143 Words from the heart
My heart suddenly skipped a beat, but Lan Tian's tone of saying this was very peaceful, not the kind with jealousy or hatred, just a kind of telling, like telling the truth from the bottom of his heart.
Jealousy, about the nature of a woman, no matter how open-minded a woman is, will be a little bit, even between good friends. And I think that I may indeed be worthy of being jealous, at least at the moment, I feel that I am very happy, but one thing after another, a little troublesome.
I didn't speak, Lan Tian smiled lightly, and she said, "I'm jealous that everyone is so good to you. ”
I said: "Don't say that, everyone is very good to you, your godmother, Xue Jiazheng, and me, Li Hua is also very attentive to you, and often tells me that he is very worried about you." ”
She smiled again, her voice still soft, "I know you're all worried about me, except for my dad, who sleeps so soundly." ”
I said, "He's just tired." ”
She nodded, "I know, you're all tired these days. After a pause, she said, "Huazi didn't come to the hospital today. It seemed like a casual mention, but I also felt that she said it because she minded.
I said, "Get busy with work." ”
It seemed that she could feel Lan Tian's wry smile, and there was no sourness in her tone, just expounding a fact that she knew, she said: "Because you are sick, he wants to accompany you, and you are the most important." ”
Yes, that's true, but how do I take this sentence? Looking back in the direction of the bedroom, there was no movement, and the man I loved was still asleep. This is happiness that belongs only to me.
Lan Tian continued, "Actually, I also know that he came to the hospital every day a few days ago just to see you. He's worried about you, he's afraid you're tired, and he's always had you in his eyes. You're taking care of me, and you don't notice these things. ”
My heart soured a little again. When I took care of Lan Tian, I was really focused on taking care of her, because at that time I felt that there was nothing more important than taking care of her, and then every time Li Hua came to the hospital, in fact, we couldn't say a few words, let alone say anything sweet to deepen the relationship.
Li Hua often just found a place to sit, rested for a while, and when the time was almost up, he left with Lan Tian's parents. He and Lan Tian had very few conversations, almost all of them were routine worries and greetings, but in fact, in that case, he really didn't have much to say.
And I think that Li Hua will definitely have a psychological burden in the face of Lan Tian, and it is also to help him share this psychological burden, so I want to kill Lan Tian even more.
But when I care about Li Hua and Li Hua cares about me, Lan Tian cares about Li Hua, where he cares about him, and he cares about himself.
I said, "Tian Tian, don't think too much, he really cares about you, what I'm most afraid of is what you think too much." It's not that you don't know Huazi, he doesn't like to talk about it, so he can rest assured. "Ouch, what am I doing? I'm trying to convince a woman that my man really cares about her...... But at this point, I think that's what I should say.
"I know, I've been around him for so long, I know what kind of person he is. "Yes, Lan Tian and Li Hua have spent a lot more time together than Li Hua and I have ever met and now combined. It's just feelings, never calculated by the length of time.
Otherwise, how could there be such a beautiful word as "ten thousand years at a glance".
Lan Tian repeated again, "Youyou, I'm jealous of you." ”
I opened my mouth, but I didn't answer, and she continued: "It's not good to be jealous, I don't want to be jealous of you, it's useless to be jealous." I like Huazi, whether he is good to me or not, Guan doesn't care, I still like him. I just know ......" she choked slightly, "I don't deserve him." ”
She admitted it, she still admitted it after all, and after enduring it for so long, it should feel good to say it. I didn't squeak, and waited for her to continue, although as Li Hua's girlfriend, I would be very unhappy if other women told me this, but in terms of severity, I think I should still listen to it in order to make Lan Tian happy at this time.
She said: "I've always liked him, no shorter than you, no less than you love, I've been thinking about it for the past two years, it's enough to be by his side like this, to be able to look at him every day." When I don't love him anymore, I'll clean up and marry myself......"
Speaking of this, my heart twitched again, and I couldn't help but ask, "Have you heard something, why did you suddenly tell me this?"
She laughed softly, "My dad is too noisy to snore, I can't sleep, I just want to talk to you, don't think about it, I don't mean anything, I like him, but I don't rob you," choked up again, "I know I can't rob you either." He loves you so much, you don't have to rob it. He watched every play you played, and once a crew sent a message on the Internet, and your name was mentioned in it, and he didn't speak for a long time. I've been jealous of you since then, jealous that you have filming, and jealous, you're not by his side, he still cares about you so much and cares about you. ”
I made her sour and comforted her: "Tian Tian will also have someone who cares about you so much, isn't it Xue Jiazheng, I called to ask about your situation two days ago, Huazi and I didn't dare to tell him, I was afraid that he wouldn't be able to study, so he would come back directly." I'd like to wait until you're better to talk to him. ”
She smiled, with some disdain and sarcasm, and she said, "The family is ...... Isn't there a brain disease, I don't like him, he's so boring. ”
Yes, Xue Jiazheng has a sick brain, in fact, according to this reason, Lan Tian also has a sick brain...... Hehe...... Loving someone who doesn't love you is about illness.
With a sigh of relief, she said, "Okay, I've told you so much, and I'm much more comfortable." My dad was so noisy......"
I said, "Well, I'll go over with you now, so that your dad can go back to the hotel and sleep more comfortably." ”
She smiled gently, "No, you still have a cold, come back when you're well." Soon it was dawn, and my godmother came over. Don't worry about me, I won't worry you anymore. ”
I'm still worried in my heart, since Lan Tian has been holding back these words in my heart for so many years, in fact, I can't figure out whether she said these words well or not.
It's better to pick on this question, or to keep it out of the way when it doesn't exist.
But even if she says it now, it's still useless, and the relationship between the three of us is still how to develop and how to develop. I love Li Hua, and Li Hua loves me, just rush to this point, no matter how much she loves Li Hua, she has nothing to do with her.
In the current situation, it is a bit unkind to say this nakedly, but it is true.
"Go to bed, I'm bothering you. ”
I said, "Tian Tian, are you really fine?"
"What's the matter, I'm not going to be discharged from the hospital in the next two days, I still want my parents to go back early, I heard them say today that my sister-in-law is about to give birth again. ”
I'm still very worried, her tone is a lot more relaxed, "Go to sleep, come over and accompany me as soon as possible, I really don't have anything to say to my parents." ”
"Well," I replied softly, "I'll go over and see you in a moment." ”
"Good. ”
After a while, Li Hua will go to work, and I want to take his ride directly and let him take me to the hospital first. With a sneeze, I was going to sit on the bed again for a while.
When I entered the bed, Li Hua didn't wake up, but just habitually raised his hand and opened his arms to make it easier for me to get in. He could also feel that my body was a little cold, especially the hand that had been holding the phone just now.
He turned me over, hugged me facing him, pressed the hand to his chest, so warm, and went back to sleep silently.
I have a cold body, and when I encounter such a comfortable and warm environment, sleepiness strikes instantly. I'm going to get some sleep too, because Li Hua will wake up early anyway.
But I didn't sleep soundly, I slept for about an hour, didn't have any dreams, and suddenly woke up smartly. Li Hua didn't feel it, but I couldn't sleep, so I felt very panicked in my heart, and then I thought about some messy things, thought about the call Lan Tian made to me, and thought of the worst possibility.
And once this possibility comes to mind, it is out of control, and the more you think about it, the more terrifying it becomes, and the more you think about it, the more it will happen. I didn't sleep anymore and went crazy to shake Lihua.
"Wake up, don't sleep, get up first......"
Li Hua stretched out his sleepy eyelids and muttered, "What's wrong?"
I said, "Wake up, I'm going to the hospital." ”
He woke up suddenly, opened his eyes, and reached out to touch my forehead, probably thinking that I was sick and going to the hospital.
I said, "Oh, I'm fine, I'm going to see Tian Tian." ”
He put away his nervous expression and frowned slightly, "Why are you in a hurry so early?"
I said, "I'm not worried, she just called me, why do I feel so worried." ”
Li Hua said that Lan Tian's parents were watching the hospital, and I said, "Oh, her father is sleeping, you hurry up and get dressed, I'm really worried if I don't go to see it." ”
Li Hua squeezed his eyes hard, squeezed the layer of tiredness down, lifted the quilt to get my clothes, and then put on his own. I was in a hurry, and it only took me about five minutes to pack up and leave the house with Li Hua.
Then the road urged him to drive a little faster. The corridor of the hospital is still quiet, most people have not woken up from their deep sleep, it is dawn, and it is now more than six o'clock in the morning. It's been almost two hours since Lan Tian called me.
Lan Tian lived in the kind of ward with one person, and when he opened the door of the ward, his father was still asleep on the accompanying cot, and Lan Tian was also asleep.
I think maybe it was really me who was worried about it, and I troubled Li Hua to accompany me on this trip, which caused him to sleep for an hour less, obviously he could only sleep for four or five hours a day.
Li Hua pointed to Lan Tian's sleeping place with his chin and instructed me, "Cover her with a quilt." ”
I got closer, and was just about to reach out to pull the quilt, only then did I see up close, why Lan Tian's face was so bad!