When Li Hua said that he felt that he couldn't pay it off in his life, I swore to him that I would pay it back with him, and then I was shaken today. In fact, my vacillation was forced by Lan Tian's mother's kneeling, and I suddenly felt that my existence was a bit cruel to Lan Tian.

Let's not say that it is impossible for Li Hua to fall in love with Lan Tian, if Lan Tian really likes Li Hua so much, then I will be in front of her all day long, with a swaggering and favored posture on Li Hua's side, Lan Tian must feel very stimulated when he sees it in his eyes.

I want to leave, it's not that I don't plan to continue to love Li Hua, I just don't want to show affection with Li Hua under Lan Tian's nose. But Lan Tian has to be taken care of, Lan Tian is the last thing I can throw away now, so I can suddenly have the idea of temporarily withdrawing.

Li Hua comforted me like this, and the strength of a man he brought to me at this moment was more profound than ever. This kind of profundity makes me more motivated, motivated to accompany him to solve problems, to accompany him to survive.

Li Hua said: "You can no longer leave me when I need you, that's not right. ”

I nodded waddlingly, and he reached out to wipe my tears and kissed me on the forehead. We just stood here and hugged for a while, and when we hugged, he said, "At this time, the two of us can't have any more problems, you save me worry." ”

With a hint of blame, and with a hint of pampering. I think what I just said is a bit nonsense, Li Hua is right, at this time we need to unite the most, we must concentrate on solving external contradictions, and we can't engage in rebellion at this time.

Li Hua pinched my nose, "Cry, who did you learn from!"

I pursed my lips and he shoved my hand into his coat pocket in the same motion as we had when we first fell in love. Except for the two days when I was sick at home with a cold, we haven't been so openly in love for a long time, and there are either outsiders or elders in front of us, anyway, it's inconvenient, there are too many things, and I don't have this mind.

Lan Tian was still lying down over there, and Li Hua and I were still only caring about showing affection to ourselves, and we really didn't have a conscience. Today, we walked hand in hand, and I was satisfied.

This feeling, sometimes it's like boiling water, it's too boiling, and it's even worse when the fire is turned off, but occasionally you have to add some small ingredients to heat it to grasp a degree. Today, when I mess around like this, my heart is actually much better than before I messed around, because I am more determined.

Yes, I just can't go, how can I go at this time, there's no reason, I have to go. I have to stay and be strong with Li Hua and Lan Tian. In the relationship between these three people, I am not the superfluous one, but it is very important, I let go, not necessarily the two of them will be better.

Walking back to the hospital building, Li Hua took me to the attending doctor who operated on Lan Tian to consult about the specific impact on the body without a uterus.

I didn't have much common sense about this before, and Li Hua and a normal old man would not care about this, so when I heard the doctor say that "in fact, you can also remove egg cells through surgery, and go through in vitro fertilization and artificial surrogacy, so as to complete the purpose of childbirth", Li Hua and I were both excited.

Look, things are not as pessimistic as we think, children can still have what they want, but it is a little different from normal childbirth, maybe there will still be many people who will reject it, but there is hope anyway.

We need to explain this problem to Lan Tian in detail at an appropriate time, and it must be the right time. Li Hua believes that the first thing to do now is to build Lan Tian's psychology and solve her suicidal thoughts from the root. I think that although his idea is useful and the method is also a cure, the effect is too slow, and I think that someone must watch Lan Tian twenty-four hours a day, so that she can't die.

We integrated and adopted each other's opinions, planning that I would come to see Lan Tian, and Li Hua would be responsible for contacting a good psychiatrist and thinking of more countermeasures.

Then we discussed, after Lan Tian's body recovered, this hospital should not let her live in this hospital first. Li Hua said that although Lan Tian has worked diligently and meticulously in the past two years, he still has a problem, that is, he doesn't like to contact people. When Li Hua was fine, he often gave Lan Tian a holiday, but it was only after I returned to the city that Lan Tian would occasionally go out for a walk with me.

So since her accident, she has never met new friends, and she refuses to contact old friends except for those who need to be contacted. If you don't come into contact with people, how can you not have problems with your psychology after a long time.

Although we have been trying to care about Lan Tian, in the end, everyone has their own affairs, and they still don't care thoroughly enough, and there are many remaining problems that have not had time to be solved.

For example, Lan Tian likes Li Hua's question. This is also the first time we have taken this issue out openly and honestly, but when it comes to this issue, Li Hua is inconvenient to speak, I will definitely scold him if he says too much, scolding him for provoking peach blossoms, not worrying or so on.

So basically I'm analyzing, he's listening.

I said: "Is there such a possibility, because Tian Tian is a little autistic in her heart now, and she is unwilling to change her mind, so she must insist on liking you, and it is also out of part of her obsession." ”

"Obsessed ......" Li Hua looked at me and felt that my word was too literary. Didn't I think of a popular statement, so let him not dwell on this and continue to analyze, "You said, if she can get in touch with more people, preferably a handsome guy or something, and divert her attention from you, maybe she can be stronger?"

Li Hua still didn't speak, just looked at me, and I said, "You have an opinion?"

Li Hua: "What is my opinion, I don't know the handsome guy, Jiazheng?"

Xue Jiazheng...... We haven't informed Xue Jiazheng of Lan Tian's situation yet, anyway, I don't dare to say it, I'm afraid that Xue Jiazheng will be in a hurry, and after he comes back, he will give Li Hua a violent beating. Xue Jiazheng is this person, I don't think it's nervous, but when it comes to the issue of Lan Tian, he is very nervous.

His nervousness made me habitually afraid, because he used to say something that made me feel bad in order to protect Lan Tian.

I said: "Jiazheng is not very good, if Tian Tian was fine before, they would have a play, but now it's like this, if you find Jiazheng again, how can you talk to the pit people...... And I think, if Tian Tian could have a feeling for home, he would have it a long time ago, would he still be able to do it now?"

Li Hua spread his hands, "Then I don't know." ”

I was here pondering, muttering, "I know a few handsome guys......"

"Huh?" Li Hua squinted at me with a questioning gaze. I smiled, "No, when I used to film, I just played a little eunuch or something......"

"Eunuch. Li Hua tasted these two words, and deliberately put on a jealous expression to show me, and I smiled and smiled. Then he put away his joking expression and said: "Actually, I don't think there's a need to rush this matter, you still have to adapt slowly, now, just let her do whatever she wants, just feel comfortable." ”

Hey, it's a pity that a person's heart is uncomfortable, it is not visible on the surface.

Anyway, let's follow the most down-to-earth first, didn't Tian Tian say that she wanted to be discharged from the hospital to sing, so I would accompany her to sing. It's just that after Lan Tian took sleeping pills, he had sequelae, his health was not very good, and his brain would not be very bright in a short period of time.

Gradually, her memory regained a little, and she didn't ask those questions repeatedly, but she just opened her mouth to speak, and she still had a little hindrance, and sometimes she would babble nonsense.

But anyway, she didn't mention that she was going to die again, and she listened to what we told her, and answered what she could. It's just that no one asks, "Why did you kill yourself?" It's like she's just getting seriously ill, and all of us automatically block out her suicide.

Seeing her improvement, Lan Tian's parents were temporarily relieved, and I still persuaded the second elder to go back first. On the day when Lan Tian's mother and Lan Tian said goodbye, Lan Tian said something very important.

Because her mother is so sad and too relieved to let her go, anyone can see that in her eyes. Lan Tian smiled and said, "Mom, don't worry about going back, my sister-in-law has already given birth, there is a shortage of people at home, you can take care of her quickly." ”

Let's go for it, it's normal, her language logic is still a little impedimentary.

Her mother almost cried again, but Lan Tian smiled again and said, "Mom, don't worry, nothing can make me want to die again." ”

When she said this, our onlookers all jumped hard in their hearts, and then they didn't dare to speak, just staring at Lan Tian.

Lan Tian's mother flashed tears, holding Lan Tian's hand tightly, "Good child, good girl, mother can rest assured ......"

Within two days, we took Lan Tian out of the hospital, and Li Hua had already contacted the psychiatrist in this area, and when Lan Tian's brain completely turned around, he began to send him to psychological counseling.

Fortunately, I live very close, door to door, I don't do anything, I guard Lan Tian every day, watch idol dramas with her, and tinker with some handicrafts. Lan Tian didn't talk much, but his mood was not low, and he looked more and more like a normal person.

Hey, we're a little relieved.

I stayed with her like this for a week, and according to the previous plan, Li Hua's mother often came, but Li Hua didn't show up much. The relationship with Li Hua's mother is quite pleasant, at least his mother doesn't feel sorry for me, our focus is on Lan Tian, and there is even a kind of revolutionary friendship.

I thought it would be good to get along with Li Hua's mother like this.

Two days later, Li Hua's mother also left, and said to me before leaving, "Auntie has no objection to your marriage, take good care of Tian Tian and Xiaohua, you still have to discuss your marriage with your parents." ”

I nodded, yes, it's not good to make a private decision for life behind my back, I've been running away for so long, my own father and stepmother, there should be nothing.