We're not doctors, so we can't tell right away what's wrong with her, but our face is so bad that it's scary. I asked Li Hua to come over and take a look, Li Hua was slightly nervous, and said, "Tell her to try." ”

Then I screamed, first very softly, she didn't respond, then screamed a little louder, she still didn't respond, Lan Tian and her father slept enough to die, Lan Tian didn't wake up, he was still in a daze over there. Li Hua saw that things were not good, and hurriedly ran to find a doctor.

I was still here trying to wake up Lan Tian, but his dad jumped over from the escort bed, and the two of us shook and screamed together, and I felt that it was over, it was over, it was going to be over. First came a little nurse on duty, and he couldn't see what was going on with Lan Tian, and then the little nurse 1 went to the doctor on duty again, Li Hua found a medicine board with all the tablets in the trash can next to the hospital bed, and showed it to the doctor when the doctor came.

The doctor's face immediately turned bad, "Hurry up and send it to the emergency department for gastric lavage." ”

After Lan Tian called me, she committed suicide by taking sleeping pills, and until now I don't know the real reason why she suddenly couldn't think about it, but I just speculated if she suddenly knew something. I didn't see the gastric lavage because Li Hua didn't allow me to go in. He was always reluctant to let me see those too horrible pictures, he knew that I was a soft-hearted person, and it was easy to cry when I saw others hurt and die.

After the gastric lavage ended, Lan Tian was still in a coma, and was sent back to the ward to hang water, and the doctor said that the dose of Lan Tian's medicine was not small, and it was definitely not a coma caused by mistake. We found out two hours later that it was already very dangerous.

Later, Li Hua went to find yesterday's doctor on duty, there was a little doctor here, we only learned that yesterday Lan Tian secretly ran to ask the doctor about his condition when her mother was not in the ward, the young doctor was inexperienced, and told Lan Tian about the situation, Lan Tian already knew that his uterus had been removed yesterday afternoon.

She committed suicide, which is what we have been afraid to tell her and worry about the most. I'm afraid that she won't be able to think about it, I'm afraid that she feels that there is no hope for happiness in the future, and I'm afraid that she can't love her.

When Lan Tian's mother came, she kept crying, and occasionally blamed Lan Tian's father, saying that how could his father sleep so dead, he didn't look at Lan Tian, and almost killed her.

Probably people who really decide to die are not so good at thinking about others, when Lan Tian wanted to die, she didn't think about what to do with her mother when she died, what to do with her father, and what to do with these people who care about her. Some people say that people who want to die will die when they say they will die, but if there is a little hesitation and worry, they generally can't die.

Before I want to die, my mind is completely filled with despair, and I will never think about anything beautiful again.

I gradually began to understand the reason why Lan Tian called me before committing suicide, she just wanted to talk, and wanted to finally try to be happy, and spit out her feelings for Li Hua for three years.

I wiped my tears outside the ward, and Li Hua asked me what Lan Tian had said, and I didn't know how to answer him. Tell him that Lan Tian has been telling me about her feelings for him, and tell him that this long-hidden relationship is her last wish.

I even blamed myself very much, I felt that it was not my return that completely extinguished Lan Tian's hope for Li Hua. She said that she was just willing to stay by Li Hua's side, accompany him, and see him more, but this kind of willingness, I think is somewhat supported by hope.

Hopefully, at some point, he suddenly turned around and found his affectionate eyes. If Li Hua treated Lan Tian like she did to me, even if there were many reasons why she thought she was not worthy of him, would she not try to accept it?

She said, "I'm not worthy of him", maybe it's just a comfort, a comfort that Li Hua doesn't love herself.

I didn't cry hard today, it's good that Lan Tian didn't die, but I suddenly had a smart moment when I was sleeping, if I hadn't come, she might have really died.

You said that if she really died, what would she do with us, how could she make my conscience at ease, how could Li Hua's conscience be at ease, how could Li Hua and I easily continue, if there is a flower life in our twenties between us.

I didn't say these words to Li Hua, but they were stuck in my heart, blocking me uncomfortable, I was entangled, and I didn't know what to do. Maybe Lan Tian didn't make this call, if this relationship was so confused, I wouldn't have such a big psychological burden.

But fortunately, she fought, if she hadn't fought, she might have really died here today.

I don't think Lan Tian called me out of malice, but this phone call gave me the illusion that I had taken away Lan Tian's happiness and hope.

I asked Li Hua with a heavy heart, "Do you know that she has always loved you." ”

He frowned and didn't speak, hugging me tighter. He knew that even if Lan Tian hadn't said it explicitly, he should be able to feel it somewhat. But what should Li Hua do, Lan Tian is to Li Hua, just like the Xue family is to Lan Tian, you can't push away and can't hide.

What should you do if a person has to put feelings on you and you are unable to respond.

Li Hua once tried to get Lan Tian to leave, persuaded her to go abroad with the Xue family, and persuaded her to start a new life, but Lan Tian refused. Those words were heavy, for fear of hurting her, and if they were shallow, she pretended not to understand.

Loving someone who doesn't love oneself is always humble, and sometimes I'd rather pretend to be crazy and stupid for it.

Of course, this is not all the reason for Lan Tian's suicide, if you can't love someone, you won't die, but as a woman, you will be raped, lose your uterus, and lose the possibility of happiness, as for death.

And among them, more or less Li Hua and I are responsible.

We never intended to hurt her, but she happened to appear in our world as a deprived gesture.

Lan Tian slept for two days before waking up, and after waking up, the whole person was also stupid, when we went to see her, she would ask, "Are you here?"

After a few seconds, he asked again, "Why are you here?"

The doctor said that people who have taken sleeping pills are like this, they have no memory at all, and their brains are still in a semi-comatose state, and they will be fine after a long time.

Lan Tian always seemed to remember that his parents always asked her mother over and over again because of her sister-in-law's birth and leaving: "Why don't you leave, my sister-in-law is going to give birth." ”

She can ask seven or eight times in ten minutes, and her mother keeps crying, and if she goes on like this, she probably won't be able to hold on. We want to get her mother away, and her daughter-in-law has a baby, and she really needs manpower. But let's wait and see.

That day, Li Hua's mother called Li Hua and me to the stairwell to talk and asked us what we planned for the future.

Li Hua said: "Mom, Youyou and I originally planned to get married after the matter is over. ”

His mother suddenly became a little angry, the last time I saw his mother, he was obviously quite a gentle person, and he was so serious that I didn't dare to speak. Li Hua said to his mother: "When can it pass, when can you two get married!"

No one spoke, Li Hua only held my hand tightly.

After a slight pause, his mother said: "Xiaohua, it doesn't matter who you want to marry your mother, but Tian Tian is like this now, our family must be responsible, and my mother also knows that Tian Tian has you in her heart, and her mother won't let her come to Jiangsu and Zhejiang with you, but she won't listen." After another pause, she turned to look at me, "Youyou." ”

I was like the class instructor when I was in school, and my whole body tensed up in an instant, and I looked at Li Hua's mother cautiously and carefully, her face was still serious, who could relax at this time. She said, "Tian Tian is your good friend?"

I looked down, "Hmm." ”

Her mother also began to go crazy, but the atmospheric woman would not show it casually, but said: "Mother can't give you an idea about this matter, you can do it yourself, but mother put her words here, Tian Tian's affairs can't be handled well in one day, and your mother doesn't agree to your marriage." ”

"Mom!" Li Hua shouted with emphasis and rebuttal, and his mother frowned in melancholy, intending to leave here.

This relationship is so tangled, even the person who came over can't think of a way to deal with it. In the end, young people's affairs still have to be solved by themselves.

As soon as I heard that my mother didn't allow us to get married, my heart sank again, although I also knew that Lan Tian was like this, Li Hua and I didn't expect to get married in a short time, but I was still uncomfortable to be told so bluntly by my mother.

I endured it and didn't let myself cry. When Li Hua's mother was about to open the door of the stairwell and walk out, Lan Tian's mother was also coming in with tears on her face.

As soon as he pushed the door open, Lan Tian knelt on the ground with a "poof". The direction of kneeling is facing Li Hua fucking, but when he speaks, he is facing me and Li Hua.

Her eyes were full of broken tears, she said: "Please, save my daughter, I can't look at her like this, I'm just this girl, I grew up since I was a child, I can't live without her." ”

Li Hua's mother hurried to help Lan Tian's mother, Lan Tian's mother just didn't get up, and I followed to help, but the old man had already made up her mind, and her whole body was very weak, pulling her up, her body was also sinking constantly.

I saw that she was going to kowtow to Li Hua, and she couldn't pull it anyway, so she stopped her.

The way of crying was no different from that of her really dead daughter, so she kept saying, "Please, please, please, your family, what will my daughter do, what will she do in the future, she can't get married, what kind of work is she pointing to." Please, please, please......"

My tears fell down with a crackle, and Li Hua also came over to drag the old man, who was about to cry and cry, and still held on in order to help his daughter intercede.

"The two of us are old, there is really no way, I beg you...... I beg you, give Tian Tian a way to live, my daughter......"