That look was firm, if it weren't for the fact that the posture of the two of us was not quite right at this time, and the gender was not quite right, this moment reminded me of one thing, remembered some moods.

At that time, I was the same, I wanted to dedicate my first time to death, with a fearless mood, not afraid of rejection and not afraid of ridicule.

Looking at him, I was stunned and smiled dryly, "Another day." ”

Reaching out and easily pushing him away, the kid still listened to me, felt very shameless, and walked away with his crotch between his pants. I was a little confused, and seemed to feel guilty that I had to reject a fiery heart.

When I got home, Chen Feiyang called me and said something that he didn't have, and he said he was very uncomfortable. I asked him what was uncomfortable, and he said he was looking at my picture.

"It's rising, it hurts. Chen Feiyang said.

I reacted for a few seconds, stunned to know what he was describing, and cleared my throat, "What a virgin?"

"Hmmm......"

I don't believe it a little, because Chen Feiyang looks good, and the circle is chaotic enough, and it can't be said that there is no girl to post it. But in the early years, he had been training outside, and he really didn't have the opportunity to contact women, and after being brushed off, I don't know.

According to Chen Feiyang, he hit the first plane in his life that day, and afterwards, full of guilt, poor Baba called me and said, "I feel like I was going to die just now, only this once, never again." ”

Chen Feiyang has always believed that jerking off is a very inferior thing.

……

After a few years of hard practice, Shao Siwei helped me find a position as a music teacher in a private primary school.

Now I don't have any ambitions to make a difference, and I feel that staying in our small city, having three or two friends, a job to support myself, and a simple life of food and clothing is enough.

Maybe I only have a salary of less than 2,000 yuan a month, which is much less than in Beijing, but in fact, I don't think there is much difference in the quality of life, and I don't pursue the so-called quality of life.

To put it bluntly, I just want to live now.

On the day I went to the elementary school interview, the principal asked me what I thought about teaching and educating people, and I suddenly remembered that many years ago, I said to Wang Zhaoyang, "What's wrong with being a teacher, it's good to contribute to the cause of education." ”

Wang Zhaoyang smiled and said, "Yes, then you can also contribute." ”

Back then, he said that I really embarked on this road by mistake. I don't remember what I said to the principal that day, but at that moment, I suddenly understood one thing, over the years, my deepest feelings for Wang Zhaoyang may be gratitude.

Thanks to his spur and guidance, and his intervention in my life again and again, I have embarked on a serious life path from a troubled girl. Because of this gratitude, I decided not to blame him for anything, but turned him into a motivation to live a good life, and I plan to completely turn over everything about Wang Chaoyang.

Elementary school started relatively late, and after passing the interview, I didn't rush to report it, and took the time to solve another matter.

Chen Feiyang and I are really together because of Wu Yuqing. I have never really cared about Wu Yuqing over the years, I don't know, since my parents died, I went to high school, Wu Yuqing has suffered from a certain amount of mental depression, these years she has suffered from the cold of the world, bullied, looked down upon, deceived and deceived, this mental depression has become more and more serious.

To put it simply, it's a bit psychotic.

Wu Yuqing's first illness was when I graduated from college, when I was not there, and I didn't know that it was when I was cheated of tens of thousands of yuan by that man.

After that, there were two successions, the most serious of which was watching TV at home after the New Year, watching a sensational family search program, and after taking a nap, she suddenly took a kitchen knife to cut someone, and she said that she wanted to kill her parents.

The old sister who lived with Wu Yuqing couldn't cure her, so she finally found my new mobile phone number from Wu Yuqing and asked me to go over and take people away.

At that time, I was fighting with Xie Tingting and Chen Feiyang as a landlord, and I quickly left after receiving the news, Chen Feiyang had a broken motorcycle, and when the family car couldn't drive, I used it as a means of transportation.

When Chen Feiyang and I rushed over, Wu Yuqing was locked in a small room, and as soon as the door opened, she was about to come out, swearing and scolding, and asked us to let her out.

I blocked the door and called her aunt to calm down, the kitchen knife in her hand had no direction, and Chen Feiyang's palm was cut with a long cut in the palm of his bare hand.

Sending Wu Yuqing to the hospital, the doctor said that the psychiatric hospital would not accept this situation, so she could only take her home and serve her well, take medicine to prevent her from being mentally stimulated, and prevent the possibility of onset.

Yes, after coming and going, Wu Yuqing smashed it back into my hands again, and I knew that I couldn't shirk it.

Wu Yuqing hung water in the ward, and I accompanied Chen Feiyang to bandage the wounds on my hands, full of apologies. Chen Feiyang was very angry, and said heroically, "Fortunately, it was cut off on my hand, if it is cut on you, or if it cuts someone else, it will be troublesome." ”

I said, "Then you might as well cut someone else." ”

Chen Feiyang, "I won't blackmail you for your money if you cut me, you try to cut someone else." ”

Reasonable.