Qiao Chu cut off half of the words in his mouth, and was stunned for two seconds before turning to look at me, with disbelief on his face: "Chen Nuolin, what are you talking about?"

I had no expression on my face, tears still hanging from the corners of my eyes, and said stiffly: "I said, don't say it, don't kill me." ”

I know Qiao Chu, she dares to say whatever she has to say, and she is not afraid of anything.

"Chen Nuolin, good, very good," Qiao Chu sneered, "I have called you every day for the past few days, and I have been looking for you every day, for fear that something will happen to you, but you are good, you haven't seen anyone for more than a week, and now this is the kind of thing you say?"

My hands were behind my back, and my nails were in the palms of my hands.

I don't know if it's right for me to say this, but I know that if I don't want this kind of thing to affect Qiao Chu in school, then I have to cut it in two, I don't care anymore, my reputation is already bad at home, but Qiao Chu is different, she has good academic performance in school and is generous, I don't want her to ruin herself because of me.

Just like I don't want Mr. Lu to destroy his future because of me.

Qiao Chu rushed in and rushed out, and the wind and rain came, and there was only silence left in the office, and I even felt that it was the kind of bleak quiet, with the autumn wind sweeping by, and the ground was full of melancholy.

I lowered my head and said, "I was wrong, I found Teacher Lu first, I am a student, he is not easy to refuse, it is all my fault, don't ...... Lu"

The head teacher interrupted me: "Let's go." ”

Afterwards, the head teacher took me all the way to the fountain leading to the school gate and patted me on the shoulder: "Chen Nuolin, people make many mistakes, some mistakes cannot be made up, and some mistakes have a chance to be corrected, work hard." ”

"Well, goodbye, teacher. ”

I finally looked up at the head teacher, and his eyes were the kind of eyes that I was used to, revealing a kind of disappointment and helplessness.

Leading to the entrance of the school, there are two rows of tall poplar trees, straight into the sky, and the railing next to them is decorated with pink and purple roses, which are ready to bloom, this is a beautiful early spring, is the beginning.

But for me...... It's the end.

I turned around, looked through the tall iron railing at the entrance of the school, took one last look at the campus that had been with me for nearly three years, and left.

There was a black private car parked on the side of the road, which was the same car that Weiwei sent me to school in the morning, the rear window rolled down, and I saw Lu Jingzhong, who was looking at me from afar, and his footsteps paused, but he did not pass, but walked into an alley, which is the closest road to my house.

The black private car behind me didn't follow anymore, but I looked behind me before I walked into the yard, and a black private car turned around the corner of the main road, so I ignored it and went straight into the yard.

Several aunts were sitting around basking in the sun and chatting: "Look at the family surnamed Chen, the upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked, they are all a family." ”

"That's it, look at that girl, she actually hooked up with the teacher. ”

"Ouch, bad morals......"

"Ahem...... After a few days, the idle days are over, and the child is going to elementary school. ”

The topic changed too quickly, except for the aunt who was facing me, everyone else didn't know why, and the aunt greeted me: "Are you back?"

I smiled politely and walked over to hear a whisper behind me.

When I got home, the room was full of inferior cigarettes, and there was a table in the middle, and mahjong had not yet been collected.

It seems to have been an all-nighter again.

My mother was very surprised when she saw me coming back: "Why are you back? ”

My heart was half cold: "You and Dad agree that I will go to Yangcheng?"

"Hmph, get as far as you can," my mother snorted through her nose, "you can't go to school at home, so you can just go out and work, and send 10,000 yuan a year to your brother to go to school." ”

In fact, I must have become accustomed to this usual indifference towards my parents, because they have never had hope for me, and naturally they will not be disappointed.

"I'll just pack up something," I said, "and I'll leave tomorrow." ”

Get out of here, go to another place, a place called Yangcheng, and start over.

When I walked out of the house, I said to my mom as usual, "Mom, I'm leaving." ”

However, they both know that there will never be the same sentence "Mom, I'm back" when school is out. ”

My mother suddenly raised her head from the pool and called me: "Remember my mother's phone number, and when you get to the place, report that you are safe." ”

"Well, I got it, Mom. I looked up at the blue glass sky and swallowed tears into my stomach.

It was as if my heart was suddenly empty, and on this very day, I lost my friends and loved ones.

If it was love with Mr. Lu, I should have lost my love.

I cried as I walked, and tears fell down my face.

I laughed and laughed while crying, but I couldn't stop crying.

I cried as I walked, at first I cried quietly in a suppressed voice, but when I couldn't help it, I started crying, running through the streets, and the warm wind of early spring blew on my face, but it was like a knife scraping on my cheek.

Running from one intersection to another, I crouched down and hugged my legs, burying my voice between my arms.

As far as the eye could see, a pair of shiny leather shoes appeared, and the trousers were ironed.

"The water that someone else has poured on you, you should boil it and splash it back," a voice sounded above my head, "instead of crouching here and crying, you know?"