169 Debt repayment
This serious illness has almost exhausted all my vitality, and I have found that when you are not healthy, you really can't take care of anyone.
Seriously, thanks to Shen Song at this time, of course, my brother also helped me a lot after he was discouraged. He would come to the hospital to see me, and he would listen to me and take good care of my dad. The biggest credit is still Shen Song, it can be said that before and after the saddle, the money spent in the hospital is also paid by others.
I asked him how many there were, and he always said that I don't have to worry about this, let me take care of my illness. I am sick, all kinds of taboos, spicy and pungent smells, smoke smells, soy products, stay up late, hard work, alcohol, all kinds of taboos, Shen Song remembers better than me.
Back then, Shen Song's mother said that my heart was iron, and I should be moved. Now the iron heart should be broken, I am moved, very, very moved, there is a kind of Shen Song who saved my life.
I really don't know how to pay it back.
Shen Song's mother couldn't get used to Shen Song taking care of me so much, so she ran to talk to my stepmother, and my stepmother was stunned by Shen Song's mother, so she ran to the hospital to scold me.
She said: "When is it still messing up, don't get sick early or don't get sick at this time, see who cares about you!"
She also said that I, be a man with a long heart, there is no second person in the world who is so good to me as Shen Song. What my stepmother said was not right, she just saw that Shen Song was good to me, and I believe that if Li Hua was by my side, he would do a better job than Shen Song.
It's a pity that creation makes people, and it is not Li Hua who is by my side at this time.
I didn't have the energy to fight with my stepmother, and I swallowed my anger and finished living in the hospital, but I still planned to hurry up and go back to Beijing to work, pay back the money I owed to Shen Song first, and then find a way to take my dad out and take care of it myself.
Yan Xiaochang called me and said, "This time the marriage may be real, even the church has been chosen, hey......"
She was referring to Li Hua, and I sighed silently in my heart, and hung up the phone without saying anything. If I hadn't had this disease, I would have really tried to steal marriage, and I'm like this now, I really can't afford to toss.
I can only think very negatively, Li Hua and I are really fate here, although I can't think about what kind of scene he really married Lan Tian.
But I'm struggling on my side.
Although I was discharged from the hospital, my body was very weak, and I had to take a handful of medicine every day, and the urine that came out was like black tea. I seriously thought about what I had done in the first half of my life, and why did it have to be so bumpy.
But I have always believed that a person's life is fair, and that after suffering sin in the front, he will be blessed, and he may be blessed. So I thought, let me finish all the sins I can suffer in one breath when I am still young and can hold on, and maybe the rest of the rest will be good days.
Then my brother went through the formalities and prepared to go abroad, and then my stepmother was itchy and wanted to go abroad with her, and then she needed money, and then she thought of the most unconscionable way in the world to divorce my dad and ask my dad to give her all the money.
She told my dad that she had no hope for anything, just for my brother, and she thought that my father, as a father, should give her all the joint property of the husband and wife, and then she should use it for my brother to study. And she was going to Canada to take care of my brother, and she said that it was too chaotic outside, and she wouldn't be at ease if she didn't watch my brother in person.
She also said that my dad was not in good health, and she didn't want to divorce, but Canada was too cold for him to recuperate, and my dad should stay here, after all, he had a daughter. But she didn't want to delay the second half of my dad's life, and the divorce was to give my dad freedom, so that my dad could find another wife who could take care of him in the future.
These words were later told to me by my dad, who cried with me while saying these things because he had agreed to the divorce. I can't understand what my dad loves about that woman, so indulged her all her life, and even divorced without ambiguity.
And my dad has basically never thought about that woman, he is sad now because he was abandoned by this woman, and he himself said that this is all his retribution for abandoning my mother back then.
He thought he had thought a lot, but the only thing he didn't expect was that he was now alone, and I had to accept the rest of his life.
And my dad thinks that he may not live for a few years anyway, so he won't drag me down too much.
Ay......
In May of this year, Shen Song and I received a marriage certificate.
Because he touched me because he said he would take care of my dad with me, even if I wasn't here, he would take care of my dad. Because he said, it doesn't matter if I don't love him, it doesn't matter if I don't want to live with him, his house is going to be demolished, and it's too late for him to get married.
If the two of us can't go together, it's a big deal to wait until we get the house and then leave.
On the day I got my license, I wasn't dressed, I was listless, as if I was living someone else's life. It seems that from now on, Cong You is no longer Cong You, I don't know who it is, it's not me anyway.
We have never been in love, and we are in a hurry to get the certificate just for that money, and from my side, even to repay the debt of favor owed to Shen Song over the years.
After the certificate was over, I said that I wanted to go home, and Shen Song said that he wanted to take me to see the house. Coupled with the house he bought himself, counting the two sets he will receive later, Shen Song can also be regarded as a small tyrant with three properties.
Like a walking corpse, I accompanied him to see the house, and then in the new house, he wanted to insult me.
He was so anxious, so anxious that I was a little disgusted.
I pushed him away, and I said, "Okay, let's take our time." ”
He said, "You are my wife now." ”
I said: "Shen Song, you know, I have been with my last boyfriend for four years, it is impossible to forget it, I made it clear what the reason for getting the certificate with you so quickly, and I don't want to lie to you." ”
Before that, we've really made it clear.
Shen Song was angry in front of me, but he still endured it now, he said, "Okay, you can move in with your father first." ”
I didn't live with Shen Song, because in my heart, I didn't agree that this was a marriage. But I've sold myself, and I've sold it in a daze, without knowing my head.
Although Shen Song and I spoke clearly, it was not clear at all on my parents and his parents' side, they just thought that Shen Song and I were married.
Later, Shen Song's mother discussed with my father about alcohol, and when I came back from the hospital for an examination, I saw my father's rare smile after the divorce, and learned that they were discussing something.
My heart suddenly became blocked, and I didn't know what to do.
I came out to talk to Shen Song, and I said, "Why didn't you make it clear to your mother?"
He said, "Isn't it normal to have a wedding drink?"
I found out that Shen Song relied on me, and after I got in, the three chapters of our previous covenant didn't count. I told him in a kind voice, "Shen Song, I really don't want to owe you, I don't want any money for your family's house." When I come over, my dad doesn't need you to raise me. When the house is divided, we will go for a divorce. The person in my heart is not you, I have been with you, and you are the one who has been wronged. ”
Shen Song was not convinced, he said: "How do you know that we can't get by, is that person so good, don't you forget it sooner or later." ”
I don't want to explain more to him.
He said cruelly to me, "You are my person now, and it is not so simple to divorce." ”
Later, I found out that Shen Song is very good at saying cruel things, and he has said cruel things to my brother and my parents, but after he has released cruel words, he has never done any of the things he said.
My parents are still happily drinking with Shen Song's family, and I am in a trance every day, and I feel that this matter must be solved quickly.
I didn't plan to really marry Shen Song, even if he didn't divorce me, according to the marriage law, the marriage relationship could be automatically dissolved.
But the necessary problem now is that I have to leave here, go to work, be self-reliant, take my dad out, and fundamentally demarcate the relationship with the Shen Song family.
owed him a personal debt, I registered with him and helped him get a house, which was already very thorough. I'm not going to go on with this debt.
So I suddenly remembered that I actually had money in my hand, because I had a ring, and Li Hua didn't have time to explain a diamond that gave me that this diamond ring could be sold for at least 200,000 yuan.
But I was very reluctant in my heart, this was the only souvenir left to me by Li Hua, I originally thought that I would take it to bury when I died. When I'm all rotten, it's going to go on forever, and that's what diamonds are all about.
I dug the ring out of my luggage, and I hadn't touched it since I came back, it was almost hidden, and no one knew I had something so valuable.
In the past two days, I have been hesitating repeatedly, and I took it out to see if I had nothing to do, so I didn't receive it very well.
On this day, Shen Song was stimulated again, went out to drink with the department, drank too much and came back, wanting to learn from other men, he went home to find his wife and let his wife wait.
But I didn't treat myself as his wife.
But I didn't want to quarrel with the drunkard, he wanted to sleep in my bed, let him sleep, I'll sleep on the couch. Shen Song came over to hug me with a dead face, and I pushed him away with the strength of breastfeeding, and finally pushed him into a hurry.
me: "I'm married, and I still treat myself as a saint!" I don't know how many times I've other men. ”
If I hadn't thought about the delicate relationship, I would have beaten him, but I put up with it, stuffed a pillow in it, and ran out of the room at a rapid pace.
Then I sat on the couch and cried until midnight, I don't know what's wrong, what the hell is the reason why I made myself the way I am.
In the two rooms, my dad and Shen Song shouted one after another, and I wiped my tears, planning to sell the ring tomorrow and take my dad back to Beijing.