Back in City C, I locked myself in my room and stared at the wall clock on the wall. Watch the hands go round and round.

I didn't go to my brother's funeral.

Because the day before the funeral, I already knew that in fact, Brother Chong wanted to use such a method to get rid of the golden cicada, and then be able to make a real start with Du Jiayin, not to weigh the interests in the circle, and there was an unworthy Lan Xuan in the middle.

However, after I learned the news, I didn't tell Du Jiayin.

I picked up my phone several times and entered Jiayin's mobile phone number several times, but deleted the numbers one by one.

I wanted to tell her that my brother didn't die, but I stubbornly didn't want to tell her.

This moment. I felt like I was selfish.

I don't even want Brother Chong to come back to life.

When this thought popped out of my mind, I slapped myself hard, snapped, it hurt, but it didn't hurt in my heart.

This night, I called Gu Qingcheng and asked him to come out.

thought that Gu Qingcheng would not come, but he still came as promised.

I know that in his eyes, I am just a child who has not grown up, and I think the way he looks at me is sometimes very similar to the way Du Jiayin looks at me.

Gu Qingcheng drove a black sports car. His power was originally in S City, but because his fiancée arrived in C City, he began to develop in C City again.

When he saw me approaching, he rolled down the window: "Go for a drink or two?"

I nodded, "Okay." ”

Gu Qingcheng found a bar, and I followed him in. When I saw someone, I just nodded and called the boss when I saw him.

I pouted, "Your business is quite big." ”

Gu Qingcheng raised the corner of his eyes, and the colorless light above shone in his eyes, "I just started to take over my grandfather's business, and I have already developed in City C, but few people know about it." ”

I sneered in my heart, and the "career" is all a bleached career, I knew early on that he was black and white, and he was a ruthless character.

Gu Qingcheng didn't look for a box. Just sitting on the counter, "Whatever you want, I'll pay." ”

I was going to get drunk today, so I ordered all kinds of wine, but after I poured the wine, I hesitated, because I remembered that Du Jiayin once said to me, don't drink, it's a stimulus to the brain.

Gu Qingcheng: "Are you still going to be your sister's good baby?"

I glared at him.

Gu Qingcheng shrugged, "Don't say you didn't expect Jiayin just now. ”

I glared at him, with what I thought was the most ferocious gaze, and he looked at me as well, but in the end, I couldn't resist it and turned my face away. He picked up the glass and poured it down.

I really don't know when I will be able to cultivate to Gu Qingcheng's level, others can't see through me, but I can easily see through him.

This night, I drank a lot of wine, and at first I kept asking Gu Qingcheng's fiancée, because I thought that the woman who could be taken in by a man like him who was full of anger and gloom must be unusual.

"Well, it's not ordinary. ”

Gu Qingcheng also asked for a glass of wine, which was a particularly strong kind of vodka, and then drank the whole glass as if he was drinking boiled water, without frowning.

When I saw Gu Qingcheng like this, my heart became energetic, and I also learned from him, pouring down cup by cup, but when I saw that he was four or five double images, he was still able to steadily drag me out.

I asked, "A thousand cups are not drunk?"

Gu Qingcheng said: "When you want to get drunk, you will naturally get drunk. ”

I thought it was really easy to get stupid when you were drunk, and I had a low IQ, so I asked, "Can you control when you get drunk? Why? Why can't I?"

"Because you're not me. ”

Even if I was drunk, I clearly remembered Gu Qingcheng's words.

Gu Qingcheng is also the second real man I admire besides Brother Chong.

Moreover, I didn't expect that when I got out of prison, I would actually follow Gu Qingcheng to do things, and I gradually saw his skills.

Fate is really a wonderful thing, really.

………………

Qiao Chu's funeral, I followed Jiayin and Brother Chong back to Jiayin's hometown together.

My impression of Qiao Chu is limited to the side I saw when I went to Yunnan with Jiayin.

The trip to Yunnan was something I insisted on going with Du Jiayin, and on the way, every time I saw the emotions that were easily revealed between Brother Chong and her, my heart was sour.

At that time, my feelings for Du Jiayin were not too strong, and I didn't know that Du Jiayin was my own sister, and now I am going with them, it is a completely different state of mind, on the way, I even thought, this time I really shouldn't have come with the two of them, this light bulb is really too abrupt, and it makes me feel uncomfortable.

However, I am really glad that I came on my own.

When I heard Brother Chong say that Du Jiayin had been kidnapped, I sat up from the bed and rushed out almost before my brain could react.

I found Brother Chong first, and then we went to the place where the deranged kidnappers were, and I wondered why Brother Chong would be faster than the police's phone location.

Brother Chong called up a person's software on his phone: "This is a satellite navigation, I installed one in Jiayin's necklace." ”

It was also at this time that I finally learned that in fact, Brother Chong has loved him to the extreme.

He didn't let me clash with the kidnappers from the front, so I hid next to an iron scaffold in the back, half of the canvas blocked my body, but I could see that those people were punching and kicking Brother Chong, but Brother Chong only had one sentence: "Let her go." ”

With Brother Chong's experience, he would not know that saying such things now is undoubtedly exposing his weakness in front of these people, but he still said so.

The only time I felt that I was useful was now, when that person cut the rope, I rushed forward and used my body to block Du Jiayin and slow down the downward momentum for her.

But after all, it was more than ten meters high, and Du Jiayin was seven months pregnant, and her amniotic water broke at that time, and her body began to bleed.

Brother Chong was also injured, but because he was wearing black clothes, he couldn't see the blood at all.

But then a little nurse came to help him, and I exclaimed, and I saw that the little nurse's hand was red, and the white nurse's uniform was also dyed red. The group craftsman is a talent.

Even so, Brother Chong had to follow Jiayin into the operating room.

The doctor said, "Your current body can't be dragged like this, it's the end of the crossbow!"

Lu Jingzhong still had blood stains on his face, and smiled: "Inside are my wife and children, even if I am back to the light, I have to go in to accompany her." ”

On his face, there was a word of determination.

I sat outside on a blue bench with my head against the wall behind me and my eyes open to the sky.

Because of the momentum of Du Jiayin's fall, I was also smashed myself, and the doctor gave me an X-ray, which was not a serious soft tissue contusion, but there was no problem, just take a rest.

My little injury is a small thing compared to Brother Chong.

After nearly three hours of surgery, Jiayin and Brother Chong's child was born, a baby girl, only 1750 grams, so small and pitiful, I didn't dare to hold her, and was directly sent into the incubator by the doctor.

I looked at the baby's wrinkled face, and suddenly the corners of my mouth hooked, and I laughed: "Baby, I am your little uncle, my own uncle." ”

At this moment, I felt that this crumpled little monkey-like baby seemed to be smiling at me.

………………

This time I returned to City C from Jiayin's hometown, I began to study day and night, in Du Jiayin's words, I must be admitted to the university by myself, and I must, let my image improve in front of Du Jiayin.

It wasn't until after the college entrance examination that I finally let out a long breath.

However, one night, while my mom was talking on the phone with my brother's mom, I heard my mom say, "Haven't you found the ice cream yet?!"

Then, I found out that the ice cream was missing and had been abducted.

At that time, I didn't say a word, packed up my things and went to Huayuan, before leaving, my mother also specially told me to take good care of my sister.

I nodded.

Since I came back from City X, my parents have started to separate, living in two separate houses, and the news is blocked, so no one knows about it except for some insiders.

If it was before, I would definitely be like my sister now, trying her best to make trouble, as if it was her own business, but now, I already know the existence of Du Jiayin, and I don't believe in the love that my parents once had.

I moved to Du Jiayin's house and began to take care of this woman who has now lost her child, that is, now, I have really seen her lost soul, more depressed than when I knew that Brother Chong had an accident, maybe at that time, she still had a support point in her heart, and now, Brother Chong is her support point.

When I brushed my teeth in the morning, I would squeeze the black shoe polish next to me on the toothbrush, and if I hadn't stopped her in time, I'm afraid that one mouth would have turned black.

Soaking in the bathtub in the bathroom, I soaked for two hours in one night, and Brother Chong has been assisting in finding the whereabouts of the ice cream at the police station for the past two days, and handed Du Jiayin over to me to take care of.

"Du Jiayin! Sister!"

I screamed as I banged on the bathroom door.

However, there was still no sound in the bathroom.

I panicked, grabbed the spare key straight from the drawer, opened the door and rushed in.

The bathroom was filled with moisture, covering the mirror with a layer of mist.

I paused and ran to the innermost bathtub.

Du Jiayin leaned on the edge of the bathtub, completely submerged in the water from the neck down, but because there was no shower gel, the water surface was very clear and the bottom could be seen.

In other words, it is to Du Jiayin's body...... Glance.

I felt my face burn all at once, I took a large bath towel, closed my eyes, pulled her out of the tub, wrapped her in a mess, and hugged her out.

The moment I touched her skin, I felt a reaction!

When Du Jiayin was lying on the bed, she opened her eyes and glanced at me, her eyes were unguarded, and after a glance, she immediately closed it again.

I could see that she had complete trust in me.

However, I had a reaction!

Suddenly, I felt very dirty, turned around and went out of the door, went downstairs to the bathroom, took a cold shower, looked at myself in the mirror full of water droplets, really sanctimonious, so long, it's been a year, but I still haven't suppressed this thought.

I clenched my fist and slammed it into the mirror.

The mirror surface was torn apart, and the blood from the broken joints of my fingers flowed down the mirror, drop by drop, completely staining the mirror red.

The pain in the joints of my fingers was slowly transmitted along the nerve endings to my own mind, and I felt as if I had completely degenerated.

But only this external pain can paralyze my deformed thoughts.

I closed my eyes, just as a tear was squeezed out of my socket as my eyelids fell.

God, if there really is a God, then punish me, if not punish me, then forgive me, if I am still worthy of forgiveness.

………………

A child is really important to the mother, that's true.

In the days that I have been by Du Jiayin's side, I have also known Zheng Rao, and when I heard Zheng Rao's hateful words, she was simply mad to a certain point, and she would use a child to blackmail a mother!

That kid is still my little nephew.

When I think of Ice Cream's red face now, I feel very funny, and they all say that my nephew is like an uncle, maybe Little Ice Cream will grow up and really look as handsome as me.

It's just that ten years later, when I go out, won't Ice Cream and Words know me anymore?

If you don't know each other, let them only recognize Gu Qingcheng's strongman as their uncle, but after all, they are unwilling, and who can predict what will happen in advance ten years later.

Du Jiayin is now the acting chairman of the Lu family, which should be said to be the masterpiece of Brother Chong and Gu Qingcheng, but this identity should be able to protect her.

Sometimes, I feel that being by her side is really dispensable, because even without me, there will be other people who will accompany her and help her protect her.

I also know that I am better than being a little thick-skinned, and I beg her to call her sister in vain, but she can't help it.

If I could get close to her, I'd rather be her brother, really.

In Lu's chairman's office, there was a big black piano, and I suddenly had itchy hands when I saw it, so I sat down.

Du Jiayin asked, "Do you want to play the piano?"

I nodded, my fingers already on the black and white keys.

I played a song to Alice.

It was the first piece that Du Jiayin taught me.

I still remember that she started teaching me by recognizing music scores, but unfortunately I really didn't have the slightest attainment in music, and I couldn't recognize it after two classes.

I waved my hand impatiently: "You can tell me how to play it directly, and I'll just memorize it." ”

Du Jiayin looked at me with a particularly speechless expression, and probably felt that I was really a piece of rotten wood, so she said: "I'll play it twice, play it slowly, you watch it carefully." ”

I nodded, leaned closer to see her slender fingers fall on the black and white keys as if they were dancing, the first time I didn't notice that I was playing those keys, I kept staring at her beautiful hands, and when the song was finished, she turned her head and asked, "How many notes can you play?"

I felt a little hot on my face, because I had been looking at her hand, and I didn't pay attention at all, so I hurriedly turned my face and said in a very angry tone, "You played too fast!

At this moment, in Lu's big office, I thought I had forgotten all those complicated notes, which keys my fingers were tapping on, but when the smooth music flowed out, I knew that I was completely demonic.

To Alice......

Hiding from Du Jiayin and Lu Jingzhong, I looked for Gu Qingcheng again.

"Do you know a good psychiatrist?"

There was no speech on the phone, but there was a howl, and I frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

Gu Qingcheng said: "I just broke someone's arm. ”

I knew that Gu Qingcheng was also looking for ice cream, after all, ice cream was also his little nephew, so I asked, "Found it?"

"I've found it soon," Gu Qingcheng said, "Didn't you just say that you were going to find a psychiatrist?"

Immediately afterwards, he reported an address and said: "Looking for Zhou Yue, it is okay to report my name when the time comes, and it is okay to report the name of your heavy brother." ”

I only learned later that this Zhou Yue is called Brother Chong Xiaowu, and he is also Gu Qingcheng's cousin.

I think it's a little difficult to start this matter, but I still said it, because I signed a confidentiality agreement, and Zhou Yue won't say anything about it.

After Zhou Yue listened, he did not show either disdain or mockery on his face, but gave advice: "You need to leave for a while now, don't see her, don't call her, isolate yourself, think clearly." ”

Walking out of Zhou Yue's psychological counseling room, I looked at the gray in the sky, a few eyeballs flew by, and my heart was numb from pain.

It's not that I don't want to leave, it's that I can't give up.

Even if I leave, I will not cut off contact with her, I still hope to listen to her voice every day, and I still can't help but feel moved when I hear her voice.

If you can lock me up in an iron wall, imprison me, and have external resistance, then it is still okay to be isolated for a period of time as Zhou Yue said.

If there are many loves in this world that end without a problem, and mine was knocked down by hail in the embryonic stage, but it did not die, on the contrary, it continued to grow luxuriantly.

However, the long crooked.

………………

Looking back now, that afternoon, I saw Zheng Rao, the man who gave birth to a seven-month-old premature baby in Du Jiayin, and almost lost his life, I felt all the irritability and anger in my heart, and I stepped on the brakes in amazement, and the car almost hit the sidewalk.

For a moment, a particularly crazy idea popped into my head.

It was only for a split second that I was completely calm.

I said to Du Jiayin, "Sister, go buy two cups of sundae,"

Du Jiayin's reaction was a little slow at this time, after experiencing the ups and downs just now, how can she still see and listen to all directions.

When I think of the crazy words that Zheng Rao said on the phone just now, I really want to go up and strangle her to death, I'm not afraid of going to jail!

Du Jiayin asked, "Why do you want to eat sundaes now?"

I smiled and pointed to the KFC sign outside, "Half price for the second cup." ”

Actually, Du Jiayin is very good to me, as long as I ask for her, even if she doesn't want to move now, she will help me do it.

She has always treated me as her brother, both before and now.

Looking at her walking down, I couldn't help but shout - "Du Jiayin!"

I know, this is the last time your name will be called, and from today onwards, you will be my sister, only my sister.

She turned her head and looked at me inquiringly.

I looked at her a little stupidly, waved my hand, and smiled into a smile that I thought was very happy: "It's okay, sister, I just want to call you." ”

I want to call you, call you for the last time, call your name very willfully, and call your name with another feeling.

Du Jiayin.

Jiayin.

Did I tell you, your name is nice.

………………

I spent the whole night in the detention cell, which was full of white light, and I was dizzy from the white light.

However, in this white light, I clearly saw that Du Jiayin was desperately beating the glass window at the last moment, asking me to open the door and begging the police not to take me away.

I saw that she was crying.

This is the first time Du Jiayin shed tears for me.

However, there will be no next time.

Lawyer Shen came to ask me about the specific situation, and I made it clear one by one, and I did exactly what he said.

Before the trial, Du Jiayin and Brother Chong came to see me.

However, I didn't go out to see her, I felt that I had no face, even if she always regarded me as a younger brother, then I had to be a man who stood up to the sky in her heart, not to be pitied.

However, I chose to meet Brother Chong.

Brother Chong is still handsome, no matter what kind of hardships he has endured, as always.

When Jiayin didn't know that she was my own sister, Brother Chong already knew, but he didn't say it, he still protected her, and when she needed her shoulder, he reached over.

Brother Chong is a real man.

I smiled and shouted, "Brother Chong." ”

If Gu Qingcheng can see my feelings for Jiayin that should have been curbed a long time ago, then Brother Chong will definitely be able to see it.

Brother Chong walked over, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Zhengke, you have to work hard." ”

When I heard this, my eyes filled with tears.

In the more than a week since I was arrested, no matter what, I haven't shed a single tear, but now that I hear what Brother Chong said, it coincides with what Jiayin once said to me.

Brother Chong smiled, looked at me with heavy eyes, and said, "You are a man, since you have made a decision, you have to pay a little price for your decision." ”

I nodded heavily, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said firmly, "I know!"

………………

In the past, Du Jiayin liked to ask me with hard work, and I liked to ask her for how many rankings I had advanced, but I never achieved it once.

This time, it finally came true, and I was admitted to A-University.

The admission letter was brought to me by my sister, and she scolded me for being stupid, and she was ruthless in everything she said.

I just laughed.

Actually, I remember very clearly that when I was in Jiayin's hometown, before leaving, I sent her a text message saying that I wanted to go to Tibet.

The reason why I chose Lhasa in Tibet is because Tibet is a plateau area, and most people will have altitude sickness, so after getting there, Du Jiayin will definitely need someone to take care of her, and I can take care of her with peace of mind, instead of her taking care of me, and there are only two people, me and her, without a heavy brother.

I don't know if this wish, ten years later, will come true.

I only hope that the day I walk out of this gloomy high wall, I can really call her with a clear conscience - "Sister, are you okay?"