard work.

And there have never been so many misunderstandings between me and Lu Jingzhong, only one misunderstanding four years ago, and we finally didn't see each other too late.

After Lu Jing picked me up, he didn't go home directly, but went to Lu's again.

In the past, taking over the Lu family was just to block Zheng Rao and the Rong family, but now, Zheng Rao and the Rong family are no longer threatened, so I don't need to continue to sit in the position of the acting chairman, originally I was learning the piano, managing people in the company, and I didn't go on the stage at all, so this time, I just wanted to return this position to Lu Zhengyu.

After I explained my intention, Lu Zhengyu's face darkened suddenly.

I smiled and explained, "I'm not giving it to you, it's for you, you don't have to pay it back." ”

Then, Lu Zhengyu's face darkened even more, as if what I said was deliberate.

Hehe, that's right, I did it on purpose, since I'm going to change it to you, I'm going to kill you, anyway, there's **oss behind you, and I'm not afraid of you anymore.

Lu Jingzhong wore a pair of sunglasses when he came up, and only after arriving at Lu Zhengyu's office did he take off the sunglasses, I hurriedly pulled the chair away for him and asked him to sit down, and I stood behind him as a temporary competent secretary.

Lu Zhengyu sneered and looked at Lu Jingzhong: "Are you coming back from the dead?"

Lu Jingzhong was not as uncultivated as Lu Zhengyu, but said well: "Tomorrow, I will send an email in the company's high-level mailbox in the name of Jiayin, and the chairman's position will be transferred to you, but the shares are still Jiayin's and have legal benefits." ”

When he said these words, Lu Zhengyu's face was always gloomy, with a face of hatred and bitterness.

But I know that he didn't dare to act rashly, because Lu Gaofeng called Lu Zhengyu to the study and taught him a lesson for two hours, and the content was nothing more than not to kill each other between brothers.

This is what Lu Gaofeng told me personally.

…………

Last night, Lu Gaofeng asked me to go to Lu's house, but I didn't tell Lu Jingzhong, but went by myself.

Lu Gaofeng said: "For Zhengyu, don't be too harsh, I have already said that he will not do anything out of the ordinary." ”

Actually, I am very disgusted with Lu Gaofeng's hindsight behavior.

"Now you know to take care of your eldest son? What did you do earlier, not only did you not help Maomao, but you also cruelly threw him out, do you think that now that you do it for Maomao, I will be grateful to you?"

This is the most serious thing I have said to my elders, but now that I think of the hardships that Lu Jingzhong has suffered, I can't like his biological father, but because he is an elder, he will always be polite.

Lu Gaofeng did not refute my two sentences, nor did he reprimand me, as if he acquiesced.

Since the last time he was discharged from the hospital, Lu Gaofeng's health has been not good, and now it is getting worse, suddenly coughing together, a rush sound, I panicked and wanted to call the 120 emergency number or go out to find someone, Lu Gaofeng grabbed me: "Cough...... Drawers...... The third, there is medicine. ”

I hurriedly squatted down, opened the drawer and brought him a bottle of white pills inside, he swallowed it without water, took the water I brought and went down.

When he looked down, I saw the white hair on his head, and my heart couldn't help but soften.

After a long time, Lu Gaofeng raised his head and said, "Thank you...... You take good care of him. ”

"I'm sure I'll take good care of my hair, but it's not because of your words," I said, "if you feel that you owe him something, then take care of it yourself and make up for it, don't want me to take care of him, and you can get rid of the shopkeeper." ”

I said this on purpose, I was really afraid that Lu Gaofeng would give up on himself because his health is gradually getting worse.

But as soon as I said that, I felt like I was overwhelmed.

Since he was able to be ruthless at the beginning, why wouldn't he be ruthless now.

Before leaving, Lu Gaofeng gave me a bracelet, I think this bracelet is very familiar, Lu Gaofeng said: "It is a pair with Jingzhong's mother, and now I will hand it over to you." ”

The jade bracelet in his hand is cool in the palm of his hand, fainting with the luster of jade.

…………

Now, I am standing beside Lu Jingzhong, looking at Lu Zhengyu and Lu Jingzhong, the faces are really a little similar, especially the eyebrows.

In the end, the two reached an agreement on the Lu family's assumption of power, and I can see that Lu Zhengyu is guilty of Lu Jingzhong, this big villain, even if he has guilt, does not deserve to be forgiven.

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The next morning, it was Lan Xuan's wedding, and in a cathedral, Xue Miao was very generous in spreading red and white roses from the intersection to a whole street until the entrance of the church.

However, until the auspicious time of the wedding, the wedding car to pick up Lan Xuan was still delayed.

The guests all began to whisper, all kinds of speculations, and the faces of the Xue family were also very unpleasant, but on the other hand, Xue Miao looked calm and talked to Pei Sicheng on the side.

Pei Haoyu was wearing a small white dress of a flower girl, and said very annoyed at the moment: "I think I attended the wedding for the first time, and the bride actually ran away from the marriage......"

I squatted down, covered Pei Haoyu's mouth, and then made a "shhhhh

Lu Jingzhong paced to my side: "What did you say to Lan Xuan yesterday?"

The corners of my mouth curled, "I won't tell you." ”

When the auspicious time passed, the wedding car that went to pick up Lan Xuan drove over late.

The driver got out of the car, walked to Xue Miao's side and whispered a few words. The group is a talent.

Xue Miao immediately walked to the stage, took the microphone, and said, "Today, the bride has some private matters and can't catch up, so I will entertain you alone, please use it slowly...... However, the gift money will not be returned, and the food will be eaten openly, and the money will be eaten back as much as possible. ”

In this way, the faces of the guests in the audience, and even the Xue family, are really colorful.

At this time, I received a text message from Lan Xuan - Jiayin, I'm going to find Rin.

In the sky, an airplane flew by, drawing a white line of clouds in the blue sky.

Bless you, Lan Xuan.

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Originally, Lu Jing's wedding was rescheduled for next month, but there are a lot of things in the school graduation season, and I always feel that holding a wedding during school is a bit of a disregard for school rules, although the school does not have a school rule that does not allow weddings, I still grind him to postpone it until the second year after graduation.

Although I was also very curious about the wedding organized by Lu Jingzhong, according to him himself, it was definitely unexpected to me, and I asked him, "What kind of wedding is it?"

Lu Jingzhong raised his eyebrows: "Are you curious? It's still next month's wedding." ”

"No," I said, "it's better to finish your studies, Sangsang's affairs are settled first, and when the time comes, I will go to her wedding first." ”

Lu Jingzhong scratched my nose: "Don't you feel wronged, I have given birth to two children, and I haven't had a wedding yet?"

I hugged his waist and rubbed my cheek against him: "Yes, you have been wronged to death, you must be good to me!

Lu Jingzhong said: "I'm not good enough for you?"

As he spoke, he began to lay his hands on me again, and I was suddenly crushed on the bed, scratching and breathless.

"Alright, alright, I'm scared of you!but!"

I emphasized, "But, Maomao, I think you're full of secrets, I want to know about you, everything." ”

Lu Jingzhong pretended to raise his eyebrows profoundly: "I really want to know?"

"Of course!" I lay on Lu Jingzhong's chest, "I am transparent in front of you, you can see through me at a glance, know everything about me, know what I am thinking," Actually, Lu Jingzhong understands me because my life started from his appearance, but Lu Jingzhong's life began to gradually complete because of meeting me, I paused, and continued, "But I don't know what you have experienced, and ...... A very important point! Su Qing!"

Lu Jingzhong couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips and teased me: "Have you been holding back for a long time?"

I nodded vigorously: "Mmmmmmmm, the last time I saw Su Qing in the town, I wanted to know, but I couldn't speak." ”

"I can't hold it back now and finally speak?" Lu Jingzhong chuckled, used a skill, turned over, and clasped my wrist: "I've been holding it for a long time." ”

I didn't react for a while, and asked him sneeringly: "What have you been holding for a long time?" Before the words fell, I reacted myself and beat his chest: "You big pervert!"

Lu Jingzhong's dark eyes seemed to be rippling in the lake, and he lowered his head and kissed it: "You meet my physiological needs first, and I will satisfy your curiosity......"

In the dark, the clothes peeled off one by one, and I sighed in my heart, it was really curiosity that killed the cat, not false at all.

………………

I'm going to tell you my whole life.

Just wait for you to tell me your story.

Mao Mao, this will not swerving.

- Du Jiayin.