As we all know, travel is a very good way to relieve stress, during the tour, people and people are most likely to rub out romantic sparks, travel, is a very suitable time to propose.

Just as I can't wait for Li Baitian, Qin Xi can't wait for me, if I can't succeed here, it's just a matter of one sentence, if I can't succeed, people should find the next one.

I can especially understand this mood, I can really understand it, so even if Qin Xi and I are only engaged in a relationship for the purpose of marriage, I am not repulsed in my heart, and I have been thinking about it.

I don't talk much about the travel process, anyway, the famous mountains and rivers, I have been to a lot of places, I am tired when I should be tired, and I am also relaxed when I should relax.

When I was tired, I went back to the hotel and slept in one room by one, and the only thing that was inseparable from me was my dog.

One day he was indeed not tired, and the formation ended relatively early, and I could see that Qin Xi probably had some plans. Just as Yuan Ze and I went out on a trip back then, I felt that I might roll the sheets, Qin Xi, a man in his thirties, although he is not as strong as a young man in his twenties, facing a woman every day, there should be a need and a need.

But Qin Xi is following the rules, he wants to take it step by step, the step is probably to determine the relationship, determine the result of getting married, and then roll the sheets generously, and then you can prepare for marriage.

I know all this, and I have no opinion, if you have to choose someone in the end, Qin Xi in front of you is very suitable.

Eating at the restaurant downstairs of the hotel, I knew that Qin Xi had something to say to me, and I was ready to accept it, so I was dressed up and dressed up.

Qin Xi saw it in the restaurant, and thoughtfully came over to pull out the stool, I sat down, and he returned to the opposite side. A la carte, everything goes according to plan.

While waiting for the food, I looked at the man opposite, this man who is likely to live with me for the rest of his life, there is nothing wrong with him, everything is pleasing to the eye, but I haven't felt too excited.

I think Qin Xi is probably the same for me.

With a union like ours, there is a lot of this world, there is no lingering or passion, it is sad, but it is also very practical.

Qin Xi asked me, "How is your body?"

I nodded, "No problem." ”

He also nodded, and with a simple smile, the waiter served the food, and he politely avoided a little place to facilitate people's movements. I just looked at him like this, and kept comforting myself with his appearance and quality, not bad, not bad, just him, just him, just him.

After the waiter left, Qin Xi smiled at me so slightly, I was still waiting, waiting for him to say what he had to say.

But Qin Xi said something that shouldn't have been said today.

He asked me, "Ask Xue, can you tell me about you and Li Baitian?"

My heart moved slightly, and I saw that he didn't understand his intentions. I quit my job almost in May, and it's been four months since I quit my job, which is when the autumn weather is just right.

In the past four months, I still maintain my fitness and health, live as fully as possible every day, go back to my hometown to see Wang's beautiful son, envy her, and ask her a lot of questions about giving birth, whether it hurts, whether it will be troublesome to get pregnant.

I know I'm almost there, and it's time for me to care about these issues.

Of course, I also took my parents out to travel, anyway, now I have a house and a car, and it's not interesting to hold on to the money in my hand, and I have to spend it where I should spend.

This is the last stop with Qin Xi, and I am ready.

Fortunately, Li Baitian has not looked for me in the past few months, and I have not missed him much. In people's hearts, there is a very awesome self-shielding system, which will not be opened easily, but once it is opened, it is very easy to use.

So Qin Xi's mention made me feel a little uncomfortable inexplicably.

But time is the best medicine, and it's okay to mention it, I have to really let go, not just blindly avoid, I think I've done a good job.

I asked Qin Xi, "What do you want to hear?"

Qin Xi generously spit out two words, "All." ”

How could I tell him everything, this is a man who will live with me for the rest of his life, there are some things that should be hidden, this is for the good of everyone, I still have this common sense.

But since I asked, I have to say it to be open.

With a calm and unwavering face, I said, "When he was a child, he was in Z City with his grandmother, which is my hometown. We were classmates at first, junior high school, and then we went to the same high school, he studied art, and I was in the liberal arts class, so we didn't have much intersection. At that time, the relationship was quite good, and it used to be in the same class. Help him deliver a love letter or something, you know that little thing at school. Later, he went to Beijing, and I took the Beijing Foreign University exam, and he was at the National University of China, very close, so he was often in touch, and he took care of it. Later, after graduation, we rented a house together, I failed the graduate school entrance examination, and went to Mr. Song's old company. ”

After taking a breath, he continued, "Then I went to the UK, and after I came back, he acquired Song's head office, and I went to his company by the way, and I have been doing it for a few years. ”

I said it simply, but Qin Xi was very careful, he said: "I heard," I heard Li Baitian and his brother-in-law's younger brother say that Li Baitian almost hiccuped back then, and no one in the family knew it, Qin Xi said, "I heard that when Li Baitian had an accident before, it was in Z City, were you not there at that time?"

"Oh," I replied, pretending to have missed the link, "and he went to his grandfather's grave, and met some vengeful men, and I couldn't help them, so I ran away." Z City took care of him in the past few days. "When I said this, I couldn't help but think of the experience of taking care of Li Baitian at the beginning, I cleaned up other people's clothes and wiped his balls myself. This matter can't be let Qin Xi know, although everyone must have had a boyfriend and girlfriend before, but it's still not good to talk about it.

"Then I went abroad. I said.

Qin Xi smiled reluctantly and asked, "Why didn't you have any expression on your face when you said this?"

I looked up at him and smiled, "What kind of expression do you want, it's just that, how can you be verbose." ”

Qin Xi smiled reluctantly again, and he said, "Ask Xue, I originally wanted to tell you about the two of us today, but before that, I think there is something I need to tell you." ”

I had a bad premonition again, and looked at him silently and seriously.

Qin Xi said, "I met Li Baitian once in the parking lot before. ”

"What did he say?" I was wary.

Qin Xi said: "No, I asked us about something." "The matter between me and Qin Xi is a matter of great generosity and clarity, and you can understand it without being verbose.

Qin Xi said, "I don't know about Li Baitian, I think you should know more." ”

I lowered my eyes.

"He asked me if I was going to get married when I got married," after a pause, Qin Xi continued, "He said that you are a good woman, although you are a little cold on the surface, but in fact, you are very warm and treat people very well. When he says that you have something, he likes to hold it in his heart and not say it, often duplicitous, he said that if we get married, let me treat you well, and let you do everything, because you have to be strong. ”

I'm really putting up with it, I don't want to show too much emotion in front of Qin Xi, but my body's reaction is uncontrollable many times. I felt like my throat was so stuffed that my eyes must have been red, and there was a circle of water swirling in it.

With a hidden smile, I nodded, "It's always been a good relationship, he didn't say anything to upset you." ”

Qin Xi smiled bitterly, "I'm really unhappy." ”

My heart moved slightly, yes, can I be happy, even if I haven't had anything to do with Qin Xi, now a woman who has a special relationship with Qin Xi will be uncomfortable if she runs in front of me and says the same thing.

Qin Xi said, "You are so good and beautiful, I don't believe that there is nothing beyond the scope of friends between you and Li Baitian." But I also understand that everyone has their own past, including me. It's good to let go of the past, so I don't interfere. ”

I heard Qin Xidi's words in a daze, because I was in a messy mood now, but the general meaning was still clear. I threw a smile thanking him for his understanding, Qin Xi smiled lightly and said, "You also did a good job, you never asked me about my past, sometimes I am curious, are you really not curious at all?"

"Huh?" I reacted disrespectfully, looking like I wasn't listening to people, I didn't know how to say it, so I perfunctory, "You said, it's good to pass." ”

In fact, to put it bluntly, I just don't care, isn't it just that I care about him, not to that extent, Qin Xi actually felt it.

I suddenly felt ashamed, "I'm sorry. ”

Qin Xi smiled thoughtfully, "I didn't mean to accuse you, I didn't plan to tell you these words today." You know, I actually like you in my heart, and I think we are very suitable, and we can really get along in the future. But as a man, I'm still a little unwilling to figure it out. ”

Glancing at my unhappy expression, he said, "You're sad to let you tell me about you and Li Baitian today." ”

He saw through it, so why should I hide it?

I'm actually quite depressed in my heart, I don't want anyone to expose it, I want to let the past be dusty and then forgotten.

Nodding my head, barely holding on to a generous smile, I said, "You're right, we have some feelings between us, but we can't." ”

I smiled bitterly, Qin Xi said, "Actually, I don't mind, it's good to be able to pass, I also have a woman I love who is not together, I can understand your feelings." ”

I smiled bitterly again, the man is a good man, more robbed than Li Baitian, Li Baitian loves to choke me and cares about me. What is a responsible man, tolerance, is also a kind of responsibility.

"Ask the snow. Qin Xi called me lightly.

I looked up at him and he looked at what I was dressed for today and said, "You're beautiful today." ”

I smiled lightly, his expression was serious but gentle, "Have you ever wondered what Li Baitian would be like if he saw you today?"

I was stunned.

He said, "Think about it, don't rush to answer me." ”