053 The Temptation of Home
Chen Feiyang is such a person, even if you don't like him much, but you really can't hate it, although he has "I like you" on his mouth every day, but he won't put pressure on you at all.
This is a very sincere and positive child, who treats everything positively, perhaps because of the good qualities that have been cultivated through years of hard training, perseverance and courage.
Chen Feiyang said that he has two dreams, marrying Yan Xiaochang as his wife, and fighting invincible opponents all over the world.
Wu Yuqing has not been in this hospital for a few days, in fact, I hope she can stay for a few more days, because she has a place to sleep in the hospital, and after she is discharged, where should she be placed, I really haven't had time to prepare.
I live here with Xie Tingting, it is a matter between friends, and it is impossible to take Wu Yuqing with me. And Wu Yuqing's friends don't dare to accept her anymore now, and it's impossible for people to risk their lives.
She was hospitalized for two days, and I was looking for an agent to look at the house, of course not to buy it, because I couldn't afford it. Chen Feiyang followed me all the time, riding a motorcycle to be my driver.
Since high school, I've developed a motorcycle complex, I like to sit on the back of a motorcycle, feel the air blowing on both sides, and like to be on the road, skimming over large areas of familiar scenery.
After the year, the weather was still cold, but fortunately, Chen Feiyang was tall enough to help me block most of the cold wind. There were still some small stalls on the side of the road, selling some warm supplies such as gloves and hats that were about to pass the season, and Chen Feiyang stopped the motorcycle next to the stall, and neither of us got out of the car.
I sat in the back, he had long hands, and he directly picked up a pair of hairy knee pads on the stall and asked the boss, "How much is this?"
Boss: "Thirty." ”
I think this boss is a bit of a liar, this is out of season soon, and twenty can't be more. I just wanted to bargain, but Chen Feiyang was stupid and poked me with his elbow, "Take the money." ”
I was stunned, stupidly rummaging through my pocket to get the money, and he poked me again, "Take mine, this pocket." ”
It was more convenient to take him, as soon as I reached out I could reach into his pocket, took out Chen Feiyang's wallet, and gave the boss thirty yuan. Then Chen Feiyang got out of the car, but still didn't let me get down, squatted next to me and bowed his head to tie my knee pads.
At that moment, I was stunned and almost burst into tears.
I seemed to remember something, but I couldn't think about it any further. Chen Feiyang said while tying it, "My mother said that a woman's knees should be protected, otherwise she will be prone to joint pain if she gives birth to a child in the future." ”
I looked down at him, strong emotional, and couldn't help but think of the time, downstairs in the black hole, Wang Zhaoyang tied his big knee pads around my legs twice, and said, "You didn't wear cotton pants." ”
At that time, my health was much worse than it is now, but since I started to learn dance, I have exercised a lot and my body is much stronger.
Tie the knee pads, Chen Feiyang didn't say anything, got on the motorcycle and walked forward. I am very anxious to find a house, and my requirements here are more complicated, it must be close to the school where I will work in the future, the price must be fair and the area is suitable and the transportation is convenient, I only have two days, I have to work hard to find it.
When the motorcycle started, I looked at the body of the person in front of me, and I was still in a trance, and I almost overlapped him with one of the influences I had before. Grabbing the fabric from his waist, I suddenly found that I had lost the feeling of looking at my little brother, and instead looked at him with a different kind of looking at men.
Chen Feiyang sat upright, tilted his head slightly and said to me, "Leng put his hand in my pocket, just to help me protect my wallet and not fall out." ”
I nodded in confusion, leaned forward slightly, and put my hands in his pockets, loose, not a hug.
Tilting my head, I pressed my face slightly against his back and closed my eyes, trying to find out what it was like to be behind the man. In fact, if I hadn't been his student, if I were the current me, I would have hugged him when I sat behind him, but I didn't dare at the beginning.
There is a difference of eight years between me and Wang Zhaoyang, and the difference in these eight years is not age, but the trajectory of life that cannot be walked together. I suddenly thought about what Wang Zhaoyang was like when he was as old as Chen Feiyang, and what would he be like if I met him at that time.
Then I suddenly remembered that the person who was with Wang Zhaoyang at that time was his current wife, Zhaozhao's Mu Mu.
Passing by the leather goods store again, the roller shutter door has been hung down, and the red paper reads "Transfer and Sale", where will Wang Zhaoyang go today and Wang Zhaoyang in the future.
It doesn't seem to have anything to do with me anymore.
We looked at many houses in the neighborhood, only one was satisfied, or we found the wrong one, people only sell but not rent.
In the rental house, the landlord is quite enthusiastic, but he doesn't have much introduction to his family's broken house, there is really nothing to introduce, and some of the none. The price I can accept is five or six hundred, but a house of five or six hundred basically has no furniture except for the bed, not to mention decoration and other things.
Actually, I don't think it's anything, the home I lived in before the demolition is in such conditions, but there are a few broken furniture, and it doesn't look so simple when put up.
"How's that?" I asked Chen Feiyang.
He went around the kitchen and spat out one word, "Broken." ”
I said, "It's okay, it's all there." ”
Chen Feiyang didn't care that the landlord was next to him, and said bluntly, "What's there, except for two beds, there is nothing." ”
The landlord smiled, this is a fact, there is nothing that cannot be said. I said, "Oh, those things, just go to the thrift market and exchange them, I think it's okay and the place is suitable." ”
"No, I can't. Chen Feiyang was very resolute, "Let's take a look at the next one." ”
As he spoke, he pulled me out, making the landlord quite dizzy. I talked to the landlord and got in touch again, got on Chen Feiyang's motorcycle, and just rode to the intersection, I started arguing with him, I said, "I look okay, what do you always pull me for, several times." ”
Chen Feiyang stopped the car, turned to me and said, "I'm just not good." ”
"Okay, I'm going to live there, I think it's okay, okay?" I told him.
He said, "No, I can't let my woman live in such a shabby place, it's like a home, it's not as good as a dormitory." ”
"Who's your woman? "I'm just getting a little impatient.
Chen Feiyang, "You." ”
"I'm not. ”
"It will be in the future. ”
I don't want to talk to him about this, "Oh, I'm really convinced of you, so what should I do now, she will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, should you take her to a hotel?"
"Can't you live in my house?" Chen Feiyang suggested casually. I just don't want to pay attention to him, why should I go to his house, his parents can do it if they want.
The two of us froze here for a long time without moving, Chen Feiyang fiddled with the helmet in his hand and said, "I have an idea." ”
Say. ”
"Your aunt fell ill last time because she was looking for relatives, has she looked for her relatives over the years?"
"I don't know, I haven't heard of it. ”
Chen Feiyang turned his head, a little excited, "Alas, otherwise, let's take her to find it, do you know where her hometown is?"
Wu Yuqing was sold, at first her parents couldn't afford to give it to others, and then she was abducted and sold, and she came to the present day with a bumpy road, speaking a strange dialect that no one could understand, and basically integrating the dialects of all the cities where she lived.
I thought about it seriously, "It seems to be Guizhou, what is Erma Village called?"
In fact, Wu Yuqing has an impression of where her home is, when she was sent away by her parents, she was already eight or nine years old. I don't know the reason why she has never taken the initiative to find it all these years, but this suggestion put forward by Chen Feiyang suddenly made me feel very fresh and interesting.
I thought so little about it at the time.
I'll go back and discuss with Wu Yuqing, if you're still worried, let's go back and have a look. Wu Yuqing was very entangled, probably worried that I would leave her alone if I planned to throw her back to my hometown.
But I can clearly feel a trace of longing for his hometown in Wu Yuqing's eyes. Many people can't understand that I can, Wu Yuqing and I are both orphans, the kind of lonely life in the world, without the solid support and companionship of blood thicker than water, every time I think of it, it will make people feel so lonely.
But I'm not the same as Wu Yuqing, at least I know the life and death of my relatives, and I have a bottom in my heart.
After being discharged from the hospital, I didn't find a place to live anyway, I thought that when I worked, Wu Yuqing wanted to go back to find it, and I didn't have time, so I directly took Wu Yuqing with Chen Feiyang on this homecoming trip.
And then self-defeating.
Chen Feiyang has been playing competitions over the years, and has followed his master to many places, so he has a lot of travel experience and can take care of Wu Yuqing.
Under the guidance of Wu Yuqing's memory, it didn't take much effort to find the Erma Village, but Wu Yuqing's relatives were not found.
There are no young people left in the village, there are only a few left-behind old people, Wu Yuqing's house has collapsed many years ago, and relatives don't know where to go.
The only grave on the mound, said to be buried by Wu Yuqing's brother, the grave is covered with withered grass, many graves in the village are not named, Wu Yuqing lay on the grave and cried bitterly.
At that time, I was standing next to Chen Feiyang, and my eyes were very red. I often see Wu Yuqing crying and seeing her hysterical, but I have never seen her so desperate.
She cried like that for more than an hour, crying so much that her face was covered with mud, and I went over and pulled her, "Let's go, Auntie." ”
She didn't leave, she was already crying and had no strength, and she was babbling, "Lao Tzu has no home, Lao Tzu is going to die here." From Erma Village to our return, she read this sentence all the way.
What I have never understood is that Wu Yuqing remembers the way home, but he has never moved the idea of going home, because he is afraid that even if he goes back, he will not be able to find a home.
Outside the train station, I took Wu Yuqing, who was traumatized in my heart, to look at the city I grew up in, and for the first time I understood the confusion of not having a home, and my heart was empty.