I am a good card, from childhood to adulthood, the most exciting and crazy thing I have ever done in my life is in the small studio on the sixth floor of Xingzhi Building, I gave my first time to Li Baitian.

My name is Zhou Wenxue, and when my mother was pregnant with me, she had a fetal dream, saying that I would be born on a snowy day. When I was about to give birth, my mother asked, "Is it snowing today?"

Then the labor pains began. This is how my name came from, and my whole family, young and old, thought that I must be a very good child, and they had high hopes for me, and at that time, the idea of having a second child was broken.

My mother was a primary school teacher before I was born, and in the township, I naturally taught everything in Chinese, mathematics and society, and then followed my father from the south to the north, and lost my teacher's card on the train, so I didn't do anything, and devoted my life to my husband and children.

I was definitely a very happy child, the only thing I had was that I didn't look good when I was a child.

It doesn't matter, we have connotation.

When I was a freshman in junior high school, I met Li Baitian, and we were both short and were placed at the same table in the first row when we were in a row of seats. My good student, especially not uncommon to deal with him, his favorite thing to do every day at that time was to use the compass to drill holes in the table to play, and also engrave the name of the female classmate, he said that when he graduated, he would move this table home, this is the testimony of his youth, as a family heirloom for future generations to admire.

We are in the same grade, as long as he likes it, it has a name on his desk, and there is no me in it. Li Baitian never liked me, maybe because I wasn't good-looking, or maybe it was because my academic performance was too good, and he thought that we were people of two worlds.

That day, Li Baitian had been singing the song of beyond, singing for a whole day, singing in class and singing in class, I couldn't listen to the lecture properly, I wrote the words "festival mourning and change" on the notes in class, and then pushed the notebook to him. Li Baitian's words are ugly, the dog crawls the same, and he writes a "hey".

Huang Jiaju died that year, because Li Baitian used to like beyond very much, so I know.

So we became friends, but soon, the head teacher thought that Li Baitian was too unskilled, and dragged down my grades as a good student, so he arranged him in the last row of the classroom, sat alone, and fended for himself.

Li Baitian is the kind of student that the teacher particularly dislikes, when we were in junior high school, we were all very simple, we only knew that Li Baitian's family conditions were good, and I didn't know that there was such a huge family business behind them.

At that time, I was not in Beijing, but in my hometown of Z City, Li Baitian lived at my grandmother's house.

After arriving at the back seat, Li Baitian can be said to be really like a fish in water, and he placed a long and tall row of books in front of the desk, and his own books were not enough, so he moved the books on other people's desks and put them over. Then he slept in the back, singing, writing messy lyrics, drawing, and the teacher didn't care about him anyway.

We basically didn't communicate with each other.

I don't know when I started to have a crush on Li Baitian, probably because I was late that day and was punished for standing in the back of the classroom for two classes at night. At that time, I felt that I was embarrassed, okay, Li Baitian lay on the back of the book and laughed at me, saying: "Good students also come to stand in class, that's the treatment of poor students like us, good students, hahaha." ”

At that time, I was so red from his smile that I hated him to death.

Then I stood in the back and observed Li Baitian's life, and he got a Walkman, and he plugged in headphones throughout the class, so thick that I turned over many copies in half a class. I kept staring at him, and suddenly I felt quite envious and chic.

But I'm a good student, and I have the baggage of being a top student. If I don't study well, maybe I don't have so much pressure, it's because of good grades that I have to study hard, and I can't let my ranking drop or disappoint my teachers.

Later, I got tired of standing and moved my legs and feet casually. Li Baitian noticed it, hissed at me twice, and told me to stand a little towards the window.

I obediently stood up, right behind his desk, in a corner that was very difficult for the teacher to notice. Li Baitian gave me his own stool, but I didn't dare to sit on it, because after sitting down, it was obviously shorter, and I was afraid that the teacher would find out. He thought for a moment, then took a stack of books out of the hole in the table and placed them on the stool, and winked at me.

I secretly sat up, and after sitting for a few seconds, I had to stand up for fear that the teacher would find out. Later, I found out that the teacher didn't pay attention to me at all, so I sat down steadily. Li Baitian himself didn't have a stool to sit on, it didn't matter, they took the water in the classroom, put it upside down on the ground, put two books, and sat like that.

This little act makes me feel quite warm. I used to think that Li Baitian was not a good person, and I was very cautious when talking to students like them, for fear of offending them, and then deliberately making trouble for me.

In fact, everyone is a child, they are just a little playful.

The second class was self-study, Li Baitian asked me if I wanted to listen to the song, I was a little hesitant, and then he handed me a headphone, and I sat close to him, listening to the song with one earphone.

He was still there, and I pretended to flip through the book, but in fact, my little heart was pounding, and I was nervous all the time, and I didn't relax.

I also don't want to end my self-study in the evening and then leave school. It's a good feeling, it's also quite exciting, and I want it to last a little longer.

Later, I became more comfortable about being late, because I liked to go to the back of the class more and more. Although sometimes Li Baitian was sleeping, he ignored me at all. But only then does it feel like we're close.

But the teacher talked to me, and she said that I was often late and bad, and it was so embarrassing that she was embarrassed to punish me. said that I was a good student, and I should remember it after being punished twice, and I couldn't follow Li Baitian's shameless and skinless like them.

I keep that in my heart.

I changed the problem of being late, but I like to pay attention to Li Baitian's problem, and I probably can't change it. Every time I see him enter the classroom in a hurry, I have to jump coldly. I was thirteen years old at the time, so I guess I was in early love.

I have a little sister who plays well, known as Wang Meimei. Wang Meili is a popular figure in the grade, there is always a group of boys chasing after her, and she is more familiar with Li Baitian, I intend to get acquainted with Wang Meili, maybe there is also a reason for this.

Wang Meili often writes love letters to different boys, but she doesn't like Li Baitian, she thinks Li Baitian is too short. Wang Meili may be more careful, she asked me once, "Xiao Xue'er, do you like Li Baitian, if you like me, I will help you chase after you." ”

My heart was pounding, and I said casually, "Nothing." ”

"And who do you like?"

"I don't have anyone I like. ”

Since then, I have endured not paying attention to Li Baitian, I am afraid that people will see it. I don't know why I'm so shy, maybe it's because I know in my heart that we really are people of two worlds.

Li Baitian asked Wang Meili to help him send love letters to the girls in the next class, and before Wang Meili sent them out, she showed me Li Baitian's love letters. The two of us nested in the corner, watching Li Baitian write in a dog-crawling font on colorful letterhead.

"Dear Lu, the length of a cigarette is 8.5 centimeters, write your name on the cigarette and inhale it into your lungs and put it closest to your heart. Now I'm going to go to the men's restroom to smoke, I miss you. ”

Just a few sentences and dozens of words, written on a piece of paper, it can be seen how his words occupy space. At that time, Li Baitian was still a smoker, hiding in the toilet or water room with a few good brothers. Wang Meili sighed "Huh" and wanted to express some opinions. I raised my eyes just in time to see Li Baitian, who had come back from smoking outside, and quickly put away the love letters.

Li Baitian chased this Dear Lu for a long time, causing me to see that Lu, and I had a feeling of looking at the enemy. And I heard Wang Meili say that what Lu likes is not Li Baitian, and Lu is a little disgusted that Li Baitian is short. At that time, Li Baitian's height was really disliked by all kinds of people.

But Lu is still ambiguous with Li Baitian. I'm always wondering what's so good about Lu, isn't it just that she's taller, wears more clothes, and has longer hair. But I'm better than her, and it's probably just that my academic performance is better.

Then I plucked up the courage to say to my mom, "Mom, I want a denim dress." ”

My mom thinks denim skirts are something that only bad girls wear, but I really want it because I want to dress myself. My mom loved me and took the time to buy me a knee-length denim skirt over the weekend, which I thought was beautiful at the time.

That weekend, I wore my newly bought dress and went to the park with Wang Meili, which has an open-air roller skating rink, and on weekends, they are a gathering place for poor students.

Then I ran into Li Baitian, Li Baitian looked at me and said lukewarmly: "Wear such a sexy outfit, who do you seduce?"

I was embarrassed by what he said, and I thought the word seduction was too ugly. But in fact, among their gang, it is a very serious word.

I didn't speak.

I don't know how to roller skate, Wang Meili taught me, a little bit along the railing on the sidelines, Li Baitian and Lu held hands, and skated smoothly.

When Wang Meili went to drink water, she threw me alone in the corner, and I held on to the railing for fear of falling, Li Baitian stopped next to me like a wind and asked me in a parent-like tone, "Why did you come here?"

I said, "Where am I?"

"You should do it at home, not with us," he said. ”

I don't know why, Li Baitian's words hurt my self-esteem, and I can't figure out why now. Because I secretly liked him in my heart, I didn't know how to talk to him at that time, and when he said that, I stopped talking.

"Let's go back early. He threw down the sentence and slipped away.

Then I wanted to go and sit on the other side of the chair, with my hands unsteady, and sit on the ground with my butt on the ground. It was Lu who pulled me up, Lu came to pull me, and Li Baitian also came over, and then was embarrassed to see the blood on my skirt.

I fell out of my menarche in the ass......