Across a classroom, she was at the front door and I was at the back door, and she said, "Chen Nuolin, do you still have the face to come back?"

I didn't speak, and wanted to go out the back door to find the homeroom teacher, but a pair of hands stopped me from outside the classroom, it was a tall boy, saddle the horse for the little sister.

I clenched the schoolbag strap in my hand and wanted to pass past this boy, but a girl in the back pulled my hair from behind: ", it's really sassy~." ”

"What are you trying to run, it's the same as Qiao Chu's force. ”

"Psychopaths go to hook up with teachers, hum, they deserve to be stepped on by thousands of people. ”

Every filthy word fell into my ears, as if a pinprick had pricked my eardrums, buzzing and ringing in the ears.

I was surrounded by a few people, and the boy in front of me picked up my back collar like a chicken: "Do you say that Mr. Lu is blind and has such a good thing on the stall." ”

A burst of ridicule ensued.

At this time, it happened to be a break in the middle of the sports meeting, and many students came back one after another to put clothes or catch water, and when I saw a few people here surrounding me in the corner, they all glanced at this side, and then turned around, just as this side was air, I even heard what was being said over there about psychopaths, disgusting and the like, which was unbearable.

I stood in the middle awkwardly, shivering.

It didn't take long for the homeroom teacher to come, probably hearing from my classmates that I had come in to school, frowning and looking at me who was surrounded by several students and pulling my hair: "What do you look like! Chen Nuolin, you come with me." ”

The head teacher's words gave me the illusion that he was not scolding the little sister, but scolding me for "what I look like".

I walked out of the classroom after the class teacher, and a classmate kicked me in the crook of the knee, and I fell to my knees in an instant.

There was a burst of laughter: "Are you going to pick up the money?" "What about kowtowing to grandpa?" "Damn is not happy to see you." ”

I recall that the students in the class liked Mr. Lu who was transferred from the second year of high school, liked his teaching style, liked his profound knowledge, and even the little sister would take two Chinese classes seriously, in Qiao Chu's words, Mr. Lu seemed to shine when he stood on the podium.

It was that kind of light that illuminated me in the shadows.

Therefore, now, a person like me, who was despised and despised by my classmates, put a seed in the corner that no one found, but was selected by Mr. Lu to bloom into a flower.

I know that feeling.

When I arrived at the office, the head teacher said, "I have already contacted your parents, and your parents said that you went to school in other places, why are you back now?"

"I didn't go to school," I said, "and I came back to school." ”

"I'm going to have to go through the withdrawal procedures for you......"

The head teacher twisted his eyebrows, looking at me as if he was looking at a cockroach, I was never likable in the class, only one of my classmates, Qiao Chu, was good to me, and only Teacher Lu was good to me.

However, after all, the head teacher has taken me for two and a half years, and it is not that I like it or not, but that I have been with it for a long time.

He thought for a moment and said, "Go to the director's office, you admit your mistakes......"

"I'm not wrong. ”

The teacher scolded me, the school leader scolded me, my parents scolded me and beat me when I got home, and even committed suicide by taking sleeping pills, all because I was weak, I was cowardly, I was afraid, but it was definitely not because I did something wrong.

The head teacher laughed angrily: "You're right? You're not wrong about having an ambiguous relationship with a married teacher?"

"That's not ambiguity, that's ......"

I paused and swallowed the word "like" between my teeth.

"What is it? You know that because your parents have complained to the school now, the school can't bear the pressure, even if you don't transfer to another school, the school will expel you," the head teacher said a lot, at first it was some clichés, but later it became a teaching, "You are only eighteen now, it is too easy to see the problem, and the days will be long in the future, you child is too timid......"

At the end of the year, I was already in tears.

Teachers have a pair of eyes that are very good at observing students, I once remember that Mr. Lu wrote in my weekly diary last year: "Work hard, but lack self-confidence, but if you can walk with your head up, it would be better, come on." ”

Many memories are now all that remains of sourness and the unreality that has long passed.

I quickly informed the director of the teaching office about my coming to school without permission, and the director of the teaching office gave me another lecture and called my parents at home.

Hanging up the phone, the director looked at me and shook his head: "Your mother said that you will be asked to go out in ten minutes, go to the school gate and wait...... The school has tried its best to minimize the impact of this matter, but after all, it was Mr. Lu's wife who came to him personally, so the school also has to make some deals. ”

I don't know what to say anymore.

Indeed, even if I came back to school now, I would be drowned by a single spit, and I thought that after a while, my classmates and teachers would forget about it. However, I think this time period is too brief.

I moved my lips, and finally raised my head and looked at the director in front of me: "Can you tell me, Mr. Lu, he ......"

"Take care of yourself, your wife didn't look for a ......"

Before the dean could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by a voice from outside.

Qiao Chu rushed in directly regardless of it, with a little sweat on the tip of his nose, "Did Mrs. beat people indiscriminately when she saw her?" She looked for a lawyer, so Chen Nuolin also found a lawyer to sue him for seducing minors and abusing minors!"

I think Qiao Chu forgot that I was eighteen years old in April last year.

"What is this like!" The head teacher frowned and interrupted Qiao Chu's words, "Qiao Chu, let me out!"

Qiao Chu seems to have accumulated a few days of anger and didn't send it, and now it's out of control: "I don't go out! Why? It's great if the family has money, he finished patting his ass and leaving, leaving a student here to block the spitting stars of the whole school, if he is a savior, then he will appear now, and he will admit it in front of the whole school! Fuck, he has no sense of responsibility at all! I used to think that he gave a good lecture, it was really ......."

"Qiao Chu!" I watched the faces of the teaching director and the head teacher get darker and darker, and hurriedly roared, "Don't say it, do you want to kill me?!"

I shouted this sentence on purpose.