002 Studio Carnival
Lu asked Lee to bring me the coat, and I wrapped it around my waist to cover my ass, and then I went home in this way. They still stay there to play.
When I got home, I cried for a long time, I don't know why I was so sad, I felt so ashamed.
My mom washed Lee's coat and I took it back to school on Monday to give it back to him. I never wore that dress again, and I didn't even want to see it.
After I returned the clothes to Li Baitian, the clothes remained next to his desk and remained untouched for a long time. I wondered if he hated me and hated the dress that covered my ass.
Since then, I've been moving away from Lee Baitian. The only communication between us was that every time I took the exam, I would consciously write down the answers and put the note next to Li Baitian's desk when I handed in the paper. The first time he begged me to do this, and invited me to eat delicious food, and then I did it consciously.
When I graduated from junior high school, I wrote a classmate, and he only left me a few words, "Everything is in a word." ”
Actually, he didn't have anything to say to me. He wrote a classmate list for his classmates, either writing two lyrics casually, or just "good wishes" two big words. What I wrote for me is already the most special.
But I think about it myself, I fantasize a lot of "all in words", what kind of meaning may be in this, comfort myself with these fantasies, Li Baitian may have liked me too, but we are people of two worlds.
High school, we were still in the same school. I got in, he bought it.
Occasionally met at school, he was with a different girl every time, he was so alone since he was a child, and he kept changing girlfriends. Very fond of the new and disgusted with the old, very appearance association.
Later, Li Baitian studied art, and he soaked in the studio every day without learning or knowing, and he didn't have the slightest worry about his future.
He is the man of the year in the school, because after high school, everyone is more powerful than when they were in junior high school, and everyone seems to know that Li Baitian's family is very rich. And I'm just an inconspicuous top student in the liberal arts class, and I just do questions every day.
But as junior high school alumni, we have a special affinity, not to mention that we used to be at the same table at the beginning. When Li Baitian needs to borrow something, he always comes to me as soon as possible, everyone knows that I have a good relationship with him, and sometimes I feel quite face-saving.
When we're talking about something in the corner, and someone gives me an ambiguous look, I also secretly feel happy.
In my own heart, I have been secretly in love with him. No one knows, and no one needs to know.
In my sophomore year of high school, I switched from day school to live on campus, so I could save time for school and school. My family hopes a lot for me, and I hope that I can be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, but in our place, the admission line is very high, and there is still a gap in my level.
But I've been trying.
One day in May, during the evening self-study, an art student from Li Baitian's class came to me and said that Li Baitian was having a birthday party in the small studio on the sixth floor of Xingzhi Building.
Party, at that time, was a foreign word, and I didn't even know what the so-called party was. The small studio in Xingzhilou is Li Baitian's private base, which is an old studio, since the school has been renovated, even if it is temporarily abandoned, but no one cares, and students can go there to paint if they want.
After Li Baitian found out about this place, he often dated girls here, and he didn't know what he had done secretly, kissing or something, he must have had it.
When I was in class, I was always struggling with whether to go or not, and today is Li Baitian's birthday. Although I always remember what his birthday was, because it was written in the classmates, I never said happy birthday to him. And I didn't have any gifts.
But I wanted to go again.
My heart was still pounding, flustered, flustered, panicked, and I knew I wanted to go.
So in class, I started to pretend to be sick, holding my stomach and making a very painful appearance, and the table mate asked me what was wrong, and I said that I had a stomachache. I'm pretending to be like, I'm such a good boy, and no one will suspect me of pretending.
My tablemate helped me tell the teacher, who saw that I was really miserable and allowed me to go to the infirmary to have a look, and then go directly back to the dormitory to rest. After I came out of the teacher, I still walked with my stomach covered, for fear that someone would see the flaws.
It wasn't until I secretly walked into the Zhilou that I straightened up. Seriously calmed down and climbed to the sixth floor in one go.
I pushed the door in, and they were partying inside.
The studio is decorated, the lamp tube is wrapped in colored paper, there are balloons on the wall, there is a color TV on the podium that I don't know where to get it, and there is a DVD player next to it, and there is a microphone inserted into the DVD player, and someone is holding the microphone and singing seriously to the TV.
But in fact, the microphone is just an ornament, because there is no stereo, and the sound will not come out of the TV at all. and sang like the real thing.
These art students are really chic, to be precise, Li Baitian is really chic, compared to me, I'm so hard.
Li Baitian is competing with a few boys to fly poker, it should be that he has watched too many Hong Kong gambling movies, and he has to practice his skills. I dodged the poker that flew from the front and walked over to Li Baitian.
Someone coaxed yin and yang to say "oh" weirdly, Li Baitian: "What, this is my child, my tablemate in junior high school." ”
Then the brothers continued to coax and perform a small chorus: "Will you remember tomorrow, the diary you wrote yesterday, and whether you will still remember tomorrow, you used to cry the most...... Who put your long hair up, who made you a wedding dress, lala......"
Then Li Baitian sang with them, and he hooked my chin with his fingers, which made me quite shy. They sang, which attracted Liu Shuyu, Li Baitian's current tablemate, and then some buddies joked, saying: "The old table and the new table are all women, Xiaoqi, you are not shallow." ”
Among their brothers, Li Baitian is the seventh.
Liu Shuyu then looked at me, and I also looked at her, smiling politely at each other. I also felt awkward when I heard them say the word "woman", at that time I thought we were girls girls, at most we were called women, and "women" felt weird.
I wanted to be more gregarious, so I joked, "No, he was in the dustbin at the same table in junior high school." ”
Li Baitian was arranged to sit next to the garbage bin for a long time, Li Baitian was not convinced, and said: "I don't know who stands next to the garbage bin every day." ”
I glared at him.
I was still very happy that night, the only thing that worries me is that I don't want to help me with a stomachache, I was going to go back to the dormitory to lie down and pretend to be before the end of the evening self-study, but I was so happy, I liked this atmosphere so much, I was reluctant to leave.
Of course, soon after the evening self-study, the school was going to be closed, and Li Baitian and they couldn't stay here for long. When they went crazy, I had no breath in my mouth and was silently eating cake on the side.
Eating and eating, one didn't pay attention, and was wiped with a cake by Li Baitian. After that, it was all fought, and the two big cakes were not eaten at all, but were used to spoil them.
Most people don't eat a bite at all.
Later, everyone was smeared, and some were afraid to slip away early, and it was too late to go back and wash up. There are also those who are afraid that they will be dragged to clean the studio after the end, anyway, for various reasons, all the people who should leave are gone.
When Li Baitian reacted, he said "slump" fiercely. Looking at the mess in the studio, he spread his hands and asked me, "What should I do?"
I laughed dryly, "Ming'er clean up." ”
I'm going to go too.
Li Baitian, "It's impossible for them to clean it up, and it's impossible to clean it up if they grow hair." ”
"So what do you say?"
Li Baitian glanced at it again, "Wipe these and wipe them, forget about the rest." ”
At this time, Z City has been hot, and those colored paper latte art can be left alone for the time being, but the cake must be disposed of, otherwise it will attract a lot of small flying insects. Li Baitian counted on passing the time here every day, and he couldn't let that happen.
So I stayed with him to collect the cake, and it was just the two of us anyway.
I want to work as fast as possible, so that I don't have time to get out for a while, or I won't have time to enter the dormitory. I also have a cake or something on my hair, so I can only wipe it with paper first. I actually have it on my face, but I can't see it myself, and Li Baitian deliberately didn't tell me.
Then clean up the messy discs. The door of the building closed at half past ten, but because there used to be a laboratory on the sixth floor, now the things inside have not been moved, and there is a lock between the sixth and fifth floors, surrounded by iron shelves. I went down at 10:20, and the lock was locked.
It's over, and I can't get out.
We don't have a cell phone, so we can't call someone to open the door, so we may have to spend the night upstairs tonight. I'm scared in my heart, this doesn't belong to the dormitory, but how can I explain it.
I went back to the studio with Li Baitian, I was very scared, Li Baitian flipped through a bunch of discs, and comforted me: "If you come, you will be safe, what is there, tomorrow you will continue to pretend to be sick, I will go and talk to your head teacher." ”
Li Baitian has a very good way to take the teachers of the school, and he has a very good way to take the teachers since he was a child, because the teachers know how to look at money, not to give him face, but to give money face.
That's all I have to do first.
Li Baitian turned off the lights, saying that if the school leaders saw the lights on and found that the two of us were here in the middle of the night, he didn't care, and it was not good for my reputation.
Yes, yes, yes.
But the two of us were bored, so Li Baitian gave me his coat, and I sat on the chair and wore his coat to watch the disc with him. He is usually lazy to watch the disc here.
But dear adults at the table, can you watch something healthy, he and him, all you watch are some 31 level 1 tablets!
Ah, my eyes!