147 Disturb
Since ancient times, it has been said that marriage events, parents' orders, and matchmakers' words show that the opinions and support of parents are also very important in marriage. Li Hua's attitude towards this matter can be described as lukewarm, looking like she doesn't want to worry about it and is too lazy to care, I guess she is a little dissatisfied with my daughter-in-law.
Actually, I don't quite understand what I don't like her so much, anyway, Li Hua said that we live by ourselves when we get married, and we don't live with his mother, so as long as she doesn't object. And I actually want to talk to my family about it, seeing that the New Year is coming, I also want to be like most girls, officially take my boyfriend home for the New Year, but there is a Lan Tian by my side, and I can't leave.
I can't go back with Lan Tian, it feels weird.
Then I called home, first called my mother, informed her that I had plans to get married, and my mother asked about the man's situation and said that she did not support it. The reason why my mother doesn't support me and Li Hua being together is because I think his family is too rich, I feel that the ups and downs of my business life are too thrilling, and I feel that the rich are not reliable, and I will have no status if I marry into his family.
And my mother is a very stubborn person, as long as she thinks so, no matter how much she says, she can't listen to it, she still asks me to have such a job, to support herself. My mom has been insecure all her life, and when it comes to my affairs, she is still very insecure. She said: "We don't want his money, but we have to have our own skills, lest he don't want you in the future, you will be dumbfounded, and you are not small." β
What my mom said made a lot of sense. She doesn't know Li Hua, and it is reasonable that she doesn't trust Li Hua's feelings for me.
Then I called my stepmother, I came to talk about the marriage, I was going to tell them calmly, but my father refused to answer my phone, and finally my stepmother answered the phone.
Then my stepmother quarreled with me again, saying that I was shameless, and ran out to find a wild man, a shameful daughter like me, they don't want it, whether I want to get married, or die outside, don't say hello to the family. By the way, she also said that the household registration book I took away no longer counts, and she has replaced it with a new one.
The stepmother has not read a book for a few years, and her quality is not very high, and she scolds people one by one, and no ugly words are thrown out in the same way. I made her scold so much that she threw away the phone in a fit of rage.
When Li Hua asked me about the situation, I couldn't help but get angry at him, ", it's not over." β
It's not that I don't get married, it's just that I'm suddenly not in the mood to get married. In fact, I am twenty-four years old this year, and Li Hua is not yet twenty-five, so I really don't need to be too anxious to get married.
For now, let's deal with Lan Tian first.
At the beginning, Lan Tian was really fine, and he was very cooperative with psychotherapy, and he was polite to me, but I could obviously feel that since the suicide, there was a gap in communication between the two of us. I think this layer of separation may be because of the words she said to me before she committed suicide, which made her feel a little difficult to face me.
I've tried to bring the question out and talk about it, but she's always dodging it. But on the whole, she still cherishes life very much, eats and drinks well every day, watches idol dramas and variety shows, looks like she doesn't want anything, and she shouldn't have any plans to die again.
Lan Tian said that after really dying once, he knew that there was nothing that could make him want to die again.
I live next door to Li Hua, because it is inconvenient for Li Hua to appear in front of Lan Tian, although we are door to door, we rarely see each other, and every day is pitiful, to the point of texting across a wall.
Lan Tian fell asleep that day, and I texted him and said, "I miss you so much." β
He said, "Why don't you come here?" β
Turning his head to look at Lan Tian, who was already asleep here, he was sleeping peacefully, and he couldn't wake up for about a moment. I snuck around for the key and slipped out of this door and into that one.
As soon as I entered the door, the room was dark, and I said that Li Hua didn't turn on the lights at home. Just as he was about to close the door, a person suddenly popped out from behind the door.
"Ahh
Damn, it scares me to death. I watched this Li Hua pop out in the dark, I wanted to say how can you be so naΓ―ve, and then he picked me up with a smile, and the hungry wolf was thrown on the bed to hunt for food, and he didn't speak, and his eyes were closed.
Ouch grandson, I'm going to suffocate him these days.
Since the accident in the company, we have never been affectionate, and we can't spare time and don't have that leisure. If he wants to roll today, I won't push him around, so I quickly stripped off my clothes and rolled with him, and I want to take a good look at him.
He was very focused, and I was the fish on the chopping board, fiddling with him, jokingly flapping twice from time to time. He bit my lip and let out a wistful sigh in my ear, then entered, moving a few times.
I was stunned, "What's the sound?"
Li Hua didn't care about listening to any voice, looked at me, lowered his head and continued. Two seconds later, there was a sound of the door closing, and we were both stunned when someone entered.
Isn't this a thief? Li Hua didn't move, hurriedly put on her pajamas and walked out of the bedroom to see, I also sat up, planning to go out with me. Li Hua motioned for me not to move, for fear that there would be danger outside.
As soon as he stepped out of the bedroom door, I heard him say in a confused tone, "Why are you here?"
The people outside didn't speak, so I casually put on a piece of clothing and walked out of bed, because I was bare-legged, so I lay behind the door, so as not to go naked.
Then I saw Lan Tian also wearing pajamas and slippers, standing between the kitchen and the living room, and said, "I'm hungry, let's see if there's anything to eat here." β
This time, Chang Lihua didn't speak. He stood barefoot, his back looking helpless. Lan Tian turned around and went to open the door of the refrigerator, I cleared my throat behind the door, and said with my head exposed, "Tian Tian, there is milk and bread in the refrigerator in our house, why don't I go back and warm up a porridge for you?"
Lan Tian didn't look at me either, continued to rummage through Li Hua's refrigerator, and said quietly, "I want to eat apples." β
I can't figure it out anymore, but Li Hua has it here, and the fruit in his refrigerator won't break, he likes to eat it, and I like to buy it for him. Lan Tian picked a particularly large apple, opened the faucet and washed it twice, wiped the bar with a paper towel, threw the paper towel into the kitchen trash can, put it on his mouth and took a bite, turned around and walked outside.
I said, "Tian Tian, are you okay?"
She chewed on the apple, raised her hand to me graciously, and headed for the door. Li Hua didn't look at her anymore, and when he turned around, I saw a very unhappy expression on his face.
I rarely see Li Hua angry, mainly after the two of us get better, he will rarely be angry with me, it seems that as long as he looks at me, no matter how big the fire is, he can digest it in his stomach. But men probably disturb their love with others, and with extraordinary anger, their little lips are almost pursed into a straight line.
In fact, I also feel weird in my heart, what's going on, my man and I rolled off the sheets, how can it still be like cheating.
I sat on the edge of the bed, and Li Hua also sat on the edge of the bed, and my mood was completely ruined. Feeling a little cold, I stuffed my legs into the quilt again and asked Li Hua, "Did she often do this before?"
When I didn't come, I ran to Lihua's side in the middle of the night to get a fruit and a basin?
They are door to door, and I don't have a problem with each other's spare keys, so I don't have a problem taking care of them, but it's not good to run to someone's side in the middle of the night.
Li Hua shook his head in silence. I estimate that in the past, Lan Tian didn't dare to come even if she wanted to. Li Hua is a person who doesn't like others to disturb his life, and when his mother enters his room, he must knock on the door first, knock on the door, and Li Hua has to speak first if he can enter.
Li Hua has been accustomed to that kind of politeness since he was a child, and he is particularly disgusted by this kind of uninvited thing.
I was suffocating in my throat, and as a woman, I couldn't help but complain, I said: "How do I think, she is like a daughter you raised, I have become his stepmother, or that kind of junior level." β
Li Hua touched his forehead wistfully.
These days, my nerves are very tense, I can't live by myself anymore, and my attention is all on Lan Tian, afraid that something will go wrong with her. finally came over to see Li Hua, relaxed with him, and there was such a scene, and I suddenly felt tired and annoyed in my heart.
I agreed with Li Hua that we would take care of Lan Tian together, and I would accompany him to repay the debt he owed to Lan Tian. But Li Hua is inconvenient to appear because of the sensitive relationship, in fact, this debt, in the end, I spent time to pay it back, and I am a person who loves to worry about myself, so I feel very unhappy at this time.
I put on my pajama pants and walked out, Li Hua asked me why I was going, and I said unhappily, "Go back and look at her, don't let the apple choke to death again." β
Li Hua sighed again and didn't want to say anything.
After I went back, I was in a bad mood, and when I saw Lan Tian, who threw half an apple on the table and continued to sleep, it was not very pleasing to the eye. I originally had the mentality of repaying the debt, and I wanted to be very good to Lan Tian, but I suddenly felt that in order to repay this debt, I couldn't even live a normal life, and when selfishness was rampant, it was inevitable that it would be unpleasant, but what should I do, leave her alone?
Lan Tian woke up the next day, and I told her: "Tian Tian, tell me what you want to eat in the future, if I am not there, call me, I really can't call Li Hua, I don't have to run out to find it at night, what should I do if I catch a cold?"
She gave a well-behaved "oh".
I said, "Okay, I'll go to the supermarket to buy apples in a moment, what else do you want to eat?"
She shook her head again, and I said nothing.
Taking advantage of her afternoon nap at noon, I hurriedly went to the supermarket, and when I came back, I met Li Hua at the door of his house, the door of his house was open, and there was a locksmith squatting at the door.
I said, "What are you doing here?"
Li Hua glanced at Lan Tian's door and said unhappily, "Change the lock." β